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Why am I blogging? I have no idea. I use various social media platforms all day every day. I follow the lifes of people on the internet, some probably more than a lot of the people I know in real life. Mental eh? Yet we all do it.

So we follow the lifes of these strangers, usually because they’re involved in something that we have an interest in...music, movies, values etc, because it’s great to bond with someone that has as much interest as you do about any particular thing. Standard yeah?

So here’s the thing. I love vlogs/blogs about make up, hair, animals, music and film amongst many other things. I subscribe to various make up artists/hairdressers/animal owners and watch their vlogs and read their blogs as and when they post up.

I watch these people and the things they do and wish it was me. Why am I not doing that? I’m good at make up, why don’t I vlog? How do you become internet famous? I’m a trained hairdresser. Why am I not doing more to put myself out there?

Who knows man.

I’m 30. I am feeling a bit lost. I am working in retail, it is destroying my soul. I wish I was doing something I cared about. I don’t know what to do about it or how to even go about making a change. I want to do something for a living that I enjoy. But I also really want to start a family this year if it’s possible.

Basically I want it all. I don’t know where to start. So i’ve found my way to a blog. To help maybe un jumble the thoughts i’ve got going on in my head. Who knows, lets see how it goes.