Lose Yourself

shout out to everyone who participated in the january-february mass depressive episode

Thank you everyone for another great turnout to the january-february mass depressive episode

does anyone miss the specific way that the sunlight used to fall over everything in childhood lol just kidding i am thinking about normal stuff like sending emails

trying to learn from and process my grief and anger in constructive ways and its like. i go to swing a big hammer at a gigantic hornets nest but i hesitate just long enough at the last second and accidentally end up making a wooden chair that i can sit on the front porch drinking sweet peach tea in. and im drinking the sweet tea and sitting down. but im mad about it

choosing to grow and change and be the better person is basically never as emotionally satisfying as the catharsis of fury. but watch out i fucking guess

Moving in silence, and having tawakkul in Allah is everything ‼️