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i hate feeling all my fat around my body, literally suffocating
21 hr fast today!
got new panties today, can't wait for them to be loose :D
broke my 12 hr fast with a lettuce wrapped burger

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broke my fast at 30 hours but still stayed within my deficit, i'm very proud of myself!! it's been so long since i was able to go past 24 hours
i'm so fucking tired of myself i'm such a fatass why do i have to struggle with binging like this it's not fair :(
Okay, we binge because we're special in the heads. And this is not fair. (Nothing's fair in like anyway.)
BUT also we binge because we eat wrong.
Look at what you eat. Having sugar (and I saw some research that unfortunately most sweeteners work like this too) will make you binge. Sugar is like coke. I mean the drug. But then pasta, crackers, bread, all that will make you binge too. These foods are addictive.
Do you have any influence on what food you have at home? Try buying eggs, meat and vegetables. I keep steam boiled cauliflower and baked beetroot and when I need to binge, I have a whole ass cauliflower, 300 g of tomatoes, 5 huge cucumbers. It completely satisfies me and is super low in calories. And also having meat like just simply fried chicken breast and just hard boiled eggs keeps me nourished and satisfied most of the time so much, that I don't need to binge.
1000% agree! i was doing really good and lost like 50 lbs but then i got pregnant, and i'm still struggling with cravings from that. thankfully i'm almost to the 2 year mark after having him so my hormones should settle completely soon, but it feels like I have less control over myself like my body is still trying to feed a baby 😭 i will have to try that!!! honestly pickles work really well to stop a binge too. i want to calculate how much protein i need for my body weight and try to focus on reaching that so i don't eat so many carbs. thank you for your advice!! 💗
I literally weighed 85 kg all my adult life, lost 20 kg when I fell in love with my now husband and was so excited to finally be lean... But I also got pregnant when I fell in love with him hahah. So I was 85 kg in 9 months again, then I got pregnant again almost immediately, lost 20 kg AGAIN after the second pregnancy, got pregnant FOR THE THIRD TIME, and here I am stuck at 75 kg, hormonally fucked up after the pregnancies, sleep schedule non existent obviously with three toddlers. Nothing in my life compares to my children. I love them. But I also want to be lean. Nothing wrong about that. Anyway I get you so much!
You're doing the most important thing in the world right now, taking care of the baby. You're already so accomplished.
Fitatu helps me calculate a lot. Then I also Google and research. I decided to keep my protein intake at around 160 g a day to produce as much collagen as possible to avoid stretch marks and flappy skin at this rapid weight loss. This HAS to be accompanied by huge amounts of vitamin C – collagen won't synthesize otherwise. So I also have a lot of bellpeppers, since they're low on calories and carbs, but extremely high in vitamin C.
I need to add that I keep a lot of smoked pork loin ham, already portioned, ready to put on a sandwich, I don't even know how to call it in English. So I don't know if you have it in your shops, but yea, I try to have ready to eat meat, egg and vegetables in my fridge. So when I'm hungry I don't have to cook anything, I can just have it. When I don't have it, I'll have bread, and then bread will make me binge.
So boil some eggs and buy some sandwich portions of meat if you can. These and tomatoes and cucumbers should always be in your fridge. When you have time, fry or bake some simple chicken breast and preferably steam boil cauliflower, zucchini. When something is disgusting to eat, I just cover it with sugar free ketchup 💀
Also low fat quark is super filling, healthy and easy to eat. I also love to have cottage cheese (again not sure how popular it is in the US, if that's where you are) with tuna, my toddlers, including the 9 months old infant, LOVE it too. It's also super healthy, high in protein and should keep you satisfied for quite some time. I keep my fingers crossed for you, baby momma. Remember that you're going through the best period of your life with your child, even if it sucks. I even sometimes motivate myself by thinking I want to be pretty and lean so that my children are proud of me hahah
same thing for me!! i lost down from 240 (i was in an abusive relationship before) to 160 from the time i last locked in and within that time i met my husband. i was 160 until i got pregnant, that made me go back up to 225 😭 i would do it all over again though, my son is my whole world!! i also think about how proud my son will be of me and how happy he'll be that i can do more with him!!
that's a good idea! i hadn't even thought about a pork sandwich, but i do love pulled pork!! i wish i did have more control over the groceries in my house (complicated living situation 🙄), i would love to have healthy options that were just ready to go!! i feel like that would be so much easier for me. your advice is great, i'm going to keep all of this in mind!!
it's so nice to meet another mom on here with no judgement, i feel like a lot of younger people in this community criticize people like us because they think we're going to pass bad habits onto our kids, but it's just not like that.
almost half way through!!
i binged again last night so i'm just done. breaking the cycle right now!! if i can make it through this then i can restrict better than i have been, just have to prove it to myself.
i'm actually feeling pretty good so far!! i had a lot of food noise a few hours ago but it's calmed down since, i think i'll be able to do it!!!
starting weight was 213, will update at the end:)
i love fasting, the feeling of knowing your fat is melting off and every second you're closer to your goal... so good
Oh no you took a bite? Might as well eat the whole kitchen?
Yeah sure, just remember to drive straight into a tree to finish off your car when you get a dent too.

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what i ate today :)
- cheeseburger mac (760 cal)
- green beans (17 cal)
- oatmeal cream pie (320 cal)
- cookies (160 cal)
not the best but definitely better than i've been doing lately!! trying to focus on water intake because i remember that being a key factor the last time i lost a bunch of weight
trying to treat myself a little better. before eating something, asking myself if i would give this meal to someone i love
i'm so fucking tired of myself i'm such a fatass why do i have to struggle with binging like this it's not fair :(
Okay, we binge because we're special in the heads. And this is not fair. (Nothing's fair in like anyway.)
BUT also we binge because we eat wrong.
Look at what you eat. Having sugar (and I saw some research that unfortunately most sweeteners work like this too) will make you binge. Sugar is like coke. I mean the drug. But then pasta, crackers, bread, all that will make you binge too. These foods are addictive.
Do you have any influence on what food you have at home? Try buying eggs, meat and vegetables. I keep steam boiled cauliflower and baked beetroot and when I need to binge, I have a whole ass cauliflower, 300 g of tomatoes, 5 huge cucumbers. It completely satisfies me and is super low in calories. And also having meat like just simply fried chicken breast and just hard boiled eggs keeps me nourished and satisfied most of the time so much, that I don't need to binge.
1000% agree! i was doing really good and lost like 50 lbs but then i got pregnant, and i'm still struggling with cravings from that. thankfully i'm almost to the 2 year mark after having him so my hormones should settle completely soon, but it feels like I have less control over myself like my body is still trying to feed a baby 😭 i will have to try that!!! honestly pickles work really well to stop a binge too. i want to calculate how much protein i need for my body weight and try to focus on reaching that so i don't eat so many carbs. thank you for your advice!! 💗
i hate my reflection
my bf is smaller than our box of lucky charms why is he lowkey my thinspo 😭😭

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weigh in: 209 lbs
literally just doing this to shame myself
what i ate yesterday
- onion rings (253 cal)
- epic everything bagel (260 cal)
- cream cheese (98 cal)
- strawberries (12 cal)
- oatmeal cream pie (320 cal)
- wavy bbq chips (320 cal)
- scooby doo snack (160 cal)
- onion rings again 😐 (253 cal)
- tater tots (231 cal)
- lucky charms (456 cal)
total: 2,363 cal
almost want to do a liquid fast today hmm
i keep being scared to eat anything but then when i do decide to eat i end up binging so what if i just don't 😁