Castiel remembered when Lucifer was in Sam. When the fallen archangel made some semblance of effort - as per his vesselâs conditions of consent - to gain Deanâs sympathy and understanding, it was to ask the Righteous Man to consider âif the punishment fit the crime.â At the time, the angel of Thursdays had been too desperate, too intimidated by that elder brother to give the question much thought.
That, and it was the Devil talking; the Host said he wasnât supposed to listen, or he could become twisted and doubtful and-
Well. Heâd fallen. Still. Not because of Lucifer. Not directly. And he now had plenty of time to think for himself about these things - crime, punishment, who deserves what exactly - since he no longer had the ability to transfer intention into instant action.
'Slow. Confining,' he'd told the Morningstar - about the Impala. But it could have applied to most anything vessel-like. An answer that didn't give much useful information.
His brother had labeled him âpeculiarâ in response, likely because the choice of⌠taking the scenic route? Mustâve seemed counterintuitive. Granted, it was highly inefficient. In fact, it was probably also unfathomable to the rest of the Host that any angel, or anyone, would prefer to think when they could simply do.
Because thinking leads to doubt. Leads to looking at patterns and differences, seeing problems and⌠finding creative solutions, rather than things to simply destroy.
God forbid others create.
     Did He, really?
His favored creations were- are creative, in all senses of the word. They could produce life, make children. They invented things like gunpowder, television and burgers.
Humans arenât chalk marks on some divine drawing board. Mistakes to be wiped out. No, theyâreâŚ
Godâs precious children.
          Family.
Somewhat distant family, perhaps, but related nonetheless. And that was where the Light Bringer fell.
"I see a huge flaw in Luciferâs logic," Castiel concluded out loud, "if he cannot imagine loving any more than Father or the rest of his family." He thought of Bobby Singer, who took the Winchesters in as though they were his own boys. And thatâs what they became.
"Family doesnât end in blood," he said, with his hands half-rising like he wanted to hug Bobby back⌠belatedly, but still. "It does not end in grace either.
"Our brother was locked away, as the Leviathan were, because he looked upon the newest members of Godâs family and manifested murderous intent." And because he too was a part of that family, he was not destroyed for it. Just tossed into a cage for a time outâŚ
"But ordering Michael to cast Lucifer out of Heaven and into the Cage set a bad precedence." Imprisonment. Negligence of oneâs children⌠Humans consider that irresponsible parenting. And criminal.
Father could very well have taking the time to teach them right from wrong instead of going absentee, and hoping theyâd figure things outâŚ
"It was a dick move,â Castiel said with a heavy sigh as he looked heavenward and hoped someone was taking notes.
If God cared to listen, if he heard that in fact, good.
He looked back at Remiel, and added, âThat doesnât mean I love Him any less.â