Take A Walk In My Shoes

Syn called me from Greece today and I wish you so you could have talked to her too.

Last night, we had the worst thunder and lighting storm I've ever seen, not gonna lie I was very scared. it was almost the whole night of listening and seeing it go on. The days and nights like these I wish you were here even more, don't get me wrong I always want you to be here with us. Your birthday is coming up here in a couple days, mom and I have a day planned to celebrate you and your birthday.. I wish we weren't celebrating the day without you.

i miss you and I love you <3

I miss you so much every single damn day. Whoever said, "time heals all wounds" LIED.. Because, every damn seems harder and harder. I wish that I could bring me back home to us... I would give up anything in this world to have more time with you. My mom and baby sister are broken, lost, hurt and depressed with out you around and I hate seeing them this way... I am doing anything and everything I can to help mom and take as much stress off her as I can.. Right now, Syn is off in Greece with her boyfriend and I know she wishes you were here so she could tell you all about it. Please watch over her and make sure she comes home to us safe. I love you so much and I'm so sorry that I missed all the important moments that I should have been there for, I regret it so much but you more than anyone else knows what I was going through, you would be so proud of me... I am doing A LOT better now, I am making major life changes for the best, i wish you were here to see and go down this next chapter of my life with me. I miss you so much every day that passes.. Your birthday is just around the corner and we have the whole day planned out to celebrate you.

I love you & I miss you even more.

Forever Loved and Always Missed.