where are you
the one who gets me
the one who is attracted to my vulnerabilityÂ
the one who apologizes when they upset me
the one who wants to learn me inside out and map me so they never forget
who wants to add to the map as i develop
as we develop, together
the one who wants to make the world a better place with me
the one who wants to share showers, meals, errands, friends, healthy boundaries, open communication
who agrees with all of the cheese yet also finds it repulsive, just like me
the one who can handle my sass; nay, enjoys it
the one who appreciates all of the fucking endless efforts that i contribute to the lives of those whom i care about
the one who is willing and excited to unlearn all of these atrocious patterns with me
who will make music with me
on instruments, on inanimate objects, on each otherâs bodies,
who isnât afraid to show me off
who is so fucking proud to show me off, who is so proud to be with me, spend time with me, cultivate better everything with me
the one who thinks about me when they wake up and before they go to bed and intermittently throughout the day
and doesnât hesitate to tell meÂ
the one who knows how i like to be kissed, bit, touched, fucked
and wants to find higher heights of pleasure together
every day
until weâre greyÂ
and beyond
and our children are grossed out by how in love we still are
i fucking hate how brainwashed i am.















