WWJun

Summary: When my bff called me and told me Kihyun had just left her for another girl she tasked me with finding out who this other woman was. I never expected him to say that it was me.

Warnings: spanking, mild daddykink, cum play, angst, swearing, quasi-cheating?, violence

Word Count: 13,808 (most of which turned out to be smut lol)

I had just gotten in the car and was about to drive home from a little late evening practice time when the leader of my girl group called me. “Ha-Have you talked to Kihyun tonight?” she asked, her voice desperate and shaking.

“Not since this morning. Why? What’s wrong?”

“He…h-he broke up with me!” she squeaked out and then she lapsed into a bout of so-intense-it’s-almost-comical wailing.

I didn’t believe it. I’m not saying I couldn’t believe it, I’m saying I literally did not believe it.

You see, she and Kihyun had “broken up” at least a half dozen times before but they weren’t real breakups. They were like mini relationship vacations. They’d last one day, three days, maybe one week tops. He always went back to her. He always did and he always would. I had found that out myself the hard way.

After his previous breakup with Kyung Mi, Kihyun had called me and asked me to meet up to talk. He was in a bad state, really upset, so of course I said yes. We went out drinking and after we talked things out for a while he relaxed and we just started having fun. We went back to my place, started making out, one thing led to another, and we ended up having sex.

It was the happiest night of my entire life. I had always secretly loved Kihyun despite him being taken since the day I met him. Sure, I felt guilty about my feelings but I didn’t think that his girlfriend treated him right. She sometimes did petty things that made him suffer and then I’d long to steal him away from her. 

I never acted on that impulse until that night, though, because she was my friend and she was also my Leader. There are some lines you just don’t cross.

Plus there was the fact that Kyung Mi had been with Kihyun for over a year before I met him so I didn’t really know the full extent of their relationship or what was really between them. 

I thought there must be some reason he put up with her, some kind of super bond, or something. I didn’t know what really made relationships tick – not the ones that really lasted for a long time – so who was I to judge? I only knew that he loved her and it hurt me to see it when I so desperately wanted that love for myself.

That was a feeling I had learned to suppress over two years of knowing him, so getting to be with him that night felt like a dream come true. 

I thought Kihyun was happy that night, too. He seemed happy. He said things to me that made me think that he cared for me as more than a friend, but then the next morning things changed.

I’d thought they might change a little, but I hadn’t expected how drastic it would really be.  When I woke up he was perched on the edge of my bed, looking all haggard and mopey and guilty. He even cried a little, saying that we had made a huge mistake and telling me in detail what a terrible person he was.

He said that he was still in love with Kyung Mi and he regretted what we did. 

THE BOY I LOVE‏