it’s always me against BPD and that bitch is fucking brutal

It’s safer to feel nothing right now than to feel everything.

This year took everything I thought I had.

“how are you” is such a violent question sometimes. like do you want the real answer or the safe lie

does anyone else feel like they’re not sad exactly, just constantly adjusting to something that never quite fits

There's an emptiness inside of me that I cannot fill.

Trust me I know

when I say it feels like suicide is coming and we move on part of me worries you didn’t hear how serious it is I feel the literal tension in my body and it’s so heavy to keep carrying each day.

im a romantic but the plot twist is that im unlovable