pouring my heart out

Why do i still have the void in my heart when I hear your name

When I feel you or think about you i found myself not able to breathe

We can't say we didn't try but our love isn't on an all time high

The more I think about you did our love die?

We are both tired of this false accusations and it must be hard to end up lies with every sentence you'd tell me

You probably didn't have a clue I would've dodge a bullet for you my darling

But our relationship is now over due.

I didn't want it to go this way, but was here for our love to stay

We talked when you want, than I'm ignored

This is me knowing that I have to let you go putting all my love and longings aside

This is my acceptance that the best things are never straightforward and I have to give it a crooked try and twisted paths

This is me knowing that I have to do what it's right, that sometimes you have to do for the person you love is to let them go-to do more, feel more and be more than the person they could've never been by your side

busy city, busy people

I saw myself wandering in the busy bush.

to which road is my way to end

I hear gigglings, i hear murmurs

Did I lose my voice or am I turning daze.

uninvited feelings, unsupportive boons

Is it just mine, or am I unnerve?

my plans resented by my own thought

I used to cry, but they're dried up now

mended core is not the case.

I feel suffocated of the sore behind my beam,

I see them drying up slowly like my tears

I shouldn't think much, that's what I thought

but the dreams i dreamt, might betray if not.

It's just the body that's mine

My mind and soul, doesn't belong to me

the tormented lies, i've been fed

the decided end, i was told to abide by

left me numb, nothing left to mumble

who am I living for, if not for me?

I see the ends not in favor

I heard my heart screams in agony