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I do not for a second regret letting you shut the door on our friendship.

I do not care about your life. Everything you have ever done has been selfish in nature. It took me so long to realize it, but no matter how you dressed any situation to make yourself look like a good person, there were always ulterior motives that only served number one. You called me once after I was in a car accident and didn’t even ask if I was okay. You. Are. Selfish.

And now I find out that you cut your mother out of your life claiming her to be the source of “toxicity“ in your life. Which, oddly enough, you also claimed to be the reason for cutting me. I don’t care about that. But your mother? Is a fucking saint. And always tolerated all of the bullshit you’ve always put her through. I’ve witnessed it since I was 10. As a FUCKING TEN YEAR OLD you abused her. And she supported you. She put you through college, drove you everywhere until you were 20, dropped all of her plans to suit your plans.

So Here I am reading this book, absolutely tripping over myself with excitement. So many things about  more than one person no longer in my life make SO MUCH SENSE. Shit. Dude.