TAKE THE BURDEN—Ormund Hightower
Ormund x Gwayne’s wife!reader, Daeron x aunt!reader (maternal)
content: You will do anything to protect Daeron even if that means taking the burden of Ormund.
words: 2k
cw: MDNI 18+ allusions to sex, infidelity, Ormund Hightower, is in Daeron's POV, reader is lowkey gentle parenting Ormund, not proofread, lmk if I missed any
a/n: gwayne come get your wife & son please
Daeron had never truly known his own mother's love, but that did not mean he lacked for a mother as he had you.
You who had no children of your own, but loved him as if he was. You who were the one to tuck him in every night, to watch his sword lessons, and to speak in a gentle tone when correcting him when he was a wrong.
You were his mother in everything, but blood.
And he never truly knew all you did for him when he was younger. He did not know that you fixed the holes in his tunic from sparring so he did not have to muster up the courage to ask for a new one. The older he got the more he learned and appreciated everything you did for him.
But until Tumbleton, he did not truly understand just how much you took on for him.
Daeron did not understand why you were here with Ormund in the bath, not that he understood why Lord and Lady Footly were here either. Though that was not what put him most on edge. It was the way you seemed so at ease, not even batting an eye at Lord Ormund's current state of undress.
Though it was Lady Footly's blunt word that echoed in his head repeatedly,
'You are sleeping in our bed chambers, with a woman who is not your own wife.'
You yourself did not speak, until they had left. You made your way toward Ormund. His robe hung half open as you pulled it together tying it, "I understand you wanting to be firm with them," you first started with acknowledging his own feeling, "Was that really appropriate to present yourself to her like that?" you then added.
You did not raise your voice, nor shame him, but merely asked him a question. In return the Hightower did not get angry, like he would if any single other person had asked him that his own.
His hand lifted, resting against your cheek. It was far from appropriate. A touch one would give a lover rather his cousin's own wife, "I am sorry. I should have not have presented myself in a sort of way," he agreed.
You smiled at him, and for a moment it looked like the same way you looked at Gwayne. Your eyes shining with love and your lips turned up, but something did not look quite right. Something Daeron could not exactly place was wrong, but he was not given the chance to think on it much longer.
"I do not require assistance dressing!" Ormund suddenly declared, his eyes staying trained on you, and something flashed across his face that made the boy feel uneasy. He could not exactly name it, but he was not a child anymore, and knew exactly what it meant. You did not flinch.
Daeron watched as the servants left, but you remained. You turned toward him with a kind smile, "Why don't you go to your lessons?" you asked, your voice gentle.
His lips did not turn up to match yours, but instead stayed down in a deep frown, "What of you?" he asked, the worry clear in his tone.
A sadness, filled your eyes, but you did not let it last long, "I have other duties I must attend to. I will find you soon. Do not fret," you assured him.
And he left, but he did not go to lessons. Instead he went on with a new fond duty to find out just what was going on with you and Ormund.
You had found him like you had promised, but it had been before he could truly find anything he needed to. Certain knights refused to speak, maids quickly dismissed themselves when the subject arose, and some even pretended they had no clue as to what he was referring too.
You sat kneeled at the alter lighting the candles, as Daeron rat his hands reassuringly against Tessarion, "I am afraid you will have to part form her for a moment. At least to say one prayer," you gently called out.
Daeron let out a sigh, before making his way over to kneel beside you. His beautiful mount, let out a sound of annoyance at the now lack of attention, before laying down, feeling at ease that her rider was safe with you.
"I do not even know what to pray for," he grumbled, looking to you. "What are you praying for?" he then asked.
He watched your shoulders tense slightly, before turning looking around the sept as if you would find someone other then yourself. You swallowed harshly, before turning back tugging at the collar of your dark green dress, "A swift victory for Lord Ormund," you replied automatically, your voice gruff as if there was a vice wrapped around your throat.
"Is that all?" he asked curiously. It seemed like you were hiding something. Though it appeared you hid many things these days from him.
You smiled, almost sad like. Your voice then dropped slightly lower, before you spoke. You appeared afraid someone else would hear, "I pray for Gwayne's health and safety. I always do that first so if the Gods tire from my rambling at least they hear that first."
It seemed wrong that would be a secret. He was your husband. It would be expected of you to wish his return to you.
Though he knew who you did not wish to hear. The same purpose that no one wished to hear certain things. He leaned toward you, "Do you think the Gods listen to our wishes?" he then asked, his own voice dropping low to match your own tone, sharing his own secret thoughts alongside yours.
You thought on it for a moment, tilting your head back and forth, "I think the Gods have long given up on me, but you still have a chance. You are good to your very core," you admitted.
His eyebrows dew together in confusion, "Why would the Gods have forsaken you?" he asked, in disbelief. He would not believe it himself.
You were the same woman who had sung to him as a toddler, the one who read him same stories of dragons time and time again, the one who ran a hand through his head after nightmares, and the woman who loved him unconditionally even if he was not your own blood.
You were his mother. You were kind, you were gentle, and the Gods would be fools to turn against anyone who was remotely as good as you, because he had learned the goodness inside of him from you.
You did not look at him, instead staring at the burning flame. Your lips pushed together, "The things I do to keep the others I love safe," you muttered, before dipping your head into a bow beginning your prayer.
The thoughts sat uneasy with him. It felt as if it had taken its own form a slowly was crawling at his insides trying to escape, like it had known exactly what you meant, because someone you loved deeply, he wondered just what you did to keep him safe.
Though he knew. Even if he had never truly acknowledged it, he knew.
He dipped his head, "I am going to pray that Gwayne joins us soon," he muttered, and watched your shoulders tense slightly. You did not answer, though your own prayers stopped for a moment indicating you heard him, but then continued on.
He stared at you for a moment, his lips turned down in a deep frown, before dipping his own head beginning to pray himself.
The whispers of Tumbleton were loud when you looked in the right places he had discovered. He finally began to hear the stories of Old Town that did not reach his ears until now. Of you. Of Ormund, and how you were the very thing that kept him calm. That on several occasions you had saved maids, squire and even Daeron himself from his wrath.
He knew this was a horrible idea, but he needed to know. He needed the confirmation of what he had already known, but alas stood waiting. He had set a maid in search of you, telling you that he required your presence.
And after he had done so, he sat outside of Ormund's chambers, waiting. He had hoped to be wrong, but he sadly was not. You pushed yourself from the doors, a green robe that Ormund had worn early wrapped around yourself.
You immediately froze seeing the boy, your eyebrows drawing together, "What are you doing up?" you whispered, your head flipping back to the door as if making sure Ormund was not behind you.
"I could not sleep," he admitted, sitting in the dark hallway.
You nodded, looking back at the door once more, before moving to slide down next to him, "Do you remember when you were younger. Gwayne and I took you to watch the sunset on top of the beacon?" you then asked, randomly. You smiled at the thought of Gwayne, and he could tell it was genuine. It was not the same one you gave Ormund when pretending to be something you were not
He nodded, grinning slightly at the memory, "He had to carry me most of the way," he laughed, quietly, still care to not raise his voice too much knowing what laid sleeping just a mere feet away.
He would rather wake a sleeping dragon, then Ormund Hightower.
"When we were younger, much younger still betrothed even we did the same. He ended up having to carry me back the entire way, and he did not complain, not once," your hands moved, spinning the rings on your fingers.
"We do not have any children of our own, but you are our son. You have always been our sweet boy, and there is not anything we would not do for you. There is not a single thing I would not do for you..You know that right?" you asked, dipping your head slightly to meet his gaze.
He nodded, "I know," he confirmed.
The pair of you sat in silence for a moment, both your thoughts filled with the missing Hightower, that you both longed for. "I miss him," he then confessed.
You nodded, "I do as well. He…" you trailed off for a moment, trying to think, "Gwayne has honor in ways most do not…even I included. He is good and he is kind, just like you are," your smile dimmed down into a frown, "I hope to see him again soon."
"Have you written to him?" he then asked, before he could stop himself.
Because if Gwayne came back it would change things, for the better? Right? Gwayne would be able to help you in ways he could not, because he was not brave and you would not let him. He was not sure he believed himself, because could anything truly go against Lord Ormund?
You did not answer, instead you stood back to your feet, rubbing the top of his head slightly, "You should get some sleep, sweet boy," you told him, moving to push back into the chambers.
Back to Ormund.
"Why do you do it?" he suddenly, called out, but he knew the answer. It was burning hot in his mind, because he had learned long ago there was a sole cause as to why you did everything, and it was him.
You paused, but did not turn back toward him, "Never you mind why I do this, but know everything will be taken care of," you whispered, before pushing back into your own personal hell.
Daeron stayed back for a moment, hesitating, before he felt his stomach churn in agony wondering just how much of a burden over the years you have taken on to allow him to remain as kind and glad as he was.
And had Gwayne known of this? Surely not. He looked out at the bright moon, hoping his uncle would soon return, not only because he missed him, but for your sake as well.
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