A Sailor, Writing To You

Great walls are melting down

Long way, yet never reached the town

How you can be victimized

When you are wearing a crown

Telling we should be desensitized

Intimacy brings love

Love will bring nothing

Dignity is flying away, seeking a date

How to call your better half

Failing to survive a day

Two-sided equation, not fair

Where to look for,

How to attract a rare

Dividing the time , multipling efforts

Following strangers,

Questioning then asking

Empathy acts not intentions

You’ll start to hate, to stalk a date

Like rail-tracks, never meeting

The wounds upon my heart

Never healing

You were my first thought

When I woke up

Very soon, you took my last breath

Before I die

Whatever the case, you are right

Not matter the obstacles, I’ll do write

Week is not seven

Year is not as it is or less

I lost feeling the time

Desperate from desperateness

Many chapters are being fold

Passing days & nights

Different stories being told

Screaming with nightmares & dreams

Searching for the peace

A peace not full of gold

A kid selling his dream

A dream of living A life

Opening his heart,

Hopefully for A wife

Healthy, with a love affection

Ouch,

He got an infection

Venus, stole his attention

From far away,

Couldn’t have a reaction

In fact,

Waiting till the end of the time

Healing from that love induction

Sailing across the oceans

Crying blue in a wet junction

Then I start sinking,

Singing my way out of this inception

I lost a heart I would cherish

P.S

Pieces of yours, well stacked

Strong as the warrior

Soft like the white dove of peace

Kindness is a special weapon

Pay it forward, please

Bright as the truth

Beautiful like my mother

Flowers grow from the dirt, eventually

Ease will come after suffer

In the middle of chaos

Feelings seems stable

Never understood the main reason

Behind every tale

Why we all write about love,

Why we put our hearts out for sale

Passion we seek

In every breath

Massive frustration we inhale

In every moment

We manipulate with feelings

Yet sadness to some is amusing

The way to attract love is confusing

It's really scary that it must to love

To burn yourself for other

To quit your independency

To carry more weight, O mother

Growing up fast,

consequences do last

It's too late

It's night before it's afternoon

December is here before it's June

The time has flown

Mother Earth, wait

You are home to me

I don't recognize the streets

Why Love is needed!

How am I suppose to meet my spouse

Screaming out loud, out there

No one is hearing, none do care

Closed the door, took an overdose

Things became blue,

My heart needs a glue

Then only I have cleared all worries

No more believing in these stories

Where two becomes one, one as two halves

But who will be the better half !

The seasons are not four

We are not two

You killed me and I forgot to die

Love was enough for both of us

You give, but you can't take love

I will wait inside my cave

Praying to God, my heart to save

All the pieces left of me

Take them away, to the needy gave

Set them free of my needs

Love is not leading to health

My soul had left the earth

Getting lost as the stars,

Shine bright as you are.

P.S.

I went through a snowstorm to see you Passion is lighting the skies, still You wouldn’t even walk through the rain Then, Clouds quit crying Child of the moon, ruler of the sun Dear, This is getting way far, too far again I needed a gun, to set this soul free To release myself from pain

Eyes are blind Who took over my mind That kind of anger Anger of silence You don’t hate You don’t even blame You Just leave

Mistaken but wiser Wiser upon pain Pain makes you stronger Who said I mind people More humans, Less humanity Those empty hearts Filled with Insanity

A current situation Not a final destination I will surely deny To stuck in between Do you trust me enough To tell me your dreams Those dreams of us, Seems fade, on red I bleed

Samantha once told me “You’re waiting for that person to realize how good you are for them. Thing is, you can’t force someone to see what they don’t want to.”

ظننتك وطن وإن كان بعض الظن إثم ، فأنا آثمٌ

Don’t tell, even if you are on diet Be quite People won’t might Your progress, toward success But once you achieve it Everyone will be impressed

Every time I’m telling the same story I’m not sorry To write the most of you It’s time to make love glory To preach about us once again

Am I writing to you! I’m confused Or am I writing about you Giving up any, I refused

I would betray my feelings & hate For many nights I’m sad Loving you, to me it was fate A writer sailing miles of ocean, mad Crying then drowning flying and floating Mystery of chemistry I’m falling really bad Don’t wanna swim further, Never blame love for misery

Pregnant heart in the dark Giving birth to a child of love took centuries to understand Yet a child never gets old With time our love will get bold

I wish not to wake up the next day If I’m not going to see you, bae

انتظرتك ولَم ينتظرني العمر كان وفائي لك أشد من وفاء العمر لي

“Ich liebe dich” I’m calling for you, My life My heart upon your door Keep asking God for more, Indeed Forehead on the floor My eyes on bleed Yet you don’t even care, neither a reply you could share No worries, if never become my wife My dear, always While praying my five I’m wishing you goodness, Oh god Guide me, I lost my compass in the fog Flying to the moon, time is a lie I will wait for you, I’m not that shy To show you my love, To follow my heart, a heart beats art Art which no one ever knew

The beautiful mind of Alicia She kept John Nash alive Survived with him an extreme pain Then only he got that prize

Will I get the chance to get this To feel your beautiful mind For a life full of love, before I die

Farewell Love, Farewell Life

My pen had left the paper Ink is leaking on my table It’s a mess without you I miss the hell out of you

We are soulmates Not sure we’ll end up together But my love for you is infinitely It will last forever You are in the other half of the world and I’m just a phone call abroad Waiting for a ringtone that would squeeze my heart, That will light up the dark Maybe you don’t know my number I’ll guide you through my blog in Tumblr You keep following the truth Shall we meet at the end of the roads Not on this planet, then high Above the clouds

It's never a dead end, we’ll live forever My heart shall keep beating like no ever

Afraid to write more, then you lose interest Writing less! But never give up my wishlist List full of yours, beautiful palace with open doors

Darling, Be the moon in my nights

Remove The gloom upon my eyes

It's getting vain, I can barely sense no pain

A kid at heart simply said Hello,

She didn't answer

Then, my heart skipped a beat

- Beep -

I have been there There is no light at the end of the tunnel No bottle of gold at the end of rainbow It’s not worth it Believed a myth Absence of emotions I suffered from death

Life will take you away, then It will melt your heart of steel Love would bring you back home Home is where you feel

I left what I loved with you Have you ever felt being left Then, leave this distance between You and me, shift To the land of happiness of us

If I can say whatever to say I would tell you what’s messy Sometimes it is embracing to stay That’s why my heart feeling heavy I can’t help but to keep on the way Hopefully I’ll get the chance to be steady If I knew it was the last I would make our kiss last I would stick my lips, wont make it that fast Somehow weeping over the past

I started to sleep early Dressing properly Waiting for the shadows of you Enlighten my mind, it’s your property Take all the time Boo, rise and shine I’m offline, disconnected from all drunk a drum of wine, yet It’s not fine, I don’t taste wine I won’t waste the seconds of yours They are mine

Already time is passing quick, It’s nine

So alone For so long You saved my life I felt for your voice I’m trapped with a broken heart Come back to me I would build you a house I would read to you those fairy tales of us

Thinking of you I started to enjoy the traffic I fly away I feel heaven It’s not pathetic To live love

Me into you Loving you Crying not reeling Writing but not reading Looking into your eyes They heal those feelings I enjoy every little detail Sparks of joy

Sun and the moon They are meant to be together But can’t touch each other they never had a speech Very beautiful, yet very far to reach Chasing their reflections on the beach

The space between us Will disappear in a blink That huge distances will shrink Not matter how many hours I sleep I can’t get that deep I’m thinking about you

Weird how a stranger can sum up your feelings better than you do

Stranger I’ve known you 
For so long, t.es 
I found you lost with 
A compass in the fog

I’ll give you the power to hurt me But I’ll trust you not to fill me With vain, you are main to me Please darling, enough pain

Relationship with arguments Arguments with love Love is kindness I won’t be tough Passion and patience I’m feeling the happiness

In the middle of nowhere You are smiling, I imagined I forgot the remaining words I found myself of mine The suffering is over I pulled over, it’s not safe To drive insane, with a beautiful mind She is all I see when I’m breathing It’s relieving To have all this feelings of yours

Mistaking but trying Falling then flying Not flawless But honest I’m wrong, I admit it Whenever I’m right, I quit it Bite

Never sleep angry I’ll love you more everyday I don’t cry but it hurts Maybe I won’t say how it feels But I care Nothing matters without you You give me the light You give life pulses The light of morning The smell of sun flowers

Some may needs you for something But he needed you for everything

Strong words upon powerful thoughts Still blocking huge part of that heart Let it flow, make it glow lead the truth out of this blocks Afraid she won’t notice the bleed Time will heal the wounds, Indeed Faith and Patience will set your heart free Crossroads will get you lost You keep on going All the ways will take you there She is waiting for you over there Either you reach or you’ll die fare She is everything you ever wanted It’s all about truth, will you dare To give up your life, not to hurt her Do you really care You just shot a man down You are just alone among the crowd The whole nation had left the town Walking with no soul Still aiming for a goal How can a single human Control the reasons of life Seeing her everywhere In the middle of ice, He is feeling hers, Smiling back Even when she is not there 
Stranger, I’ve found you lost with 
A compass in the fog Walking on that road for so long He couldn’t get on his feet Trying to hide the bleed Pretending It is fine, faking He can’t keep a straight line Useless to breath without her When he will reach you, darling Its fine if he spent many years On the way to you All the days are you You kept on shining, burning his dreams Yet killing him with being cold and mean Slow down, take a break boo In which planet you both will met Come halfway he will fight for you, I bet Just show us you’ll be there for us, too Avoiding the ugly truth about us There were no sign of us They found his body on the sidewalk Writing your name with blood Smiling like never before looked Like He saw the heaven on earth Unfortunately he past away When He was giving birth to your love Probably you never heard of that story He lived for loving you Passed away walking to you No one noticed the scars on his heart I thought I was writing this chapter about them But I was setting my health apart So many words, never enough Can’t describe that piece of art Tears are falling down on my note Ink is leaking upon my fear of drown Now I am sick, dying from love Feeling every drop of pain Pain with passion to hug you Sweetheart, It’s getting really vain Yet I’m willing to do that bloody walking To get a smile on my dead face My pearl, you are main We were on the way, have you noticed us? We gave truth but truth is grave Laying with no pulses of heart Pure silence of love A story of sacrifice, a glory satisfied Goodbye Life, goodnight June This afternoon I will join the moon Goodbye light, red balloon Goodnight dear

You are the wind That carries my soul To have your heart That is my goal

Your absence is confusing The passion to see you is amusing

Hey my flower For you, I’ll be water I’ll love you even more Than a father to his daughter

Living a Life of adventure You read something You got captured You feel it was Written for you You feel it is fate Never arrived early Always late To take you on a date Your eyes are like novels Worth reading Deep healing Soul feeding Heart beating But not for long Barely I can hear that song That rhythm of yours among many, your voice is peace On the ocean I might hear

I’m afraid that world Comes to end And we haven’t met Not even shared a cup of coffee yet A photograph picture of us I’m willing to get

Darling Don’t go out at noon Hey moon The sun can’t see you a whole

“ لا الشمس ينبغي لها أن تُدركَ القمر ”

I never had the chance To reach you, to catch you To enhance my senses They are lost without you with your absence You are killing me I’ll always write to you Do you hear me I’ll always fight for you Would you hold me When I fall You never told me How much you observed What love you deserved

It has no meaning To live and breath air Without feeling you, my wind It not even fair To walk on earth To dive that depth To plant flowers To keep on health

Come & pick up what left Broken pieces of my heart Take them all, it’s not theft Don’t leave a small part

Your simple words Are Not that complicated Not fabricated They are stronger Than a thousand swords

I promise I’ll never forget you Even lost memory can recognize The smell of you I’m not afraid to lose my mind You’ll get me back Once you reach here You’ll change the atmosphere Maybe I’ll breath, please Close my eyes In peace, leave what left of me Trust me, I never heard of love like this

That love make the skies wonder How faithful is that heart He refused to surrender He chooses to die With his own will In front of his butterfly

That is mad, You are just dreaming Yesterday you were sad Because you keep thinking about her, Do you really love her that bad She won’t tell, that I could kill I’ll kill Everything I would kill my happiness Just to keep her well Chill, Dear I’m not disturbing you I’m just killing fear

You keep me on struggles, I well survived Who said I love puzzles Long stories, That well shuffled

Love me, don’t think why Don’t feel shy On your chest I may die, I’ll say goodbye

Maybe we don’t get what we want In this life, Maybe in another time Even in a small hive You are all I want

All of you I keep asking my God For the heaven early, on an earthy scale Safely, with love and peace

Even I don’t get you I’ll think of you, I’ll write to you I’ll hold my heart tight Not to be weak Not to seek others You conquered how I feel I don’t mind what human offers This huge planet can’t contain me But that unique heart will entertain me Will sustain me

I’ll live inside your heart ❤️

You are the reason For my writings For my diaries The heart beats For you

I think about you every time & then I miss you more often Do not bring joy just come Yourself, I’m yours 10 out of 10

You don’t know me You never did When you see me You can feel this

Too young to die Too old to fly Stuck between you and me None of us will set me free

No need for luck, it’s a try To never be Shy From Each I got so much to tell This is more than a speech pure heart with two names pure love with no games

My soul is satisfied I’m inspired every time I feel you When you are somewhere near Your eyes are telling You conquered my fear Your love is killing Even far I still got voices in my ear I can hear you Would you talk to me Breath, it’s a fresh air My love is pure I can’t pretend I don’t care

Be the hope, for you, before me Don’t seduce love to flee Spread the happiness Feel loved I may have nothing But I’ll give you everything, I agree You are one of a kind others will never understand to each other we stand How strong how pure I’m sure You are, my Queen

I got so many stories with a happy ending But all of them are loose You still pending Words are too weak without you Give them life, I’ll give you mine Hopefully we grow older my sunshine Hopefully I’ll got to call you Mine

You are not here You are not far way You are the moon afternoon I see you in my way Everyday I wish to fly To catch you My butterfly

Since you’re gone, boo I’m feeling ultra pain Alone, it’s killing me

Don’t answer me I’m listening to your heart Living inside, feeling your soul Walking by your side But without you by my sight

I’m trapped in alone So tight stabbed by your bones Everything you feel I bleed For you I shall be steel For us I’ll stand freeze

I’ll still call you my heaven When you are being hell to me Tell me Don’t hold your feelings Please fill me

I’m drowning on my tears For years I been following my dreams Many dreams to have your heart To call you my sweetheart Me and you will never be apart Like soft shackles your love is holding me my heart tackles To you We shall be

Not to be bad chasing you But good to have you back To see us getting older not colder To be true and to give cure

I miss you in my success You are my kindness I’ll keep my promises Loving you is endless

A new era we enter

We stand for each We warm in the winter We give light to our life We hold on, we survive

Another battle, dear

I’ll keep you safe I’ll keep in my place Won’t give up ever No matter the case

If you are not meant to me Then you’ll be good without me Allah has made it clear But for us to believe In the good in ourselves In the huge world inside us

Maybe not soon we’ll be in touch I’m thinking of you in Bali Lying under the sun Giving light to the moon Setting fire to the afternoon Enjoying my words Earning the blessings

I’ll keep you in my prayers To meet up once again When all doubts are over When we shall start over Take care One day I’ll look straight into your eyes I’ll stare Only you and me

Please be safe The heaven will get us together