& my thoughts unfold

I have a mean ass little sister, whom apparently no one taught manners and now that I’m trying to correct her in the sense that I’m trying to teach her that she needs to care about other people but she’s too Gen Z to be advised, anything I say to her she lashes out and says I’m too old to get it Or I care too much about what others have to say.

I absolutely cannot tolerate inauthenticity, if I sniff even an ounce of falseness I want to abort all activities immediately and cancel the person. It’s always been a bad habit, cutting people off, but truthfully there are plenty of reasons why those people should be avoided...

BUT

I‘ve never realized how sad the feeling is of witnessing other people’s friends go above and beyond for them, but you not having the same type of friends to make you feel special and loved.

This weekend I have witnessed some friends throw a nice bachelorette party for a mutual friend and it makes me think...my ”best-friend” didn’t do a damn thing for me during such a special time of my life.