:3

I always knew I struggled with loneliness but I came to a realisation that I had never even been in close contact with anyone ever, I never had a best friend or anyone with whom I was speaking in dms apart from quick talk like me showing my friends pictures that remind me of them. I do have friends, I love my friends, they are great. but like It's like I'm at best 5th friend they would contact or bother at whatever is happening. it's just so sad :((

I don't think it's on purpose of course but I did get used to not being invited to stuff or forgotten about

I'm putting this here because my friends don't reallyyy know about this place I would never want to bring it up to any of them because they would feel bad and that would make me feel even worse and I don't want them to start payinge more attention from pity or guilt overall make it worse