Sorry, this is not something I would usually post (I've been dead) and I found this poem(?) I wrote in my notes app LMAO enjoy(?)🫶
"A Druken Fit"
Perhaps there was a little misery in my heart, Perhaps that's why I took in part, Perhaps I didn't want them to hear my wailing cries. Perhaps I only wanted to see those dark eyes. Maybe if I had changed it could've become better, Maybe if they didn't have these rules I wouldn't be bitter, Maybe if the lonely stars came they wouldn't be a treasure, Maybe if I had said something they would've sold it for a measure. But all I did was laugh and laugh, But all I did was act so tough, For someone so scared of the world. For someone whos so scared they curled.
None of which was mentioned mattered, Rather none of which were ever tattered, They're only human after all they say, Yet in their hearts they always pray. Someone's downfall, someone's love, someone who they want to tear apart. But these desires are keepn in their hearts but know that they bursts in little sparks. However these are for another day, The prayers and these thoughts won't stay, The lonely stars would continue to hide until they die, No that does not symbolise that I would fly, I can barely walk so I crawl, I can barely afford the time to stall, But as you know time moves fast. As you know somethings won't last. I am just an insignificant thing, with my heart bearing strings, Oh only if I could sit in a spring. And hear the birds sing of the most wonderful things. That way I would learn how to cry. Only that way I wouldn't mind if I fly.
