@wantonrowls

Bang Chan

It was one of the corporate meetings to meet the artists and new management. Right then and there when he saw you strutting with your head held high, Bang Chan was smitten, visibly taken-aback by your presence. He can't help but lick his bottom lip from time to time, grasping his palms onto his cotton trousers, a habit of his when he's clearly put into a flustering situation. A couple minutes later when he had the chance to get to talk to you alone about the upcoming comeback of his group he mustered up every nerve he had to intimidate you. So yeah, there you were shifting on the pages of the minutes sheet that your secretary gave you earlier all the while waiting for him to talk, he leans closer almost covering you with his build which in fact is massive and spectacular, breath almost tickling the shell of your ear but hey, you're not quivering.

"Uhm about the comeback, I think we should make this song..." he points at the scribbled list of tracks, allowing his musky scent to linger your face "the main song, yeah?" he continues.

"I don't know. You should've cited that a while ago, when the board was here"

"Aren't you the head of the board?"

"I am, yes. But that doesn't change the fact that we all had to agree on that before changing the whole set of track list"

"Oh, what should I do to persuade you hmm?" He smirks at your face. Alright he looks handsome when he does that.

From then on he kept on bugging you and when I said bugging it meant that he pampers you with gifts, which of course at first is like an insult.

"I don't wear necklaces"

"I'm allergic to tulips"

"I don't like sweets"

Bang Chan was challenged. Hey, he's a leader and with his alpha-like mindset he doesn't back down easily even if every single time you turn him down or shoo him off of your office. That was the case until you finally melted down your facade, leaning in and showing him your vulnerable side when that one time you encountered a problem during a meeting and he was there to defend you. That's when you realised that he wasn't acting up to challenge you or intimidate you but to simply adore you.

When you finally gave him the appropriate opportunity to date you he was more than glad to treat you like a queen, not quivering with every piercing gaze you throw his way instead returning back with a lovely gaze, you swore his eyes looked like two hearts.

What Bang Chan treats you in public is equal to what he treats you in bed. He's almost content to do anything that pleases you as long as it's you. If you request to ride him or his face he'll gladly do so for however long you wish.

He's aware of your tough personality which makes him an accomplished man by dating you so when people compliment him or just simply ask him how did he do that he's just gonna say he's still figuring you out because he's still on his toes most of the time.

Lee Know

Everyone knew that Lee Know also has an intimidating aura. Putting you and him in the same room with you fixing some mistakes in his choreo is a huge mess, or so they think.

They know his pride is as big as the mountains and they know your ego is just as big so neither one of you are backing down. It took Hyunjin or Felix to tap him on the shoulder to allow you to fix some errors which are clearly there, just that Lee Know doesn't want to acknowledge.

"We just had to change this step to polish it" Felix comments

"Yeah let her do her job" Hyunjin follows

"Am I not doing my job?" Lee Know asks with a brow raised

"Not if you're ignoring my comments about this choreo" You spat back. He sighs, allowing you to step in and do the rest of your task. You saw him smirking back at you onto the mirror whenever your eyes landed onto his, You just shrugged it thinking he's just not convinced or whatever. He finally corners you at the lockers while you're picking up your towel he pushes you by a side of your shoulder

"Hey Ms. perfect"

"Hey Lee Know"

"What brings you here at the entrance of the shower room"

"I forgot to tell you something" He leans in, lips just inches away from the corner of your lips "You did amazing on the choreo. I was just messing around with you" he breathed "Now I'm gonna start to do that everytime" he continues, smirking at you and staring you down.

Messing around did he, faking a wrong step, waiting for you to scold him and teach him alone in the middle of the night, pushing his luck at you every single time. To no avail you don't try to push him off and instead don't pay much attention to it and do your job it's just that it's extra hard when he clearly doesn't wanna let you be alone 24/7 when you're around.

"If you hate me that much just say so"

"You know I can't just do that, you're too much"

"In love with you, yes"

Every annoying thing he did was just a front to show you his goofy side so when he knew that the manager scolded you for something that you clearly had no hold to he had to step in and voice out on your behalf. Who dares to badmouth his lifeline? the audacity right? Just his gaze alone made the manager quiver, quickly apologizing to him and to you. You've shown him your vulnerable side, there's no backing down to that. He'll act as if he's much more offended than you even though he has no connection whatsoever.

So, with no hesitancy he's much more than glad that you leaned in on him. Allowing him to court and eventually date you.

What Lee Know acts like when someone's around is an opposite when you two are alone. If in public you fluster him infront of the members or you're intimidating him with a cold hard stare then in bed he's like a different Lee Know. He'll push you onto the bed and manhandle you like he knows it's his place to do so while still absolutely taking much extra care of you both pleasure and care-wise.

Seo Changbin

As buff as he is, Changbin won't hesitate to shoot his shot at your way, throwing a wink everytime he sees you. Of course it was absurd, you're the head stylist and he's an artist, nothing is more clearer than the fact that he must be doing fan service and not straight up flirting at you.

Which you're wrong on a hundred percent, he's really flirting. He stated it when you were doing his measurements and purposely being last so he could ask if he could give you a gift

"No, I'm not allowed to accept gifts"

"But I already bought it"

"Changbin-"

"Throw it away if you don't like it" he pouts then leaves you with a box, when you opened it, it was a key to the newly bought sportscar on the parking lot

"How the fuck am I supposed to throw this out?"

If you're not familiar with Changbin, you'll think oh he's kinda like Lee Know, he's intimidating and I could melt with just his presence alone. But hey, he's just a big buff baby WHO will literally throw finger hearts your way if no one's looking just for the sole purpose of annoying you. Even throwing a wink from time to time that one company dinner. Flabbergasted is an understatement, this clearly is just a whole ass man throwing himself at you like a starved puppy. He sees you as a woman who takes pride with her work so when the unknown negative comments about their concept photos emerged he was more than ready to speak up about it. He knows you prepared well and that you did your best so he won't hesitate to judge every single one of the snarky people like every person looks like JYP to him.

When you knew what he did, you finally broke down your walls, allowing him to see a new version of yourself only available for his to see. He's much more glad that you've given him the chance and that he would take it to his pride that he singlehandedly managed to date an intimidating woman.

He's the type to enjoy slow romances in bed so his main focus is your pleasure and your pleasure alone. He's super careful and makes sure that you're comfortable. He could also be rough from time to time.

Han Jisung

This guy will rizz you until you acknowledge his presence. He's the type to throw lame pickup lines or jokes to get any response from your end. Haha ha, must've been a wrong day or a wrong time or his underwear was of a wrong color because you're clearly not laughing at the yo mama joke he's blurted out at the studio. It's as if you wanna explode on your seat because you had been working with him on this single track and he doesn't wanna be serious

"Hey Jisung, it's 2 in the morning"

"Oh! time for breakfast, wanna go to Mcdonalds?"

"That means we already had five hours wasted because you kept on messing around"

"Nah, you're just hungry, babe. C'mon! my treat!"

"Quit messing up and fix the track yourself" You sighed, standing up and heading out of the studio. He's....intimidated with just the way you silently left without shouting at him or slamming the door back. He clearly doesn't wanna mess around it's just that it was the first time that he had a chance to be with you alone so he took the opportunity to be beyond annoying not knowing that it had been a whole day for you stressing out.

The next day when you came back at the studio he's already finished the track, smiling at you and showing you what he had done when you were taking a rest.

"I'm impressed. There's no need to fix in here, Jisung"

"Thanks! I was just inspired, and uhm... I'm sorry I made you stay up late last time"

"Nah it's alright"

"How about I treat you, yeah?"

MF will literally take it like he had to run dry his express card just so you could forgive him even though you're not mad at him.

"When you said you'll treat me to dinner, I never imagined to eat blue lobsters...I thought we had to go down just a block from the building to eat Mcdonalds"

"Mcdonalds are lame, you deserve blue lobsters"

"We could pay half and half"

"No"

"Uhm... I'm just returning the favor"

"How about a date then?"

You wanna say no but in the corner of your eye you see him in his big doe eyes...how can someone say no....

"Alright..."

He's flustered and walking on egg shells most of the time when working with you, not wanting to have another opportunity for you to leave frustrated BUT as I said, he'll rizz you with his antics. He'll ask for you at the studio with or without Changbin and Bangchan to a point they wanna disown him cause he kept on sitting beside you and call your name.

"Y/N how about we put this tune here?"

"Let's listen to it"

Jisung is the type to change the words of the song just so he can see you wided-eye and clueless. It's gonna come to a point where you're gonna be the one to back down and accept this romance he wanted to project.

Jisung in bed will mostly favor you because he wants to prioritize your wants and needs. He's just content to run his hands down every part of your skin.

"Jesus, Y/N what happened?" Felix breathed, almost immediately spotting you in the ER "Ah no worries, just a mere injury, I'm good" "You're just saying that. Have you your husband yet?" "Don't even bother" She scoffed

Y/N called it a day and took the day off as the nurse suggested. Felix took her towards his car

"Can we just go to your apartment? I don't wanna go home" stern in her voice, eyes lost in thought as she sat on the passenger seat

"Are you sure?" he sighs which she nodded plainly

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"Where on earth are you right now?!" once again Hyunjin's voice tattering on the speaker of her phone "I'm not going home" "Why? are you "busy" again?!" He snickers, purposely emphasizing on the word busy She sighs as she can almost see the dirty smirk smeared off his face

"Hyunjin, I'm not in the mood for a fight. You're all talk. For all I know you won't be coming home either because you're with your secretary" "Well then let's just sell that house" "Fine, whatever you say" Y/N replies, abruptly ending the call. Heavily exhaling on Felix's bed

"Here, eat it and then take the medicine" Felix enters his room handing you a heated meal and medicine "Thank you Felix" "No worries, everything for you Y/N"

Felix resided to sit at the other end of the bed as Y/N slowly took a bite, wincing at the painful feeling on her jaw.

Felix can only sigh. "Why are you even married at this point if you won't bother telling him if you're alright?"

She paused a second, "Hyunjin doesn't care. And if I told him he might leave me"

"Okay" he exhales "Better take a well rest, alright?"

The dreading marriage between Y/N and Hyunjin had already been like that since from the start. Y/N already knew that she wasn't liked by the guy, that's the first reason. The second being that the male had already set his eyes for someone, that someone became his secretary at their company; Y/N's family's company to be exact.

That dreaded feeling embossed in their lives, almost emptying their adoration for each other if there were any in Hyunjin's side. Y/N just gladly takes whatever he gives to her, whether it be anger or hatred. Why? because she loves him.

Pathetic, yes.

Which is why she comes home to the supposed to be shared four walls of their apartment even knowing she'll be alone most of the time.

Felix being a concerned friend texted Hyunjin unbeknownst to Y/N's knowledge

Felix took her home the next morning not even paying a visit inside, she found Hyunjin on the living room sitting in a comfortable manner and gazing at her with a disgusted look

"Where were you last night?" "I was with Felix" He scoffed, rolling his eyes at the back of his head as he stood up to tower over her, pushing her frame against the wall

"Such a whore, tumbling on a stupid guy and your husband back and fort-" before Hyunjin could finish his sentence, her heated palms landed on his face. His head jerked to a side, devilish smirk sporting his lips as he turn to face her again. Tears escape her eyes "I-i'm not a whore!"

He scornfully smiled "You do the opposite of your sentence but I don't give a shit and you know what?" He moves away from her "To be honest even if the world takes a turn I won't love you, I won't like you even! No one will be bothered to love you!" She lifted her hand in an attempt to slap him again but failed to do so as Hyunjin caught her and held her wrist painfully

"You are a pathetic person, Y/N!" he scoffs as he pushed her by the wrist onto the tiled ground, kicking the plastic with her medicines somewhere and leaving her once again alone.

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Two days felt like an eternity alone. She went back to her work normally, Went home alone, Slept and do everything alone while her husband's at his office doing whatever.

So here she is back at the hospital two days later while the doctors examine her MRI, worry on her face waiting for the result

"Are you sure you don't want to inform your spouse or a legal guardian?" The doctor warned her as she firmly declined, shaking her head "Whatever the result is, I'm ready for it" The doctor fixed his seating as he exhaled

"See, you falling on the ground caused a concussion triggering a brain tumor…"

So why do we continue to do things that only makes us sad?

Probably because were used to it, Probably because we don't have a choice Probably because sincerely, deep in the jugular of our hearts, we hope to get reciprocated of all the things we do

Which for whatever reason, Y/N kept on repeating.

In the dark (pt.1)

Hyunjin x f!reader x Felix

"Where are you?!" Hyunjin shouted at the end of the line, firm with his sentence

"I'm busy, why" I lowly replied back

"Come home this instant! Why are you even outside at this hour? I bet you're with Felix again huh? What a slut"

"Don't call me that, and I'm not with Felix"

"Liar" his response echoed through your ears

"Whatever you say, I'm not coming home yet"

"If you say so, I won't come home either. Don't even bother texting me to pick you up"

"You won't even pick me up, what's the point"

"Are you even my wife?"

"You're one to talk, goodbye-" before Hyunjin can even respond back, Y/N ended the call, slipping her phone at a side of her desk filled with paperworks. Once again summoned back to typing on her cramped up computer. It's past midnight, which for whatever reason Y/N contemplated whether to go home and return tomorrow or just finish everything in one go, which might be a bit impossible.

"Coffee?" Seungmin offers

"Please" Y/N smiles as she was handed a cup, drinking in one go

"I mean, you can just finish that for tomorrow" Seungmin comments, leaning against the panel board of her table

"Well, Mr. Yang is impossibly early on a Wednesday so no"

"Right, and it's not like I'm also finishing mine at this hour"

"See?" as they both chuckled, Y/N's phone rang again with Hyunjin's name flashing on the screen

"Looks like your husband's looking for you" Chaeyeon caught both your attention to the figure lurking at the glass door. Hyunjin's face is blank, wearing an unknown expression

Y/N sighed, saving her files before shutting down her computer. "See you tomorrow guys" She waved back before walking past Hyunjin's frame

The ride home was a defeaning silence. His knuckles almost turning white at the grip on the steering wheel and when you came home you immediately removed the seatbelt and sprinted towards the door, leaving him

"So that's what you call busy?!" He greeted when he followed back, shutting the main door loudly

"Didn't you see my table there?"

"Oh so am I just imagining that you're flirting with a coworker back there?!"

"Shit, are you even listening to me Hyunjin?!"

"You're a liar! you're a slut!" He shouted as he forcefully pushed Y/N which caused the vase to fall forwards, shattering on the floor, splinting her cheek in the process

Her eyes are strained with tears, holding her arm that sure has bruise in the morning

"This is why I hate you! because you're such a slut! Every words that leaves from that mouth of yours are full of lies!"

"I didn't fucking ask you to marry me! did you think that I had a choice?!"

"Listen here, whatever the fuck you say I will get that divorce paper and leave you rotting here!" He lowly replied holding her chin and abruptly jerking it, leaving her on the floor sobbing.

It took minutes for her to clean the floor, and fix herself a bandage on the cheek. The bed was cold, wiping her tears and closing her eyes in an attempt to forget everything and sleep.

When the sun rose, she never felt the other side of the bed dip or even someone wrapping their callused hands on her stomach. Well it has always been like that. It's an arranged marriage afterall, what does she expect?

She wore her usual uniform and went to work, not even sparing a quick breakfast or an instant coffee. Just as she was about to cross the highway, she felt a sharp pain on the back of her head and instantly she fainted in the middle of the road.

People were worried, surrounding her and some looking through her ID and emergency contact on the phone

When she woke up, blinding lights of the hospital greeted her, attempting to sit up until a nurse saw her

YN's older brother found her sat on the hospital bed, still lost in thought. He approached her by tapping on her shoulder from the back. "I can't believe you, Y/N" disbelief written on his face

Maybe it was the way you held his hand with every care in the world. Warm like the sun, soft like a feather. Grasping onto each other as if no one existed but you and him. Maybe it was the way your eyes light up as if the galaxy fits in them. Clear as a day, loving as ever.

No one knows what, but for Jake you are everything. Which is why he's been waiting at the front door of your house on a chilly evening with nothing to keep warm but the thin wool scarf and hoodie. Basking in the snow, waiting for you to return home.

78 missed calls. 156 texts. 230 chats.

Despite every attempt to reach you, he didn't get any response on your end as if you dropped out of the surface of the earth. That's why his last resort was to visit you only to find you were out the whole day. The locks were changed so his attempt to use the spare keys were a fail.

Another hours passed by and it felt like nothing to him, Jake fell asleep at a side like a kicked puppy until he heard you fidgeting at your keys against the doorknob. It took a moment for Y/N to realize that it was Jake. Flickering her gaze back in an attempt to see as Jake stood up.

"...Why are you here" She asks "Y/N, I-..." "No" "I, -I came back to apologize, Y/N" a moment of pause as you held back, fuming with every might to slap him right then and there, Jake noticed the tears in your eyes, the way your fist balled with anger, ready to take him, he inches towards you defenseless "Punch me, kick me or whatever I don't care" He invites, holding your palms against his face "I don't care if you hurt me, hell I'd even jump at a bridge if you say so but please Y/N," he pleaded, grasping your palms "Please forgive me Y/N" he continues, almost like a whisper. "You're fucking sick if you think I would forgive you Jake" Y/N spat back. piercing her gaze back at Jake's attempt to apologize "You're a heartless jerk who knows nothing but to break people who only wants to love you, Jake" "I know that Y/N! that's why I'm here to apologize!, that's why I'm here to fix everything!, because," He breathes in, lungs collapsing as he tries to formulate sentence "...Because if not I would lose you and I don't want that!" he continues, tears rolled down his face while his palms still firm at yours Your hands ran down your face, anger or resentment, whatever it was was everything boiling under your stomach, coiling up your chest "For fucks sake..." You breathed in "You left me alright?-" You attempted to continue as he talked you down "I chose to leave for us!" "No! You chose for yourself, Jake! I was ready to marry you and all you had to do was show up at the aisle, but no...

I fucking waited but you never showed up, so you attempting to reconcile or apologize for whatever fucking reason is absurd! Do you even hear yourself right now?!" You continued, he bit his lower lip, whimpering to stop himself from sobbing down at your frame. You sighed, attempting to remove his hold at yours "Go home Jake, you're drunk" "I'm not drunk Y/N please! please listen to me!" He holds you firm at your shoulders against the wall "Please Jake, spare me, I'm already tired from work, I just wanna take a rest, I just-" The tension that built up from your chest bursts as you continued to cry, falling on your knees, burying your face beneath your arms "Oh God, please I'm so tired, I just wanna be left alone!" You pleaded This scene infront of Jake made him broke. Like tiny little needles piercing his heart, drenched in acid, punched in the gut, it was everything but pain, You were in pain. "Please let me help you to bed then I promise I will leave" Jake leans down as he kisses the top of your head, defeated you gave him your keys as he pry the door open.

Bang Chan

- Must be his agenda to be a bigger person most of the time. To friends, to family members and to you. So when he was courting you, he admitted it was such a huge struggle for him. Like for example he tries to bring you gifts and you decline it almost everytime.

"I don't like flowers" and then the next day he brings a fresh set of cupcakes

"I'm not into sweets" with that in mind, he brings you a signature bag, one that only a few copies had been released

"I don't sport handbags"

-Defeated, Bang Chan still kept coming back at you like a starved lover. So, when you lowered down your walls for him he was more than glad to treat you like the queen you are

"Y/N my queen, can I have a kiss?"

-You still keep him on his toes every now and then, reminding him that you and him are on the same level of toughness which makes his dick throb on his trousers

-He'll focus mostly for your pleasure, you always sit on top for how long you wish to ride him or his face as he's much more resolved by just being with you. The effect of you have him almost in a chokehold.

-He kisses the back of your hand and forehead before your lips whenever he sees you and every person whose known about your relationship will always say Bang Chan is a huge submissive for you

-It's the truth though

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Lee Know

-Is much more intimidated but won't admit it to himself. He loves the challenge of courting you. He's also well known to have a tough shell so when he met a woman version of him in a shape of you, he was far more than inlove. He'll try to pry up your pride by annoying you or daring you things per se,

"Come on, I dare you to kiss me Y/N if you're really annoyed, hmm?"

"Slap me and I'll cage you in a hug, Y/N"

-He hypes you up and this boils your blood like a salt to a wound. So when he notices that you were defeated, he was far more than using it to his advantage

"What now Y/N, you said you won't be annoyed at me"

"I can't, you're too much"

"Too much inlove at you, yes"

-It boosted his ego that you finally decided to give him a try. He's such a big show off and will try to parade you whenever he can. At their concert, at an event, anywhere he can show off his woman.

-In bed he'll be much more on top to show off his build. Ah, the days of coming with 3racha to the gym has been paid off as he gets to manhandle you easily while still focusing on your pleasure as he chases his high

-Won't hesitate to speak up when you get badmouthed by the judging eyes. If you spat back at the annoying comment he won't hesitate to speak too, both bringing an intimidating aura with a cold stare

"You dare say something about my woman?" ---------- Seo Changbin

-Big guy with big needs so he'll do everything to get something, in this case someone at his hands. He's persistent with his intentions to sway you even if you try to hurt his big pride.

"I don't need your gifts, Changbin" "Well then throw it out, I don't need them either" "How tf do you throw out a sports car?!" -Will be at an arms length 24/7. Won't hesitate to drop his intimidating aura to shoot you an aegyo if you say so and he's oh so fucking good at it

-So, when he broke down your walls underneath that cold stare you always gave him he was more than happy to date you

-He won't admit that he's intimidated most of the time around you

-Not until he's got you wrapped around his fingers, locked in his bedroom

-Lewd, just lewd

-The type to just shove your head in his girth and tease by abruptly pulling out

It's lunch and you were hungry. You scrolled down your phone lazily ordering a quick meal before you go back to your laundry. It's a Sunday and Sunday's are supposed to be relaxing and quiet but not for your neighbor, no no. They've been banging loud music since yesterday. You slide it off thinking they'll get tired of they'll get a notice from the other neighbors and it's been a bummer and you've been contemplating whether to pay them a quick visit to let them know they were annoying.

But not as of the moment. The doorbell rings and you scurry to the door to pickup your food, thanked the delivery guy, pay and close the door. To your amusement, when you opened the container it wasn't what you ordered.

Chicken wings and Blueberry cheesecake? who on earth orders these in the middle of the day? you ask yourself. Ah, this will do as you hear the grumble of your stomach. You finished the meal in one sitting, burping in a not so lady-like way. Your phone rings to an unsaved number

"Hello?"

"Hi! I apologise! I must've mixed the receipts earlier and you got a different order, Really sorry Ma'am"

"Ah, it's alright don't worry"

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"I'm gonna get violent, where's my freaking cheesecake" Han retorts to his older roommate, Bang Chan who was munching down on the Fried Rice and Noodles that he obviously didn't ordered.

"Sit your ass down and starve, if you wanna" Minho, the other roommate scolded him. shoving a spoonful of the noodles that he did'nt care whether mixed up with another customer or not, as long as it's food and it's something he eats too. They finished the meal with content and minutes later, the delivery guy called him to inform that his receipt got mixed up with the neighbor next door.

The reason why they've, no, Bang Chan has been banging music on his home studio aka his room is because he's been sick and had to work at their dorms since yesterday. And since he's a night owl, the Saturday night was a bummer for everyone even to his roommates but they had to let him be as he's been like that since forever and he takes a rest from composing to editing tracks and vise versa.

"My sinus had been cleared from the noodles" He comments when Minho places a shot of cold medicine and a cup of water on his work table "You sure? nice. Must've been God's work to mess up the orders to cleanse our ears from the noise, You should probably thank that person next door for that"

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You went out to pickup some groceries for your fridge and went back to your place noticing a plastic bag hanging at the door knob. You picked it up and went back inside. It had some snacks and a juice drink inside with a small sticky note at the bottom,

'Hey, the delivery guy must've mixed your orders with mine, I'm sorry for that, here's a treat from me 🥰🐺'

Cute.

The day was running fast and before you know it, it's night time. Which means that your loud ass neighbor could be blasting to the music on their room any time now. As you do your routine of skincare, preparing to go to bed, there it was, bass was blaring from their wall to yours. Almost as if you could feel the whole building shake at the sudden wave of sound. You can't take it anymore, it's Monday tomorrow and you have this early meeting at work that you wanna be prepared physically and mentally so you wanna sleep tight but it seems like that would be impossible.

You picked up the courage to knock on the room next door. Still in your pajamas and face mask, not a care in the world. The door opens to a tall male with prince-like features, striking long locks of blonde in a mid ponytail and a mole on the lower of his eye

"Hey?" He greets

"Hi, I just wanna ask if you could please lower down the music. It's 10 in the evening and we the neighbors, wanna sleep soundly"

"Oh about that, here's the thing. The sound would be up until tomorrow night but he'll be back to his studio on Tuesday. I'm sorry about it"

He? you ask yourself

"I don't understand. It's not like there's a disco at the back. Could you just lower it down so I could go back to sleep?" I complained, visibly annoyed. He apologises once again, waiting for me to go back to my room before he closes their door.

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"Hey can you ask him to lower down the volume? I just got scolded by a woman that looks exactly like him when annoyed" Hyunjin hovers over his older roommate, Changbin who just went back from the gym. Changbin aggressively open Chan's room while Hyunjin hids behind him,

"YAaaahHhh! I told you to lower down the volume!" He shouts earning a deadpan glare from the older male who turned his swivel chair around, obviously not lowering down the volume. Shivers went down Changbin and Hyunjin's spine as he quietly turns his chair back to his laptop.

The next morning, Bang Chan went back from his quick gym to a plastic bag hanging on the door knob of their room. Just like what he did to you. an unknown stranger with a cute handwriting, giving him an energy drink and a pack of chips. He smiles from ear to ear,

'I'm sorry too. The cheesecake was good so I ate all of it. Thank you for the treat as well, here's mine. ☺️'

With that, the exchanging of treats from left to right go on for days. The music every night turned into a quiet and peaceful one and Bang Chan took all the courage he had to ask you to meet, through a note of course. And you agreed. Which the male was delighted, extremely, like a toddler who won a price at the arcade.

"Woah, daddy chill!" Seungmin comments at the male who was aggressively hugging him, almost crushing him to his big chest.

"What happened to him?" I.N and Felix asks, puzzled at the violent love that their hyung forces at them

"Date, date happened, help meeee" Seungmin pleads

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Bang Chan was the first one to arrive at the rooftop of the apartment. He was holding some snacks on hand, sweating on his palms as he is excited to meet you. You walked to the staircase leading to the rooftop. Chest rising up and down and a knot in your stomach. This thing turned out unexpectedly. You remembered how Sana, your friend showered your body with her sultry perfume almost emptying the bottle

"If you would go to a war you should be prepared, so show your big ballons, they're god's perfect weapon" she offers, unzipping the fitted blouse to your chest, just enough to reveal your cleavage

"It's not a date" you firmly commented and which she snorts "It is if someone hot shows up. If not, just say you're just looking for a clear Wi-Fi signal upstairs"

Wise Sana and her words. You panned to the side railings, noticing a male sporting a black sleeveless shirt and a beanie. He holds a plastic bag with what seems to be like food inside while frantically rubbing to his knees up and down probably to relax. You're facing his back, Head jerked at an angle while he gazes at the traffic. You could trace his features in the low light, big pointed nose and plump lips. You were startled when he gazes on his left and saw you at the entrance. Nervous, you walked your way towards him.

Bang Chan glances at your hand that was firmly holding the accumulated sticky notes that he left at your entrance everyday, He was mostly sure that it was his with the way you're walking towards him. You held the note to his face,

"This familiar, no?" You asked, he blushes in a deep shade of red. He chuckles shyly "Ah yes, it is. It's from me" he says "And this cute handwriting seems to be from yours?" he asks

"Judging at the cute scribbling, seems to be mine, yes" You smiled back

Han Jisung

When the owner of a club that you were working for as a waitress delayed the payment on Han, never have you expected that out of the multiple women in there that he would pick someone like you as the payment. It was like an aimless hit, you were never an entertainer in there in the first place. You work there for part time as a waitress and when you overheard an aggravated Han assaulting your manager pinning his head with a butcher knife on the floor, you met his eyes and that mistake lead to another. Han knew that you heard them and that he was not gonna let you go easily so it made you an easy target as a payment of your manager. And since you have a lot of debt under your manager, you know best not to complain.

He handed you a contract about a Sugar Daddy and Sugar Baby agreement which made you more super confused. He told you that you should draw a line and that he needed you to escort him and you should always respond to his requests. You crossed your arms, still unsure in which Han told you that if you're not comfortable with the things he wanted you to do then you should tell him immediately. Han assured you in exchange of the services that he would fulfill the wishes you needed in your life because it's supposed to be that way.

Leaving no holes in his statement, you wrote down your signature sealing it with the stamp of your thumb.

Han's work includes his hands getting dirty when necessary which was a land dealer. This was the reason why he looks like a thug or some sort of a mafia the first time you saw him accidentally almost about to butcher your manager. With that note, you're always walking on eggshells near him, afraid to piss him off.

The next day you woke up to the sound of a revving car outside your house. When you perked up, Han smiles at you.

"Good morning doll, hope you had a good sleep, wash up and let's get going" "Uhm, how did you found out about where I live?" "I know a lot more than that" "What-" "Wash up doll, let's go"

He took you out to shopping like a normal date. This side of Han was unexpected as he was smiling from ear to ear, excitedly picking in between the dresses and skirts while he shows it to you which you disagreed when he wanted you to try it on. And hey, this is Han we are talking about, he doesn't take no for an answer. When you went out of the dressing room he was in awe. Jaw almost dropping on the floor, you just look…mesmerizing that Han can't keep his hands to himself scooping you by the waist as he plants a kiss on your neck. You jerked your head to the side, uncomfortable with the kiss and when you panned your gaze back at him it's as if Han immediately changes his demeanor like a switch, more eager to pull your waist.

"I'm sorry doll, You just look so beautiful. Are you getting uncomfortable?" in which you nodded at him "Use your words, doll" his thumb carressing your lips, signaling for you to speak

"Y-yes" "What was that Y/N? Hmm?" "Y-yes D-d-daddy.." "Good Girl. We shall head back home then"

Home? Ah you just can't even comprehend his words when he said home. His concept of home is far more different than yours, it was a fucking penthouse with large gates and multiple body guards securing the area. It had a fucking huge swimming pool and out of all the rooms that he toured you on, his bedroom was the most luxurious thing you had ever seen which was shown on your face.

The first paycheck that you received from him was massive in amounts. It paid all of your debts, It advanced your rent and you have stock of groceries for yourself for the upcoming month. You have never been this happy opening your bank account so to return the favor you gave Han the bestest bj he has ever experienced. Like, eye-rolling, hair-pulling, cum-dripping experience for the both of you. Han after that became more clingly towards you, always calling you, always has an excuse on his sleeves just so he could see your face, always have to have you on his arm whenever he attends to something say a ball, a party or gambling but never when he's working as it could get bloody.

You're always gonna get pampered by Han with the latest bag and the latest shoes and if you're oh so eager again to return the favor, he loves it if you allow him to nip on your chest, leaving lots of hickeys in display only for his eyes to see.

Han switches his moods in a click. If he's in a dominant mood, he'll show it to you by manhandling you or enjoying you on your knees for hours until it bruises you. If he's in a caring mood, he'll let you lead by allowing you to pin him on the bed by your thick thighs, almost suffocating him while he licks you hours on end. This also means that if sex is allowed in your relationship he'll let you be a pillow princess while he does the work.

Lee Felix

When he spotted you at the bar while you're just working the night, you never expected that a Lee Felix would hand you an escort contract, like, what the fuck, Lee Felix? the one who owns multiple food chains globally? the one who always arrives at the back door with his huge body guards? the one who always pulls up with a new car every night? You never took it seriously until you saw his eyes that he was far more than joking about the idea.

"But I'm a bartender here, I don't work as an entertainer nor an escort" "That's why you're far more than qualified for the job, Y/N" "You don't get it, I won't be able to fix your issues" "But I could with yours,Y/N. I know you have a lot going on on your hands that's why I really wanted you to do it"

There's no escaping to that. Felix knows your debts and your rent due, he already knows that you've been sending small amounts of money to your parents back home which leads to you barely having enough to fund for yourself, he knows it all like the back of his hand. Left with no choice, you gave him what he wanted, to be a Sugar Baby.

The upcoming days felt like a dream. Felix pulled you out of misery in an instant. He let you live on his penthouse in exchange for your services, to make him happy.

And to make him happy, you have to give your 25/8 attention to him, be an attentive listener to him unless he said no and all in all be a good girl on your knees. If he arrives home from a business outside and he's in his bad temper, you better be wearing the lace underwear on his bed, ready for him to use your mouth.

If he comes from a trip abroad or just outside, you're always gonna receive a gift from him because he's just that affectionate. He loves showering you with bottles of perfume or watch or whatever you prefer, it's always a surprise.

Felix, in his cute and neutral mode, will always gonna ask if he could suck on your nipples. Whether if you're just chilling on his couch, on his car in the middle of the traffic, in the private cinema, wherever his kink fits and you better allow him. Like how can you not with that cute round cat eyes that he pairs with his purring

"Can I suck on your nipples baby?" "Felix I thought you were sleeping" "I could, if you let me suck on your tits" "My gosh, you're obsessed"

His hand will always gonna be on your waist travelling down your ass whenever someone hits on you at an event. It's like a signal to back off because he owns you. He loves seeing your neck decorated with necklace, and you know what, Felix loves biting you. Whether your thumb, your index finger, your shoulder, your earlobe or whatever his mouth could reach, it's always gonna get bitten by him, not in a harsh way. It's like an assurance for him that he's the only one who could do that to you.

Felix enjoys toys so to punish you if you've done something bad, he'll show no mercy until your mouth is full of his cum. His dick would be balls deep down your mouth while a vibrator is stuck on your cunt in the highest setting. The moans, the vibrations and the softness of your tongue always sends him to heaven which allows him to milk faster.

Felix is also a show off. He's in a bundle of awe whenever his investors compliments you or your good looks or whenever they compliment you as a couple. It's an ego boost for him if he sees that they're jealous of him to score someone like you.

What makes Felix be in distaste or in an awful mood is if someone makes you uncomfortable say by a compliment or a gesture. Like that one time when that arrogant investor asks how good are you in bed or does Felix want another slut and immediately with a flick of his finger, his personal security team pins the bastard to the ground, a gun to his head while Felix covers your ears.

"Everyone, this is what happens when you forget that I'm not fucking around" He announces as he pulls the trigger, a bullet struck on the forehead

This made you look at him in a different light. Like anytime you think of escaping him, he'll immediately pull the trigger on your head, like that cunt-mouth investor. Which Felix assures you while he hugs you tight on his chest back on his penthouse, that he'll never do that to you

"How sure are you that you won't kill me" "Because I'm asking you out on a formal relationship" "Wha-" clueless as he kneels infront of you