딸우유

It’s odd how I used to feel so comfortable to be myself up until now. Slowly but surely chipping away at who I am and back to being a version of what you wish I was all the time.

Things got better for a while. I thought I was happy. I am trying so hard to be happy. All I want is for you to just hang out with me..watch shows and movies with me..I want you to sound like you enjoy being around me. I want to come first sometimes when you think about things to do for the day after work. I just want to be cared about a little bit more.

Now I’m just annoying apparently. You don’t act like you even like being around me, what’s the point. You put up a front for a little while and then blow up with annoyance

Same old same old nothing changes

I want to feel wanted. I want to feel desirable. Is it so hard to ask to be treated gently? To be treated like you had treated me in the beginning when you were trying so hard to impress me? I miss that.

I just wanted kindness. All I’ve ever wanted was kindness.

You were the last person I’d think to ever choose games over me. I poured my heart out to you when I told you how my ex treated me when I needed him the most, and you became him in an instant. I’m just so disappointed