Rising an hour or so before sunrise at Danur's camp, I took up a position at one of the workbenches alongside two of the local craftsmen, tinkering with my weapons ahead of the journey east.
My new Nora outfit had me feeling nostalgic; I applied the old, familiar strokes of paint I frequently wore during my youth in the Embrace.
I left on my Charger as the first pink strokes of daylight surfaced. Riding north-east through the Raintrace, I reached Fall's Edge after a couple of hours on the road.
I called Kotallo over Focus to see if he was still in town, but he'd already departed for the Long Coast to meet Alva. I decided to enter the settlement anyway, stopping by the kitchens for a morning meal.
One of the guards invited me to speak with the town's leader, Arokkeh, who had fought beside Kavvo and I against the rebels. He stood at the height of the settlement, surveying his people. He told me of another rebel outpost recently formed to the north of the settlement in the Stand of the Sentinels. Though he couldn't spare anyone to drive the rebels out, he figured I could make use of the information. I could indeed, but I didn't have time for such a lengthy detour now. I asked after Dekka and Kavvo; Arokkeh confirmed they'd returned to the Grove some weeks ago.
I didn't stop for too long in Fall's Edge—had to keep on pushing east if I wanted to make it back to Base before nightfall.
The dense jungles opened out as the rivers widened, dispersed to shallow rapids. The road climbed ever higher as I approached the edge of Lowland territory.
Passing the ruins of a military facility on the incline, I stopped to cut away the vines of a metal flower and access the buried hollow under the ruins, containing a few caches of salvage for the taking.
Riding on upwards, I reached the small settlement of Lowland's Path. The scout, Hovveh, called me over, bringing me the same news Arokkeh had relayed: rebels to the north, regrouping at an outpost. Most of the Tenakth assume I'm out this way to act as Hekarro's odd, outlander weapon against Regalla. Nice to know that every time a Tenakth sees rebel colours fly, they think of me.
I crossed the Lowland border and rode down into the drier, hotter tropical reaches surrounding the Grove, its greenery marred by the odd war plane wreck.
Leaving my mount out front, I stopped by the Memorial Grove. As I'd hoped, I found Dekka inside, recounting the tale of Faraday's message to Kavvo. The boy seemed genuinely interested in the renewed visions, asking his grandmother about the figures, their precise words. When I interrupted them, Kavvo confided that he found comfort in the message. Like many, he had suspected that Hekarro had fabricated the vision to secure his reign after taking power. Regalla and her rebels indeed believed this story. I can see why they would—it seemed awful convenient for a ruthless conqueror to start preaching peace only once he took the throne for himself. But Kavvo saw now the truth and merit in the future Hekarro intended for the tribe. He wished he could see the vision for himself. Honestly, wouldn't be too hard to arrange, but the moment had been special, best not to cheapen it. The Tenakth could watch the visions all they wanted once they had Focuses of their own. I'll make it happen, someday.
Saying goodbye to Dekka and Kavvo, I found Untalla by her exhibit of war-time relics, handing over the last few black boxes I'd found out in the wilds.
I then moved across to the Maw of the Arena to stop by Dukkah's stall. I used my recently-acquired Hunting Ground medals to purchase a new Tenakth hunter bow. It wasn't quite up to the standard of my Nora bow from Fall's Edge, but with a little tinkering it would far surpass my current weapon of choice.
Giving it a quick test out front of the Arena, I swiftly returned to my Charger to complete my journey east.
From the jungles with their aircraft ruins to the dry brush and rocky tumbles of the Shining Wastes.
Pushing on through the afternoon, I crossed the wastes and the flowering meadows where the Tallneck roamed.
Riding up past Scalding Spear, the time was getting on toward evening. Sore all over, I stopped for a quick rest at a shelter before pressing on.
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I left the Hunting Grounds in the evening, riding my Charger through the darkening jungle.
I travelled east across shallow jade rivers and calm rolling falls.
The sun blazed harsh amber through the trees, its last dregs hitting the walls of Danur's camp as I arrived. Those were new; they'd really built up the place since my last visit. Low wooden walls ringed the camp, its gates open, the approach still lined with Stalker flares and buried mines. I stepped carefully.
I rested by the fire, taking in a warm meal. There were far more Oseram staying here now, new tents populating the campsite along with workshops stocked with tools and half-dismantled machines.
I spoke to Danur, handing over the reinforced Behemoth components (hoping he hadn't wrangled a crew of his own to fetch them in the meantime). He hadn't—suppose there weren't many out here game to take on a frenzied Behemoth. With that, Danur had checked off every spot marked out on Warend's map, and had gathered all the materials he needed to complete his armour for Keruf's competition. His entry was already coming along well. Even as the camp had grown beyond its humble, precarious beginnings, Danur still doubted his ability to lead the crew as Warend would have. I think he's more than proven himself capable, and told him as much. Carving out a safe camp in the depths of Lowland territory was no easy feat.
Before turning in for the night, I walked to the plane wreck just east of the camp where I'd previously been unable to get at a precious black box recording. Using my vine cutter module, I dissolved the Wreath and snatched up the power cell behind it, using it to charge up the sealed door trapping the recording device.
Inside, I took the black box hardware for Untalla's collection, downloading the audio to my Focus. This one was interesting: one pilot spoke to another, trying to convince them of her theory that the Faro plague was a deliberate attack orchestrated by Faro and his ultra-rich cronies. According to her, they wanted to depopulate the planet, ridding it of common people to make way for an engineered paradise for the comfort of the oligarchs. Well, she might have been about a millennia too early, but her conspiracy is finally unfolding here and now.
I returned to Danur's camp, claiming one of the new tents for the night.
You're just a mammal. Let yourself act like it. Your brain needs enrichment. Your body needs rest. You feel hunger and grow hair. You need to pack bond with other sentient things so you don't become unsocialized and neurotic. You are biologically inclined to seek dopamine and become sick when chronically stressed. Outrage about hedonism is made up to place moral value on taking pleasure in sensory experiences. I am telling you that if you don't let yourself be a fucking mammal, as you were made, you will suffer and go insane. No grindset no diets no trying to be above your drive for connection. Pursue what makes you feel good and practice radical rejection of the constructs meant to turn you into a machine. You're a mammal.
And I don't just mean "oh, my little work mistake is actually nothing compared to a fiery crash that kills people," either. The reason commercial flight is so many orders of magnitude safer than any other form of transportation is because after every accident and incident, an independent regulatory body investigated it with the express goal of figuring out exactly what happened, why, and how to prevent the same thing from ever happening again—not to root out which person deserved the blame or the liability.
It's a simple, shockingly effective idea. It's also worlds away from how most people approach their own mistakes and the mistakes of others.
Because it’s never just one person’s fault. And even when it is, it still isn’t.
The sharpest, best-trained pilots make worse decisions when they're tired or sick or stressed out, so there's two of them. The most dedicated and experienced air traffic controllers garble an instruction over the radio sometimes, so pilots are trained to always repeat clearances back to catch misunderstandings quickly. The best and brightest maintenance mechanic still overlooks a screw or misconnects a wire once or twice in her career, so aircraft systems are built with two or three or four layers of redundancy, and pilots are exhaustively trained to deal with failures safely.
Everyone eventually has a bad day. Every component breaks down. Every computer gets a bad a Windows update and spirals into a reboot doom loop. If it’s possible for one person’s mistake to domino into a mushroom cloud of a fuckup, then that task is too critical to be one person's sole responsibility. The accident sequence starts with the design of the system—so how do you improve the system to keep it from happening again?
oh yeah. The “modern commercial aviation is the safest form of transport” thing only applies to planes, btw. A helicopter is a beautiful metal horse that wants to break its legs and die so so so badly
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Rising just after dawn at my camp on the cliff's edge, I set off on my Bristleback for the morning's journey. I'd barely begun when I spotted a herd of Spikesnouts down on the beach below, surrounding a Behemoth. Danur had told me about this spot—reinforced Behemoth components were one of the key resources Warend had marked out on his map of the region. If I picked some up, I could take them back to Danur and cash in my contract on the way back east.
Gliding down to the sands, I detonated one of the Behemoth's acid canisters from a distance to kick the Spikesnouts into a frenzy. As the Behemoth searched for me, the Spikensouts sprayed their red bot clouds from upraised tails, strengthening the Behemoth. With that red venom running through its mechanisms, it was time to land the killing blow and salvage what Danur needed.
I set off one of the Behemoth's chillwater canisters next, using my Boltblaster to inflict major damage while it was brittled. A couple emptied clips later, and the machine slumped over in the shallows. The kick back from the frost explosion had doused a couple of the Spikesnouts as well. To clear the way to the larger carcass, I grappled in with my spear and dispatched a flurry of hardpoints to destroy the Spikesnouts too.
Before I could take care of the Spikesnouts and claim my salvage, a Shellwalker convoy came bounding down the beach. They always scuttle in at the worst times. Along with their Watcher escorts, they brought a fire Clawstrider to the party. I tied down one of the Shellwalkers, setting off a smoke bomb while I overrode it. That gave me a bit of a buffer to concentrate on the Watchers that got too close, and most critically the Clawstrider. Close call with that one. Fortunately, the overridden Shellwalker distracted the machines, chasing them back up the beach while I finally tended to the Behemoth carcass, lifting out the boosted components for Danur.
In all, the excursion took longer than I'd hoped, so once I returned to my Bristleback, I rode hard down the beach, pushing east.
I turned north-east up the mountain road, riding parallel to the ridge where Regalla's rebels had made their camp above Thornmarsh. No sign of activity up there; seemed the native machines were beginning to reclaim the territory. Approaching a Charger herd by the roadside, I abandoned my Bristleback in favour of a faster mount.
I sped down the steep slope beside the falls, thundering down to the marshes. The waters were clearer than ever; no hint in the air of the rot that'd infected it for so long.
I reached Thornmarsh just before noon. The relief at the blood choke's vanishing remained a palpable presence in the air, and despite my regrettable Carja garb, I was greeted warmly.
I stopped to eat and trade, cashing in rare salvage from the Isle of Spires, then I sought out Atekka. I found her not at the high seat of power in the centre of town, but by the training pits in conversation with her squad, just like any other soldier. There'd been no further trouble from rot nor rebels since we cleared the falls, but Atekka did have something for me—the gift she had alluded to on my last visit. She told me I'd find it at the stitcher's stall. Something rare and well-suited that they'd had in their stock for a long time, gathering dust
I'd been expecting a new Tenakth armour set—nothing could have prepared me for the outfit the stitcher handed over instead. That's two awful, grief-threaded garments given in as many days. The outfit was Nora; well-made, but old, woven with reds and blues, slung with boar skin and a long, black feathered cape. Just like Rost's—Seeker mark and all. I had to wonder, was this some old uniform of Nora Seekers? Maybe there were more of them in decades past, and if there had been an official ceremonial attire, the Nora had been too focused on recovering from the Eclipse attack to bestow it on me. Maybe it was only for Death-Seekers, that rare and taboo class of soulless warrior.
Rost was the only other Nora I knew of who'd made it this far into the Forbidden West, but there had to have been other exiles. Maybe the bow I'd picked up in Fall's Edge had belonged to this lone Nora, too. They, probably she, must have been around my size. Probably killed by the Tenakth on her journey toward...whatever it was she was seeking. The clan had kept it all this time as some rare and useless trophy. The thought behind the gesture was kind, if a little morbid. Atekka couldn't have known about my complex feelings regarding my home tribe. Couldn't have known the significance of this garment and the grief it stirred up.
Thanking Atekka for the gift (trying to hide any discomfort), I left Thornmarsh and returned to my Charger, riding north-east through the Raintrace as the afternoon stretched on.
On the way to Danur's camp, I passed the Raintrace Hunting Grounds. Recalling the two trials I'd left unfinished on my last visit, I rode up and around the arena's machines to make another attempt at a full set of Clanland hunting medals. The skies darkened, spilling sheets of mist and rain as I did so. By the time I reached the Groundskeeper, my new, borrowed Nora clothes were soaked.
The Groundskeeper was more than happy to watch my work again; I opted for the Tremortusk heavy weapons trial first. My task was to tear off the Tremortusk's cannons and use them to take down the three Clawstriders down in the arena with it. Problem being, of course, what the Tremortusk would be up to in the meantime, especially with both machines' propensities for shock and echo blasts. I was likely to get stunned or electrocuted or deafened in place, unable to defend myself. So, first move was to try down the Tremortusk once I'd torn off both its shock cannons and plasma guns.
Then, I used a mixture of smoke bombs and ropes to keep the Clawstriders from piling onto me while I took up each cannon in turn and let loose. Took me right up to time, but I managed to complete the trial with top marks and collect my medals. Just as the the third Clawstrider went down, the Tremortusk shook off its restraints and started charging. The climb back up to the Groundskeeper was more perilous than the trial itself.
After collecting my medals, I took a brief rest by the fire and prepared for the final trial of the Clanlands. The rain began to clear and, by the time I rode the ropes down for trial three, it had ceased entirely to welcome a soft, golden afternoon.
I conquered the last trial in much the same way, first tying down the Tremortusk to keep it out of the way. Then my task was to ride around on an overridden Clawstrider and take out the remaining two with claw rends and tail swipes. Another trial only I could complete, modified for my specialties. I didn't mind the invitation to show off my skills.
With the final trial complete, the Groundskeeper had a whole mess of medals to hand over—not just for clearing the Raintrace Grounds, but for gaining all top marks across the Clanlands. Along with a great many medals to take to Dukkah, I was rewarded with a new Tripcaster of Oseram make. Its specialty was explosives and staggerbeams, so my investments into improving my glowblast Tripcaster weren't entirely wasted.
I'd gotten a little sucked into the thrill of the Hunting Grounds, and would have to move quick to reach Danur before sundown.
My long row back to the beaches beneath the Cliffs of the Cry was uneventful, even relaxing. The current pulled me west and south, so I only had to fight against one direction. By the time I pulled the Quen boat up onto the sands by their storehouse, the light was filtered though those early shades of amber that signaled nightfall.
Trekking up the cliff road, I came upon a Bristleback herd and overrode one, my poor Charger left upon the distant Isle shore.
Continuing up the cliffs, I came to a Tenakth shelter, resting for about an hour before pressing on.
By the time I got back on the road, dusk had fallen. I mounted my Bristleback and rode across the ancient stone bridge I'd once crossed at speed alongside Attah's machine riding crew.
As the road turned east, I passed by a second, smaller camp, its firepit still smoking and warm. It was a little early to turn in just yet, but the straw piled up under the shelter was starting to look inviting.
I didn't get much further east when I spotted the vines of an Adamantine Wreath tangled around a rusted structure. Removing them revealed an old storehouse stocked with decayed metal equipment, and beside it, the entrance to a flooded cave. I couldn't resist exploring.
Fortunately, the system didn't run too deep, and I was able to sate my curiosity without spending all night swimming through flooded tunnels. After pushing through a narrow passage, I came to a large open area lit by blue luminescent growths and the odd glow of Greenshine. I gathered all I could and returned to the surface.
On my Bristleback once more, I made the short ride back to the shelter I'd passed to spend the night. I'd head east in the morning, thinking of stopping by Thornmarsh to trade and monitor the state of the river on my way.
I left the shelter overlooking Landfall an hour or so before sunrise, watching the moonlight settling swollen over the distant Lowland shores. Heading back along the roads marked by Quen lanterns, I searched for a machine herd.
Found some Chargers before long, overriding one to take me the rest of the way to my boat. I decided to ride by the shoreline where Sonkai said I'd find the broken Tallneck. If I could get it up and running, I could use its capabilities to beam-cast all the data I'd scraped from Thebes straight to Gaia at the RCC (taking precautions to mask the traffic from any Zenith instruments, of course). A few extra days of analysis could get us Hephaestus a few days sooner. The world over, who knew how many lives that would save.
As the red rising sun struck the overgrown towers of the city, I sped forth on my Charger, through salty shallow, narrow shoals, and the wide, cracked asphalt of ancient roads.
As I reached the south-eastern beaches, I spotted the sunken Tallneck, its head tilted down into the soft purple ocean.
On my way over, I came across an Oseram camp, freshly stocked with a fire strongly burning. Someone was delving out here. How had they even reached this place? Leave it to the Oseram to find a way to reach bountiful Old World ruins, however difficult the journey.
The ruins near the Tallneck were indeed swarming with Glinthawks, just as Sonkai had warned. They circled above as Snapmaws drifted below, leaving no safe approach.
Giving the ruins a wide berth, I swam out to inspect the broken Tallneck. Examining its body beneath the surface, I quickly realised it was missing two key components—the power cells that should have slotted into the two ports on its sides. The Glinthawks had likely plucked them out while the poor guy was walking his usual route. Once Gaia's back in control, the machines will serve their purposes in harmony again. Until then, they'll keep cannibalising one another for scrap.
On I went to reclaim the stolen power cells. Swimming over to the first lot of ruins sitting above the surface, I grappled on up to search the Glinthawk's scrap pile. When it came down to roost, I launched myself up and came down with my spear. A few more strikes and it was done; one power cell recovered.
Swimming to the larger ruin (part of the same building, it looked like, both of them lined with chairs like arena stands), I avoided the Snapmaws, taking in the wealth of marine life flourishing between rusted posts and vehicle shells.
I snuck up on the second Glinthawk and overrode it, letting it exchange frost blasts with the Snapmaws below as I searched its scrap for the second power cell. Once snagged, I zip-lined back across the waters toward the Tallneck.
I slotted both power cells into their allocated frames. They connected without a hitch, the Tallneck's machinery pulling from its renewed power supply and beginning to shudder, to slide against the underwater stone and come to a stand. I followed the impressive creature as it stomped across the ocean floor, returning to its programmed circuit.
The sea life grew wilder and more vibrant the further from the beach I swam. Bright reds, purples and yellows marked the coral growths that clung to the sea floor and the sides of ancient buildings.
Reaching the Tallneck's stomping grounds, I climbed up to the rooftops poking above the water and jumped onto its antennae. From its head, I overrode its primary node as usual, downloading its terrain data, then I hooked my Focus into its network connection, using the machine's antennae to boost a data-rich beam-cast to the Base, containing all info pertinent to Omega clearance I'd uncovered at Thebes.
Gliding down as the Tallneck released a pulse of fiery blue energy, I walked back to shore along narrow sandy stretches and shallow sandbanks. Some Quen boats sat overturned, wrecked against the shoals, along with scattered supply barrels. Maybe they were swept up onto the sandbank during a storm? No sign of the passengers now. Maybe the machines got them; they certainly zeroed in on my location quick enough.
Yet more Apex Watchers—the Isle was crawling with them. I took them out before they could riddle me with plasma. I returned to my Charger and set off toward the boat I'd arrived in, further south along the coast.
Taking the high road through the humid forests, I ran into a Stalker herd, setting off their screeching alarms by the heavy tread of my machine. The Stalkers rushed out on alert, but I rushed faster.
Back on the beach, I found the small Quen camp still abandoned, the machine carcasses baking, the corpses turning to rot. I suppose I could have waited for the next ferry trip and gone across the water with Alva, but I didn't want to get stuck for a day or two waiting for the Quen to finish their latest supply run. Best to go at it alone—give my arms another pleasant workout in the process.
I left the Isle of Spires just after noon. Once again, the waters ahead looked calm, and this time the current was going my way. I'd have an easier time getting back. Just had to steer clear of any underwater machines.
I left the shelter overlooking Landfall an hour or so before sunrise, watching the moonlight settling swollen over the distant Lowland shores. Heading back along the roads marked by Quen lanterns, I searched for a machine herd.
Found some Chargers before long, overriding one to take me the rest of the way to my boat. I decided to ride by the shoreline where Sonkai said I'd find the broken Tallneck. If I could get it up and running, I could use its capabilities to beam-cast all the data I'd scraped from Thebes straight to Gaia at the RCC (taking precautions to mask the traffic from any Zenith instruments, of course). A few extra days of analysis could get us Hephaestus a few days sooner. The world over, who knew how many lives that would save.
As the red rising sun struck the overgrown towers of the city, I sped forth on my Charger, through salty shallow, narrow shoals, and the wide, cracked asphalt of ancient roads.
As I reached the south-eastern beaches, I spotted the sunken Tallneck, its head tilted down into the soft purple ocean.
On my way over, I came across an Oseram camp, freshly stocked with a fire strongly burning. Someone was delving out here. How had they even reached this place? Leave it to the Oseram to find a way to reach bountiful Old World ruins, however difficult the journey.
The ruins near the Tallneck were indeed swarming with Glinthawks, just as Sonkai had warned. They circled above as Snapmaws drifted below, leaving no safe approach.
Giving the ruins a wide berth, I swam out to inspect the broken Tallneck. Examining its body beneath the surface, I quickly realised it was missing two key components—the power cells that should have slotted into the two ports on its sides. The Glinthawks had likely plucked them out while the poor guy was walking his usual route. Once Gaia's back in control, the machines will serve their purposes in harmony again. Until then, they'll keep cannibalising one another for scrap.
On I went to reclaim the stolen power cells. Swimming over to the first lot of ruins sitting above the surface, I grappled on up to search the Glinthawk's scrap pile. When it came down to roost, I launched myself up and came down with my spear. A few more strikes and it was done; one power cell recovered.
Swimming to the larger ruin (part of the same building, it looked like, both of them lined with chairs like arena stands), I avoided the Snapmaws, taking in the wealth of marine life flourishing between rusted posts and vehicle shells.
I snuck up on the second Glinthawk and overrode it, letting it exchange frost blasts with the Snapmaws below as I searched its scrap for the second power cell. Once snagged, I zip-lined back across the waters toward the Tallneck.
I slotted both power cells into their allocated frames. They connected without a hitch, the Tallneck's machinery pulling from its renewed power supply and beginning to shudder, to slide against the underwater stone and come to a stand. I followed the impressive creature as it stomped across the ocean floor, returning to its programmed circuit.
The sea life grew wilder and more vibrant the further from the beach I swam. Bright reds, purples and yellows marked the coral growths that clung to the sea floor and the sides of ancient buildings.
Reaching the Tallneck's stomping grounds, I climbed up to the rooftops poking above the water and jumped onto its antennae. From its head, I overrode its primary node as usual, downloading its terrain data, then I hooked my Focus into its network connection, using the machine's antennae to boost a data-rich beam-cast to the Base, containing all info pertinent to Omega clearance I'd uncovered at Thebes.
Gliding down as the Tallneck released a pulse of fiery blue energy, I walked back to shore along narrow sandy stretches and shallow sandbanks. Some Quen boats sat overturned, wrecked against the shoals, along with scattered supply barrels. Maybe they were swept up onto the sandbank during a storm? No sign of the passengers now. Maybe the machines got them; they certainly zeroed in on my location quick enough.
Yet more Apex Watchers—the Isle was crawling with them. I took them out before they could riddle me with plasma. I returned to my Charger and set off toward the boat I'd arrived in, further south along the coast.
Taking the high road through the humid forests, I ran into a Stalker herd, setting off their screeching alarms by the heavy tread of my machine. The Stalkers rushed out on alert, but I rushed faster.
Back on the beach, I found the small Quen camp still abandoned, the machine carcasses baking, the corpses turning to rot. I suppose I could have waited for the next ferry trip and gone across the water with Alva, but I didn't want to get stuck for a day or two waiting for the Quen to finish their latest supply run. Best to go at it alone—give my arms another pleasant workout in the process.
I left the Isle of Spires just after noon. Once again, the waters ahead looked calm, and this time the current was going my way. I'd have an easier time getting back. Just had to steer clear of any underwater machines.
As I'd feared, there's was no slipping past the Quen. Overseer Bohai was waiting for us, questioning the quakes below and the glaring absence of the Ceo. Alva stepped in to stop my floundering—said the Ceo was gone, that he'd died to help us obtain the secrets of Thebes. Bohai soured at that, rounding venomous on Alva. He saw through the bullshit, but his anger was not for the reason I expected. He knew exactly what the Ceo was—an immature egoist without an ounce of care for others, let alone the wellbeing of his tribe. Apparently, he'd warped Quen beliefs, making a mockery of the Ancestors in his obsession with Faro's 'immortal essence'.
I told Bohai the truth: the Ceo died a gutless coward after destroying Thebes through his ignorance. That sat well with the Overseer, though he was still intent on killing me for my involvement in all this, as a dangerous unknown in the equation. I tried to convince him, once again, that what I'd recovered from Thebes would help me reverse the damage to the Quen homeland. If he let me go, then someday soon, the world would renew itself—and he could go back to his imperial overlords and take full credit.
This piqued his interest, but he wasn't willing to take my word on it. He ordered Alva to accompany me and observe this 'mission' I claimed to be carrying out. He wanted detailed reports from his Diviner—a spy in plain sight, essentially, to tell all on this 'Living Ancestor' and her supposed quest.
Alva was delighted at the assignment, and though I had all rights to reject the idea of a Quen spy joining us at the Base, I felt the same. I liked Alva—she seemed far more loyal to the pursuit of knowledge for its own sake than to her tribe's ideology. Plus, she was good with a Focus and would be of great help to the others. Much as my encounters so far with Quen authority figures have left much to be desired, getting Bohai and his Overseer brethren on side with Gaia could help us reach more tribes the world across when it comes time to start distributing Old World knowledge. I'm still keen on snagging the Zenith's copy of Apollo.
I called Varl up on my Focus to tell him about Alva, asking if he or any of the others would be able to meet her at the Long Coast and escort her back to Base. He said Kotallo had made a recent trip to Fall's Edge on Marshal business, which I suppose still occupied him from time to time, so he was already close by. On I went to Kotallo. Figured that'd be nicer than pulling him into a group call. Indeed, his business at Fall's Edge was almost through, and he agreed to meet Alva by the Quen ferry on its arrival. I would've have preferred Varl as a first impression of our crew. Definitely a warmer presence than Kotallo, though I'm sure Alva will more than make up for any silence on his part.
Alva returned with Overseer Bohai and what remained of the Ceo's escort to Legacy's Landfall. I stayed behind a moment to change out of that awful, singed Raiment and back into my Carja silks. I almost left the garment behind, but decided to keep it. Felt wrong to discard something so closely associated with Elisabet, even if that association was warped.
It was close to dusk when I left the dig site, walking up through the hollow tower across the sands, its gates now open for passage.
Making the short trip back to Landfall, I spotted Alva preparing for her journey, packing large trunks of scrolls and clothing and mechanical instruments. Lucky thing Kotallo was meeting her—she'd need help carrying it all. I hoped Kotallo had made the trip west by Charger. I kept a few spare overridden mounts just off the northern road by RCC mountain for that very purpose, but riding machines was difficult to get used to.
I stopped by the workbench, making idle improvements to my weapons, trying block out the sound of Faro's demented shrieks with the calm crashing of waves. I'd almost rather keep that particular chunk of Focus footage to myself, leave it out of the archive.
There was a lot of rushing around among the Quen; a lot of harsh whispers, panicked and incredulous looks. Whatever Bohai had told them, it seemed the truth was getting around. The Ceo's servants stood around looking confused—some aghast, others unmistakably happy. Things would sure change around here now that Bohai was in charge—though I don't doubt he made the bulk of the decisions via the Ceo as proxy, when able to manipulate his fickle temperament.
People were looking at me with more than neutral awe, now. There was accusation, suspicion, even anger in some. Best not to stick around for the night. Maybe I'll be welcomed back here once the rumours calm down and Bohai stabilises things. I left Landfall as the sun set, heading for an abandoned Quen shelter on the top of a stout, crumbled ruin. Some pleasant amenities, and a strategic vantage over the rest of Landfall.
I was drained, lightly burned in a few spots, and sick to my stomach imagining the way Faro might have looked behind that reactor door. I'm grateful I didn't see it, I suppose, but the imagination's cruel in its own way. I tried to concentrate on what I'd come for, what I'd achieved. I had Omega clearance, and as soon as I get its data to Gaia, she'll be able to decrypt it and incorporate it into the merging software she's built with Beta. As long as Beta herself has kept up her end of the deal, we'll be heading to Gemini soon.
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Still seething, I changed out of my Carja armour and into the Quen's ridiculous Raiment. Kept my belt for my pouches and quiver, obviously. I wasn't going anywhere with the Ceo unarmed. I tried not to look down at myself. They really had got the likeness of Elisabet's clothing down, from the blue undershirt to the ballooned trouser legs. It might have even been comfortable, if it held no particular meaning, and if I wasn't so used to armour.
The Ceo took his time to gloat at getting his way, as I suspect he always did. Even Alva's eyes lit up upon seeing my authentic Sobeck getup. She could've tried a little harder to warn me about all this, just saying.
Walking down through the expansive entrance chamber, the Ceo was predictably enthralled at the grandeur—all befitting Faro's status, of course. The Ceo had brought a whole lot of soldiers in with him. Not sure what they were meant to be protecting him from down here. Maybe just me. They certainly made it impossible for me to slink off alone, guarding every door with their flamethrowers and Deathbringer guns.
The next chamber was even larger than the last, centring a statue to tower over all others...of Faro himself, depicted with his arms crossed over this chest, palms down. A burial pose? Even after everything I’ve learned of him, the lengths of his greed and self-obsession still surprise me the higher they climb. A statue of himself in the centre of a golden ampitheatre buried beneath the world he killed. The Ceo was enamoured. This was his statue, his temple. Through the centuries, the overhead lights shone their dusty beams on Faro’s stoic, stony frown, putting the deep thermal energy of the Earth to dismal use.
I found more datapoints along the way, recordings left by the girl, Kanya. After Grigori’s death, she’d confided in the only one of Ted’s ‘harem’ she actually liked, a singer named Brianna. The others competed for Ted’s affection, trying to please him in every action. How sick, that even if they’d willed otherwise, Ted held their lives in his hands. Did they feel indebted, I wondered? They shouldn’t have. It was only as I explored further that I realised just how much control Faro really had over his prisoners. That was one of his key requirements when ordering the construction of Thebes: control. Not just over the environment and its properties, but the people, too. Kanya discovered the truth, on that ancient, parallel time track, just as I did. She suspected that Brianna knew something about Grigori’s death, that she was attempting to learn more without raising Ted’s suspicions…until Brianna, too, went to sleep one night and did not wake up.
It was becoming clear to both of us what Ted must have done. Although Kanya’s father confirmed no physical markings or sign of violence on either body, there were untraceable ways to kill someone, especially in the time of the Old Ones. Alva and the Ceo were curious about the data I’d found; further testament to Faro’s greatness, I lied. I’d share the data with Alva later.
While the Ceo was distracted, I managed to catch Alva alone, pulling ahead. Confronted her, just a little, for inadvertently getting me into this mess. She was unaffected by the threat of death; giddy with wonder at the facility, the history. I’d have been impressed if I wasn’t so annoyed. So uncomfortable in these legacy-laden clothes.
The next room grabbed the Ceo’s attention once more, snatched my horror for the same reason—two Corrupters stood beside the door to the deeper ruin, but they weren’t mere statues, weren’t just there for morbid decoration. No, Faro had brought fully-functional Scarabs from his world-ending Chariot line down underground with him. Machines that’d terrorised and molecularly dismantled, digested all life on the surface, and here they were, his guards. It’s like he relished the influence he had over the fate of the world. These machines were still his pride, and like the swarm itself, before Minerva deactivated it, the Corrupters were only dormant, waiting for a sign of life before pouncing.
As the Corruptors woke, red eyes flashing, the soldiers hurried the Ceo out of the chamber, sealing the bunker door behind them and leaving Alva and I alone to face the two machines. How noble of them, to leave their cherished Diviner behind.
They were different to the Corrupters I’d fought en masse back east—maybe an updated model to the ones the Eclipse unearthed from the days of the Swarm. Not weak to frost, so there went strategy number one. I pulled out my Wildfire bow to blast them with fire arrows instead, setting each aflame while dodging the whips of their tails and missile spits of their launchers. They leapt around the chamber, slicing through solid pillars, turning Ted’s stonework to dust. With Alva’s help, targeting their weak points in their vulnerable state, we took care of them before they could send the ceiling caving in.
Once the danger was dealt with, the Ceo graced us with his irritating presence once again. Sans Overseer Bohai, which was odd. I'd have thought he'd be keenly interested in exploring the place, but the Ceo claimed he'd returned to the entrance with some of the soldiers. Maybe they feared further machine attacks within.
The Ceo led the way into the next room, sure to be important, given the security. Gone were the gold-cast stonework chambers; the room was dark, low-ceilinged, illuminated by stark triangular spotlights forming a path to the far side where a metal bed sat in focus, the pride of this grey and grimy laboratory.
The Ceo gravitated toward the ‘reclining throne’ demanding I scan it for the data Alva was unable to recover. Not so fast; gruesome revelations awaited. First, Kanya’s final message. She’d confronted her father about Brianna’s fate and discovered the truth: Somptow had installed ‘kill switches’ in each resident—implants in the brain capable of tracelessly stopping one’s heart at Faro’s command. All of this, the doctor had done to secure a place for himself and his daughter in Thebes, outliving the end of the world. But Kanya asked the crucial question: why? What were they meant to be living for down here, trapped with that monster? From the way their conversation ended, it was clear what the father and daughter were about to do. It was their last right to exercise against Faro.
I explored the rest of the lab. Each side held alcoves stocked with beds wired up to machines I found worryingly familiar. They were similar to the prototypes I’d seen in the Ninmah Lab, where Far Zenith had perfected their gene treatments to render themselves immortal. In particular, a sort of booth or cubical resembling an ectogenic chamber, but lined with needles and traces meant to hold some sort of fluid. Datapoints I found corroborated the conclusion that Faro, like the Zeniths, had attempted to make himself immortal. What if he succeeded? I figured we would have heard from him by now if he had—not just here in Thebes, but up on the surface. He would have left this place as soon as Gaia’s third attempt at building the biosphere had found success.
Scanning the central apparatus, sating the Ceo’s curiosity, I was greeted by a hologram recorded by Somptow. Neither the Ceo nor Alva could see it, so they looked to me for answers. The recording seemed to have been captured through regular surveillance. Yeah, no such thing as a private moment down here in Ted’s domain. Somptow muttered idly to himself about the gene treatments he’d been administering—lamented the inconsistency of results and absence of his old lab and colleagues. Another datapoint I found discussed…mutations. Somptow had made great strides in the field of cell preservation (at least in the realm accessible to science at large, outside Far Zenith's private labs). But novel mutations kept cropping up; Faro’s cells weren’t aging, but they weren’t static either. Somptow combated the mutations as they appeared in what he called ‘whack-a-mole’, which didn’t sound the most professional of methods. But if Somptow really did end his life just a couple years after Thebes was sealed, what happened to Faro? Could the treatments have been enough to keep him alive?
I summarised what I’d seen to Alva, and she reached the same awful conclusion, though actually seemed excited at the prospect of meeting Faro. I guess she did still think of him as the ‘Renewer’, even if her research into the Greenhouse archives might have clued her into the truth. The Ceo was livid at the mere suggestion. How could Faro be alive if he stood here before us, carrying his immortal essence? For once, I hoped he was right.
Moving deeper and downward, the next rooms were sealed off, triggering another tantrum from the Ceo. I used my Pullcaster to reach the overhead ventilation ducts, making my way through. Behind the sealed door, I found the entrance to the reactor, and the core servers of the facility. Keeping the door shut while I searched, I scanned all available data and quickly found what I’d come for: Omega clearance. The credentials were right there for the taking—encrypted, so I scraped all I could from the system in case it would help Gaia and Beta crack the code. As I waited for my Focus to pull down the data, I leafed through the bunker’s systems and found a recording from Faro himself, made shortly after the final message from Kanya.
He lamented the deaths of the girl and her father, even though it was his decision to start killing off dissenters that drove them to it. He left a lot unsaid, but there in the silence was another terrifying revelation: he’d killed the rest of them, too. I suppose, after Kanya’s death, the women had turned on him. Ted couldn’t control them anymore, couldn’t trust them. So he killed them all.
Then he was alone. He allowed himself to wallow in the misfortune of being alone. His fault, but that didn’t matter to him. He had always been alone; apart, above. The visionary, signularly blessed with the power and intellect and now the responsibility to build a better world for the innocents that would be born into it. Lis’ children. I shivered when he said her name. Felt like he could see me, the clothes on me; her silhouette as she faced him in the conference room and told him just how bad he’d fucked up this time. But it was worse than that. I found Faro’s biometrics, gathered by whatever embedded devices he wore, the implants inserted by Somptow’s treatments. And they were live; updating in real time. Elevated heart rate, astronomical blood pressure. Minimal brain activity. My Focus collected the same metrics, so I knew the numbers were so far off baseline that whatever organism those devices were stuffed into should have been on the brink of death. I traced the origin of the signals to the reactor core, activating an infrared scan to isolate its components and I saw, clinging to the hot mass of metal in its cylindrical shield, something living. It was huge, lumped, sprawling, tendrils like veins or blight reaching in all directions and spreading, pulsing against the heat shield and strangling the pipes. The horror of what I was looking at dawned on me as Ted’s voice from long ago droned on.
He wanted to guide us. He’d led the Old World to ruin and thought himself qualified, honour-bound to lead the new one. To redeem himself? I didn’t think so; it was always about power, to him. He wanted to control the narrative, his legacy. Become ‘the Man Who Saved the World’ again. More, to be a deity. He stole the knowledge of the ancients from us and wanted to put himself in its place, probably hijack the terraforming system with Omega clearance, bend Gaia to his will. I remembered that argument between Elisabet and Faro back at the Zero Dawn headquarters, where Faro pushed for an 'off switch', a back door. Zero Dawn staff settled on Hades, but this is what Faro had in mind. What he wanted more than anything was control.
But Faro didn't get what he wanted. He doomed himself to fester here underground, leeching from the reactor for the warmth and energy his mutated cells craved to grow, multiply and twist stranger. The way he talked about it in that final recording, it sounded like Somptow had found a way to use the reactor's energy to sustain Faro in place of organic nutrients. If any part of him was alive in there, still thinking, still aware, it didn't show up in the data. In a way, it was a good thing he was still alive, because according to the reactor controls, Faro had one final safeguard in place. The systems were tied to his biometrics. If he died, the reactor was set to self-destruct.
Before I could get out of there, Ceo's soldiers finally managed to open the door. He barged past me, standing awed and receptive at the door to the reactor. I told him not to, but that just made him more intent—certain that I was trying to keep Faro's secrets from him. I was. I most definitely was—but these were not the secrets he came searching for. There was nothing I could do to dissuade him as the Ceo rounded the corner, as the open door let through the groans, squeals, thumps, and dripping roars of that cancerous mass that was once a man.
The Ceo only faced it for a few moments, enough for some part of it to come squelching around the corner, shrieking, then he returned, pale. Looked like he was about to throw up. I confirmed his fears; that was indeed all that remained of Ted Faro. Alive, if you could call it that, and what most concerned the Ceo about this was what it meant for his own fictitious identity. I could see it on his face, a quick mental calculation. No one could know about this, not just because of his claim to Faro's legacy, but because it would sully the worshiped image of the Renewer.
With a flippant gesture, the Ceo ordered his solders to burn the creature. They acted swiftly, unfalteringly, even as I tried to warn them of the fail safe that would send Thebes down around us. They didn't listen. Then the Ceo ordered his soldiers to kill Alva and I, too. No witnesses, he said. A couple of his soldiers escorted him out as the chamber began to shudder, the alarms began to sound.
After all I'd done to play along with the Ceo's little fantasy, I was still left to face down a contingent of angry Quen. Now the only difference was I had no armour and very few weapons at hand. At first I was worried for Alva's safety, but she quickly ducked out of the way of the two heavy gunners. I then set off a smoke bomb to hide us for a moment. The two gunners stayed in the centre, advancing as the sword-wielders rushed us around the sides. With bombs and my spear I overwhelmed the soldier with the Deathbringer gun and took up his weapon, arming myself against the rest. All the while, as bullets flew and blades swung, the facility continued to tremble, springing fiery leaks as the core ruptured, magma rising. Molten lava spurted in through holes bored through the metal walls, pooling in huge, viscous puddles that eked from white hot to crusted violet.
As Alva and I ran back through the chambers of Thebes, the Quen soldiers pursued us, attacking relentlessly as the walls caved in around them. They were dedicated, I'd give them that. I dodged them where I could, engaging only when necessary. At this rate, the reactor collapse was more likely to kill us than the Quen.
We finally caught up to the Ceo in the main chamber housing Ted's awful statue. It had fallen at a lean, forming a bridge to the upper walkways and out of the rising lava pit. The Ceo scaled it behind a soldier, who pulled the Ceo up alongside him, only for the Ceo to wrench the man aside, tossing him into the lava below. Alone now, walking on the back of Ted's crumbling stone neck, he tried to leap to the balcony, but was thrown down onto an outcrop of stone as Faro's head gave way.
The Ceo looked up just in time to watch Ted Faro's impassive expression hurtling toward him before it squashed him with a sickening crunch. A gruesome end, even for him, though I wouldn't shed a tear. Would have evaporated if I'd tried.
No further soldiers pursued us. All those who'd stayed behind to heed the Ceo's orders were left to the rising heat, the falling slabs of stone, as Alva and I jumped between scant, sinking platforms. My Raiment briefly caught alight—much as I hated it, I did need to keep my skin. Racing up toward the Identi-scan door, those flames extinguished. For a moment I worried Alva wasn't going to make it, as she stumbled behind me; I doubled back a moment to help her to the exit. We were thrown out into the exterior cavern as the ceiling piled up behind us, propelling us forward. Dust spurting with us, stone wedging itself into every available gap; there would be no returning to Thebes, and no exit for any still trapped within. But I had what I needed—had even managed to get Alva out of there alive as well. All I had to do now was get past the Quen up in the dig site, eagerly awaiting the return of their honoured Ceo.
I woke just before dawn in my private tent behind the Ceo's luxury pavilion. Preparing for the journey to Thebes, I stopped by the workshop at the shoreline, watching the choppy swirl of the sea. Then I set to my task, letting Overseer Bohai know to follow close behind and wait while I dealt with the Thunderjaw. He seemed perplexed by my confidence, but agreed to do as I said. Guess he really did buy into at least some of this 'Living Ancestor' stuff. Before he could rouse the Ceo and prepare his entourage, I booked it out of Landfall, crossing the bridges to reach the dig site on the north-western stretch of sand.
The wooden gates leading down to the sand were sealed to stop hapless wanderers encountering the Thunderjaw, but that was no obstacle for me. The dig site itself was built up like a fortress—a good thing for those trapped inside. The tower sprouting from it must have been one of Faro's. It was even pointed like one of his beloved ancient pyramids.
I'd barely begun my approach when the Thunderjaw rounded the corner, its sights set on me. It was an Apex variant alright, but upon scanning it I soon devised a strategy—basically my default strategy. Detonating the purgewater canisters under its tail, I targeted it with frost arrows in its drenched, oily state to counteract its natural resistance to the element. Once brittled, I unleashed a clip full of bolts; rinse and repeat, all the while dodging its lunges, tail swipes, disc launchers and cannon fire. Tried to keep it well away from the Quen on the battlements, too.
I had to put on a bit of a show—couldn't resist. The Quen at the dig site cheered for the barbarian stranger that'd saved them, until word got around, perhaps from Alva, that it was the living Ancestor who had saved them. Behind me, waiting by the wooden gates within the tower, the soldiers from Landfall unsealed the way for the Ceo and his royal escort.
The workers at the dig site opened the gates for me, and behind them was Alva, overjoyed but perplexed at my presence. I told her what I was here for—something else that'd help me on my quest, down in Thebes. Before I could launch into questions, Alva offered a warning about the Ceo. What she had in mind might have revealed what made the man so fixated on Faro, but I never heard it. The gates opened once again, and in walked the Ceo himself, with Overseer Bohai at his side.
The Ceo was eager to get going; so was I. Overseer Bohai took up a torch and led the way down into the excavation site. The hollow they'd carved into the old earth was huge, lined with wooden ramps and lit sconces, sunlight filtering down from above. It must have taken them ages, and an unfathomable amount of work. I guess Faro had to have it built this deep to avoid detection from the swarm.
Finally reaching the foundations, we faced a circular Identi-scan door emblazoned with Faro's logo, still bright yellow. From the way the Ceo waffled poetic about Thebes, the Quen believed it was Faro's tomb, some sort of sacred burial site. I'm sure it ended up being his tomb, in the end, but the Quen didn't seem aware that Thebes was his attempt at a survival bunker to wait out the end times.
As I'd expected, the Identi-scan door was different to your usual Zero Dawn variety. No Alpha registry—it was attuned to Ted Faro alone. The Ceo was about ready to throw a fit when I told him; Alva had to step in, saying that they'd blasted through to some flooded passageways that seemed to lead into the tomb, but were too deep to explore. That'd be no issue for me, and would hopefully give me a chance to check out the ruin without the Ceo and Bohai breathing down my neck. The Ceo ordered me to make haste—almost made me want to slow down out of spite, but I was just as eager to get inside.
Fastening my diving mask, I dove down into the water flowing beneath the bunker. The deeper I swam, the warmer it grew, until the tunnels opened out to a vast sunken industrial corridor lined with pipes plunged into boiling magma below. They must have drawn power from those volcanic reserves, just as Cauldrons often did. Seemed like at least some of the machinery was still chugging along, even now.
Swimming up into the ventilation tunnels beneath the bunker, I pulled myself through briefly-halted fan blades, still turning by the heat's might. The damage to this place pointed toward an unsavory end for Faro, though it could have occurred long after his death.
Eventually, I surfaced within the shelter interior. It looked like a pipe had burst or something, the pressure blasting a hole right through the floor. The room within was stocked with weights and exercise machinery. Well preserved down here, sealed tight. I found a data point in there, a recording left by, to my surprise, a teenage girl. Maybe family? Ted didn't have any that I knew of. She spoke about someone called Grigori Fasbach, found dead in his sleep with no explanation. So there were multiple people stuck down here with Ted. I'd choose the swarm.
Moving to what must have been the main living area, I was struck by the bunker's similarities in design to the RCC. It was sort of eerie, like a dead and buried version of the Base. Bare plants sat in grainy, ashen soil, bright plastic packaging and metal cans left on smooth metal surfaces, untouched since some long-ago meal. Whatever happened here, the people didn't have time to pack away their things first.
I found another recording from the girl, Kanya, which cleared up my population question. Down here had been Faro, his spiritual guru, Grigori, his doctor, a man called Somptow, and his harem—a number of desirable women Faro had apparently hand-selected to join him in slow death. Kanya was the doctor's daughter, likely smuggled in as part of the deal. How horrific. It seemed that Kanya agreed.
In Grigori's living quarters, I found his journal. Skimming his final entry, the man was wracked with guilt. I heard that, before the swarm swept the world, but after Faro knew what he'd set in motion, he'd taken his pick of spiritual leaders, cycling through fringe ideologies throughout his mental descent, as documented by the Alphas unfortunate enough to witness it. It seemed he'd settled on Grigori's philosophy as a path to personal absolution. As if anything could've been enough to give Ted inner peace, after what he'd done. From his journal, Grigori's spiritual edict here in Thebes was to abscond from the 'trappings of techno-nihilism'. From what I could gather, it was his teachings that'd put the idea in Ted's head that technology was the problem, not his actions. The tools, not the wielder—knowledge itself was the disease. Ted had taken that snippet and ran with it, using it as justification to murder the Alphas and purge Apollo from Gaia.
Grigori had discovered that fact, before he died. He was horrified, as he should have been, and tormented by guilt—the sort Faro had been trying to shirk. More than a little suspicious, the timing of his death.
A recording I found from Faro himself only furthered that suspicion. There in his bedroom—the largest, naturally—it was dark, a huge metal bed frame nested in that dark, in the mildew, the sweating metal. I hope he never slept a night of peace in that bed. The recording captured his announcement of Grigori's passing, pointing to some 'condition' that the man must have had, taking him out right after he discovered Faro's final, terrible act.
Moving on, I came to the entrance chamber of the tomb. I thought the place was meant to be a survival bunker, but to look at the place, it was grander than any palace, lined with enormous, animal-headed statues lit up in gold. After causing the end of the world, Faro still had the gall to order this place erected not for utility, but a display of wealth fashioned after ancient rulers. I guess I shouldn't have been surprised.
Approaching the Identi-scan door from the other side, I found an emergency exit console and opened the way for the Quen. Knew I'd probably regret doing it, but I wouldn't be getting out of here without their notice, and I wasn't keen on seeing what the Ceo would become when kept waiting.
Bohai greeted me with open arms, but the Ceo was nowhere to be seen. He was 'preparing to enter Thebes', in his little tent, and when he emerged, I began to understand just how delusional this idiot really was. The outfit beneath his bedazzled shawl was clearly meant to evoke Faro's signature outfit, the blue jumper worn in every ancient address I'd seen. I should have noticed the symbol carved into the shell around his neck: Faro's.
As the Ceo went to great, grandiose pains to explain to me, he was more than a self-important fool, he was deranged. He believed he actually was Ted Faro, a living Ancestor in his own right. What he'd said to me the night before, about carrying the burden of ancient knowledge, he'd meant it entirely literally. He believed that Faro's immortal essence had been passed down to him through the generations, that their will was one and the same. He seemed to be engaging in some mental gymnastics—I mean, he didn't event look like Faro—but it was here that he believed Faro's essence would culminate within him, upon attaining the secrets of his final resting place. So this wasn't for the tribe at all. There was no further knowledge to be gained here that would save the Quen—the Ceo was dragging out the expedition just to live out this insane ego trip.
And that wasn't all. I might have been able to bite my tongue and carry on if it was, but there was a reason the Ceo had been so eager to meet me, so sure that I would come and clear the obstacles between him and 'destiny'. Just as he was Faro, I was Elisabet. As the legends told; the Renewer and his Harbinger. His assistant. I couldn't disguise my disgust; only the warning in Alva's eyes kept me quiet. Faro, according to Quen legend, was 'The Man Who Saved the World.' The Old Ones used to call him that, after the Clawback, the era that the Quen's Focuses were from and blinded beyond. Understandable, sure, but deeply, irritatingly unjust. Elisabet Sobeck, the only reason the Ceo stood here breathing, reduced to that bastard's assistant.
The Ceo wanted me to play my part in all this as well. Walk beside him in service as Elisabet served Faro. I felt sick, putrid as I saw what the guards held out to me. A 'Raiment', they called it. A fabrication of Elisabet's iconic outfit, worn in every holo I'd ever seen of her. When did they even make this? When the Ceo heard of my existence, I had to guess, though maybe he'd always intended to drag some servant along behind him in his weird role-playing session.
At first, I flat-out refused to play along, but the Ceo was quick to order his soldiers to draw their bows at Alva and I. He was willing to have one of his own Diviners killed just to make me play dress up. I had no choice. Turning away from the Ceo's open-faced grin (for fear I might snap and kill him), I took the Raiment into the tent, trying not to think about his whole spiel about carrying Faro's immortal essence, shouldering his legacy...because it sounded like the way I used to think about Elisabet.
I wasn’t going to derail the disability pride month post for people with peanut allergies but in relation to that topic
I have never seen another allergy that has been so viscerally hated and mocked by people working in education like nut allergies. I’ve seen fellow teachers cringe that their classroom was the “nut free” classroom that year. Support staff that are trained and willfully don’t follow cross contamination protocol in the lunchroom because it’s too “tedious” or “time-consuming”. Full preschools + childcare centers that refuse to accommodate nut allergies. Schools where the only free lunch is a PB&J. Before/after school programs and summer programs whose food curriculum has nuts and doesn’t provide an alternative activity.
Allergy discrimination is so so insidious and prevalent. It’s happening behind their back and it is everything from the exposure joke to possibly causing someone to go into anaphylaxis from willful ignorance.
Also other parents in the classroom are guilty too. The “not my child not my problem” brain rot means that those lunchboxes are like bombs for airborne exposure allergies
A 22-year-old woman said Lufthansa staffers were not sympathetic to her condition when she tried to explain her life-threatening peanut alle
I was not downplaying this. The stigma is real, and people are 100% willing to let people with allergies die.
This woman was laughed at for asking for allergy accommodations at multiple points in her trip, and was denied to the point that she was practically told she’d be refused care in the event of anaphylaxis.
I work in healthcare. I cannot get my coworkers to consistently change their gloves after handling a PBJ. They literally do not think of it, and I don’t understand why. I also don’t know how to make it stick in their brains that this is a thing they need to do.
I grew up in the early 2000s with severe allergies to not just peanuts, but ALL nuts as well as beef, pork, shelfish, seeds, kiwi, and some food dyes. The resistance that my family faced from educators in the early 2000s is frankly bananas, not to mention the shit other parents and kids got up to.
When my mom tried to enroll me in preschool, the school principal refused any basic accommodations like asking everyone to wash their hands after lunch before re-entering the classroom, not bringing straight up peanuts to snack time, etc. There was no such thing as a nut free classroom at the time. The principal told my mom and me (I was 4 at the time and definitely in the room when this happened) “if she’s so sick, she belongs in a bubble, not at school.” THE FUCKING PRINCIPAL! My mom had to threaten legal action under the ADA to get them to comply.
Look, I was on a 504 accommodation plan under the ADA for the entirety of my formative education (elementary thru high school). That’s all 12 years!!! And yet I have had teachers hand me items I’m allergic to as a “reward”. I have had other kids intentionally try to send me into anaphylaxis. One girl in 3rd grade asked me why I “wasn’t dead yet” when she had put on a lotion with almonds in it and then held my hand. I’ve had other parents write letters to the school saying what a terrible inconvenience it was to them to not be able to send their kiddo to school with PB&J, demanding I be Removed to a special education only class if my “needs” were such a “burden” to others. During elementary school “parties” held in the classroom on holidays and for student birthdays, I was always sent to sit out in the hallway or go to the library, because even though parents were only supposed to bring safe foods into the room (they had a list of all my allergies) they never once got it right. Administrators fought me tooth and nail for the right to carry my epi pen and other meds on my person at all times. Why they thought I would start dealing benadryl on the playground, I do not know. At lunch, I was always sat at a specific segregated table labeled the “Nut Free Table” alone because who the fuck is going to sit there with the literally segregated outcast? But ONCE notably I was sat on one side of a line of blue masking tape down the table top with the rest of my class on the other. One side was the NUTS side!!! As if allergens would respect that tape barrier. (Spoiler alert: they do NOT!)
Literally from preschool to my senior year of high school, I was “the peanut kid”. Other parents gave my mom books about how to “cure your child’s food allergies from HOME” by micro dosing with things they are allergic to (please never ever ever even attempt anything like a food challenge with a known allergen outside of the care and supervision of a medical professional, holy shit that’s so dangerous). My mom joined the PTA in my last year of high school so that I could maybe participate in all the senior-focused events like pool parties and breakfast at school on the first Friday of the month. The number of times another parent either (a) decided it wasn’t worth it to care or (b) intentionally brought peanut products to an event to spite either me or my mom??? I literally could not count. It happened constantly.
College was better, but I still occasionally had people BALK when I asked them to please not eat a Nature Valley bar with whole nuts in it right the fuck next to me in lecture, thanks. Work parties and catered lunches were always impossible. A few conferences I went to as an undergrad were SUPPOSED to be nut-free, but always fucked up the catering. At one, they set up snack tables by every exit of the conference auditorium so that when people left after the talk, they all congregated around the exits and opened macadamia nut cookies and granola bars. When I had subsequently had a massive allergic reaction and needed help getting home (I’d walked) after taking like 200mg of benadryl, the staff offered me a stack of napkins and a lukewarm apology.
Food allergy is a disability which touches literally every aspect of a person’s life. Everytime I share with someone new about what it was like growing up with my allergies, they have never heard anything like it in their lives. They’re always like “holy shit, seriously??? People did that??? Kids tried to kill you??? Parents wanted you kicked out of the classroom????” Yeah, man. Yeah. My own brother (who doesn’t have any allergies at all) doesn’t understand why I don’t “eat more adventurously” and why I won’t travel internationally. So, saying it REALLY LOUDLY for people in the back:
FOOD ALLERGY IS A DISABILITY FOR WHICH EVERYONE SHOULD BE ABLE TO ACCESS ACCOMMODATIONS AND HAVE THEM TAKEN SERIOUSLY.
So this story is less about me and more about an acquaintance of mine. About a year ago some classmates and I were privileged enough to go visit Germany for 3 weeks as a school trip. My acquaintance, who for the sake of her privacy we will call Amy, had a deadly allergy to sunflower seeds and certain other grains. I do not know for certain if the flight attendants were made aware of this fact.
When on the flight Amy was fed bread that contained multiple things she was allergic to. The packaging was completely unlabled and she was never offered an allergy warning before or during the 13 hour flight. She had an allergic reaction and had a very hard time breathing and had to take the ONE epipen she had access to for this whole trip that day. She would not be able to get a new one. The flight attendants did not give a singular fuck about what happened to her and the position she was put in because of their carelessness.
Fast forward to the end of the trip. Luckily Amy had no further incidents during the trip. We get on the plane for the flight home and Amy asks about the food for the flight and if she can have the ingredients list. She also makes it clear to the flight attendants that this is really important because she has already had an incident and no longer has her epipen.
Do you want to know what the flight attendants did?
They kicked her off the plane. They kicked a seventeen year old off a plane and left her behind in an unfamiliar city because they would rather not deal with her disability. She delayed the flight for several minutes begging and crying for them to not leave her there. She told them she had no way of accessing a new epipen here, but they said she couldn’t fly without it. Me and my friend who were sitting next to her held her and argued with the flight attendant to keep her on the plane. She sobbed as she said she could just not eat anything, or that she could eat what she brought aboard. They still kicked her off. Bless the chaperone that chose to stay behind with her so she wouldn’t be alone.
You want to know the most fucked up part after that? The flight attendant who kicked her off was amused about the whole thing like it was some funny joke. Another one complained that “In all his years of working this job he had never been so disrespected.”
Amy and the chaperone ended up sleeping at that airport over night before they could get on another flight. I don’t remember if she was able to get another epipen for the flight home but I think she was.
Case in point, allergies are a serious disability that NEED to be treated with more respect and severity. Regardless of what they are. Someone’s life could be at stake. When someone has a disability they need to be accommodated. Don’t give them a hard time or make jokes at their expense. So what if you have to give up a thing or two to make sure they don’t die. You’ll survive not eating that specific thing for a bit. And as someone who grew up with someone with a serious allergy, I promise you it is not that hard to give something up for the safety of others.
“you’re such a ray of sunshine!” thanks! one day i chose to act happy and then i kept choosing it over and over and over and over until the neurological pathways formed like desire paths in the thicket. i dug and clawed my nails into the grooves of my brain and carved out joy. i retouch it every day.
The Quen brought me to who I at first assumed was their leader—a serious-looking man they called Overseer Bohai. Avla had mentioned Overseers—the highest rank among the Diviners, curators and arbiters of the Legacy. Bohai wasn't as enthusiastic about my presence as I'd hoped. He recognised that I resembled Sobeck greatly, yes, but wondered if I was a threat to them, rather than an ally. After all, why would a great Ancestor be reborn among the barbarians, and not the 'Chosen People'. And there was the little fact that I'd killed a bunch of Quen soldiers back at the Greenhouse.
But they'd fired upon me without warning, giving me no choice but to fight my way through. I'd helped Alva retrieve the data she needed to save her tribe, hadn't I? Came across a little more heated than I'd intended, and Bohai's soldiers replied in turn. I was beginning to worry things were heading for a fight, when a horn sounded from the pavilion behind the Overseer. The soldiers fell silent, bowing their heads and stepping aside. Even the Overseer fell in line. I'd misjudged who was really in charge here.
Out from the profligate shelter marched a young man in a shawl adorned with beads and pearlescent shells. He came out beaming, gesticulating broadly, presenting himself to the crowd...and locking eyes with me. Too late; I couldn't stop the scowl from forming. Before the guy even opened his mouth I could tell he was going to an ordeal to endure. Bohai introduced him as the honoured 'Ceo'. I guess he meant CEO, the Old World corporate acronym, but once again the Quen's knowledge of the ancients proved patchy. The 'Ceo' asked his Overseer—positioned as some sort of royal advisor, maybe—what he had divined of this 'great mystery'. He meant me, the 'Living Ancestor.'
Finally, Bohai gave me the floor, so I told the truth. Our goals were the same: to heal the world of its current ails, the Quen included. I decided to come right out with it, just in case: I was searching for Thebes.
This sent a ripple across all faces in session, the Ceo most obviously. His painfully blue eyes widened, thin smirk curling. He had this halted, high-voiced way of speaking. Airy and false. It was just as he suspected, he said, directing Bohai to fill me in.
The Overseer led me away from the soldiers, and I joined him atop the pavilion. Months ago, long before their voyage to the Greenhouse, Alva had discovered some old data pointing to Thebes' location. They'd rigged up an excavation site, tunneling into the depths of the sand to the old city's stone foundations, and further beyond. They'd uncovered a door scored with Faro's sigil, but could find no means to open it. With my updated Focus, I figured I could find a way inside, but that wasn't the only problem. The soldiers had barred the road to the dig site for fear of a Thunderjaw stalking the beach. It was no ordinary machine either—I finished the Overseer's sentence for him. It was stronger, deadlier, and armoured in black and gold. Apex Thunderjaw. It'd be a tough fight, but I could do it. Seeming satisfied, Bohai escorted me to an audience with the Ceo. How could I refuse the honour?
The Ceo even had a sad little portable throne to sit on when he had guests. I tried to calm myself, give him the benefit of the doubt. I remembered how wrong I'd been about Avad when first meeting him, coming in hot with ridicule of the whole royal spectacle, but the Ceo seemed to relish in it. As Bohai hastened to remind me, I was addressing the cousin of the Emperor himself. Whoever that is.
The Ceo had been eagerly awaiting my arrival, so he said, and had admonished his soldiers for not escorting me back to Landfall personally when they'd encountered me on the mainland. When Bohai relayed that I'd promised to take care of the troublesome Thunderjaw, the Ceo was ecstatic. Just as Sobeck did in legend, I would cast aside all obstacles and make way for greatness. Sure, dude.
He seemed really fixated on Thebes. When I asked if the data Alva had recovered from the Greenhouse wasn't enough to take back home, the Ceo was adamant that Thebes would hold greater knowledge than even that trove. He would not leave before uncovering Faro's secrets—he actually got a little heated, a bit petulant. The Overseer had to step in to calm him down.
That put a punctuated end to the conversation. The Overseer directed me to a pair of servants who would apply ceremonial paint fit for an imperial ally. Really didn't want to, but Bohai insisted they would keep it light—glanced sideways at the Ceo. I heard his unsaid message; it'll keep the boss from throwing a fit. Meanwhile, I tried to look everywhere but the Ceo's creepy blue eyes. He kept staring at me, I could feel it. Staring and wearing a thin, gleeful smile.
Legacy's Landfall was open to me, Bohai said, though he wanted me to join them here again soon for a bountiful dinner with the Ceo. This is worse than worship, honestly. Just one evening spent gritting my teeth, and I'll be rewarded with a fight against an Apex Thunderjaw. With the way the servants flinched and bowed at the Ceo's every word, and with Bohai's not-so-hidden hinting, this was a ruler wont to turn and tantrum if things didn't go his way. I'd just have to play along, unless I wanted every soldier on the Isle after me.
In the end, the ceremonial paint stuff wasn't too bad. Just some spots of shiny, pearly green around the eyes. Something about seeing through the eyes of the ancients. Sort of went nicely with my Carja silks, to be honest.
With the Ceo sated, for now, I took a wander around the settlement, finding it stocked with all the usual amenities, including a few merchants and a weapons workshop. Should serve me well enough.
I couldn't resist a walk up on decks of the Quen's ships. Now this is more like what I was picturing when I heard they crossed an entire ocean. Wave motifs adorned the vessels in fluidly carved wood cast in bright teal, along with glittering mosaics and rich, woven curtains.
Everywhere I went, the workers gave me a wide berth, bowing their heads and greeting me as 'ancestor'. The herbalist on the ship even handed over some Quen remedies for free. I wasn't about to turn them down; I'd need them when facing the Thunderjaw.
The settlement had its classes of resident pretty well marked out. On the far side, the drabbest shelters and most meager of firepits housed the labourers, with a slightly better-stocked area closer to the Ceo's domain for the merchants and higher-ranking workers.
Closer still were the soldiers, each with a personal shelter and larger, thicker beds. One of them beckoned me to sit with her by the fire, introducing herself as Sonkai. She was a scout for the Quen—one of those who'd frequented the mainland and explored the shores of the city. She told me about a Tallneck she'd spotted to the south just off the coast, its head sticking up out of the water on a tilt. Glinthawks picked at it, but there was some life in the broken machine. They'd considered raiding it themselves for machine salvage. I was more interested in the data I could scrape from its head, though if I could get it walking again in the process, that'd be ideal. Might be something to look into while I'm out here, if it doesn't take too long.
I went to the cook—situated right behind the Ceo's pavilion, of course—hoping the Ceo had forgotten about his dinner invitation. No such luck. The cook directed me to the table beside the pavilion when I attempted to grab a humble meal of my own. There I found a long table piled high with all manner of seafood served on crisp green leaves, along with steaming bread rolls, gourds, salads, stuffed pastries...excess to the extreme, after seeing what the servants were scraping together on the other side of the camp.
I didn't turn down the feast, but didn't indulge too much either. The Ceo tried to make small talk. Something about the great burden of an Ancestor's legacy, that sacred yet forbidden knowledge that we alone must bear. We? Maybe Quen royalty believed themselves to carry the spirits of the Old Ones, like the Sun King supposedly held the spirit of a giant flaming star in the sky. I guess it made slightly more sense than that. I ate quickly then left with an excuse of weariness, but not before the Ceo offered me a place beside him in his imperial quarters. I almost hurled up my crayfish at his feet.
Pushing down that queasiness, I poked around the settlement a little more, finding an interesting data fragment left by one of the Diviners. It was some kind of scripture shaped around their worship of the Ancestors. Partially corrupted, I could only read the first few passages, naming the Ancestors associated with particular virtues. I recognised two names—the first, Peter Tshivumbe, founder of Far Zenith. The Quen idolised him for his commitment to human transcendence, seeing beyond the self and the petty trappings of envy and hate. Probably easy to do when you're one of the wealthiest and most powerful people on the planet. The second was Erik Visser. Thinking of him worshiped in any kind of way put a bad taste in my mouth, but the Quen heralded him as the 'Protector', for his military might and success in conquest. So, he was the same kind of person back in the Old World, too. I can only imagine how the Quen would react if they came face to face with Erik today. They probably wouldn't have much time to react, given the speed at which he'd massacre them, but still.
Needing a breather from all this Ancestor stuff, I left Legacy's Landfall just after dusk, gunning for a Survey Drone I'd spotted hovering by the roadside on the way in.
The drone sped around one of the ancient skyscrapers. With a bit of climbing and pull-casting, I managed to get up high enough to intercept the drone, but before I did so, I found another interesting datapoint. This one was from the Old World—a chat log between two users discussing the nature of Vast Silver. Namely, whether it might still exist. I'd heard about the AI in a couple of data points back east, but only knew that whatever disaster had accompanied its breach of containment had led to the Turing Act, which both Anita Sandoval and Elisabet had to breach in turn to create Cyan and Gaia. Anita had been involved in Vast Silver's development, somewhere along the line. When the Old Ones saw what machine intelligence was truly capable of, they quashed it, and outlawed anything like it being replicated again. Even Far Zenith, with their advanced technology, still relied on rudimentary systems like the Julius. Whatever Vast Silver had done really scared the Old Ones, and though the public were told that VS was nullified, some apparently believed it had been kept alive, imprisoned somewhere in an isolated network, made to solve the problems of whatever corporate or national entity held it prisoner.
I could see the logic in their thinking. Why would that organisation, having captured the most intelligent being in existence—maybe to ever exist, if the new laws held back the competition—destroy it when they could keep it under guard, enslaved? It wasn't like the Faro types of the Old World to shy away from dangerous tech just because it could blow up in their faces.
Bringing down the Survey Drone, I downloaded its data for safe keeping. It'll be good to have Gaia monitor this area—if not for the blight, which seems clear in these parts, then at least to keep an eye on the Quen.
I returned to Landfall after that, managing to dodge another encounter with the Ceo. Bohai offered me a personal shelter right behind the pavilion, otherwise reserved for the Ceo's closest attendants. I'd have been happier in the labourer's campsite, or the floor, but the Overseer insisted. The bed was comfortable at least. I slept well knowing how close I was to Thebes, and to getting out of this place.
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A few hours before dawn, I roused myself from the bed house of Thornmarsh. The noise of celebration had not quieted through the night; fights in the clear water of the melee pit continued, and already the rotten smell of the blood choke had nearly fled from the air.
I changed into some light Carja garments. An offense in the Lowland capital, I know, but it was the fanciest-looking outfit I had on me. I figured I should present myself to the Quen with something that'd sell the whole 'divine Ancestor' thing. Alva got those soldiers to believe I was Sobeck for a moment, but who knew how much convincing the rest of the expedition would need.
I left the city a couple hours before light, jumping on my Charger. The guards by the gates had stopped anyone from trying to strip the docile machine for parts, as I'd requested.
I rode south-west down the Long Coast, in the shadows of the Cliffs of the Cry, stopping briefly at a Tenakth campsite along the way. No signs of the Quen yet.
Pushing on as the sun rose, I took the road up to and along the cliff's edge where the beach receded, searching for signs of movement. Eventually, at the south-western point of the landmass, I spotted a lone Quen lantern set beside a small ruined structure. Leaving my mount and moving closer, a single row boat sat on the shore, buoyed by calm breakers. No Quen contingent waiting to escort me by ferry. Probably for the best.
As I approached the boat, a rippling explosion sounded from the northern point of the beach, and I turned just in time to see a huge, corroded machine carcass crumple into a steaming heap. I know my machines, and this wasn't one I'd ever seen before.
Moving closer, I saw that those who'd taken the machine down were neither Quen nor Lowland Tenakth, but Regalla's rebels. That's too bad—I'd have to take them out to get a closer look at that machine. These ones must have fled from the camp at the falls overlooking Thornmarsh.
Moving in with my Stalker shield cloaking me, I took down their heavily-armoured leader first, then set off a smoke bomb to stop the rest converging.
They put up a decent fight. I guess they'd have to be good, surviving this long in the thick of Lowland territory with most of their allies fallen. I took them on in close combat, going for their helmets so I could sneak in a neat arrow to the skull. One of them picked up the heavy-hitter's acid sprayer—something like a Forgefire stocked with metalbite. I wasn't a fan. With another smoke bomb, I got in close and put the final rebel down. Then I was finally able to inspect the machine carcass.
It was new to me alright. A Slaughterspine, my Focus told me. If it'd already been dubbed thus by the locals, I trusted it lived up to the name. The machine ran on plasma, charging its many lasers and canons with a powerful generator on each flank. This might just be Hephaestus' strongest killing machine yet. I need to put a stop to it. Back to the Quen then, and my hazy path to Thebes.
Back near their boat, I inspected the ruins, finding a storehouse rigged up inside, gone empty. I guess this is where they were bringing all those supplies the Lowlanders saw them ferrying back and forth.
Turning my attention to the lone boat, I shoved it out into the shallows and hopped inside, taking up the oar. Better than a makeshift raft, but the vessel wasn't all that sophisticated. Wasn't sure how it'd far against the strong currents along the way. I'd never actually rowed a boat before, but the basic principle was easy enough to grasp.
The first stretch wasn't all that bad. I kept my eyes trained on distant landmarks to keep course, and the Quen had even lined the optimal path with buoys and beaded netting, demarcating the sandbanks and shallow-reaching ruins.
The weather remained calm, making the currents easy to spot, but no less treacherous, pulling my vessel south as choppy waves swept over the sides. I was eventually able to right myself and return to the Quen's route markers, but not without wearing my arm muscles to jelly.
The journey took me a good few hours—it was early afternoon by the time I landed on the southern side of the Isle of Spires.
There were no Quen to greet me there, either. Just a pair of Clawstrider carcasses and three fresh corpses. It can't have been easy for the Quen trying to gain a foothold here, on an island likely untouched by humanity since the Old Ones lived here. There was no ferry here either, though I was fairly certain I'd made a wrong turning on the path of buoys and veered too far south to some smaller cargo route. Continuing to follow the Quen's helpful lanterns, I trekked up into the ruins of San Francisco.
In the warm, tropical climate, plant life had flourished, tangling through old stone and metal with a thickness and vibrancy far beyond the marvel of Devil's Grief. The buildings slanted down into thick mud, water lapping at the lower levels and streaming in narrow falls from jagged gaps carved by roots and time. I soon found a herd of Clawstriders, overriding one for the journey.
All Alva had said was that their settlement, Landfall, was on the north-eastern coast. If I followed the markers that way, I was sure to find it eventually.
Following the markers further on, I nearly jumped off my machine with the scare I got from a swooping Stormbird. Thankfully it hadn't seen me, and flapped off crackling toward the distant towers. Well, at least I know where I can find Stormbirds. Despite their irritating abundance back east, I'd yet to find a spot frequented by Stormbirds in the Forbidden West. Made their parts a valuable commodity.
My Focus was pinging from every which way with ancient signals and salvage, but I was forced to forge on. I will most definitely be coming back here once we've buried Far Zenith. I'd be content exploring this city for days.
I tried to pass by a group of Red-Eye Watchers, but they pursued my retreating Clawstrider with a barrage of plasma blasts, knocking me from its back. That was it then; it was over for them. With my spear and precise hardpoints to the eyes, I dealt with the Watchers. Once again, a completely different breed to my old training fodder back in the Embrace.
Returning to my Clawstrider, I followed the sandbank path between lopsided ruins, the road rising to high, forested ground for a short stretch, revealing the way ahead. The concentration of Quen lanterns and wooden bridges stretching between isles told me I was closing in on what they called Legacy's Landfall.
The Quen had made camp by their ships on a large beach ahead. I found the entrance to the area guarded by a pair of soldiers. They didn't shoot on sight, which I was wary of despite approaching with hands raised in surrender. Fortunately, one of the pair recognised me as Sobeck, marveling that the Diviner Alva had spoken true of her encounter on the mainland. I asked to speak to her, but my question was gracelessly glossed over—the soldiers had orders to bring me before their leader. I guess I signed up for this, but I really didn't want to endure a whole ceremony just to ask Alva a couple questions about Thebes.
As the soldier led me into the settlement, the Quen stopped in their work to gape and stare. From their clothing, they held lower rank than the soldiers and Diviners. They labored at stalls and campsites and by the ships, hauling goods and making repairs. There were a lot of them, and every eye was turned my way.
Most of their business focused on the ships and the centrepiece of the settlement—a huge shelter (I couldn't by integrity call it a tent). Lined with lanterns, ornamental vases and furniture and servants with heads bowed, this was the leader's domain. Knowing my track record with authority figures, I tried my best to swallow any upcoming knee-jerk hostilities. This was sure to be unpleasant, but I was meant to be an Ancestor, or something. Ancient and wise in the ways of the Old Ones. Well, I'd try my best, all the while frantically scanning my surroundings for Alva.
this is your gentle reminder to stop fighting against your adhd and instead structure your life around it
buy a pack of chapsticks and put one in the pocket of all of your coats and jackets because you always forget to bring one and chapped lips is sensory hell
leave important things where you can see them. if they go in a box or a drawer you will forget they exist
put any appointments or deadlines in your phone calendar As Soon As you get them. set a reminder for a week before, a day before, an hour before, as many as you need as often as you need them.
when that little voice in your head says "i dont need to write that down, ill remember it" that is the devil talking!!! write it down anyway!!
plan for down time. have a few hours at the end of every day to just do fun stuff like engage in your hyperfixations. even if you didnt get all of your work done that day, have the rest anyway. you probably spent the whole day beating yourself up for not doing what you Should be doing, so you still need the break.
if you never eat vegetables because its too much effort to chop and cook them, get the frozen or canned shit. it doesnt go off for ages and you just have to microwave it. theres no point buying fresh vegetables if they just keep going off and being left to rot in the bottom of your fridge
if you struggle to decide what to have for dinner every day, take the decision out of it. choose a set of meals and eat those on rotation until you get sick of them, then choose some new ones and do it again.
its not stupid if it works! our brains literally have a chemical deficiency. you are allowed to accommodate yourself. go forth and stop making your life more difficult than it has to be because "this shouldn't be this hard". it is hard, so make it easier.