When you finally think that that person actually loves you and will do anything and everything for you but you just end up getting disappointed once again and mad at yourself for believing that.

LORD JESUS HELP ME TO NOT HATE OTHERS!

Just earlier in the day around 3/4pm I had a panic attack and asked God “why? Why does this happen to me? Why do I feel like you don’t love me god. Why do I feel alone?” Just now at 8:30pm I turned on my tv and it just so happens one of my favorite preachers Christine Caine is talking into the camera on live tv saying “you didn’t tune into this channel on accident God wants you to know he loves you so much and he is with you ALWAYS no matter how many times you fall. Don’t give up he has a plan for you” I couldn’t help but cry and get a little scared just now because I believe that was a message from god letting me know he is here and he is REAL. Coincidences don’t just happen like this especially since it happens to be one of my favorite preachers saying it. People god is real and he is with you whether you believe or don’t.