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sweetiepie OFFICIAL meeting

*rubbing your shoulders after the bell rings and you go back to your corner* you were laying W pipe in missionary but i can tell you're getting tired. try doing some mouth stuff or ask her to get on top for a little bit. and don't forget about the trail mix on the night stand

the thing is like men and men really cant be friends because the sex part does always get in the way like thats true. and i mean that like im actually dead serious about that

like have you ever seen two straight men attempt to be friends with each other but the gay sex they arent having is literally preventing them from the transformative healing power of friendship. this is real

i dont even mean this in a "they want to fuck each other" way (although many of them do and will never know it) i mean that like the fact that gay sex is even hypothetically possible between them makes it loom over their friendship like it genuinely haunts them that they could be having it. gay sex is the elephant in the room every time they attempt to be emotionally vulnerable with one another, every time they let a hug linger too long. they cannot address its existence and so there is always something in their way, preventing true connection. and that something is the gay sex. that they are not having. the elephant of gay sex

this email couldve been a meeting where we stand on seven tall pillars with our faces in shadow