~juno~

january is one of those months where you experience every feeling on the human spectrum and you just have to go about your day like that isn't happening

reblog if you love feeling BAD !

someone outside my window on the street is blasting nutshell by alice in chains on a bluetooth speaker andddddd im taking my clothes off

So *apparently* in order to pursue my hopeless romantic want for a partner I’m *apparently* supposed to open up and trust a man of all things

i think one of the saddest things about tolerate it is that she’s telling him how underappreciated she feels and she gets to a point where she’s like, “you know what? what would you do if i break free and leave us in ruins? what if i took this dagger in me and removed it? gain the weight of you and then lose it? believe me, i could do it!” but then she just… loses that fight, that energy, and instead seeks that reassurance that it’s all in her head and that he’s not just tolerating her. and the song ends in the same way it starts (”i sit and watch you…”) and she becomes stuck in the same cycle of knowing her love is worth more but not receiving that validation and living for the hope of him finally acknowledging her and her love

listen bro i am just trying to read this book and listen to my silly little songs and watch my comfort movies while eating chocolate ice cream. do not ask me where i see myself in five years i cant even see myself getting through this week yet here we are.