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actually i’m not joking someone tie me down and feed me to the wolves for the ungodly things that shot through my head seeing this photo of him like he looks so submissive desperate babygirl
29 w/ Andy old guard 👉👈
All We Have is Time
Andy x GN!Reader
prompt: “I’m here if you need to talk.”
Summary: After a mission in Venice, you come to realize that Death is much closer than you’ve anticipated.
Word count: 6.7K+
TW: Descriptions of death, wounds, fighting.
A/N: this one is a little long than what I usually write—and happens to be one of my favorites. Thank you anon for the request!! :)
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I want him to shove that gun up my ass.
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Requested by anon: Tate's internal dialogue seeing listener for the first time.
AI AUDIO / 18+ (Kinda' nsfw, but mostly sfw. it's just Tate being a teenage boy ' what r u wearing' type energy.) Headphone warning!
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Let’s talk about the absolute disbelief and horror on Joel’s face when Ellie swore at the table. Lmfao his southern heart was shook
father and daughter
mass murder
anti vax
child endangerment
terrorism
war crimes
invasion
abuse of power
torture
assault
countless kidnappings
mongering
theft
stalking
conspiracy
treason
pollution
sabotage
vandalism
false imprisonment
this man killed half of salt lake city
But you get it, though. You might not be her father, but you were someone’s. See, I could tell.
THE LAST OF US S01E01: When You’re Lost in the Darkness S01E05: Endure and Survive
last goodbye's
Joel Miller x f!Reader
word count: 2,814
Summary: You and Joel take on a life threatening trail outside the QZ, brining the young, ‘immune’ child, Ellie. To the fire flies. On the journey of said trail, you take on a offer of your own begging.. Getting bitten by the infected, wanting to get taken out your own way.. The way of Joel.
Warnings: angst, death, mentions of loss, gore & that’s mainly all.
You'd seen something change in him since he had been assisted to bring the youthful, inexperienced girl, Ellie to get somewhat of a cure for the long lasting outbreak. You weren't so sure the woman who had handed the peculiar kid was being completely honest, seeing the sceptical face on her as she had been given to you and Joel. It made you itch, but seeing somewhat type of pain in the poor man's eyes made you uneasy.
Hours of walking had gotten by before Joel finally admitted he was tired and it was time to settle and rest of the night, setting up a confined, unlikely spotted crash for the night upon. The pair of Ellie and you preparing for a couple hours of needed sleep, unlike Joel. You watched him, propped up with his rifle glued to his left hand. Tightly gripping it, his eyes flickering all over the land, as far as he could spot. You sighed, seeing him so restless, cautious. Knowing Ellie was more than likely asleep by now, you lifted your weary, weighted body up, slumped. You rubbed your eyes.
Soon as he heard the slightest movement Joel shot up, aiming his riffle your way as if he heard a runner, clicker. Whatever those peculiar creatures where these days.. As soon as he spotted it was you he lowered the gun from his shaken, sweated palms. Loosening his grip as he whisper yelled.
"Jesus Christ, almost got ya' self killed! Don't scare me like that." You sighed, shaking your head his way. You retrieved a deadpan glare from him. Shuffling over to where he was slumped against a rather firm, oaked tree. You glared at the man, so curious of what may be running through that brain of us. These past decade's have been hard for him and you knew so. The loss of his daughter, Sarah. The break out, the killing. Thinking of how things have become made you sick, 'how could life have come to this?' Was a frequent question that pops up in your mind once in a while. You sighed once more, coming from the thoughts that had taken you from civilisation. Shaking your head at the elder man ahead once again. You knew something was on his mind.. You just had to get it out of him, Joel wasn't an easy one to crack. He'd usually keep to himself. Not to let his emotions out.
"Something's up with you, Joel. You've been acting off ever since we picked this 'cure' up.. You can talk to me, you know?" You spilled, knowing he wouldn't let you know a thing about the thoughts going through his head.
"Nun's up, go back to sleep. Gotta' keep a look out is all." Is what he spoke before rushing you back to bed, he knew you weren't that easy to shew off. All you wanted is for him to tell you how he was feeling, that's all you need.
"Please.. Tell me those thoughts that are spilling in that elder brain of yours." You tried lightening the foggy intimacy between the two, giving him a genial grin. Joel's expression not changed, still cold. Solid. You understood he was on the look out for the night but you wanted him to feel some what of light in this life time.. You hadn't seen him 'happy' for.. god you couldn't even remember. It had been so long. Too long. "I don't recognize you anymore.. your joy seems faded, Joel.." You whispered, he sat keeping quiet. Not spitting a single word..
You're eye's fluttered, tear's struck upon you. Not letting them flood from there home as you crawled back to the makeshift bed Ellie had helped you put together, getting yourself somewhat comfortable. You stuffed your head in the thin blanket you had kept, chewing on the rim of it. You had failed.. you knew it'd be hard getting anything from him but could you at least of had a enjoyable conversation with him? No. He wouldn't allow it. He'd provide no emotion, It was strictly sight spotting for clicker's knower days. He felt like a stranger.
Living in the apocalypse was fucking horrendous. You wanted it to be over. It stopped anyone from doing various pleasurable things. It was a living HELL. Hopefully Ellie was the cure and the fire flies weren't lying.. You were sure this time.. it would be done, you'd all be free.
Woken up by the hearing of items shifting in there places, pocking your flushed head from the beaten blanket you had curled up in last night. Unknown of when you passed out.. Spotting Joel and Ellie packing up, preparing for another 18 hour hike down to the University of Eastern Colorado where the fire flies camped. You scrubbed your hands on your face, yawns flying from your lips.
"Look who's up!" Ellie sang, coming over to you. She was quite the loud mouth, all though it was oddly comforting. Helping you up, you looked from the girl in front to the man ahead. Joel.. You gave him a quick nod as you were as well rested as you could be, him soon looking away. His focus back onto packing this essentials back to there lost places in his leathered bag that swung on his back. Starting to pack your things as you tried to forget about the silenced tension between you and Joel. He then cleared his throat, significant that it was time to get going.
Soon enough the 3 of you had started your trail, the walking continues. Minutes became hours, hours became days.. Time slowed this past week, the day's feeling repetitive, slow motioned. Your muscles ached. You knew you couldn't stop.. you had to keep on. For Joel, for Ellie. As much as you and Joel weren't in good places the two of you will forever be by each other's side.. You cared about him dearly and he sure as hell felt about you swell. You weren't complete stranger's.. Watching as he takes the crusted map from his now emptied jean pocket's, looking at it. His finger crazed on the thin paper. Joel stopped in his tracks, pointer finger in the air. Guiding the way to go.
"This way!" He called to you and Ellie, making it into another empty, unoccupied town. ..Just like the rest of them. Leading up to looted, forgotten stores. Joel Being cautious, aware of anything that may pounce in the moment. "Go, go loot em'. " He murmured in a low tone, spying out the corners. "Yess." Ellie joyfully spoken, skipping her way from us, to the entrance of one of the dusted, beaten down buildings. Joel shot his view to you, then to Ellie.
"Go on, make sure she don't get up to anythin'." Taking your gaze from Joel to Ellie as he did. Viewing that would stay where she was and wait. Turning your head back to Joel, seeing him as he rose an eyebrow at you. "What are ya' waiting for, love?" He questioned. You breathed out, taking your hand on his as his sight flickered through your placement. "Joel.. I got this, go loot for the golden finds. I'll take look out. I'll-" He cut's you off by shaking his head eagerly. "Uh uh, no. Not happenin'."
You rolled your eyes softly, begging. "I'll be fine. Go on, I'll shout you if I spot a pack." You gave him a flash of a smile. "Promise?" He gripped your hand tight, unsure if the idea would be a goodden. "I promise.." You assured him. Giving you a small yet un noticeable smile back. You watched him strut his way to Ellie had stood there with her arms folded upon one another, giving her a smirk, shaking her head. "Finally, old man!" Ellie joke, Joel snapping back. "Enough, Ellie." Making you let out a chuckle..
You waited for the two to retrieve back with goodies, sighing as you felt the air become suddenly colder. Your boot kicking the sanded floor that stood beneath you. The sound of birds chirping fulfilled your ears. The sound that you had cherished for year's, singing birds.. Wouldn't get a lot of that now day's. You'd think they'd know the world's coming to an end by now. The chirping soon quieted down, being replaced with a quiet sound of scraping floors, light clicks.. You placed your hand on the gun that you had in the back of your jeans. Panic took ahead of any other emotion you had felt before this struck. "Shit." You lowered from the under of your breathe, spotting a ton of runners mixing with a couple clicker's heading your way. Dragging themselves along the floor. Knowing you'd need to get Joel's and Ellie's attention to get the fuck out of there. Without a doubt you pulled your gun from your jeans, beginning to shoot the herd, hoping Joel would've heard the gun shot's. Continuing to shoot at the deformed creatures making there way over in the head, knees, chest. Anywhere to harm the mother fuckers.
The situation soon becoming unbalanced, unfair. More clickers, runners chasing ahead. Becoming with every direction possible. "Joel! Help, needed!" You yell, as you reloaded your pistol.. Using the remaining bullets left. Soon ran out. You panicked, breathe unsteady, unknown what to do. Joel had most of your equipment carried with him. Trying to fight them off with your bare hands. Giving them a kick to the knee, punching them in the side of the head.. Then stomping on said head. You Must have gotten to carried away with killing one, another grabbing you from behind, gripping onto your shoulders. In an attempt to bite. You suffered in fighting it off, soon feeling a sting stick to your hip as they surrounded you.. You yelled in insufferable agony. Your hearing went to a ring, hearing quiet gun shots surround you. Seeing the monsters drop dead as you regained your senses, spotting Joel with a look of worry, disappointment carved into his face. "Back up, Ellie!" You heard the familiar tone yell as you watch him shoot the remaining dead.
You had gotten bit..
Out of breathe, hurt screaming from your left side. Trying to walk it off.. "You okay?!" Joel cautiously ran to you in hopes you'd be fine, cupping the side's of your face in sorrow. You nodded, hiding the fact you had been bitten. You couldn't let him know yet, it'd break Joel. Knowing the losses he's already been through. You gulped as you stared into the man's eyes. He pulled you into a tight hug, scared. Regret fulfilled Joel, knowing he shouldn't have let you done that on your own.. He trusted you with it. He just shouldn't have left you with barley no supplies on you. "I shouldn't have let yo-" You cut him off, pulling away from the grip he held you in. "I'm okay, aren't I? I'm here.." He nodded in relief, letting the panic wash over him, letting him go.
"Remind me to never.. let ya' do that all by ya' lonesome again. Got it?" He stated. "Yes sir.." You breathed out, knowing there wont be a next time.
It had been about a hour since you had gotten bit, the traveling had to continue. Your mind feeling unwary of the things you felt, you knew this was it for you.. You'd soon turn. You knew another hour would destroy you, Joel can't get hurt.. you wouldn't allow it. Knowing if you kept going.. Joel would find out you'd have been bitten, you'd turn. Try n' hurt him. Though, you didn't want to turn. You couldn't, for Joel's and Ellie's safety. Tear's threatened to spill from your eye's, bile risen in your throat as anxiety contented.
You wanted to go out your own way, not as some infected. 'You've gotta' tell him.' Raced through your mind, your finger twitching. Fuck.. Time running out as you strut your way behind Joel and Ellie. Your face now flushed, pale as the dull sky above. Joel carried on the trail whilst Ellie waited behind for you, looking at you with concern. "Woah, are you okay? You look deadly sick dude." She called out breathy, low. You nodded in agreement, suffering with your last time of consciousness on this earth. Feeling sick to your stomach as you took shaken, steps.. Throwing yourself down as you retched, spewed nothing but whitened acid from the lining of your aching stomach. Joel swiftly turned his head your way, the sight of your sickened, infected self coming into his view. His eyebrows in a furrow as he jogged his way over to you, asking if you where feeling alright. Shaking your head no as he gripped your shoulder. Your knees weak, unable to balance your own weight.
Ellie glaring at you as if she knew everything.. Fear plastered all over her face as if she had seen a familiar sight in her passed. She was frozen, unable to move, speak.. "Ellie, turn.. around." Your croaky voice came out, not wanting her to see you in such an ill scene. Ellie obeyed, turning as she gripped her hands on the zip of her jacket. Your gaze now turning to the man in front of you.. Oh Joel.. You looked at him through your thick lashes, your lip quivering. "I'm sorry, Joel. I.. I should've told you. I was just so.. scared." A tear slipped from your eyes, running it's way down your reddened cheek, Joel then wiping said stray tear, shaking his head in denial. "What. what are you tryna' say, love..?" His voice shook, heart thumping in his tightened chest as he stared at you.. So ill, weak. "Please, don't make me spell it out for you." Your words quiet almost inaudible. His eyes watering as he looked at your now uncovered hip, eyeing the unrealistic, goring bite. He began to pant from the fear built inside. "No, no.. you're not.. You're just fine, come on. Stand up.." He whimpers fell from his dry lips. Denial flowing through the man, only making it harder for him to let go. "I want.." You croaked. He bit his bottom lip, hard.. unsure what you wanted, eyes burning.
"I want you to shoot me." You sobbed in acceptance, Joel looked at you with horror. He couldn't shoot the ones he loved for, especially you.. You two had been through thick and thin together, he shook his head no, alarmed of the hurt you felt. "Joel, I'm turning slowly. It's all I want.. I don't want to go out as one of them.. I don't want to feel like a monster." You choked, feeling the anticipation rise. Pulling your empty, unloaded pistol that you could barley hold from the back hem of your mudded jeans. "For me.." He sighed, keeping himself together.. Telling Ellie to cover her poor young ears. She didn't have to hear this, she was a innocent child. A possible life saver.
Joel was now choking out whimpers, cries flooding him as he pulled some unused bullets from his satchel, loading the said pistol. You put your hand on the tip of it, leaning it closer to your sweated, wettened head. "I love you.. I'll be by your side through this. I promise. Don't blame yourself, don't waste meaningless tears on me. You can grieve but.. not for long, please.. Just.. carry on with getting the girl to the fire flies.. Save the rest of us. This is my goodbye, Joel.." You said your final words before nodding in agreement for him to pull the trigger. You closed your eyes, taking a deep breathe, prepared for the other side.. “Goodbye, love..” Is the last thing your senses comprehend before you became lifeless, gone..
Gun shot.
Joel pulled the trigger, flinching as he watched your body fall back onto the concreate. His hand shaking as the now heavy feeling gun dropped to the floor s'well. He fell to his knees, breaking down with sobs. 'What have I done!' his brain shouted at him. Placing his quivering hand on your limpened hand, his grip tight, unsure if he'd ever let go. After his light hearted moment with you he stood tall, glaring at your lifeless body. Feeling a shock in his heart, almost warm.. As if he felt the presence of your angelic soul.. He looked up to the now brightened sky, giving an unrecognisable grin to 'you', the sides of his mouth slightly curved. "Forever." He lowly said to himself before returning to the fearful girl behind him, walking from the memorial scene of you with his hand on the youthful kid's shoulder, guiding her away from it..
He'd knew that he'd have carried you with him, you'd be there when he needed you. He'd be lying if he said his heart didn't felt weak, fragile. Joel knew he needed to carry on the journey of Ellie. For you.
..It was your dying wish..

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THE LAST OF US (2023-) • 1.06: Kin
I KNEW IT WAS DINA I LITERALLY REPLAYED THE SCENE WHEN I WAS WATCHING IT
Me when the Mando season 3 trailer dropped the day after TLOU premiere.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVAN!!
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i am so proud of you, you’ve achieved so much in this lifetime and you’re still so young. 36 man.. this is to a new chapter and for new achievements. i love you
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!!!! Evan Peters knows about TUMBLR i repeat Evan Peters knows about TUMBLR !!!!
the HAT , his smile tho it’s so CUTEE
How the Evan’s would react if you ignored them for a day..
Tate Langdon
• i feel like Tate would be very confused and start asking “Did I do something?” repeatedly.
• he’d try make it up to you some how, unknown how tho.
• would DEFINITELY start to get annoyed that you are ignoring him and would throw a tantrum.
• he’d feel dead inside (not that he is already HAISUDH) i’m so sorry.. 🤭
Kit Walker
• i feel like Kit would ask you if you’re okay, cuddle you, not caring if you are ignoring him.
• he’d want your love, unsure of what to do with you.
• at the end of the day i feel as if he’d get a little mad, making you sit down and have a conversation with you.
• possibly start giving you the silent treatment back for a little.
• “what is wrong Y/n?” , “who hurt you, was it me?” , “please, talk to me!”
Pre - Death Kyle Spencer
• He’d honestly be so confused.. asking if you wanted space.
• I feel like he would ask you if you wanted to break up.
• He’d end up giving you a little space, still checking in on you. Texting, calling.
• In the end he’d give you chocolate’s, taking you out some where.
Jimmy Darling
• Jimmy.. he’s a little insecure about the way he is, his hands. So i feel he’d think you would be giving him the silent treatment because of his hand’s.
• “Do you think i’m a freak..?” , “Is it my hand’s?” , “Do you not love me anymore.”
• I feel like he would think he fucked everything up with you.
• He has a strong attachment to people, especially you so he wouldn’t be able to leave you alone, he’d beg for answers from you. But he’d honestly try and give you some space.
• Jimmy would go back to his camper, questioning himself, replaying his steps he made with you in the past week, noticing if he did anything to upset you.
James Patrick March
• James would be the type to try and reason with you, plead you..
• He wouldn’t be able to keep his emotions in, anger would fulfil him and he’d start yelling.
• “I built this whole god damn hotel for you, Y/n. What else could you possibly want from me!?” , “Dearest, please tell me what’s the matter..”
• He would possibly kill for you, unable to maintain the feeling of ignorance that he is receiving from you.
Kai Anderson
• Oh boy.. Kai Anderson, how do I start this.. Kai would scream for you to talk to him.
• “Y/n, this.. this is all for you!” , “If you don’t fucking talk i will make you.”
• he’d try to manipulate you into his ‘calm’ side, then suddenly switching back to yelling in your face because you disobey him.
• Kai would 100% threaten your life upon this..
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