☆Brennan☆

Hi guys.. Im back! Its been a little while, And.. Im doing emergency commissions !! ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 

This isnt really the way I wanted to come back, but I got laid off from the job I’ve had for 4+ years earlier this week. It was really shocking and I feel like im still processing the surprise of it all, it was my safety net. But in the meantime I can work really hard on my art and see where it takes me, even though I am nervous and unsure of myself.

Regarding my hiatus; the couple months break I took was really good for me. I painted, spent time with friends, Prioritized community, took vending opportunities, and got a new cat! ^>⩊<^ I probably wouldve went on with it longer if I didn’t lose my job, but now I have all the time in the world to focus on art again, so I’m gonna take that opportunity to grow even though I’m experiencing a loss at the same time. I was working hard to fix my mental health during my break too, because I’d been struggling unmedicated with bad depression and anxiety for the past 5 years, too stubborn to get help. I finally decided I needed support again, so im working on that, and I honestly do feel better than i have in a while with the help of meds. I’m not as terrified as I always felt before, and not as irritable from hopelessness. It hasnt been that long but im feeling really hopeful. scared but im hopeful at the same time.

So me