i think if i had the option to never have existed i would pick that

I'm exhausted emotionally, physically, mentally, spiritually, psychologically, and existentially.

A bullet in my head would be less traumatic than me waking up everyday

I wish I knew what to do.

This brain will kill me

i feel very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very alone.

chillin but also seconds away from bursting into tears

Ich glaube das Leben war nie für mich gemacht.

Reality is blurry I think I’m losing my mind

The urge to delete everything and disappear is strong today

Up late thinking about things I shouldn’t be thinking about

why does loneliness sit so heavy?

once again i want to disappear from the face of the earth so far away where no one can find me. i wanna throw my phone in a lake and be completely unreachable

I don’t fucking feel good

life feels so unreal sometimes