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A college au whereas per usual, Thomas is known as the nonchalant vice-president of the student organization in their faculty. In a way, he’s part of the faculty’s biggest mysteries; nice enough to be acquainted with everyone, but constantly put most people at an arm’s length. Barely anything phases him, from the curriculum, public speeches, to sudden love confessions in the middle of the cafeteria; he will have that indifferent smile plastered on his face, the one that is barely readable.

And then there’s Micro, their resident boyfailure. He’s funny, constantly messes up, and has a side-job as a drug dealer. He’s at least three different archetypes fit into one person. Despite his monotonous tone, it’s very easy to get a reaction out of the guy, both small and big ones (which surprises a lot of people). Micro’s welcoming personality had made him a rather famous guy in their faculty even when he barely joined any organizations or communities; people are comfortable with him and that’s a fact.

There hasn’t been a single reason for Micro and Thomas to interact; they have different friend groups, different schedules, and sat on the opposite end of the classroom when they share a rare class together (Thomas often times chose to sit on the front, Micro unsurprisingly at the back). The most they’d do to acknowledge each other’s existence is through polite nods and simple greetings when entering the room.

When Banana had jokingly dared Micro to use a horrible pick up line on someone, Micro didn’t think much of it. When the only person passing through the hallway is Thomas, followed by Flux and Snowbird, Micro didn’t think much of it. When Micro had stopped the brunette in his tracks, leaning one hand on the wall, doing a bad wink, and muttering “are you Freddy? Because I’d love to spend five nights with you”, Micro didn’t think much of it.

(The interaction should’ve ended there. Thomas was supposed to give Micro that same smile he gave everyone else, or worst case scenario; awkwardly nods before leaving. Thomas wasn’t a stranger to people coming up to him for attention, and Micro was sure this would just be another day for him)

Micro did however, think about how Thomas practically froze on his feet, eyes going wide and lips parted. A bit of an overreaction for Thomas’ standards, if Micro had to say so himself. Maybe the guy wasn’t feeling well, or perhaps the FNAF joke is part of the few topics that crossed the brunette’s boundaries. Either way, Micro also froze from sheer awkwardness, ready to shoot himself if this silence goes on even further.

But then Thomas turned red.

Everything else that happened afterwards was a blur. Micro could only recall the way their resident so-called nonchalant man could only utter out a few incomprehensible words before giving up and practically running away. Following after him is his two friends who both looked like they were holding back their laughter.

Now Micro is left alone with his own thoughts, and dear god he can’t stop thinking about it—about Thomas.

(“I can’t believe it,” Snowbird wheezes between laughter, “first actual conversation with your crush and you fucking ran away!”

Thomas, face burning, wished that the ground would swallow him up right at that moment. There are very few people who have seen him at this state, where he had lost all capability to think logically and compartmentalize all his thoughts and worries. It’s difficult to make Thomas react, to the point where his friends had made a game out of who can make him crack that unreadable expression the most.

The winner will always be Micro, not that the latter would know—up until today of course.)

Fragile Body and Nonconformist Spirit

Usually, this subtype has experienced a childhood of suffering due to the affective impact of the parents, but also due to physical fragility. Despite this, there is an intense desire for potency. The sexual E5 does not accept its fragile condition.

Need of Harmony and Flee to Nature

A person of this subtype needs a harmonious environment. Nature becomes this environment; it is an idealized place of silence and tranquility, where the sexual E5 can organize his inner chaos.

Arid and Hypersensitive

The sexual E5 appears arid and distant, and yet is very sensitive. There is a very low threshold for pain, so emotions and thoughts are separated, and situations are avoided which might bring to conscious awareness extreme pain. Aridity serves to dampen hypersensitivity.

Easily Destabilized

People make this subtype lose contact with his desires. External demands exhaust the sexual E5 and thus cause this subtype to retreat once more into isolation. The sexual E5 was so invaded in his childhood that the person still lives with the fear of not being able to defend him, thus the person remains in the background.

Nostalgic

The sexual E5 idealizes the past, being unable to let themselves indulge in the present.

Helpless

Existential helplessness has been present since childhood. It almost feels like having no skin, not being grounded in the world.

Separation From The World

Separating social and professional dimensions can lead to a simple, routine life. The sexual E5 can restrict himself to a systematic and rigid way of living, and compensate this with excessive fantasy. The sexual E5 is pressured by an indomitable spirit, but has difficulty finding his place in the world.

Worthless

A prominent characteristic of E5 is not feeling worthy, due to a lack of vitality when facing challenges. With the sexual instinct, it coexists with excessive and grandiose fantasy. Projects thus become unreal and unfinished. Separating the mind from the body makes it difficult to take action.

Indiscipline

Indiscipline is the result of forgetfulness, devitalization, and difficulties taking action. It is hard to move on, due to a pessimistic attitude towards change. Internal perfectionism makes the sexual E5 believe he is never ready.

Vengeful by Not Doing What is Expected

The demands of an internalized critical parent makes this subtype rebellious, which results in guilt when not doing what is expected.

Guilty Feelings

Guilt arises, as the sexual E5 is aware of their detachment as a form of revenge. A vicious cycle is created: guilt leads to not having energy, and not having energy leads to guilt. Guilt maintains feelings of victimization. A childhood full of demands and messages of worthlessness is common. The parents, making the sexual E5 feel guilty, contribute to a sense of worthlessness, of not being deserving of something positive in life.

Selfishness and Egocentricity

When idealizing his partner, the sexual E5 does not see her as a person with her own emotions or needs. This subtype needs a partner who will have extreme loyalty. The other must conform to this person.

Arrogant

As a way of denying the defensiveness of isolation, the sexual E5 will convince himself of his special world, of being above “ordinary” beings. There exists an image of superiority. This subtype tends to present his ideas as unquestionable.

Seductive

The sexual E5 seduces not with feathers, but by approaching intimately. His search for the ideal partner can lead to compulsive seduction of different people at the same time.

Romantic

The sexual E5 is the most emotional subtype of the E5. Romanticism allows them to be carried away by their emotions. Romanticism can emerge not only in the couple's relationship, but also with music, art, or nature.

a few code geass boys from many sketchbooks ago.

one of the first lines in the movie is him saying he didn't eat breakfast before participating in a massive race. he doesn't get new tires at the pit stop even when he really should. he has no friends, or interests/hobbies outside of racing. racing is his entire life.