tyler lawrence gray + he/him + cis male ā have you seen wesley āwesā lafleur around los angeles? the twenty two year old is usually jamming to hysteria by muse. word around the city is that theyāre adventurous, yet, they can also be reckless, but you didnāt hear that from me. theyāre currently an influencer, model and trust fund baby and are typically seen walking the streets of los angeles with a joint tucked behind his ear. when i think of them, i think of saying āfuck itā before making the stupidest decisions known to man, tired hazel eyes rimmed with smudged black eyeliner as he does the walk of shame at 5 am, snorting lines off his cellphone as his agent urgently calls him. letās hope the city treats them good!
subplot #3
muse d and muse e have been best friends, ride or dies, the ultimate friendship goals since they met in their freshman year of high school, instantly clicking right off the bat. sleepovers, vacations together, stories and posts of one another, it seemed like the bond these two had was absolutely unbreakable, envied rich kids by most people and a relationship you only find once in a lifetime, if youāre lucky. that all drastically changed one day when muse eās mother and father file for a divorce without further explanation, only for a few days later, the news that muse d had slept with both muse eās parents manages to surface through an anonymous blog, which resulted in the divorce of muse eās parents. the bond they once had shatters, and despite muse dās consistent apologies and explanations that what happened wasnāt only on them, that they were roped into it all, well, muse e refuses to believe that their parents are guilty in this, even if they may or may not know that they are. muse eās family is now destroyed thanks to muse d, and aside from losing their family, they also lost their best friend in the process. will muse d and muse e ever manage to get through this? or has this ended their lifelong friendship for good? muse d - taken by wesley lafleur ( tyler lawrence gray fc ) muse e - open
basic stats ;
ā¶ full name: wesley frederique lafleur kapone ā¶ nicknames: usually just goes by wesley or wes ā¶ three things he likes: people who smell good and have general good hygiene, profiteroles, making fun of people from reality tv shows ā¶ three things he dislikes: dirty fingernails, being alone with his thoughts, instigators ā¶ gender: cis maleĀ Ā ā¶ height: 5 ā 10 ā¶ age: 22 ā¶ birthday: august 18, 2001 ā¶ zodiac: leo sun, aries moon, capricorn ascendantĀ Ā ā¶ right handed or left handed: left handedĀ Ā ā¶ eye color: emerald green, looks light hazel depending on the lighting ā¶ hair color: light brown ā¶ piercings and tattoos: a cartilage piercing on his left ear, usually covered by his hair, earlobe piercing on that same ear, no tattoos ā¶ languages spoken: french ( native tongue ) and englishĀ Ā ā¶ sexuality / romantic orientation: homosexual / homoromantic ā¶ place of birth: marseille, france ā¶ last five songs listened to: trust in you by the offspring, if iām james dean, youāre audrey hepburn by sleeping with sirens, shadow moses by bring me the horizon, iām not okay ( i promise ) by my chemical romance, faint by linkin park ā¶ five aesthetics: black nail polish and golden rings, the loud banging of the drums at ungodly hours, a flirtatious smile, turning up your music loud emo music to drown out your heavy thoughts, smudged eyeliner and dilated pupils after a crazy night ā¶ character inspo: harlan briggs from wolf pack, ian gallagher from shameless, patrick blanco from elite
background story ;
ā wesley was born in the french city marseille to french parents lisa kapone and alain lafleur, five minutes after his twin sister ( wanted connection ). his father was heir of lafleur lounges ( basically hotel resorts and lounges similar to a french version of hilton hotels ), while his mother was miss france in 1999 and a well known fashion designer ( the vera wang of europe, if you must ). him and his sister were born into a lot of money, practically a golden spoon in his mouth, spoiled to the core. anything he wanted, he received, and shortly after the twins were born, his parents got married, basically those parents that are head over heels for each other, an envy worthy love story with golden twinsĀ āĀ they were the it family in europe, that rich, opulent family in the public eye that everyone wanted to know
ā his childhood was anyoneās wet dream. he was rich, he was spoiled, and his parents loved him more than anything in this world, that much was evident, and for the first few years of his life, wesley was a happy kid. around the time he actually began school however, it was clear that something was off
ā he couldnāt read as well as the other kids. in fact, he had a problem with reading in general. he was also a very hyperactive kid with an inability to sit still, did things impulsively without much thought. his teachers labeled him as the kid who didnāt want to pay attention or didnāt care, and this is all anyone ever saw from him. he didnāt know why everyone understood things, and he just⦠didnāt. this made wesley feel like he was stupid compared to his classmates, which, just resulted in him acting out even more
ā the following years are uneventful. itās mostly him, his sister and his mother, or him, his sister and his nanny whenever his mother couldnāt be around, considering her job. his father however, is barely present. by the time wesley is nine is when he unintentionally catches his father cheating through listening in on a phone call. not sure what to do with this information, he doesnāt know if he should tell his mother or not. really, he doesnāt have to decide, because soon enough, his mother catches his father in the act and it just turns into a huge argument
ā that happy, perfect family they once were is no longer there. his mother forgives his father, but things are never the same again. wesley didnāt understand why she forgave him for what he did, but really, it was just for the appearance, for the sake of keeping the family together and, because she had too much to lose. by the time heās ten, they move to the states in an attempt to patch things up, but it only gets worse from that point on
ā wesleyās father is never around, and, as a way to cope, his mother turns into one of those wine moms that spends her days day drinking with her group of friends and taking valium and xanax, quitting fashion altogether and living off the fortune theyāve already created. itās like his mother is there, but itās like sheās also not really there. wesleyās form of coping is through music, mostly the drums
ā school in a new country, where he doesnāt speak the language, is incredibly hard for him. he couldnāt read well in french, so learning to read in english was just hell for him. learning to speak english was also proven to be difficult. there were days where he would cry in the middle of class and out of all the kids in the class, only one of them wouldnāt laugh at him. it was evident that there was an underlying issue, and thankfully, this time around, wesley had a teacher that actually did care about his well being
ā several check ups and tests later, and wesley is diagnosed with dyslexia and adhd. suddenly, things make a ton of sense for him. he understood why he struggled so much in school, and while he hated this diagnosis, it felt relieving to know why he had such a difficult time with things kids his age picked up on. with a personal tutor just for him and being put in a special ed class, he began understanding things a lot more, finally dealing with teachers who taught him the way he needed to be taught
ā while it took him longer than most kids to catch up on things, it felt like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders whenever he had a breakthrough. things begin looking up for him at school, but at home, everything just seems to worsen. wesley learns to take care of himself, as his mother grows more and more detached from his life. in a mansion filled with fast cars, work staff and anything anyone could ever dream of, wesley has never felt more alone
ā ! tws for suicide, drug abuse, self mutilation and hospitalization ! things take a toll for the worst by the time heās twelve. one day, when he comes back from school, his sister is at a friends house, so he does his usual routine but his mother never comes out of her room, clearly drunk to ask him how his day was. when entering her room, he notices sheās sound asleep, or at least, this is what he thinks. fast forward a good five hours and wesley decides to try and wake her up. finding her unresponsive, he immediately calls 911, only to learn that his mother passed away from a successful suicide attempt, a mixture of pills enough to put a horse to sleep, according to doctors. with the amount of pills and alcohol that she mixed together, her body just couldnāt take it. obviously, wesleyās father, and his sister, rush back home, the first time heās seen his father in over three weeks. they just mourn together. that day, wesley was never really the same person again
ā the day of her funeral, right after, wesley finds himself in the bathroom, angry with himself. why didnāt he walk in sooner? why did it take him so long to realize? why is it all his fault? his thoughts consume him, one thing leads to another, and he finds himself punching the bathroom mirror, over, and over, and over again. to not get too into detail, his father hears him having a break down, walks in, and immediately calls the police on wesley when he seeās the condition his hand is left in. this is the first, and thankfully the last time he was ever hospitalized. he was involuntarily admitted for five days ! end of tws !
ā unfortunately, his father views this as an act of disobedience and impulsiveness. while he had diagnosed adhd, his mother never wanted to put him on adderall or any other medicine used to treat adhd. his father however, immediately sends him to a psychiatrist and gets him prescribed for the first time ever. adderall, 30 milligrams, which yes, does help him concentrate, but really fucks with his appetite and essentially, makes him feel like a zombie. simply put, wesley doesnāt feel like himself whenever he takes this
ā when his teenage years come around, as a way to cope, he begins trying just about everything, from narcotics, to alcohol, to first times, you get the idea. heās quick to realize that he can pull a lot male attention, and he uses that to his advantage. getting high helps him forget that one, he has dyslexia and adhd, and two, it helps him feel like heās not just that kid. smoking weed calms him down and keeps him steady, and soon enough, he realizes that having an adderall prescription is a huge advantage. despite the fact that he doesnāt need the money, he begins flipping his script, selling to his classmates. he likes the attention it gives him, ever the attention whore, this is also when he starts building his social media platform
ā itās funny how easily it comes to him. he posts pictures on instagram and immediately starts gaining attention because of his looks and his last name. this, during the years, opens doors for him. it starts off with modeling gigs, then sponsorships, then a few commercials, until eventually, heās getting by on his looks. wesley uses this to his advantage completely, because while he knows he isnāt intelligent, one thing he can count on is looking hotĀ
ā his coping mechanism becomes narcissism and narcotics, or ānnā as he calls it. itās just so easy to act like heās better than everyone else when he couldnāt hate himself more, despite the countless thirsty comments on his posts, those people just donāt know him. he manages to make a name for himself in the industry, leaving his past behind him, keeping his dyslexia a secret and avoiding college once high school is over but⦠it can really only be so long before it all catches up to him
headcanons ;
ā wesley tends to bury up his childhood traumas. from his cheating father, to his mothers death, to the time he got hospitalizedĀ āĀ he keeps this side of himself hidden. in a way, he wants people to believe that heās perfect in every sense of the word, when heās actually a crippling mess. thatās why his hair is so big and curly, because itās full of secrets
ā he hasnāt taken his adderall prescription in over two years already and he never wants to take it again. it just makes him feel like a damn zombie, he genuinely hates the way that it makes him feel. he also doesnāt sell his prescription anymore, he definitely left that behind in high school
ā he blames himself for his motherās death. itās honestly one of his biggest regrets and childhood traumaās, knowing that if maybe he had realized sooner, something could have been done. he replays that image over and over again in his head and he hates it, itās something that genuinely scarred him
ā heās like⦠a whore. anything to get his mind off shit. he loves attention, whether it be negative or positive. maybe itās the attention he lacked growing up, but he just wants to feel valid in whatever way possible
ā he went to a special ed class for all of middle school, but began normal classes his freshman year, at another school, with a personal tutor after class, which is where he met his ( ex ) best friend, aka muse e. he feels awful for what happened, deeply regrets it, and isn't even sure why he slept with the mother, considering the fact he isn't physically or romantically attracted to females at all. he just liked the attention from both of them, he just wanted to feel validated... go to therapy but okay
ā wesley never went to college and has no intentions of ever doing so. to him, high school was enough. truth be told, he can read and heās certainly gotten better, he just has a harder time than the average person. like, learning english was definitely hell for him. aside from not wanting to further his education, he also has no real reason to. he was born into a rich family and is now a public figure, he really doesnāt need a degree, as money has never been an issue for him
ā his hobbies ( or job description ) consists of playing the drums, modeling, posting pictures, heās really just living his best life. he has a youtube account in which he posts drum covers ( literally think like matt mcguire and tobines on youtube ). heās a good drummer, takes it as a stress reliever, just banging on shit if heās had a rough day
ā he has a scar across his knuckles from where he punched the mirror repeatedly that day after his motherās funeral, but tells people itās from a fight he got into ages ago, shows off about it and all, but if people really only knew the truth ā heās very much thereās more than meets the eye
ā he just wants to be loved secretly, but a part of him feels like heās not worthy of shit, so meaningless sex, flings, and drugs it is. he finds it so much easier to detach himself, loves to party and have a good time, will go to three different parties in one night and won't be back home until the morning
ā he really enjoys working out. it keeps his mind occupied, he likes the idea of having a nice body. kind of overly obsessed with his looks as well, because secretly, he kind of feels like him being attractive is the only thing he has going for him, hence the influencer status
ā wesley hates when people want to make him feel stupid. heās been in the public eye for a while and judged for ages by people he doesnāt even know, so at this point, he has his own way of dealing with trolls and people criticizing him. it takes a lot to make him mad, as he usually takes criticism and people being mean to him as a joke, definitely the type to laugh if heās being made fun of because he couldnāt care less, so when he does get mad⦠itās serious, and a way to make him mad is by making him feel dumb
ā makes a bunch of really dumb tweets. his entire twitter is just a meme at this point
ā he can be a jerk for a lot of things, but he definitely takes things like mental illness really seriously, especially after what happened to his mother. it's all fun and jokes, but the second someone is sad, watch him suddenly be like 'are you okay? do you need something?'
ā he has a pet bunny he named money bunny, he impulsively bought him after getting stoned out of his mind and named him equally as stoned. he loves this bunny with his entire life, definitely his emotional support animal
ā constantly paints his nails black, doesnāt like any other color, will wear black eyeliner when going out to parties, honestly believes that clothes shouldnāt have a gender, just does whatever he wants
ā he really loves music that can be considered emo. bands like sleeping with sirens, asking alexandria, my chemical romance, falling in reverse, etc, have gotten him through some really hard times. definitely an emo boy at heart, even if he doesnāt give off the āvibeā. essentially though, he listens to everything. if he likes the sound, heāll listen to it
ā huge leo energy. you will feel his presence as soon as he walks into a room. loves and hates himself at the same time and has very big goofy vibes. heās a super fun time to be around, he rarely takes shit seriously and itās comical
ā he has freckles all over his face but is actually pretty insecure about this. anytime heās about to do a photoshoot, he asks the make up artist to cover up his freckles. he doesnāt like them, at all
ā his next mental breakdown is long overdue, but lets see how long heās āokayā for. sociopath energy, he will break down crying and then look in the mirror and pose with tears running down his cheeks⦠like okay psycho
wanted connections ;
i bet i canāt remember you⦠no, i actually really canāt remember you: this is a messy connection, but give me a guy he drunkenly gave a blowjob to at a party and genuinely cannot recall doing it. your muse probably remembers it but wesley? watch him go damn thatās crazy⦠who are you again?
work out time: gym buddies! these two met at the gym, could have become friends through working out!
why are we friends? look at the shoes youāre wearing: very very unlikely friends, friends who have no idea how they even ended up becoming friends, but are friends anyways, watch him tell this unfortunate soul all his gay adventures
youāre the most irritating person iāve ever met: someone who genuinely canāt stand him whatsoever. at all. not even a little bit. itās very easy to hate him because heās the worst so i donāt even blame this person
i hate that i donāt hate you: an unrequited crush. an unfortunate soul who likes him but heās just the worst. heās also the stupidest person ever, so he would be completely oblivious to this crush as well
letās talk shit about everyone in the room: besties who trash talk everyone, no one is free from the mouth of these two. watch someone walk in with sweats and get roasted for absolutely no reason at all
or, we can brainstorm!
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