ballad of a homeschooled girl ( part one )
pairing: human!clark kent x superhero!reader
summary: with a newfound passion for journalism and photography, you start taking classes in your home city Central City, but between school, work and your not so new found heroism, this might not be as easy as it seems. especially when the asshole who spilled coffee on you this morning is in most of your classes. (4.2k words)
authors note: i have no idea how college classes work- never went myself so if i get anything wrong pls let me know! also i cant beleive i actually wrote something and didn't just post a little blurb of it? go me!! also a little spoiler, but this is based loosely on the flash in the arrowverse. iykyk. characters and events will be mentioned! anyways here is the first part! yes- first part because this WILL BE A SERIES!!
tag list: @areleine @fayezasstuff @briannaisdead @westcoastwt @petaltheory pls lmk if you want to be tagged in the next part!
Seriously, you really do. They usually meant staying in, catching up on your workload, and ignoring the outside world until you couldnât ignore it anymore.
But today marked the first rainy day you hated. You had missed your first three alarms, only waking up to the last oneâthe one meant to remind you it was time to leave your dorm if you wanted to make it to class on time.
The only good thing about the morning was that you had prepared everything the night before. Clothes laid out, bag packed with supplies and hanging on the doorknob, ready to grab and go.
Now you were running across campus with ten minutes left before class began. You had planned to stop by Jitters for coffee with your brother before your first day, but that plan had been scrapped the moment you texted him to say you wouldnât make it.
Then, you lost three more minutes answering his phone call, only to be scolded for being late on your very first day.
âI learn from the best,â you muttered under your breath as you glanced at your watch. Realizing you still had a solid five minutes to spare, you slowed to a brisk walk. At least you knew where your class was, and as you glanced up, the building stood clearly in front of you.
Unfortunately, you failed to notice the six-foot figure approaching from your left, holding an unusually large cup of coffeeâwalking directly into your path.
You felt the hot liquid seep into your shirt.
The boy walking beside him stepped back, eyes widening as he watched the scene unfold.
You silently thanked yourself for choosing a black shirt instead of the white one you had originally planned to wear. Unfortunately, your dark blue jeans werenât quite dark enough to conceal the spreading coffee stains.
âOh goshââ The tall man looked horrified, clearly trying not to make a bigger scene,
though a few students had already stopped to watch. âIâIâm so sorry. I didnât seeââ
You raised a hand, staring straight ahead, unwilling to even look at him.â¨âI really donât want to come off as rude, but Iâm late to class and I donât have a minute to waste on this. So this is me moving on from the situationâas should you.â
Without giving either of them another glance, you walked past, taking a deep breath to calm yourself. The heat of the coffee was starting to sting now.
When you reached your classroom, you used your shoulder to push the door open while rummaging through your bag for somethingâanythingâthat could help clean the mess. You stopped short when you noticed someone standing directly in front of you.
âRight on time, MissâŚ?â
Professor Pastwell. You had done extensive research on him so you wouldnât walk into his class blind. He looked you over, lips pursed.
Your cheeks flushed as you finally pulled out some tissues and quickly wiped your hands. You stammered your name, a nervous shiver running down your spine as you met his gaze. You already feared youâd landed on his bad side for the rest of the semester.
âRight,â he said with a curt nod. âYou have forty seconds to find a seat, or youâll be marked late.â
Your eyebrows furrowed, his statement making no sense. âYou just saidââ
âThirty five seconds.â He raised an eyebrow, glaring until you moved.
You slipped past him quickly, scanning the packed room until your eyes landed on a familiar figure in the back rows. Relief washed over you when you saw an empty seat waitingâNathaniel Foster had already moved his bag aside to save it for you.
You had known Nathaniel since high school, ever since the two of you were paired together in chemistry class. You had been inseparable ever since.
As you sat down, he eyed the stains on your jeans with a look that mixed concern and amusement.
âPlease donât start,â you deadpanned.
He holds his hands up in surrender, a smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth. âOkay, okay. No jokes. But you smell like a Starbucks crime scene.â
You groan and drop your head onto the desk with a thud. âI told you not to start.â
Your forehead still rests against the cool wood of the desk when Professor Pastwellâs voice slices through the air like a scalpel.
âEyes up, everyone. If you wanted nap time, you shouldâve gone to kindergarten instead of university.â
The class chuckles. You donât. Nathaniel nudges your arm, and you reluctantly drag your head back up, grabbing your pen just in time to see Pastwell writing a string of terms on the board. His handwriting is sharp, precise, each word evenly spaced, and already you can tell heâs the kind of professor who wonât tolerate the smallest mistake.
Your stomach twists. Great. Exactly what you needed on top of being doused in overpriced dark roast.
Nathaniel leans over, whispering, âRelax. Youâve been prepping for this class for weeks. Youâll be fine.â
You donât answer. You just focus on copying the words onto your notebook, the ink smearing slightly as your damp sleeve brushes the page. Coffee stains bloom in uneven blotches across the margin. Another reminder. Another reason to hate today.
And then the door creaks open.
The tall guy from earlier steps in, shoulders slightly hunched as if he knows heâs already in trouble. His dark hair is damp, like he got caught in the rain without an umbrella, and his shirt clings to him in places where coffee hasnât completely dried. He clutches a spiral notebook to his chest, knuckles white.
Your pen digs into the paper.
Of course. Of course heâd be in this class.
âAh,â Pastwell says, glancing up from the board. âMisterâŚ?â
âKent,â the guy replies quickly, voice low but steady. âClark Kent.â
You nearly choke on your own breath. Clark Kent. Seriously? Thatâs his actual name?
Nathanielâs shoulders start shaking beside you. You donât even need to look at him to know heâs grinning like an idiot.
âWell, Mister Kent,â Pastwell continues, âyouâre late. Five points from your participation grade.â
Clark nods stiffly. âYes, sir. Sorry, sir.â
âTake a seat. Quietly.â
Thereâs barely a pause before you feel itâthat prickling sensation of being watched.
You donât want to look, but you do. His gaze flicks across the room, searching, and then it lands on you. Just like before.
He mouths something. One word.
You whip your head back toward your notebook, scribbling nonsense just to look busy.
Nathaniel bites down on his lip to keep from laughing, and when you shoot him a glare, he only wiggles his brows.
You consider stabbing him with your pen.
For the next forty minutes, you try to focus on the lecture. You really do. Pastwellâs voice drones on about theories and frameworks, terms youâve half-memorized from your pre-semester research. But your mind keeps drifting, circling back to the heat of coffee seeping through your jeans, the embarrassment of students staring at you, the way Clark Kent had looked at you like he actually meant his apology.
And every time you shift in your seat, every time you glance up at the board, you feel itâhis eyes flicking toward you from two rows back.
By the time class ends, youâre vibrating with tension.
Pastwell slams his marker down and says, âFirst assignment: a short response due by Friday. Groups of two. Iâll save you the trouble of picking partners. Row by row. Whoever youâre sitting beside.â
You swear your heart drops into your shoes.
Nathaniel looks smug, stretching lazily in his chair. âLooks like weâre safe,â he whispers.
But then Pastwell adds, âExcept in rows of three. In that case, youâll rotate to the nearest available student.â
You barely process the shuffle of chairs and voices until you hear Pastwell again:
âYou. Kent. Switch forward.â
Nathanielâs smirk could split his face in half. âOh, this is so good.â
You shoot him a death glare as Clark Kent climbs the steps, notebook clutched in hand, and takes the empty seat on your other side. He gives you a small, sheepish smile.
âGuess weâre partners,â he says softly.
You want the floor to swallow you whole.
Clark settles into the chair beside you, awkward in a way that makes his tall frame seem even bigger. He doesnât open his notebook right away. Instead, he presses his lips together like heâs searching for the right words.
You donât give him the chance.
âDonât,â you mutter, shoving your own notebook into your bag. âI already told you earlier, I donât have time for this.â
He blinks, taken aback. âI just wanted toââ
âApology accepted. Great. Done.â You snap your bag shut and stand before he can finish.
Nathaniel lets out a low whistle. âCold.â
You shoot him a glare sharp enough to cut steel. He just grins wider.
Clarkâs hand twitches like he wants to reach out but thinks better of it. He just nods, his expression hard to read. âOkay. But⌠weâre still partners, right?â
The words stop you mid-step. Right. The assignment.
Pastwell is already erasing the board, students filing out around him. No room to negotiate. No room to switch. Youâre stuck.
Nathaniel clearly sees it written all over your face because he claps a hand on your shoulder. âLook at the bright side. At least he didnât spill coffee on your laptop. Or your shoes. Or yourââ
âDonât finish that sentence,â you warn.
Clark stands too, shifting his notebook under one arm. Heâs trying, you realize. Trying not to take up space. Trying not to make this harder than it already is.
Still, your jaw clenches.
The rain outside has only gotten heavier, drumming against the tall lecture hall windows. You used to love that sound. Now it just feels like mockery.
Nathaniel gathers his things, slinging his bag over his shoulder. âIâll leave you two lovebirds to figure out your project.â
Your eyes nearly bug out of your skull. âWhatâ?!â
But Nathaniel just laughs, already halfway down the stairs.
Clark coughs into his fist. âSo, uh⌠maybe we could meet at the library? Later today?â
You pinch the bridge of your nose. Youâd rather be anywhere else. But Pastwellâs assignment looms over you like a storm cloud you canât outrun.
âFine,â you say flatly. âLibrary. Four oâclock. Donât be late.â
His lips twitch into something that might be a smile. âI wonât.â
You donât stick around to see it fully form. You head for the door, the echo of rain and your own frustration following you out.
The walk back across campus feels longer than it should. The rain is relentless, turning sidewalks into shallow rivers that soak the bottoms of your jeans. Your umbrella does nothing to stop the damp chill creeping up your sleeves. You should head straight to your dorm, change into something dry, maybe wallow in peace before meeting Clark at the library.
A message from your brother:
[Barry: Hey, can you swing by the lab? Got something small I could use your eyes on.]
You sigh. Barry always manages to catch you when you least want to be caught. Still, part of you is relieved. The precinct lab is familiar ground, the kind of place where messy days can be straightened out under bright lights and clean evidence slides.
By the time the elevator doors of CCPD open, the scent of burnt coffee and old paper greets you. The bullpen is alive with chatter, phones ringing, officers moving between desks with case files. You slip past it all and head up toward the lab, where Barry is waiting in his usual spot: hunched over a microscope.
He looks up the moment you step inside. His eyebrows lift.
ââŚWhy do you look like you wrestled a Starbucks barista and lost?â
You groan. âNot you too.â
Barry grins, standing to grab a fresh pair of gloves. âSeriously, thatâs at least a grande spilled down your front. Did you at least get to drink any of it?â
âNo.â You drop your bag on the counter with a thud. âI was ambushed. By caffeine.â
Barry laughs, and the sound is warm enough to melt a little of the tension in your shoulders. He doesnât push for details, just shakes his head like heâs cataloging another one of your first-day disasters for later.
âHere,â he says, sliding a small evidence bag across the counter. âItâs nothing major. Just need your eyes on the fibers. My shiftâs stacked and I trust you more than the temp tech.â
The work is simple, routine, and within minutes your brain slides into that comfortable groove it always finds in the lab. Youâre noting down texture, color, and possible matches, the rhythm of analysis almost soothing. For a brief pocket of time, the day stops feeling so sharp around the edges.
When you finish, Barry takes the bag back and pats your shoulder. âSee? Not everything today has to suck. Even if you do smell like hazelnut right now.â
You roll your eyes, but the corner of your mouth twitches upward despite yourself.
For the first time since your alarms failed you this morning, the knot in your chest loosens just a little.
The library is quieter than you expected. Rain pounds steadily against the tall windows, muting the sound of shuffling feet and clicking keyboards. The smell of old books hangs heavy in the air, mixed with the faint citrus cleaner the janitors always overuse.
You spot him immediately.
Clark Kent, sitting at a table near the back, posture stiff like heâs bracing for impact. A stack of books sits untouched beside him, his notebook open and pen resting diagonally across the page. He looks up the second you approach, eyes widening slightly before settling into that awkward, almost-too-sincere half-smile.
You drop your bag onto the chair opposite him, ignoring the way his voice lifts at the end like he honestly doubted you would. âOf course I came. We have an assignment.â
âRight. Yeah. Of course.â He fumbles for his pen, nearly knocking it to the floor before catching it at the last second. His ears go a little red.
You sigh, sliding into the seat. âOkay, letâs just get this done. One response paper, four pages max, Pastwell said.â
Clark nods, flipping his notebook to a clean page. âYeah. Easy enough. I did some reading earlier.â
You arch a brow. âYou did? Already?â
He shrugs, sheepish. âFigured I owed you, after⌠you know.â His eyes flick down to the faint coffee stain still visible on your sleeve.
âDonât remind me,â you mutter, pulling out your own notebook.
For a few blessed minutes, silence falls. You jot down bullet points, Clark scribbles something on his page, and the sound of rain fills the gaps between you. But then, inevitably, he speaks.
âSo⌠what year are you?â
You donât look up. âFirst.â
âSame. Well, technically second. I transferred.â He pauses, then adds quickly, âNot because I spilled coffee on anyone. Just⌠yâknow. Different reasons.â
You finally glance up, giving him a flat look. His attempt at humor is so clumsy you almost feel sorry for him. Almost.
âClark,â you say evenly, âif weâre going to survive this partnership, you need to understand something.â
He blinks. âWhatâs that?â
âI donât do small talk when Iâm still sticky.â
His mouth opens, then shuts again. His shoulders hunch like heâs been scolded by a teacher. âRight. Got it. No small talk. Strictly academic. Like lab partners.â
âExactly.â You underline a note with unnecessary force.
Thereâs another pause. Thenâ
ââŚSo do you like rain?â
Clark freezes, wide-eyed. âSorry! Sorry. Last one. Promise.â
You lean back, folding your arms. âDo you always talk this much?â
He hesitates, then gives a small, almost boyish smile. âOnly when Iâm nervous.â
Something in your chest stuttersâjust for a secondâbut you squash it down immediately. âWell, then youâd better learn how to shut up fast. Weâve got work to do.â
His grin lingers anyway, like he knows heâs won the tiniest sliver of ground.
Clark keeps his promise this timeâno small talk, no random questions about the weather. Just pen scratching against paper as he writes a header in neat block letters: Response Draft.
You peek at it before you can stop yourself. His handwriting is surprisingly careful, the kind youâd expect from someone who probably got scolded for sloppy cursive as a kid and overcorrected for life.
âI was thinking,â he starts, keeping his tone lower now, almost cautious, âthat we could split it in half. Two pages each. Then just⌠merge it together later.â
âThatâs lazy,â you reply without looking up. âAnd Pastwell will know. Heâll tear it apart if it doesnât sound cohesive.â
Clark frowns, chewing on the end of his pen. âOkay, fair. So⌠one of us drafts, the other edits?â
You hesitate. Thatâs closer. You hate to admit it, but heâs trying.
âIâll draft,â you say finally. âYou edit. That way if we fail, I know exactly whose fault it is.â
The corner of his mouth twitches, but he nods. âDeal.â
You start sketching an outline, bullet points forming quickly across the page: key terms, framework, thesis idea. Itâs clumsy at first, your mind still prickling with leftover irritation, but slowly the rhythm takes over. You jot, he leans in to glance, and when he adds a thought, itâs not half bad.
âWhat if,â he says, tapping lightly at the margin of your notebook, âinstead of just summarizing the framework, we compare it to one of Pastwellâs published papers? I skimmed one earlier.â
You blink at him, thrown. âYou already read Pastwellâs stuff?â
Clark shrugs, cheeks pink. âFigured it couldnât hurt. He seems⌠intense.â
You snort. âThatâs one word for it.â
âOkay, then whatâs your word for it?â he asks, tilting his head.
You donât miss a beat. âDictator.â
Clark chuckles under his breath, the sound quick but genuine, and for the first time all day it doesnât make you bristle.
The minutes blur as the rain outside drums steadily, no longer mockery but something steadier, almost like background music. Your pages fill with notes. Clarkâs edits land in the margins, his handwriting neat where yours rushes. Somehow, the two styles donât clash as much as you expected.
By the time the clock on the wall ticks past six, you realize youâve gotten further than you would have on your own.
You sit back, stretching your cramped fingers. âNot terrible.â
Clark raises an eyebrow. âThat your version of a compliment?â
âDonât push it,â you warn, though the edge in your voice has softened.
He smiles, more relaxed now, and leans back in his chair. âNoted.â
For a second, itâs almost comfortable. Almost.
And thatâs when your phone buzzesâNathaniel.
A text flashes across the screen:
[Did he spill more coffee on you yet? Should I bring towels?]
Your groan echoes through the library. Clark tilts his head curiously, but you snap your phone shut before he can see.
âNothing,â you mutter. âAbsolutely nothing.â
By the time you both finally call it quits, the library has grown nearly empty. A few stragglers linger at computer stations, but the tables around you have been abandoned, chairs stacked unevenly. Even the rain has quieted, reduced from its earlier downpour to a steady drizzle against the windows.
You cap your pen and snap your notebook shut. âThatâs enough for today.â
Clark nods, setting his pen carefully on top of his notes, like heâs afraid to make a mess. âWe actually got a lot done.â
âShocking,â you say flatly, though you canât stop the small tug at your lips.
He doesnât argue, just gathers his things in silence. The awkwardness creeps back inâthicker now that the work is finished and thereâs nothing left to buffer the space between you. You sling your bag over your shoulder and head toward the doors, half-expecting him to peel off in another direction.
But when you push through the glass exit and step under the darkening sky, Clark is still there, a few steps behind you.
The drizzle is cool, misty, soaking into your already-ruined shirt. You sigh, tilting your head back for a second, letting it speckle your skin. Rain usually feels like comfort.
Tonight, it feels like a compromise.
Clark shifts awkwardly beside you, clutching his notebook tighter against his chest. âDo you⌠want to walk back together?â
You glance at him, arching a brow. âWhy? So you can spill another drink on me?â
His face flames, and he rubs at the back of his neck. âThat wasâyeah. Fair.â
You almost laugh. Almost. Instead, you shove your hands into your pockets and start walking. âFine. But only because itâs on your way.â
The path glistens under the lamplight, puddles catching the glow in fractured patterns.
Your footsteps splash lightly in sync for a few paces before Clark finally speaks again.
âI really am sorry, you know.â His voice is quiet, earnest in a way that makes you clench your jaw. âAbout earlier. I wasnât paying attention. I shouldâve been.â
You want to brush it off, keep your armor up. But the way he says itâlike heâs been holding onto the words all day, waiting for the right momentâmakes it harder to stay sharp.
You glance at him, studying his profile. His hair is plastered to his forehead, rain dripping from the ends. He looks almost ridiculous, tall and awkward and far too sincere.
âDonât make it a habit,â you say finally.
He exhales, and for the first time you notice it sounds like relief.
By the time you reach your dorm, the drizzle has tapered into a soft mist. You stop at the bottom of the steps, shifting your bag higher on your shoulder.
âThis is me,â you say, half-expecting him to keep hovering.
Clark nods, stepping back. âRight. Okay. See you in class.â
You give him a small waveâmore reflex than intentâbefore climbing the steps. At the door, you risk one last glance over your shoulder.
Heâs still there, hands shoved in his pockets now, standing like heâs not sure what to do with himself. And for a moment, you wonder if maybeâjust maybeâtodayâs rainy day wasnât a total loss.
Your dorm is blessedly warm when you step inside, the heater humming low against the steady drip of rain outside. You peel off your damp jacket, drop your bag by the desk, and collapse onto your bed without even bothering to change.
The scent of coffee still clings stubbornly to your clothes, sharp and sweet. You bury your face into your pillow to muffle a groan. If today had been a test, youâre pretty sure you scraped by with a D at best.
You stare at the ceiling for a while, letting your thoughts tumble.
Professor Pastwell and his thirty-second threats.â¨
Nathaniel, grinning like heâd just won a bet you didnât know you were playing.â¨
Clark Kentâwalking coffee disaster turned unwanted project partner.
You close your eyes, trying to shove his face out of your mind. It doesnât work. You can still see that half-smile, awkward and earnest, like he couldnât quite believe you hadnât bitten his head off at the library.
âUgh,â you mutter, rolling over and pulling your blanket up to your chin.
The rain patters against your window, softer now, steady as a heartbeat. Normally, that sound would lull you into calm. Tonight, it only stirs a weird mix of irritation and⌠something else you refuse to name.
You grab your phone, scrolling through texts. Nathaniel sent a memeâsomething about coffee explosions. You donât dignify it with a reply. Barry sent a thumbs-up emoji, no doubt proud you survived your first day.
You type a quick response to him: Still alive. Barely. Thanks for the save at the lab.
Then you toss your phone aside and let your eyes drift shut.
Tomorrow will be better. It has to be.
And if itâs notâwell, youâll just blame Clark Kent.