dumb fat piece of shit retarded bitch

You want me dead you want me to eat myself into the grave you want to see my addiction destroy me you want me to look as sick as I am inside

I want him to put me in a chokehold I want him to tell me how much he hates me and how much he wants me dead

I love the color pink so much

I wish I got to be confident and pretty when I was skinny. I wish I knew what that felt like

How do I bruise myself

How sad is it to not be able to give someone a hug? To literally not know how because you hate yourself so much that showing any bit of emotion disgusts me so bad because I’m a gross creature and I don’t deserve it. I’m so disgusting

I can’t hug I can’t kiss will I ever know true affection ever

I can’t separate fantasy and reality do you not understand that STOP LYING TO ME

I care so much that I’m choosing to not care at all

No IIIIIIIIIII don’t wanna fall in love

Please come help me I’m so bad at destroying myself on my own

beat the shit out of me