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KISS DONT TELL

(part. two) go read part one :))

fic info: you suddenly became one of his biggest fans, going to every show, every meet and greet, trying to see him every chance you got. so when you got a dm from him the two of you hit it off quick. ever since then you have been his little secret. (not proof-read)

tags: secret ‘relationship’, slight angst, slight intoxication, slapping, name calling, dirty talking, semi public sex, unprotected sex

notes: hey guys! i’ve missed you all. this is part two to this fic I got requested to make it hehe. i got really lazy making this so sorry lol. if you guys want fics with more parts let me know and i’ll try my best to make them. anywaysss i hope you guys enjoy love you all >w<

it had been weeks since you last heard from him. the pain in your chest grew tighter each time you even thought of him. you guys weren’t official but the connection felt deeper. the last time you had sexual contact with him was the last night he saw you, spoke to you even. you hadn’t tried reaching out, maybe he was busy with tours? fans even. you didn’t want to seem like a burden but you knew he was just ignoring you because he kept posting on his story and you kept seeing updates about him. maybe he really was just a simple old two week stand, and you had to let go of the thought that you’d see him again.

you spent your time in your room mostly now. watching tv, doom scrolling, doing chores around your apartment. everything seemed so plain, your life was boring now that you weren’t in possession of some famous singer. maybe that type of thing was only in movies. as you were scrolling through your phone you kept getting new updates about him. ‘rommulas on tour once again!’ ‘rommulas dropping new album?’ just stupid updates. it’s like your phone knew. you decided to give in and look at his page for a sense of closure to the mystery. and of course, he had posted.

it’s almost like he knew you were watching, stalking him. he was such a tease and it pissed you off. you wanted to reach out but you couldn’t bring yourself to do it. it wasn’t good for you or even him. you knew you’d be wrapped around his finger in a second if he even got the chance to get into your head again. you simply just closed instagram and decided to stay off your phone and occupy yourself.

after what felt like forever with yourself cleaning and distancing yourself from the thought of him you decided to go on your phone again. that’s when you saw your friends message. she was inviting you out to a bar, and of course you said yes. this could be the only way to ease your mind and relieve the thoughts.

you got dressed making sure to wear something cute just in case you found someone new. you didn’t want anyone new, but maybe just maybe it was a good idea to see someone new. you put on a cute outfit and grabbed your things to go.

you were now finally in the car with your friend ready to have fun. it was a newer bar that she was bringing you too. supposedly one of the best ones around town. the two of you shared laughs on the way there as the car stopped and pulled up in front of the building. it was a nice place and many people were there. ‘maybe you’ll find yourself a new boo’ your friend pushed on your shoulder and laughed. you rolled your eyes stepping out the car and laughing as well. you had only told your friend about roman, making sure to keep the secret remembering what he said. it could be bad for him and his career, and although part of you hated him you wanted to keep him safe.

the two of you walked into the bar and settled down on the stools. you both ordered a few drinks and caught up with each other. the night grew long and before you knew it the club night started. you knew most bars were like this but you didn’t really feel like partying tonight. your friend kept begging you to stay so you did. the drinks started to get to you as you felt yourself getting dizzy and slowing down. you told your friend you were going outside to take a breather and she shooed you away. ‘gosh whatever.’ you mumbled under your breath. you pushed past people and finally got to the door, as you were walking outside you had bumped into something or even someone.

you rubbed at your head then looked up to see someone standing right in front of you. as you were catching up to focus they slowly turned around and looked down at you. it was him, roman right in front of your. you felt your heart stop and your breathing slow down. what the fuck? what kind of coincidence was this? you were calling right back into his trap right at this moment. this wasn’t going to be good. “long time no see.” he spoke in a darker tone. god. it was only going to get worse from here. “yeah because you haven’t reached out.” you laughed in his face and went to turn around and walk away until you felt his hand right on your shoulder, holding you there and stopping you from walking away.

“hey slow down i don’t mean any harm.” his words were going right through you as the drinks kept making you dizzy. this was bad and you knew it was. whatever happened tonight would only make you think of him more. “i mean what could you possibly want roman?” you turned back to look at him, the rush filling your body. “come with me, i want to apologize.” the pang in your chest grew tighter as your breathing slowed down. this wasn’t good. your heart hurt but something was telling you to go. did he really want to apologize? that’s how you found yourself in the back of his car. sitting in awkward silence.

the air felt dense and the car was quiet. the only visible noise was the two of you breathing and him moving around. you kept your eyes settled out the window making sure not to give him the what he wanted. “i’m sorry.” you looked towards him to see he was looking down at his lap. was he really being sincere about this? whatever. all boys were like this, but you were falling for it either way. “ok.” you didn’t want to give him what he wanted. you wanted to stand up for yourself. “i didn’t mean for things to go that way.” he grabbed at your arms and looked at you in your eyes. fuck. his eyes were dark and filled with something deep.

you looked back at him with a stern look in your eyes. you didn’t want to give in, you couldn’t help yourself though. you leaned in enough to allow his breath to his your shoulder. “your fucked roman.” you looked deep into his eyes, it was clear he was high or drunk but either way, you were as well. “i know. i just wanted to say sorry.” he leaned in closer, now your lips almost against his. it was like you didn’t know what was going to happen, but you wanted to know how it would end. would he leave you again? or would it be a different ending this time around. you slowly leaned forward and allowed your lips to slowly touch his. not rough, just passionate.

he crept his hands up around the back of your neck softly pulling you against his lips. the smell of his cologne burned your nose while the taste of liquor left his lips. you pulled back away from him and turned your face. you felt guilty somewhat, like you knew it wasn’t right, but you couldn’t stop yourself. the butterflies twisted in your stomach and your heart raced fast, just like the first night the two of you met up. he placed a hand on top of your thigh and glided his thumb across the inner part. you got that feeling again, the one you got when he first made you feel good. that’s when you looked at him deeply in the eyes and kissed him again.

he grabbed onto your waste and brought you onto his lap. he fiddled with his belt buckle as he was clearly already hard. you glided slowly on his lap and let your hands fall onto his chest. “please baby. one more time for me?” he looked up at you then down where you were sitting on top of him. he lifted his hips bucking them up into you making you groan a little. you looked down at him. his eyes piercing yours, the tension grew deeper by the second. the pressure really got to you, you knew you shouldn’t but something inside you deeply wanted him. you nodded slowly. he smiled up at you and slowly pulled down his pants. his boxers were already budging with his hard on as you scooted down on his thighs. you lifted your body slightly and took off your pants, tossing them to the side leaving yourself in just panties.

as you were undressing you bumped your thigh against his cock making him groan. “sorry i didn’t mean t-“ you were cut off by him slamming his lips against yours guiding your hips up and down. he eventually pulled down his boxers and his cock sprang up slapping his chest slightly. the pre cum splattered a little onto his chest as you looked down and giggled. he rolled his eyes and laughed with you. “i don’t have a condom.” the air felt slightly different. the times you did it before you always wore a condom with him, but to do it without one for the first time felt weird. it’s not like you could have kids right now if that were to happen, and surely with all his tours and fame he couldn’t either, so for whatever reason you trusted him. and before you knew it he was already inside of you.

his length was nothing you could get used too. he was girthy and long. you moaned loud as he slapped your ass hard leaving a burn. it was like you could feel every vein on his dick as he hit against your g spot. the sound of skin clapping filled the car as the windows started to fog up. “yeahhh baby. just like that take it how you always do.” his words made you clench tightly around him as your clit was sensitive and puffy. your head fell down onto his shoulder as he reached his arm down and started to toy with your bud. he kissed at your neck leaving marks all over as your walls squeezed tightly around him. you had already came once making this your second orgasm. “r-roman- too much fuck!” he lifted his hips slightly turning an angle to hit all the right spots. you felt like you could pass out right then and there. your stomach twisted in knots when you felt something odd. you knew you were getting to another orgasm but this was different. you moaned loudly when suddenly you squirted all over his thighs. he paused for a minute looking down at where the two of you connected, tossing his head back and groaning. “oooh shit babe” he laughed then started slamming into you again. you moaned loudly as you clawed at his back and came down from your high. you came all over his length as he lifted you quickly and came right with you.

the two of you laid back in the car for a little while longer after that. he didn’t speak any words to you. it was silent. you decided to break the silence after it felt agitating. “when will i see you again.” you spoke. he didn’t answer right away. your stomach felt weird, like you wanted to throw up. “don’t think we will.” he turned his head out the window as he started getting dressed again. you looked at his back as sweat dripped down, his tattoos on his arms glistening, his curls sticking down. it felt surreal. you hated that you wanted to forget about everything, but you didn’t want to remember any of it. turning back he looked at you once more, closing the car door shut as you sat with the silence buzzing through your ears.

taglist: @sweet2sin @punkceal

KISS DONT TELL

fem reader! x rommulas

fic info: you suddenly became one of his biggest fans, going to every show, every meet and greet, trying to see him every chance you got. so when you got a dm from him the two of you hit it off quick. ever since then you have been his little secret. (not proof-read)

tags: secret ‘relationship’, angst? slight fluff, name calling, dirty talking, oral, spitting, slapping, protected sex.

notes: hey everyone i’ve missed you all :)) sorry i been posting i really haven’t had any good ideas lately and this one is kind of last minute so sorry if it’s not the best. if anyone has ideas or anything you’d like me to try and write please let me know id love to try and create it for you guys. i left this one on a little cliff hanger sorry guys lol. anyways i hope you all enjoy love y’all >w<

being a super fan of an artist was normal. millions of people all over the world had that one artist they just couldn’t get enough of. if that meant they made it to every concert, tried to get to every meet and greet, or simply were just parasocial over them, but hey it was a normal thing for people, but not many people got close enough to their dream of even meeting them, except for you. it all started when your friend had an extra ticket to 2hollis’ concert. you hadn’t known much of him but you went anyways, and you could say it was one of the best nights you had. when you got to the concert and hollis started to perform you were in awe. the performance itself was amazing and you found yourself a new artist to listen to, but during halfway through the show hollis brought out a special guest, his friend rommulas. your breath was simply taken away. in the flashing lights of the concert it was like an angel spawned from heaven. he had beautiful brownish black curls that fell perfectly over his pretty brown eyes. his toned abs were glistening from the sweat and his muscles popped out. you never seen anyone like him, he was special. that’s when you knew what you wanted, you wanted to know everything about this mysterious boy.

you slowly started trying to figure out everything about roman, not in a stalker way or anything but a huge fan at that. you started to listen to all his songs, follow all his socials, even try dming him a couple times which of course, there was no response. one post stuck out to you the most, he would be performing for the first time by himself. you immediately looked into it and knew you had to be there. so when the day of the concert came you were basically the first person in line for the venue. after hours had passed you made your way up to the barricade waiting to see him. you wanted to look your best just in case there was any chance of him even getting close to you so you wore the perfect thing. after what felt like forever the concert finally begun and you were ready. everything that happened during the concert made your heart skip beats. it was overall just perfect and you were happy to just even see him up on stage. the concert had ended and you rushed outside to wait with all the other fans to see if you could try to meet him. there were so many other people that you weren’t that confident, but it was worth every try. the door of the venue busted open as you saw two security guards walk through, and walking behind them was rommulas himself.

fans were screaming all over and you were in shock. he started at the end of the line signing peoples things, taking pictures with fans, saying his hellos, it all seemed unreal. he finally started making his way down to your section. taking more pictures with fans and signing their things. you realized you didn’t have anything for him to sign which sort of made you upset so you just pulled out your phone. you started to record as he was inches away from you all you could do was stare. you held out your hand reaching for him and as he got in front of you all went blank when he grabbed at your hand and looked at you. your heart completely stopped. you didn’t know how to react or what to even do, what do you do when your favorite artist gives you what you’ve wanted the whole time? all you could do was stand there in shock.

after the concert you were back at your house just reminiscing and watching the videos. you were smiling as your hear thumped just thinking of it all. you opened his instagram account to see he had posted a new story:

maybe you were just a little parasocial because all you could do was look and smile at your phone. you didn’t want to seem like one of those weird fans who just harassed but you just couldn’t get any of it out of your mind so you decided to dm him. you knew it wouldn’t lead anywhere but who knows, maybe he looks at all the dms he gets just doesn’t respond. it was worth the try.

✉︎

@y/n: ‘hi :) amazing show tonight. so proud.’ sent 1m ago.

sending the message made you feel a little corny but it was whatever. you set your phone down and got ready for bed. you didn’t expect anything from the message, that was until at least 12 minutes later you heard a buzzing come from your phone. you picked it up and saw a notification from instagram. your heart sunk, could it really be? you opened instagram and hovered over the dms. you felt yourself getting nervous but finally opened it to see a respond from him. there’s no way it could be true. you were definitely seeing things. but no? you weren’t even high or drunk this was reality. you opened the message:

✉︎

@rommulas: ‘preciate you’ sent 1m ago.

what the hell? how could this be. your head was spinning all over the place this didn’t feel real. you opened the message as your thumb hovered over the respond button. you didn’t even know what to say. you stood like this for another 5 minutes until you finally gave in. you decided to send him the video of him holding your hand. was that weird? probably, but you really didn’t know what else to say. he probably wouldn’t respond again anyway but it was the least you could do. sending him the video you waited in the chat for a couple minutes until under the video was ‘seen.’ seriously what was going on? a artist that has over a million fans is responding to some random girl at 1 in the morning? all of this seemed like some sort of dream you were playing in your head. you waited in the chat again when you saw the bubbles typing. swiping out of the chat you waited until another message popped up.

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@rommulas: ‘lmao nice video. i remember you real pretty btw. we should hang out soon if your down’ sent 1m ago.

that message was what set everything off. it had only been weeks after that message was sent and you found yourself almost every weekend in a hotel room with him. you were living the literal dream so when he texted you another night to meet up at a hotel you rushed to the taxi cab and made your way over.

you were used to this by now so you never truly got nervous. making your way up to the hotel room you knocked on the number room he gave you as he opened the door and pulled you inside. the meetups were ever only truly for one thing, sex. you didn’t complain. i mean who else got to do this? nobody.

he immediately started kissing all over you once the door was closed. leaving kisses on your neck, face, mouth, anywhere he could get too. ‘i missed you.’ he whispered into your ear. you wrapped your hands around his neck and kissed him back. ‘don’t let anyone know about this alright? don’t want the cameras all over.’ not thinking much of it you nodded, you were too in the moment to even care if the things he said right now were right from wrong. the more heated it got the quicker he brought you over to the bed. the makeout session continued on until you were now between his legs and pulling down his jeans. you unbuckled his belt and pulled down on the hem of his boxers. groans left his mouth as he looked down at you with dark eyes. you maintained eye contact as you slowly took off his boxers. his length slapped his stomach leaving precum on him. he bit down on his lip slightly and whimpered from the air hitting his cock. ‘fuck.’ all his groans left between your thighs soaked. you looked up at him then down at his cock and started to suck all around it. you placed kisses on every inch making sure not to forget any part. you licked strips up on each vein then brought the whole thing into your mouth. you always brag about your gag reflex but roman really triggered it. he was big. you kept sucking him all around making sure to get it real messy, you felt his hands come up behind your head and grab all your hair forming it into a ponytail.

after a few minutes of pleading to keep giving him head he pulled you off. it wasn’t that he didn’t want you to keep going but he knew how needy you were. he got up off the bed and walked over to his bag pulling out a condom. as you waited you got undressed and tossed all your clothes to the floor leaving you in just panties. you specifically wore the lacy panties he had delivered to your house. ‘oh you like them?’ he asked walking over to you placing a kiss to your forehead. ‘they’re cute.’ you smiled. he placed more kisses to your head then motioned you to get on your hands and knees. you arched your back perfectly allowing him to see your glistening heat. he brought himself behind you and lined his tip with your entrance. you grabbed onto the sheets below you and groaned slightly. he rubbed his tip up and down your slit allowing your wetness to coat the condom. ‘fuck roman just put it in.’ getting impatient you groaned. ‘relax yourself or i’m not fucking you at all.’ he laughed. rolling your eyes you went to make another comment until you were cut off by him pushing into you. gripping onto the sheets tighter the both of you moaned and gasped at him filling you up.

‘shit- your tight.’ he brought his hands up to your waist holding you still. he didn’t move, allowing you to feel every inch of him. your legs started to shake from his length filling you up as you tossed your head into the pillows. suddenly he started to move. the sound of skin clapping filled the hotel room as his pace was steady. you moaned into the pillows grabbed a bundle of the sheets and keeping your arch steady. his eyes were fixated at where the two of you met, white cream coating his dick, he tossed his head back as his eyes rolled to the back of his head. ‘mmph- f-fuck roman!’ your muffled noises was all he could hear as he picked up the pace. you were slowly started to lose your mind everything making your head dizzy until a slap to your ass kicked you back into reality. you felt the sting of his hand print as you bit down on your lip. ‘mhm. throw that shit back, yeah baby.’ all his talking went straight down to your cunt as you felt yourself squeeze around him. he groaned loud then pulled out of you. he grabbed your waist and flipped you over onto the bed.

you were now looking up at him as he placed messy kisses down your neck then on your lips. he made his way between your legs again bringing them up onto his shoulders creating a angle that hit every good spot. you moaned loud when he hit the perfect spot as you brought your hands up to his shoulders and clawed at him slightly. he kept pounding into you as he brought his hand up to your face. he squeezed your cheeks softy and groaned. ‘open.’ you shook your head no then a slap came to your cheek. he stopped moving inside you when he saw you didn’t move. ‘shit. baby i’m sorry i didn’t mean to.’ he held onto the side of your head when you turned your face back to look at him. he expected you to be all pissed but you smiled at him. god you were so fucked up. you opened your mouth as your tongue lolled out slightly. ‘fuck your gonna be the reason of my death.’ he laughed slightly then spit into your mouth. a long string of drool fell right onto your tongue as your smiled and bit down on your lip. he continued to slam into you as your eyes rolled into the back of your head. you could feel yourself getting close as your legs started to shake. the tip of his dick was hitting your g spot as he ran circles around your clit. he brought his face down to your tits and started to suck on your nipples. he took your legs down from his shoulders and brought them to his waist hitting a deeper angle. your legs squeezed around his waist bringing him in closer as the two of you were coming down from the high. he continued slamming into you as you felt yourself come all over him ‘s-shit- m’ cumming! r-roman-‘ your eyes rolled to the back of your head as he pulled out and came into the condom. the two of you slammed back into the bed and stood their catching your breath.

after the two of you caught your breath you felt the weight of his body get off the bed. you lifted your head and looked at him getting dressed. ‘hey. your leaving already?’ you asked as you sat up covering yourself with the blanket. ‘yeah? i’m not gonna stay?’ he laughed. you felt a sort of pang in your chest. you knew you guys weren’t in a serious relationship but he couldn’t at least stay a while more? ‘so your just gonna leave me here. ok then.’ he turned around and looked at you, his eyes on yours. his eyes were sharp with a sense of anger and confusion in them. ‘i mean what the fuck i never stay you come i go, what’s different this time around?’ tossing his hands in the air you looked at him deeply in the eyes. there was so sense of sincerity in his. your heart felt shattered. ‘whatever.’ making your way out of the bed you walked to the bathroom door then slammed it shut. you didn’t care if he left or not anymore, he made it clear what he wanted.

you took a shower allowing your mind to ease. once you were all rinsed off you grabbed a towel, wrapping it around your body and heading out of the bathroom. once you were out that’s when you saw him sitting on the bed. all you could do was stand there looking at him. ‘what now?’ you didn’t go any closer to him then you had too. you wanted him to feel remorse. ‘listen i’m sorry. things have been going on and i got too much in my head please don’t be mad at me.’ he reached out his hand waiting for you to come close. he was such a bad idea but you wanted him. you wanted him more than anything. so when you found yourself walking over to him you couldn’t stop yourself. it was like you were being lifted by his voodoo. you knew what you had gotten yourself into he wasn’t good for you and you weren’t good for him, but you liked the bane every once in a while.

taglist: @sweet2sin @punkceal

TAKE IT SLOW

fem reader! x conceal (ryan)

fic info: you and your boyfriend ryan have been dating for a while now. everything about the relationship was sensational, you couldn’t ask for more. that was until you wanted to take things further, and of course he couldn’t let you down. (not proof-read)

tags: loss of virginity, fingering, name calling (soft names), soft sex, protection, aftercare

notes: hello everyone! back once again :3 hope you guys aren’t getting annoyed by me just yet lol. i got requested to do another conceal fic so here you all are. i’ve been making shorter fics cs i haven’t really had any new ideas but i hope you enjoy! thanks <2

when you and your boyfriend first got together everything changed. you knew he would become a huge part of your life and change you in every way, not a bad change, a change that you knew would bring more life to you. you and ryan had got together almost a year ago. you guys had met at some party and off the hook you knew he was the one for you. you always spent time together even if that meant going on dates, or just laying in bed watching a movie before you guys fell asleep tangled up in the heat of each others bodies. unlike other couples the two of you never really talked about sex. yes there were times where you guys were making out and it got slightly heated but you never seen it in that way, that was until the night he came home from his tour.

you were laying down in bed playing some movie on the tv. you weren’t really playing attention to what you were watching, it was sort of just there for background. the sound of chirping crickets came outside your window as a nice breeze whooshed in. you had been wrapped nice and cozy in your blanket while you scrolled on your phone. it hadn’t been too late but the exhaustion from the day was slowly dawning on you. your eyes felt heavy and you were about to doze off to sleep until you felt your phone vibrate. it was a text from you boyfriend.

-☏

ryan ෆ: ‘hi angel. i’m on my way home, they let me off tour early. can’t wait to see you. be there soon.’

was this some sort of prank? could your boyfriend really be coming home? before he left he explained to you that his tour would last at least several months, with the news being brought up you were slightly heartbroken. you knew you would miss him every second of the day, that’s why this was so unbelievable. sitting up in your bed your thumbs gazed over the text box. you wrote out a message and sent it right away.

‘seriously? i’m so excited to see you. i can’t wait. ❦︎’

about 15 minutes went by as you laid in your bed. a few weeks ago you had bought a cute little nightgown and you knew it was perfect to greet your boyfriend once again. laying down in the comfort of your bed you waited. that was until you suddenly hear a loud knock on the door downstairs. your heart started to race. it hadn’t been so long since you last saw him, it almost felt nerve-wracking. you got up from your bed and headed downstairs. reaching the door you opened it ever so slightly. standing there, he was. standing there looking perfect as always, the scent of fresh cologne slightly stinging your nose. you looked up at him and smiled. your heart jumped. leaping onto him you hugged him tightly not wanting to let go. ‘ryan i missed you so much. i love you.’ you felt as if you were in some disney romance movie. the feeling made your stomach feel all sweet. he placed a kiss to your forehead and pulled you back looking down at you then kissing your forehead once again. ‘god. it’s been so long. you look so beautiful baby, missed you so much.’

you two had finally made it inside as you were now in your bed. the buzz of the tv was playing the background as the crickets kept chirping. the second he got through the door he didn’t want to let you go, and neither did you. if you let him go you were afraid he might leave again, leaving you with a sense of emptiness in your heart. and you knew he didn’t want to leave you, but you still felt alone without him. ignoring all the overthinking you let his hands caress you as you cherished every last minute you had with him. he placed kissing all over you making sure you knew how much he missed you. he’d always be the type to show how much he loved you, he knew the right things to do and the ways to make you feel special, but something felt different about the way he was treating you tonight. you knew there was more to it, a sense of heat to the sensation. pulling away from the kiss you looked at him. he had a look in his eye that made your heart jump. ‘angel, i love you a lot.’ he spoke, his voice husk. you knew. you knew from the moment he walked through the door this night would be different, a night you wouldn’t forget, you didn’t want the night to end but you were nervous.

your heart thumped as your ears buzzed. it seemed like everything around you was spinning and ryan could see this look on you. ‘hey hey, if you aren’t ready yet we don’t have too.’ the thing you loved about ryan was he always made sure you were ok. he promised he would always take care of you, and he kept that promise. ‘ryan. i’m ready, just take it slow.’ you spoke softly.

the sound of heavy breathing echoed through the room. he kept kissing all around your body making sure to worship every part. he was on top of you now kissing your neck. pulling away from you he backed up slightly placing his hands on your knees. ‘you sure about this?’ looking up at him deeply in the eyes you blinked. you knew if you wanted to back out lash minute he’d let you, but you wanted this. you were ready. you nodded at him. he nodded back at you and slowly spread your legs. he kept one hand placed on your knee as the other one dragged down slowly to lift up your nightgown. you could feel the tension picking up as your heart started beating quicker. he hovered his fingers above your clothed cunt as he waited for your consent. ‘g-go ahead. be gentle.’ biting down on your lip you watched his fingers pull down your panties. from the previous moves you had already been wet. he glared down at your cunt and groaned quietly. he placed a kiss to the top of your knee then slowly brought his fingers to your cunt. as you bit down on your lip you moaned then covered your mouth. ‘hey hey, i wanna hear you. don’t be shy.’ he took your hand off your mouth and held it with his free hand. you looked down at him between your thighs as your heart raced. he slowly stuck one of his fingers inside and moved in and out slowly.

you couldn’t believe the sensation. you felt like you could explode any moment. he picked up his pace with his fingers as he moved in and out of you. his eyes stuck to your cunt the whole time, it was kind of embarrassing. little moans and groans came out your mouth ever so often. you felt as if you were ready for step two. you pushed back on his hand to motion for him to pull out. pulling his fingers out he looked at you with concern. ‘you okay? want me to stop?’ his eyes pierced yours as you shook your head no. ‘ryan. i’m ready, w-want you now.’ you called up to him and placed a deep kiss on his lips. he kissed you back, wrapping his hand around your neck pulling you in deeper.

you could basically hear your heart in your ears. you watched as he ripped open the condom and rolled it onto himself. he was pretty big which made your mind go blank. crawling on top of you he placed one more kiss to your lips and looked down at you deep in the eyes. ‘baby. if you really don’t want this we don’t have too.’ his hand cradled the side of your face as you looked up at him wrapping your arms around his neck. ‘ryan i promise. we can do this. go slow.’ all you could feel was the tip of his length slowly pushing inside. the both of you gasped as the stretch made you clench around him. he looked down at you placing a kiss to your forehead and comforting you. ‘you okay?’ he asked. ‘m-mhm. i’m good.’

his warm hands wrapped around your waist he slowly started to move once again. you felt every inch press against the perfect spot. your moans echoed in the room as you squeezed tightly around him. he looked you deep in the eyes and place a kiss to your lips once again, pulling away then biting down on his lip as he watched where the both of you connected. your eyes flung shut as you tossed your head back from the sensation. gripping onto the sheets tightly you wrapped your legs around his waist bringing him closer. ‘s-shit baby. y-you fuck- keep squeezing me like that i might come right here.’ small tears prickled from your eyes as you started coming down from your high. he brought his hand down to your cunt and rubbed small circles onto your clit. your stomach turned hot and your mind went blank. you thought you saw stars. keeping up with his pace and hitting that spot you knew you were close. the odd feeling of your stomach being warm and twisted finally came upon you. he lifted your leg to a knee position, one leg on his shoulder, the other still on his waist. with this knee position you felt every inch inside of you. your cunt felt weak, you threw your head back as your eyes lolled in the back of your head. ‘shit- angel. cmon’ you got this. cum for me.’ holding onto your leg he placed a kiss right on the heel of your foot. he took his other hand to lift up your head slightly, forcing you to watch where the two of you connected.

with the scene right in front of your eyes, watching him go in and out. his pink brushed tip disappearing into your wet cunt. you watched in awe as your stomach grew hotter. he rubbed down on your clit once again helping you come down from your high. gripping onto the sheets tighter you arched your back off the bed as you felt yourself coming undone. white cream splattered all over his dick as you moaned loudly and your legs shook. he kissed your foot once again then threw his head back as he filled the condom himself. he pulled out then stood there out of breath watching you. you felt like you could pass out right there, noticing he fell to the bed next to you. the warmth of his body soon covered yours as you felt him cradle you softly. he placed a kiss to your temple and held you close. you did great my pretty.’ you smiled at him, not speaking, just taking in the warmth of his body and listening to his breathing. the air was quiet, the two of you fell asleep in the comfort of your bed.

taglist: @punkceal @sweet2sin

BACKSEAT

fem reader! x conceal (ryan)

fic info: after being out all night with the boyliife members everyone was ready to head home and settle down, but there was a bit of an issue. the car was too small. and of course this is exactly how you ended up squished upon ryan’s lap. (not proof-read)

tags: slight intoxication, drunk sex?, grinding, dirty talk, name calling, p in v, unprotected sex, orgasm, slight fluff.

notes: hello everyone! i’m back with another fic. i didn’t expect to make this so quick but when i got requested to write something about conceal and i had to take the offer right away. this one’s a bit all over the place but i hope everyone still enjoys. thank you! <2

being friends with the boyliife members meant after parties every time y’all met up. you didn’t complain about it because you loved partying, but most of the time this meant some sort of chaos was bound to happen. walking out the back door of the club that hollis had rented out after the show you walked next to him and ryan. you were exhausted and pretty drunk, but you weren’t the only one. all the boys were pretty fucked up but you all had fun so none of that mattered. roman led the way to the car and all of you followed. the walk wasn’t long as you finally made it to the car. you went to open the door until ryan had cut you off and opened it for you ‘allow me.’ you laughed at him ‘wow a gentleman we have here.’ the two of you laughed and easily got distracted as the other members quickly scurried their way into the car. you didn’t even realize everyone was in until hollis shouted ‘yo! hurry up it’s getting cold with the door open.’ both you and ryan looked over at the car then back at each other and laughed once again. you both walked over to the car, ryan in first then you, but there was a problem. there was no room left for you.

you stood there awkwardly looking at everyone in the car. roman and hollis were squeezed, nate was barely in a seat himself then there was ryan basically sitting on top of nate. the security guard sat in the front seat so there really was no seat for you. you stood there with a blank face. ryan looked over to hollis and gave him a confused look. ‘i swear the car was meant to be bigger. i ordered the party bus pack?’ you looked down at ryan as his eyes met back up with yours. there was something concerning about the way he looked at you and you knew he had something planned. ‘sit on my lap.’ he said sternly. you opened your mouth to speak but nothing came out. it wasn’t like you were uncomfortable with sitting on his lap, you guys were close friends he wouldn’t do anything to hurt you or make you feel gross, but it was all about what you were wearing. you looked down at your outfit as a rush of worries ran through your body. obviously you couldn’t ride on top of the car or in the trunk, so truly this was your one and only option. ‘alright. don’t try any funny stuff though.’ you made your way into the car, ducking your head then slowly crawling on top of his lap. there was an awkward silence as you felt eyes all on you. all you could hear was a low snicker coming from roman as ryan slapped his arm. ‘ow that hurt!’ .. ‘then shut up.’ ryan spoke.

finally the car started moving. you tried to distract yourself by looking out the window or blocking out everyone’s talking with the music being played but everything led back to the fact that you were sitting on his lap. you weren’t uncomfortable it just felt odd? you tried not to move to cause anything weird to happen but of course with the luck you had the driver of the car went over a huge bump causing you to lift up slightly then slam back down onto his lap. you suddenly felt his hands grab onto your waist as a groan escaped his mouth. you slightly turned ur head and looked at him to whisper ‘i- i’m sorry i didn’t expect that.’ there was a sharp look in his eye, like they were on fire. you looked him deep in the eyes as the moonlight shined through the windows and glistened right to his pupils. ‘your cool. don’t worry about it.’ his voice was low and deep, and for some reason it gave your body chills. you never really looked at him that way, he was always just a friend to you and someone you felt safe with but the way he was making you feel right now make you want to see him more than that.

the car kept moving and everyone else was distracted but you. the grip ryan had on your waist became slightly tighter and you held back everything. his hands gripped onto your hips holding you right against his now visible boner. he held you there to keep anyone from seeing but it was doing far more damage to you than anyone else currently. you could feel him through your panties and it was bothering you that you couldn’t do anything about it. you really tried to stay still and not move but the friction only made your panties get wetter. ‘try to stay still. they’re gonna notice.’ he whispered into your ear, you could feel his breath against your neck leaving chills down your body. you moved slightly to look out the window to see where the car was at. your apartment was only down the street. ‘e-excuse me driver- d-do you think you could drop me off up there. please?’ going home would probably be the best idea right now.

a few minutes later the driver parked right in front of your apartment complex. you looked down at your lap then turned back around to ryan. giving him a concerned look he slowly nodded at you giving you the go to get up. you quickly got up and opened the door to exit the car. standing outside you waved goodbye to all the boys and went to close the door until you were stopped. ryan walked out of the car with you. ‘i’m gonna go with her tonight, make sure she’s ok. you ok with that?’ your heart dropped. what was he doing to you. you couldn’t even say no, he had some sort of spell on you. ‘i- yeah. come on let’s go.’ you walked towards the steps of your apartment and opened the door. he followed you inside and closed the door behind you. ‘ryan what are we doing. you know i’m fine here by myself.’ turning toward him you looked at him to find the answer. there was silence. you went to walk away from him and leave him there, that was until he grabbed your arm turning you back toward him and pressing a deep kiss against your lips. you wanted to back away, ryan was only your close friend, but something in you let it happen. and your body wanted this more than anything.

the kissing deepened as you felt him getting more eager. you grabbed his arm and pulled him over to the couch that stood in your dark living room. you turned on the little lamp that stood in the corner of the room as the light made your body glow. he looked at you deeply in the eye as you giggled. you walked back over to him and pushed him onto the couch bringing your legs up to straddle his lap. getting comfortable on top of him you slowly pressed kisses to his neck, little groans came beneath his lips every few seconds. his hands found their way to your thighs once again then up to your skirt. he lifted your skirt slightly as his palms landed flat on your ass. he squeezed slightly then brought his lips to yours. you moaned into his mouth and grinded on his boner, you could feel him through his jeans. he kept kissing you softly then he brought his hands up to yours shirt and took it off. pulling back he looked at you in the eyes asking for consent you didn’t even need to speak your body gave the answer.

taking off your shirt he left you in your bra as he gazed his eyes over your tits. he kissed you once more then brought his lips down to your tits to place kisses on them too. you let out a husk breath as you kept your arms on his chest. both of your bodies were filled with heat and lust, every move the two of you placed on each other left you with wanting more. after a few more minutes of making out and getting each other ready he finally lifted you off his lap and brought down his jeans. he took them off slowly basically giving you a strip tease. you wanted to just rip them off already. you were patient with him though letting him do just what he wanted. after the two of you were undressed he left himself in his boxers. you could see his boner through his pants and his print was big. ‘do you have a condom?’ he asked as he took off his boxers and threw them to the side. his length sprung out and hit his chest with precum. like you thought, he was in fact huge. you looked down then up at him and shook your head no. it wasn’t the best idea having sex without a condom but you trusted him enough. he waved you over with his hand and brought you to the couch.

once you were on the couch he had you bent over. keeping his hands on your waist he grabbed the hem of your panties and brought them down tossing them to the side. you were soaked. ‘damn. all i did was kiss you.’ you looked back at him and scoffed rolling your eyes ‘shut up.’ he laughed at your comment then brought the tip to your cunt. ‘i’ll pull out i swear.’ he lined himself up and slowly pushed in. ‘you bet-‘ you were cut off with the both of you gasping loudly. he pushed himself all the way in allowing you to feel every inch. ‘s-shit. your tight baby.’ he groaned loudly. you grabbed on tightly to the back of the couch tossing your head down onto your arms. ‘s-shut up!’ he brought his hands to your side as he slowly started to thrust in and out. the way he was moving sent you to heaven, slow at first then picking up the pace. you basically could feel every vein around his dick. you kept your head in your arms muffling all your moans when you felt his hands grab your hair into a ponytail and pull it up. ‘wanna hear your fuck- moans like the slut you are.’ his pace picked up as you squeezed tightly around him. all his words made your legs feel like jelly. you could tap out instantly but you wanted to feel much more. he kept thrusting into you hitting all the right spots. ‘r-ryan ugh- m’close.’ his grip on your thigh tightened. ‘you got this angel. keep taking my dick.’ it only took several more thrusts until you felt your stomach get warm. you threw your head back as your legs shook and you came down from your orgasm. your seed poured all over his dick and he pulled out and came on your back. the two of you laid flat on the couch out of breath.

after the two of you sat in silence it was finally broken. ‘you okay?’ he rubbed on your shoulder as you nodded. ‘we don’t have to tell anyone of this, i know it was sort of an odd situation.’ you looked at him deep in the eyes and smiled. he was a good guy and a good friend to you. ‘okay. this can be our dirty little secret.’ you laughed as you laid your head on his lap. he ran his fingers through your hair and the both of you closed your eyes.

but like reader is w boyliife in the car and there’s no more seats so she’s sitting on conceals lap and it’s really bumpy and when they get home.. yk the rest

CYBER SEX

fem reader! x hollis

fic info: you’re so lonely without your boyfriend hollis. he’s been on tour for a few weeks and you miss him so much:(( late one night he calls you to say how much he misses you, it turns out he’s able to express it in so many more ways. (not proof-read)

tags: phone sex, dirty talking, use of sex toy, name calling

notes: hi everyone! i’m back once again. thank you for all the love i’ve been getting i appreciate you all so much. listened to cyber sex by doja cat the other night and i had this idea lol. this isn’t my best work but i hope you all enjoy! <2

having the struggle of not seeing your boyfriend for weeks made you feel sick. of course you knew how to be independent and you didn’t rely on him but you surely missed his touch and everything about him. you missed his long blonde curls, his brown/hazel eyes, his smile, everything about him made your heart clench. you hadn’t heard much from him since the tour, i mean yeah he’d text you a “hey” or “i miss you” every once in a while but it wasn’t enough. you couldn’t blame him though, he was a star after all and you loved him for perusing his career and reaching his goals, but from time to time the thought of not seeing him made you unhappy. that was until late one random night you felt the vibration of your phone on your pillow. you picked it up and your eyes widened, it was hollis calling.

you don’t think you’ve ever picked up a phone call so quickly. when you picked up there was a slight silence until it finally broke. ‘baby? you there? i miss you so much.’ there it was. his voice. you almost forgot what he sounded like, the soothing sound of his words made your heart race. it was music to your ears and you couldn’t get enough. ‘holli- hi. i miss you so much i can’t do this anymore.’ you sounded desperate but it was true. you truly were struggling without him. you just wanted him here with you. that’s all you wished for. ‘i know. i know. i only have a week or so left before i go back home. then you’ll have me all to yourself.’ you held your phone close to your chest as his voice through your phone vibrated on your chest. ‘can i make it up to you somehow baby?’ hm? make it up to you? it wasn’t like you could see him physically flights were way too much right now to even take a quick trip over to him. so what did he even mean by that? ‘what do you mean? i can’t see you.’ your voice was sort of weak with a hint of sadness behind it. ‘touch yourself for me and i’ll talk you through it. that sound good to you?’

your room fell silent. your eyes were wide and your breathing was stuck. it’s not like you haven’t had sex with him you’ve been dating for months now. but you’ve never done something like this, over the phone. he’s heard your moans and you’ve heard his but something felt awkward and you felt shy? ‘i- i don’t know i’ve never done something like this before.’ you picked up your phone and sat up. your voice was basically a whisper. ‘cmon. i’ll make you feel good even if i can’t be there to touch you.’ just by his words you were already feeling it. he knew exactly what to say to make you feel good even if he couldn’t be right there with you. you stood silent for a moment when you suddenly heard the noise of a zipper over the phone. he was unzipping his pants. it was getting too real. ‘baby please. help me and i’ll help you. i need you.’ he was almost moaning it went through your ears and it immediately went down to your panties. ‘f-fine.’

you slowly started to touch on yourself rubbing at the spots that his hands would’ve touched. you went to reach into your panties until you heard ‘wait- hold on. let me see what you’re wearing. please?’ you groaned into the phone spotting right before your panties. you slowly stood up and walked over to your mirror. you took a few pictures then found the perfect one. you opened his messages and sent it right away.

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there was a silence over the phone. was that the wrong thing to sent? did it give him the ick? you waited and then all you could hear was a low moan coming straight from him. it wasn’t that you disgusted him at all, he just couldn’t stop looking at you. ‘s-shit. w-wish i was there right now. my baby is so- ngh. pretty.’ you immediately folded. you hurried over to your bed and laid down. you slowly took off your panties and felt your wetness. biting down on your lip you rubbed slowly on your clit. ‘mm- holli. n-need you here with me.’ you slowly entered your finger inside your cunt. you gasped slightly, your fingers got the job done but they weren’t as great as him. you could hear the groans coming straight from his mouth. you kept moving your fingers in and out and every wet noise was heard. ‘shit baby. keep going you got this- fuck.’ you threw your head back as you curled your fingers upwards hitting the right spots. you then remembered what he had gave you before he left for tour.

you opened your nightstand drawer and grabbed out the pink dildo he gave you as a gift. of course you never told him you used it but it was a good gift left behind. ‘holli. i-i’m using it.’ you whispered into the phone as you slowly brought it to your house and pushed it inside. you let out a loud moan and quickly covered your mouth of embarrassment. ‘shittt. that thing better than my dick or sum?’ he chuckled. ‘n-no nothings better b-but mmph- it gets the job done.’ you pushed it in and out as you rubbed down on your clit. ‘yeah baby- keep fucking yourself like that. be my good girl.’ you could feel yourself getting close as your walls clenched right around the pink toy. you closed your eyes and pictured his face and thats exactly when it hit you. the knot in your stomach broke as you came all over the toy. you moaned loudly and tossed it to the side, throwing your head back against the pillow and laying there silently.

hollis had finished way before you but he wanted to help you out. ‘you okay my love?’ he spoke. ‘y-yeah i’m okay. thank you.’ you smiled and brought the phone to your chest. although he couldn’t be there with you he always knew how to make you feel special.

‘i’m gonna make a trip down in a week. make sure to be ready for me pretty baby.’

and of course when he walked through the door a week later. you were practically a tiger jumping onto your prey.

BUBBLEGUM BITCH

fem reader! x hollis

fic info: you found yourself at a party once again. being there meant smoking and drinking with friends, when all of a sudden some random spills their drink on you. offering you another drink or even, another way to apologize. what did you get yourself into? (not proof-read)

tags: intoxication, drunk/high sex, semi public sex, dirty talking, p in v, oral, hickeys, some aftercare.

notes: hi again everyone! thank you all so so much for all the love on my other fic i appreciate every last one of you guys and i’m so glad you all enjoyed it <2. i also just wanted to say that my fics come from fics i see on here a lot so i want to say i get inspiration from them not that my ideas don’t come from me but i do get inspired from a lot i see on here. i wanted to start creating more for you guys meaning, ill start taking requests of any sort. this fic was another idea i had so i hope you guys enjoy this one as well. thank you all and enjoy! >w<

the loud sound of music blazed through your ears as lights flashed from left to right. you waved your hand in front of your face pushing the smoke away. being at a party meant you were either going to be high or drunk, maybe even both. you passed the blunt to your friends as you all stood around in a circle. you were used to being at parties like this where people all over were being chaotic. there were people dancing, laughing, smoking and drinking, even grinding on each other? gross. it didn’t shock you much though, you loved partying so when your friend invited you to come to this one you said yes right away. the only thing about this party was it was actualy crowded. there was barely any space to even stand near your friends let alone have space to breath. when you first got invited to this party your friend had warned you that this one would be different, she had told you it was some producers party? oh well. you weren’t complaining. the party overall was fire.

after all the smoking you needed to get a drink, in that case you had told your friends that you were going to the kitchen. you pushed past the millions of people when you finally made it to the kitchen. it was way calmer in the kitchen. there were still a few people in there but it was much better than the storm out there. you looked around at all the drinks scattered around on the table and grabbed whatever you saw, taking a few solo cups and pouring them in. you went to pour your last drink when all of a sudden you felt someone slam into your back. you bumped against the counter as you felt a liquid pouring down your chest and thighs. you looked down at your outfit, completely ruined. you were pissed, all you could do was shout not even knowing if it was an accident or not well, you sure hoped it was. ‘hey what the fuck?!’ you turned around quickly to look at whoever had spilled the drink. that was when your eyes met with some boy. you looked up and gazed over everything about him. he was tall, much taller than you. his hair was curly and blonde as it fell right down to his shoulders. his body was slim and his cheekbones were visible. you couldn’t see his eyes, they were covered with sunglasses. he looked like a ghost with how pale he was. the weird thing about him was, he was chewing bubblegum. it felt like you had been hit right there with some strange poison, maybe it was the fact that you were high? no. it couldn’t be. this feeling came right from your heart. you had to say he was good looking, but it felt more like you were under some spell he had put on you.

with a loud pop you snapped back into reality. he had blown a bubble right in your face as he looked down at you and smiled awkwardly, his hand was placed right on your shoulder. ‘fuck. i’m so sorry. i did not mean to do this.’ his voice had you in a trance. you felt like you were being hypnotized. looking up at him you just shook your head. ‘n-no don’t worry it’s fine.’ you turned around to get back into your head. grabbing napkins you patted down on your outfit and tried to at least dry some of yourself up. ‘hey- seriously do you need any help? any money? i do apologize sincerely.’ any money? what was this dude on about? it was strange to you how kind he was being, usually when people spill drinks it either ends in a fight or the person never apologizes and leaves you there humiliated. ‘it’s fine i said. there’s no need to worry.’ it wouldn’t have hurt you for a couple bucks but in reality all you wanted to do was go home now and change into new clothes. the feeling of being sticky and smelling of alcohol made you feel gross. ‘i’m the host of the party. i can’t let a guest feel like this trust me i can help however you need.’ the host huh? what a great way to introduce yourself. you turned around to look up at him again. gazing right into his sun glasses. you couldn’t see his eyes which made you wonder what his expression really was right now. you were probably making a fool of yourself right in front of him. ‘i really don’t need help. i just need to get home and change into new clothes.’ you tossed your hair to the side and tried patting yourself more to dry whatever was left of the liquid. as you were doing this you felt the warm touch of hands on your shoulder. once again, it was him. ‘i don’t want you to feel unwelcome here, i might have some clothes you could borrow in my room upstairs?’ face blank.

first some random bumps into you, spills a drink, then all of a sudden your getting an invite into his room. what a fucking night. although you had always told yourself to never ever go upstairs with someone you don’t know at a party you couldn’t help yourself. his spell was growing stronger on you and you were falling right into his trap. again you were also high so that could’ve been one of the reasons too. as you followed him through the crowd everyone all over waved to him like he was some kind of celebrity. you remembered what your friend told you about him being a producer of some sort so maybe that’s why? whatever. you followed him up the stairs and right down the hall to his room. he opened the door to his room as you peeked over his shoulder to look inside. and there it was. music recording equipment. your friend was right, he was a producer of some sort. how didn’t you know who he was? and that’s when it hit you. was it even a good idea to be in some strangers room? i mean yeah he was nice and all but were you getting yourself into something good or bad.

‘hey you okay?’ his voice made you snap out of it. ‘yeah i’m okay. but um- i don’t know your name.’ you carefully walked over and sat on the edge of his bed. ‘oh that’s my fault. my name is hollis. it’s nice to meet you- ?’ he paused. ‘my name is y/n.’ you looked up from him from his bed as he looked down at you. he was basically eye fucking you with the was he was focused on everything. he looked down at your thighs then back up at your face. of course. to break the silence you asked him for what you really came here for. ‘um so- can i get the clothes?’ eyes rolled. ‘oh yeah. sorry guess i got distracted.’ you waited on his bed as he walked over to his closet digging through drawers. ‘so- how’s your night been?’ he was trying so hard to make small talk, and not to be rude but seriously all you wanted to do was get out of there and go home. ‘good besides the fact i’m all sticky and reeking of alcohol.’ you scoffed. he turned around and looked at you once again, and finally he took off his glasses. he shouldn’t have done that. giving you another reason to fall for him. his eyes were beautiful, they were a sort of hazel brown and to top them off they were glossy, probably from the fact that he was also high.

‘listen. i really didn’t mean to spill it on you. my friends were fooling around and they pushed me a little too hard. ok? i’m sorry?’ you knew he was being sincere about the whole thing. but something in you liked the way he acted when apologizing. keeping eye contact with him you giggled slightly. ‘it’s okay. i’m not mad i just like teasing you hollis.’ the way his name rolled off your tongue changed something in him. that’s when he walked away from his closet and stood right in front of you. the sudden movement back you back up onto his bed a little more as you looked at him in confusion. ‘you like teasing huh?’ your body grew warm just by that sentence. for a minute he sounded- possessive? you didn’t mind having guys being possessive towards you, if anything it turned you on, but you just didn’t know what to expect right now. you barely knew him for more than 20 minutes and you really couldn’t see through him. ‘i told you i’d pay you back, if that meant with clothes or money, but i wasn’t specific enough. i can help you in other ways too.’ actually what was going on? you knew you were high but you also knew what was going on. all you could do was stare. you had no words. he let you contain yourself when you spoke up again. ‘i- i don’t know what you mean.’

‘i don’t want to make you feel uncomfortable, if you don’t want anything i can give you the clothes and you can leave. we can forget this ever happened, but if you want i can make it up to you in a way that’ll make you feel much better.’ you were always good at making the right decisions for yourself. so you knew whatever happened next was your mind telling you it was right.

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the bubblegum fell right into the trashcan with a ‘plop.’ he turned on a little speaker in his room and put the music to low volume. you could tell the person singing was him. you sat there patiently on his bed as your heart thumped. you felt like you could hear every little noise. it’s not like you’ve never had sex before but for some reason you felt really nervous? the whole night you’ve been felt a weird feeling because of him. and you knew what your body was doing to you. it was calling out his name. he dug through his drawer and grabbed out a condom. it was getting real. he placed the condom on the pillow then motioned you to move up on the bed. as you did so he followed you and sat right in front of you. ‘hey. if you don’t want this we can stop.’ he breathed out. everything he said made you want him more. ‘no. i want this. i want- you.’ he smiled and slowly spread your legs open as your heart banged against your chest and the puddle between your legs grew. he pulled up your skirt slightly and slowly brought his head between your legs as his face landed right before cunt. his breath warm right before your cunt. you bit down on your lip and bucked your hips upwards slightly. ‘needy girl.’ he smirked. his slim fingers soon wrapped around your panties as he brought them down your thighs and tossed them somewhere across his room. he looked down at your pussy as his breath hitched. ‘damn. i haven’t even done anything yet and your soaked.’ now he was just making jokes. ‘s-shut up.’ you shouted. you opened your mouth to insult him again when suddenly you felt his tongue right on your clit.

it was like he was made for this. you moaned so loud he had to reach up and put his fingers in your mouth. he hummed against your clit as he pulled back slightly ‘keep quiet there’s still a party going on downstairs.’ the buzzing of his voice made you bite down on your lip even more as it sent a vibration right on your cunt. he brought his tongue back down as he licked across your clit and down to your hole. you felt like you could come right there. bringing your hand to his hair you tangled the blonde locks in your fingers. you pulled slightly activating a groan from his throat. he picked up the pace making sure to lick you all over and tongue fuck you. the knot in your stomach started to build up as you arched your back pulling on his hair harder. your stomach felt hot. you thought it was the end as you felt yourself about to come; ‘f-fuck hollis! i’m gonna cu-‘ emptiness. you lifted up your head quickly as you looked down at him. ‘i mean what the fuck?’ you scoffed at him. ‘i want you to cum on my dick not on my tongue.’ you stared at him with shock. he basically just teased the shit out of you. he climbed on top of you and placed a kiss to your lips. his lips were soft. you kissed him back and brought your hands around his neck. all the kissing went on for at least two minutes before he backed away and grabbed the condom from the pillow. he stood up from the bed and pulled down his pants leaving himself in his boxers. ‘listen. if at any time you want me to slow down or stop you tell me. ok?’ you rolled your eyes and nodded. who did he think you were? some bitch? you knew how to take dick and fuck you weren’t a wimp, that was until he pulled down his boxers and his dick sprang out.

like holy shit. he was huge. you looked at him with shock and he laughed. he laughed right in front of your face. ‘hollis. how am i supposed to take that.’ you sat up on the bed and backed up against the headboard. ‘i’ll go slow i promise.’ he rolled the condom onto his already hard dick as he groaned slightly from the feeling. you kept telling yourself that it was going to be ok. at the end of the day it was meant to feel good. he walked over to the bed as he took off his shirt and tossed it aside. you looked down at his abs. he was like a walking goddess. he reached out and grabbed your hand bringing you to the edge of the bed and flipping you over. you were now flat against the bed. taking a pillow he placed it under your belly making your ass perk up slightly. it was all getting real now as you braced yourself. ‘i’m gonna put it in now ok? if you need me to stop tell me.’ you nodded and grabbed onto the bed sheets. slowly you felt the tip right at your entrance as he pushed himself inside. the feeling had both of you gasping as you gripped roughly onto the sheets. ‘fuck hollis!’ you moaned loudly as he began to move slowly. you felt every inch of him inside you, you swore you could feel every vein as well. your ass clapped against him as he pounded deep inside. your pussy made a wet sound as his dick went deeper and deeper inside. you tossed your head into the sheets exposing your neck. he brought his lips down to your neck and sucked a hickey right into it. ‘shit baby. you feel so good.’ you kept moaning into the sheets as you basically pulled them off the bed. your grip on the bed was tight and it only got worse as you felt your orgasm coming. ‘you got this. take this dick i know you can.’ his words only made your stomach tighten as well as your pussy. he felt your walls clamp down around him as he groaned loudly. ‘mmhm.. you liked that huh? gonna make this pussy mine. yeah?’ your brain was all fogged up and all you could do was go limp and moan. the heat in your stomach grew when the knot suddenly snapped. you came all over his dick leaving a huge mess on his bed and when you came he did too. you threw your head back into the sheets as you laid there breathless. he fell beside you looking up at the ceiling.

BACK TO SLEEP

fem reader! x rommulas

fic info: (not proof-read) after you and your (ex)boyfriend roman broke up you had trouble sleeping. a sudden urge told you to try and text him, see if you were blocked. you hear a sudden ringing coming from your phone. was this a good or bad thing?

tags: car sex, overstimulation, unprotected sex, fingering, name calling, oral, dirty talk.

info: hi everyone! before i start i just want to give a little warning. i’ve never made fics of real people before so i hope nobody takes this too offense, this is coming from inspiration and imagination. this is also one of my first times writing a fic with a actual person so please go easy on me lol. i respect boylife and love them all. thank you for reading and i hope you enjoy. >w<

if only you knew how much being single would benefit the way you slept. you and your ex boyfriend; rommulas had broke up around three months ago, and your sleep schedule had only gotten worse. you thought not having to stress over a relationship would let you focus on yourself and your mental health but it had only made it worse. the way you missed him was like nothing else and all you could do was spend your nights wide awake looking back on old memories you were left with, because although he was not yours anymore, there were no other distractions from reality than the thought of him.

and just when you thought you were getting better you caught yourself scrolling through your old messages between you and him right after midnight. looking back at every old message, every last word spoken, your heart sunk a little. you guys didn’t break up for any bad reason, there were just things getting between you guys. roman had many tours to do and you were busy with work and personal things. the two of you decided it was for the best to split up and give eachother time to focus on what really needed to be done. and although the breakup did give you some help to your personal life you couldn’t stop the thought of him. every little thing about him made your heart skip a beat. the thought of his eyes glistening in the sunlight while his soft brown curls blew in the wind. everything was perfect about him and you felt like you’d never get the same from anyone else. he was heaven sent and now a piece of you was missing because he was gone.

as you were scrolling around and clicking on old photos of you two a sudden wave of anxiety rushed through you. the urge to text him grew more and more. you knew it was a bad idea it was the worse idea you could have this late at night, but with getting no sleep your brain only messed with your thoughts even more. you clicked down on the keyboard as the screen scrolled right down to the last message that was sent. it being “i love you. stay safe.” only made you feel worse. you fumbled with your thumbs for a while questioning if this was really the best thing to do right now. you took deep thought into it when you started typing out a message:

you: “hey. missing you.” sent.

your heart was on the verge of exploding out your chest when you threw your phone on your bed and got up. you walked to the kitchen to grab some water and think about what you had done. what if he didn’t answer? what if he was with his friends and he makes fun of you? what if he thinks your a complete weirdo? every little bad thing had barged into your head only making your anxiety grow deeper. you grabbed a water bottle from the fridge and sat on a little stool at the kitchen table. taking a deep breath you closed your eyes and let yourself relax. the worse he could do was say nothing and just leave you alone. ten minutes had passed and the time now said 1:57 am. you had got up from the stool making your way back into your bedroom. your palms were sweating as you stared down at your phone on your bed. you shook your head and walked into your bathroom to look in the mirror and splash water on your face. as you were doing so a loud noise came from your room. it was your phone ringing.

you rushed over to your bed and picked up your phone as your palms were sweating. your thumb hovered over the green dial button as your hand shook. you knew if you didn’t pick up this call you might not get another chance like this. this had to be worth it. slowly you pressed on the green button as you fell silent. you waited for him to speak as your heart thumped through your chest. suddenly you heard it. his voice.

-☏

r: ‘hey. what’s up?’

y/n: ‘hi.’

r: ‘oh so your acting shy now? what happened to you missing me. huh?’

y/n: ‘roman i- i- do miss you. i’m just not sure what to say. i didn’t expect you to answer or even see the text.’

r: ‘’mmm.. i see. what’re you doing up so late?’

y/n: ‘couldn’t sleep.’

r: ‘ah okay. let me pick you up. i’ll be there in 15.’

call ended.

you didn’t even know how to react. you sat there in silence thinking about what just happened. what the fuck was going on tonight? the silence filled the room when suddenly you snapped back into reality and realized he was going to pick you up. you rushed around your room trying to find something to wear. it had been months since he saw you and you wanted to look good. it wasn’t a typical date but you still wanted to put some effort into what you looked like. although it was summer the nights still were a little chilly. you tossed on a tank top along with some comfy flared sweats. you grabbed a hoodie from your closet just incase it got cold. around five minutes later you heard a beep from outside. you looked out your window to see a black hellcat parked right outside. you ran quickly to the door, took a deep breath, and headed outside. you walked to the car noticing tinted windows so you couldn’t even see him. that had made you somewhat more nervous as you walked to the passenger side.

when you got to the passenger side you opened the door slowly as you crawled into the car and sat down. you slowly turned your head to see rommulas laid back in the seat smiling slightly. your cheeks grew pink as your mind was a million places at once. first of all the car was amazing. it was a beautiful car. on top of the car looking perfect he was another level perfect. he looked the same as you remembered. his pretty eyes with his curls falling right above his face. and god that smile that was what got you the most. you didn’t know what to do or say. there was an awkward silence before he finally spoke up. ‘you look pretty.’ he said with a whisper. your heart thumped and thumped, you felt like you could basically hear it in your ears.

‘thank you roman. you look nice too.’ you turned your face away from him trying not to make eye contact. the tension grew as the car fell silent. you sat there messing with the strings of your sweats when you suddenly felt fingers on your cheeks. he was turning your face towards his as your eyes met. you blinked slowly at him as your lips parted like you wanted to say something but nothing came out. ‘i don’t think you understand how much i’ve been wanting this. i needed to see you. i can’t stop thinking about you.’ his voice sounded sincere. all you could think about was how you needed him just as much as he needed you. breaking the silence you took risk and plunged forward crashing your lips against his. as soon as you did his hands found way to your body and from there things quickly escalated.

somehow you found your way into the back seat, on top of his lap. the make out session got heated. it was getting hot in the car and the window fogged up quickly. both of your breathing was heavy as his hands stayed right on your hips while you were grinding against his lap. ‘shit baby. didn’t know you had this still in you.’ he bucked his hips up slightly making you groan. his hands slowly crept up under your shirt and to your tits. he squeezed them softly as you bit down on your lip. he slowly picked you up and placed you to the side as he grabbed a hair tie from his wrist to tie up his hair. you looked at him as you fell in awe even more. ‘let me do something.’ he pushed back in the car slightly as he patted the space for you motioning for you to lay down. you listened to him as you put your head against the door leaving space for your body on the seat. he grabbed at the hem of your pants waiting for your consent before you nodded letting him take them off. he pulled down on them along with your soaked panties allowing you to be exposed. he looked down at your pussy then back up at you as he crawled on top of you kissing you roughly.

you moaned into his mouth slightly grinding up against him. he backed away again and crawled down between your legs inches away from your cunt. ‘you ready ma?’ he looked up at you waiting for your response. you groaned slightly ‘mmhm- go ahead.’ you grabbed onto the back of the passenger seat bracing on. slowly his tongue dragged across your clit as you moaned loudly arching your back slightly. he never broke eye contact with you making sure to watch you fall apart under his touch. he kept licking and sucking on your clit when he slowly brought his finger to your hole and pushed it in. your moans grew louder and your back was off the seat at this point. ‘s-shit roman! i’m gonna c-‘ you huffed loudly when you felt a loss of something. he stopped sucking and stopped fingering. but why?

‘don’t want you to cum yet. need to fuck you first.’ he sat up in the seat and pulled down his jeans leaving him in his boxers. you looked down at his boxers seeing his hard erection through them. he was big. one of the main issues when you had sex with him was he couldn’t fully fit. and although it sometimes caused pain your excitement grew just at the thought of it. you crawled over to him and slowly pulled down his boxers as his length sprung up and slapped his chest. you looked down at it as it was covered with pre-cum. you felt yourself grow wetter just at the look of it. ‘come here baby.’ he grabbed your hand and brought you onto his lap. ‘roman what about a condom?’ you looked at him with question in your eyes. ‘i’ll pull out. and if anything happens i’ll drop off a plan b in the morning. i promise.’ you knew he was being honest. he was always honest about things like this so you trusted him. you nodded at him when you slowly positioned yourself right at his dick. he grabbed onto your hips and guided you down onto him. feeling him fill you up made the both of you gasp.

he was now fully inside as you had your eyes closed shut. you were holding onto the back of his neck with your head tossed down on his shoulder. ‘you okay? i’m gonna move now.’ you nodded against his shoulder as he slowly started to thrust up. you bit down on your lip trying to hold back your moans but there was no use. you felt every inch of him inside you as your walls squeezed tightly around him. ‘f-fuck roman. it’s too much!’ you yelped loudly as you squeezed his back tightly. every thrust got more powerful and his grip on your waist got tighter. ‘yeah? too much. you know how to take this dick i trained you just right for it.’ he placed a kiss to your neck as he lifted his legs higher picking up the pace once again. the new angle hit every good spot right. you were basically screaming at this point. you knew your orgasm was close. the knot in your stomach grew heavy as you squeezed tight onto him again. ‘r-roman i can’t- take anymore.’ you bit down on your lip as you lifted your head and looked him deep in the eyes. ‘cmon baby. be my good slut and cum all on this dick. hm?’ he thrusted quicker and quicker until you moaned one last time and came all over him. the both of you groaned loudly as he picked you up off his dick making sure to pull out just in time. his cum landed all over his and your thighs making the two of you laugh. you laid your head back down on his shoulder and caught your breath.

‘thank you roman.’ you said quietly. he laughed slightly ‘you don’t have to thank me for fucking you.’ you lifted your head and looked him in the eyes. ‘no roman. it was more than just fucking to me. i missed you and you took the time to reach out to me and make my night. i think i’ll finally be able to sleep after this.’ he looked at you deeply in the eyes and smiled bringing your head back down to his shoulder.