Tell me

You are not in love, you just pretend to be

I'll only exist if you remember me

I'd rather sabotage my heart then to see it broken again

Sometimes I say “I love you” just so I can hear it back

Been a shitty-ass time and a shitty-ass year

Everything feels better when I go

You're only with me in the back of my mind now

And I love you when I'm back on the climb

And I love you when I'm back on the climb You're only with me in the back of my mind now

I guess thеm butterflies in my stomach have been fuckin' retiring

What the fuck do you say when you know life cannot be the same but you try and try?

August came by, saw you say "Bye", wanna stay by your side

Used to give a fuck, that was just a old phase

Guess we knew one day we would have to grow up

Things change, I get it 'cause nothing lasts, right?

Now that interstate is paved with memories Of a past life I lived when I was eighteen And evеry winter, I think back to what we used to bе In that past life we lived at eighteen