indefinite hiatus

Alright, so this isn’t easy for me and I can’t believe that it has come to this. But, I am going to be putting this blog on hiatus. As you all may have noticed (or maybe not), I haven’t been that active on this blog for the last couple of months. I try to fill up my queue but I literally had to force myself to do it. Taking care of this blog and keeping up with my queue was becoming more of a chore for me than anything else. Which really bums me out because I have put in so much time and effort of this blog that I was denying the fact that I was losing interest in it. I have been spending most of my time on a completely separate blog, which is my writing blog and that’s where all of my muse and drive is at right now. 

Another reason as to why my interest in this blog has been diminishing is due in part to the fact that my interest in supernatural has kinda dwindled since the mid-season finale. And that honestly makes me feel like complete crap. I love the show and it’s been a part of my life for over two years. I loved the people that I came to know because of it. However, the more I’ve been analyzing it, I think I was just putting up a mask. I was re-blogging and watching the show because it’s what I’ve been doing for two years. I was on auto-pilot, in a sense. Does that mean I’m going to stop watching the show? Honestly, I am not even sure. I don’t hate it, or completely dislike it. I still love the characters and the story, but I think I just need to take some time away from it and this blog. 

And, I have never admitted this to anyone on here but I think it’s time for me to say it. For a long time, I felt like I wasn’t really going anywhere with this blog. I know I started it so I could blog things that I loved but even though there are people that I am acquainted with, I just felt so isolated on this blog. On my writing blog, I have interacted with people over there more then I have here. AND THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE PEOPLE I MET HERE. YOU ARE NOT THE PROBLEM. It’s just the way I socialize with others and it’s just complicated for me to explain.

Now, I don’t know how long I will be away from this blog. I’m hoping that my interest in spn will be ignited once again so that I can come back here but I can’t really make an guarantees. But, I don’t want to lose contact with the people I have befriended on here. 

If any of you want to find me, I will be here, it’s my star wars blog and it’s a side blog to my writing blog. So, I won’t be able to follow back anyone from there. Please, message me whenever you want. Like I said, I don’t want to lose contact with any of you. 

I will be keeping this blog open for anyone to go through and see my posts. Again, I am so sorry to my followers, regardless of when you started following me. I appreciate each and every one of you. And I hope you won’t be strangers. Contact me whenever you want!

Love you all!