Jay

“How strange it is. We have these deep terrible lingering fears about ourselves and the people we love. Yet we walk around, talk to people, eat and drink. We manage to function. The feelings are deep and real. Shouldn’t they paralyze us? How is it we can survive them, at least for a little while? We drive a car, we teach a class. How is it no one sees how deeply afraid we were, last night, this morning? Is it something we all hide from each other, by mutual consent? Or do we share the same secret without knowing it? Wear the same disguise?”

"Kehne walo ka kuch nahi jaata,

“I’m learning to love the sound of my feet walking away from things not meant for me.”

my day is slow– when i am not speaking to someone i have to sit with the feeling of missing you process the fact that i miss you understand that you are gone

Patient: *has a bunch of different symptoms without a clear cause*

““You were unsure which pain is worse - the shock of what happened or the ache for what never will.” - Simon Van Booy, Everything Beautiful Began After”