gay sex and weed

testing if that's an okay thing to post on my main blog

i think that in regards to both i am not into them in the way that a lot of the tumblr posts about them present them. especially with forcemasc i feel repulsed from most of the posts because of the whole "take it like a man" and "youre a man arent you?" and "you have to do this to be a man" tone they take, which is pretty triggering to me as a gnc transmasc thing. that said i've turned a lot of my triggers into fetishes, so i get other people might be doing that there. i think both forcefem and masc posts often have that undertone or even overtone of "you have to do this to be this gender" which i dislike.

the way i'd prefer to engage with it is "i know you secretly want this so im forcing it on you" and i think more forcefem posts incorporate that than forcemascs do, at least the ones that i end up seeing. the forcemasc i usually end up seeing is more mean and bullying and, well, misogynistic, and that makes me uncomfortable. i think there's a way to do it that isn't like that, and i'd probably enjoy that. yknow something like let me cut your hair it would look so cute and then once its done calling you handsome and wow you'd make a really hot guy. stuff like that. that'd be nice. calling your clit a dick unasked for. throwing out a "good boy"

AND it must be said that secretly administering testosterone is VERY hot to me thats the main part that makes me go "hm! ok! i could get into that!" because someone being like why am i so horny all of a sudden and its because im secretly masculinizing them is very hot.

with forcefem, well, plain and simple i like to be the one doing the forcefemming. forcibly cracking an egg. dressing a "boy" up femininely and doing "his" makeup against "his" will, despite the protests, is Very Appealing. but i also like being on the receiving end, and for different alters its in different ways.

for dante its the "i know you secretly want this" thing. she's literally part girl already and its hot to pretend that her egg isnt cracked and she needs it to be forced open. pretty simple.

I once fucked a Vriska cosplayer who insisted on staying in character the whole time. They also gave me hella praise. And it was very attractive seeing them wearing my hoodie during it. I’m sure if they ever reached out to me and asked to do that again I would immediately start applying the gray body paint.

Yes I was cosplaying Terezi, and no I don’t regret this. Vrisrezi ultimately got me laid and that’s why it’s my favorite ship and why I have the most headcanons for it. I also would be lying if I said this interaction didn’t influence my top!Terezi x bottom!Vriska beliefs. -🥩