*baby don't hurt me.

INCREDIBLE.

{{ announcement under cut! about the blog, about the future. }}

im at a really funny point in my life where im on some wobbly legs, learning how to adult after smacking face first into the pavement on my hamfisted first try lolol so i have a lot of recovering to do and obviously a roleplay account comes second to, say, not punching a hole in the bottom of my bank account just to watch all the pennies spill out! (even though thats super fun.)

since im not here often, ill post some places you can get ahold of me! thanks again for the patience, you guys hold it in droves haha }}

i’d like to preface this with i love you guys??? for sticking this RATHER LENGTHY HIATUS out, despite my very very evident quiet but!! since its the holidays that tend to make me pretty moody and an overall wet blanket, id like to say that...! ill most likely be back sometime after new years. (the holidays are just TOO busy and usually make me TOO sad. ill just stress out!)

that said, i might pop up around christmas time to fun around with the holiday cheer with you guys! though again, since the holidays make me a bit touchy, ill likely be largely leaning towards the more spritely and fun activities, rather than anything tumultuous or heavy.

if theres anything rp-wise or such that youd like to bring up before the holidays hit... or if youre kinda sorta hoping for a random gift from one of my muses... now would be a great time to mention it so i can at least consider working on it ;*

... im still on hiatus. yeah. this is one of the longer ones ive been on though. i know in the past ive been prone to being like, "hiatus! lol see you guys in a week!!!" and then the very next day popping up like "nvm it was just a mood swing (':" but uh...

honestly? stepping back from all this has really done wonders for... several aspects of my mental health, honestly. it was REALLY ROUGH at first; i had a lot of emotional stuff i was just outright avoiding in lieu of... i dont know. impressing people? making stupid jokes?? almost literally trying to drown myself in undertale-related content and the rp community??? and i mean... im still not doing great, obviously. otherwise id probably be back! but im doing better. im trying really hard to do better.

anyways. tl;dr: im mentally ill, not taking the hiatus off for awhile (undefined! i know thats shifty and makes it sound like im leaving forever, but im not.), annnd... ill be online for a little while in case anyone wants to message me for my personal/art/main blog(s) or discord, since thats where you can reach me while im logged out of here.

* don't i know it.

* i dunno. i can't get over it. it really hit me last night, y'know?* i could sit here and talk about how that rattles around in my skull, but you guys probably get enough of it anyway, heh.