Fistful of Bees

i need to talk to someone asap

hearing your best friends say you're being shady and that you don't care about them when you're hiding and trying to keep yourself alive kinda fucking sucks

if you date me, you have me for life. even after we break up, you could call me at 3am and i'd still be ready to help. like my most recent ex could show up rn in a panic and i'd do my best to help even tho i'm still fucked up over him. i really do act like i'm such an asshole all the time, but i'm so fucking loyal it hurts

i miss sex, not one night stand sex, the sex you have when you're comfortable with someone, the type of sex where you know each others bodies, the sex where there's a need for that person. i don't need a relationship for this bc i've done it before, but it's so fucking hard to find someone where your vibes click like that, i hate it