have a look inside my head

- Meeting a new person and trying to know what to say but not knowing what to say.

- Not being able to understand what relationships are supposed to be and how it works.

- Having to do math on the spot and everyone knows I’m stupid.

- Being so angry that I just want to say the cruelest things I can think of just because I know it’ll hurt.

- Being 100% sober

- The feeling I get after listening to a sad song and I feel empty and hopeless.

- Feeling like I’m missing out but also can’t mentally be near people my age.

- When I’m trying to actually open up and tell someone how I feel or I post about it then I get embarrassed for feeling those things.

- I hate how I feel after I show my dad my art now because he seems so uninterested recently.

- Finding out how someone sees me and it being very different from how I see myself.

- Feeling like the only real person in the world one minute but the next feeling like a ghost.

Feelings I do like

- The feeling I get in my stomach after eating a yummy slice of cake.

- Laying on the trampoline and having the sun hit my face.

- Riding my bike on a slightly hotter day and feeling the wind in my hair and in the back of my neck.

- Sitting in the river after walking miles with my dog.

- Waking up on a cold morning and having the first sip of hot coffee.

- Seeing someone I love for the first time in a long time.

- The way I feel after I just worked really hard and I finally sit down for the day.