in another universe i watched you grow old

thinking about how much pain i was in just a few months ago, beyond restless and exhausted from missing my mom.. having to give yourself credit for the smallest percentages of being better is equally feeling pity and reward

i’m gonna go down happy with me

no amount of distraction can pull me away from what’s going to happen tomorrow

“i envy you, i envy the relationship you have” fritz

832am // just “woke” up. not sure how much actual sleeping i did. i get now why people say they would go to the ends of the earth for someone. even though i feel deflated and completely out of control i really think i could start running and never stop to have you here. i would do anything to have you back just so i could give you one last hug and sneak in a kiss on the cheek. i just want to call you once more and have you answer. i just want to call you.