eewoon

Welcome to my life. 🤜🤛

☹️

But I was wrong, months later, it still fvcking hurts, those sleepless nights or those crying-myself-to-sleep nights. It hurts so bad! That I thought I regret I had to feel that way before. It left me hanging. Wishing that maybe it would supposed to be easier if we didn’t meet at all and get the chance to be this close with each other. I would rather ask that you shouldn’t have made me feel special, whatsoever. All those things you said and did, I just hope it didn’t happen at all. 092221

Never felt right. 🙋‍♀️

I know I said I won’t be asking again, but all those crying-myself-to-sleep nights, the unbearable pain I felt everytime, I’m starting to think please let me meet that one person I can share these struggles with no hesitations, whom I can be with when everything seems dark and messy, maybe just for the fact that I won’t be questioning my worth anymore. I hope this won’t be too much to ask.

Forever mantra.