Bea

Talks about being allergic to Canes, my family goes “Maybe it was a one off thing.” Yes because I definitely didn’t breaks out into hives or puke multiples times after eating it 😶 and people STILL try to get me to eat it 💔

For anyone interested in the random things I cry about, I saw a crochet tiktoker giving away plushies and she have one to a set of three sisters but didn’t offer one to the mom even though she looked like she wanted one 💔

I mourn my key necklace that broke 💔 #first heartbreak (I still have it in hopes I can fix it one day 🙏🏻)

I’m mad at the world and people so I crochet another blanket 🧶

“She’s FFA president and guard captain, she’s the biggest nerd of all.” -My grandma introducing me to people

(I just need to get this out) Alright, I’m 17 years old and I have never met my biological father. By this I mean he was like there for like two months when I was a baby and then left and never came back. A while ago I went to my mom and told her I wanted to change my last name to her maiden name because I don’t want his last name anymore. So she says yeah let’s do it but we find out we have to contact him to be able to do it?? Like I just find it absolutely ridiculous this man has spent literally NO time in my life but still gets a say on what my name is or my identity? Like it doesn’t make sense and it’s driving me absolutely crazy 💔

Every year I tell myself I’m going to do entirely homemade Christmas gifts, and every year I fail to do it 💔 atp I feel like I just need to start now so I take time because I take gift giving very seriously, so you know as one does I get to thinking and the only two people I have ideas for are my BROTHERS. That’s all, so now I need to go find a pattern for that little chainsaw dog in the Chainsaw man anime because it’s my brother’s favorite

Real ones know I don’t have one favorite of anything and have to have a top three instead

Some of my guard rookies told me I’m doing a really good job at being captain when I asked if I was being mean or should do anything differently and now I’m crying 🥲 I’m always worried I’m failing them but they make me feel so much better

I really want a pen pal I think that could be so fun :( (I wanna make more friends 💔)

My back HURTSSSS

My biggest life betrayal is my period with a side of tampons 💔

Once when I was in second grade my friends were beating mean to me so I wore a letter saying I was moving away and they’d never see me again bc young me was big mad at them, however I wasn’t actually planning on moving. Anyways I wrote this letter on the last day of school and whatever and left the school, but I actually did end up moving schools and truly never saw them again and I think about it constantly 💔