09/08/19
ok so. last night my bf came over during his break at work and things got steamy so i told him to come back after work and we can finish it. so i spend forever in the shower shaving my whole body, washing my hair, all that shit. i get out put on nice smelling lotion, do a little makeup whatever. he comes back and we’re doin some stuff then he couldn’t get it up. he felt so bad whatever were just layin there at this point and he feels really bad and he’s apologizing and i’m over here feeling 36742X worse then he does cuz i obviously don’t turn him on that much. i tried to make everything so damn perfect and it completely back fired. i cried my eyes out when he left cuz i havnt felt that horrible about myself in a long time.











