CasDean

couldn't help myself

God I live for the way his muscles ripple under his shirt And God I want to wrap that tie around my neck I want him in all the ways I'm not allowed to want him The thrum of the engine to drown out my heartbeat it just reminds me I was never mine to own They should've left me down there in the dirt and the fire I never wanted this.

Dean wanted a chance at living so bad and never got it because he was too busy acting out the roles handed to him and by the time he finally has a chance to live and make of his life what he wills he's too miserable to try (and it's already been taken away from him anyway) and gets blasted up to heaven. Like, yes, Heaven isn't so lonely anymore now the walls have been torn down but he still never got a chance to LIVE and experience and grow because Heaven is still static.

So, the photos don’t look like much but this was so much fun. The prompt was “admiring Misha’s beard” which Jensen was immediately up for, then all I could hear was Jensen mumbling while Misha was trying so hard not to laugh that he started shaking trying to hold it in. Chris took the photo and Jensen made him take it again, so Jensen’s mumbling and Misha trying not to laugh continued. By the time I left, Jensen was still grinning about whatever he’d been doing/saying to Misha, and I got both ops given! Super happy to partake in a tiny cockles antic 🥰