Nov 13, 2022
I'm literally never on here anymore, I forgot this even existed. I went to Tennessee in August to see Brett who left me prior again (shocker), found my Ryder dead in my kitchen in July, and Bryson who I was with at the beginning of the year who has been a good friend of mine for 15 years who left me blew his fucking brains out because his "girlfriend" told him to about a month and a half after I last spoke with him. So there is that. I'm doing horribly and nobody gives a flying rats ass. I drink, a lot now. I work 6 or 7 days a week in the Emergency room most weeks, and go to school part time. I'm big sad, big ol depressy.
