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White Book

The White Book is perfect. There are no deleted scenes

Black Book

EPISODE XX ; CHAPTER XX

Chiaki borrowing from his sister, her blowdryer

Chiaki comes into his sister's room to steal her blow dryer to “microwave” his food. The kitchen is too far away. and as she's taking a nap, she wakes up paranoid, from a dream, she sees her brother blurry, and before he leaves he looks back at her with a smirk, “Why you look like that?” Groggy she responds “...I was… doing a video…” Her two ponytails are mismatched and she has on what looks like clown makeup. He says nothing, trying not to laugh out loud, and just silently leaves.

Chiaki as a baby spirit in the 80s, dances to get his dad’s attention, then turns emo in the 90s, all to impress his dad enough to accept him

Since Chiaki was conceived in the 80s but then was aborted, he had stayed around a long time trying to be born. He used to do break dances to get his dad to pay attention to him and all it did was make him laugh during dark loopy moments in his life.

In the 90s he tried looking emo because his dad was trying to be teenager again, but instead of some ruddy-duddy white suburban teenager like he was in the '80s he was going to be, an emo kid, “a cool one.” The emo scene was fresh and new at this time and some of them were what he would call “vanity hoppers.” Meaning they only cared about the look of being something because it was popular and they would hop around to the next thing “in about a week.” They didn't actually know what it took to actually subscribe to the feeling of being an emotional wreck. Something Chiaki's father understood. Emo just means emotional and dark. And he was very much that, after he realized he allowed a grown ass woman named Elizabeth to rape him as a child. He's a fallen angel he should have known better. 

One night when he was trying to get some sleep, Chiaki floated over him looking like an emo swooped monkey baby this time around, saying, with earnest, but anger, “DAD! WHY! DON'T YOU WANT ME!?” 

His father only stared at the ghostly figure before him. Silence…then he jumps up, side swiping at the ghostly boy saying “I AIN'T NO DAMN MONKEY!!” Chiaki actually leaves this time, wailing like a pig, oddly enough.

God takes Chiaki and tells him he will be born at a later time and so he stays with God, up there, while still in the 90s, he does meet another baby spirit named Esh. It's a girl and he instantly is drawn to her, and God had to put him in another part of heaven because of it. 

“WHY AM I A MONKEY, JESUS? I AINT NO MONKEY!!!” Chiaki's father looks up at God, challenging him. God just laughs and says “Could have fooled me.” God showed him a picture of Edward Scissorhands, someone he swore he wasn't trying to look like, and Chiaki's father died that day from embarrassment. But he was revived later and somehow got a music career.

Gray Book

EPISODE XX ; CHAPTER XX

Kazuma takes pictures of Amera’s breasts while she pretends not to notice his long absence

Kazuma asks Amera to wear some “Rihanna clothes.” Meaning translucent clothing and he makes sure they are very …not opaque. He can see her nipples through the dress top she's wearing and he's telling her he'll be gone for quite some time but really he just grabs a digital camera, hides himself behind the house, and takes pervy pictures of her through the window “as a joke.” 

She's actually looking around wondering why he's taking so long, when he said he was only going “across the street for some milk, hehe.”

And he finds her irresistibly adorable with how stupid she's being. 

God actually gets mad at him for doing too much and yells at him, in the form of a small earthquake that only happens outside -around him and nowhere else.  He runs in the house, actually screaming, and he sits on the nearest chair trying to act normal, with a scared yet blank face. 

EPISODE XX ; CHAPTER XX

Kazuma gets a shoe fetish shopping for Amera to apologize for scaring her

One night, late at night, Kazuma is matching his own freak by finally indulging in a little bit of masturbation. “But it still feels gay.” He thought, so he spiritually calls on his wife, waking her up in the middle of the night, through his energy instructing her to walk into the living room where he is so she can watch him, jerk himself off. 

“Kazuma…? Where are you??” She says sleepily. But then is immediately awakened, in shock at a dark figure on her couch seemingly touching himself inappropriately! 

All the lights are turned off. In the house, Kazuma doesn't like to waste electricity. But the electricity between them is quite palpable, it's on and it's bright, because she's getting shock waves running through her body out of the fear that some strange man broke into her house and started masturbating  just to disturb her.

Now the shockwaves are pleasurable, because God made her eyes more clear in the darkness. It's just her loving husband, having another episode. She tries to get closer, but he puts his free hand up, “No! No, just stand right there, just stand right there! Don't look away either or else it's gay, you can't look away. Stay right there.” He whispers softly as his hand movements become more vigorous. 

She literally freezes up like a blow up doll, arms and legs out to the sides, leaving her mouth open and everything. They lock eyes in the darkness and he laughs at her “looking like a sex doll” and tells her to remove her top, so he can see her “nubbies.” 

The intense serial killer stare he's giving her is arousing, yet still, this is a traumatizing experience for Amera. One she is happy about because it means she will never want to leave him and she will only want him. Yet it is still traumatizing nonetheless.

He breathes out a satisfied sigh, then retorts “Run.” “Huh?” She responds.

Without another warning, he gets up, sprinting at her, and she does what she should have already done and moves with lightning speed to the back of the house. Laugh screaming like a child.

The next morning he is extremely embarrassed and apologetic. This type of behavior usually happens around his “meriod.” PJs name for the male period, where the man gets a 5 o clock shadow on his face, that always happens mostly around 5 in the afternoon. 

He eats sweets and starts acting strange because his estrogen levels went up, so he does feel a little gay, but having a wife makes it less unbearable. Kazuma is a little different though and the symptoms show up a little later at night when he's randomly horny for no reason. 

He feels like he keeps traumatizing his wife, so he hugs her first thing in the morning, after her shower. It's a very deep hug, he's crushing her close to him, smelling her neck and apologizing, but she only says “for what?” Once and is sighing into his shoulder. He feels so good in this cold morning air. She wants to drop her towel, but she senses he's not sexually aroused at all, he's scared.

Right now he's burying his face in the nook of her neck and shoulders, because she's wearing that nice sweet scent that smells like fresh water and pomegranates. He bought it for her, after getting stuck in a bath & body works because everything smelled so good. It's something he told her to wear, because it makes him feel less “killy.” Meaning if he senses something sinful happening in any part of the world while he's on his myriad of emotions, it makes him feel murderous.

That smell on his pretty wife's skin tames the murderous beast from within. Something about the way the smell mixes with her skin, it's like witchcraft. (Funny enough. It's called “Fresh Water Cranberry” but the ingredients literally say “fresh water and pomegranate extract.” He's crazy enough to turn the bottle around and read that every time to make himself laugh.) 

When he sniffs that on her he thinks “I won't hurt anyone with you around.” He thinks it is such a sacrifice she does this for him, because she's a girl, what if she wants to try another scent? Girls love different perfumes right? Men only need one. She likes axe, so he wears that. (He doesn't actually realize that she keeps buying different axe smells because she thinks every last one of them smells good on him, she just randomly sprays it at him, while he stupidly asks “what the hell are you doing?” Then she's suddenly glued to him, making him feel like Goku and Yusuke, carrying those spirit weights...) He tells her to wear others but she never seems to want to unless she's going out with her friends.

“I'm sorry for making you put up with me, I want to do something for you, something big, just ask.”

She couldn't even think of anything, because why is he acting like he committed a crime? 

She just hugs him back for a while and tells him to shut up by patting his head, something that insults him. He pouts and goes to the kitchen to prepare his meal prep for the week, instead of her doing it this time. 

Amera makes the mistake of opening her Instagram, and seeing an ad for some new red bottom stilettos. Her eyes light up and she squeals. “THEY HAVE RUBIES AT THE BOTTOM NOW!?” The sparkle filter they're using is really working on her.

“Okay, let's go see about it then.” He says without even looking up from the stove.

“But ..it's online.”

“You know I like to go in person, to see if they're real.” 

“No Kazumaaaahhh~dont shut down my favorite fashion brand, pleasssee.”

They make it to “the source of the ad” as Kazuma calls it and they find it was legit. They do in fact have real rubies on the bottom  and they are beautiful, “But who's going to see them?” Kazuma asks. He's also asking God if they stole these rubies. “If they are not saved why do they have your jewels, they are like beelzebub, aren't they?” Kazuma might have to monitor the stilettos company.

“Kazumaaah~~, like this.” She puts one on and does several poses where you could see the red bottom and a new part of his mind opens up. “See, you're so tall you wouldn't be able to look down that low, but…”

He didn't hear anything she said. The old man spoke to God loudly, "I HAVE AN IDEA. HEAR ME OUT, NOW!!”

“ALL I KNOW IS, SHE LOOKS SEXY AS EFF-WORD RIGHT NOW, IF I BUY ALL THE SHOES FROM STILETTOS THEY WONT BE ABLE TO TELL IM STEALING THEIR BUSINESS FOR MY WIFE TO OWN. PIGS DON'T NEED TO WEAR HEELS, ITS WRONG. HILARIOUS, BUT WRONG.”

“Your meriod is not over yet, calm down.” Says The Father.

“GIVE ME A MILLION DOLLARS PLEASE!” He wouldn't think to do this but he heard Chiaki screaming at God just last week about money saying he wanted to buy an amusement park for his wife, because she was angry that they replaced the terror tower with Harry Potter. “GIMME SOME MONEY JESUS!” Chiaki cried and both Kazuma and Amera heard it for some reason while sleeping, making them giggle.

Kazuma had gained a shoe fetish and bought anyone she looked at with the money he had on hand. He laughs at himself, pretending like he's doing this for God “to get his jewels back.” He doesn't care about those damn rubies.

Well. Time for another love montage.

Amera wants to be choked and Kazuma turns into Sailor Jupiter.

Just a short deleted scene of Amera admitting that she might like being choked.

He accidentally grabs her neck during foreplay, but then she says something that annoys him and he jokingly tells her “You probably shouldn't talk like that while I'm over you.” His smile is so attractive she gets him right back with her own witty remark, “Don't squeeze my neck, I might like being choked.”

He instantly gets hot over that and then starts imagining that he is Makoto from sailor Moon transforming into sailor Jupiter. He had to think of something stupid, instead questioning why he thought that was sexy. 

She was joking, but now she's worried he won't even try it to really make sure, now she feels bad, like she opened him up to something he shouldn't or even wouldn't know or even think about. 

She prayed against it, she didn't want to accidentally open herself up to actual abuse. This was a smart call though because he was about to go on another long journey, and it would have looked like he left her. Things like these are huge to him because the little things lead to big things for him, something he accepted at his adult age.

Instead he just came back after talking and walking with God like a crackhead on the streets, he told Amera, “I don't like Ember like that. You don't have to act like her so much, I just thought you were a fan of the recluse so that's why I didn't stop you and your weird fan girly moments, but that's too much. Just be you, because that's the person I married.”

Chiaki is jailed for attacking a YouTuber

Ember and Amera are led to a party by “the twin towers.” Two beelzebub women who are always attached at the hip and might actually be lesbians. They think that since they used to be the towers of America they can hang out with the towers of the world.

After the party, they all get into a limousine and one of the twins brings up their love life with their significant others. She opens up the conversation to talk about sex just so she can know how the famous towers are really living. 

Amera says “Nuh-uh! I won't disgrace the uniform by talking about anything my husband does, unless he tells me to. No way!” She says, shaking her head like an old lady. 

“Okay, so she can't say anything without her lawyers present.” One of the twins playfully rolls their eyes.

But then they say, “okay what about you Ember?” The bubs know Chiaki is a fire cracker in bed so they are prepared to hear something raunchy. 

But they weren't prepared for how eager she was to tell it, or what she was about to say, in great detail!

“Actually, this reminds me!” She bounces chipperly. “I need you all to come with me to bail my husband out of jail!”

“WHAT!?” They all gasp in unison.

Ember smiles sweetly, on air right now, “Last week, Chiaki and I rented a hotel that was floating over the ocean and it was really scary to me, so he tried comforting me by running a hot bath and stuff…one thing led to another…anyway I like being submissive but I don't always like it because I get dramatic flashbacks of my family abusing me so I did something bad and well, I made him moan SO loud and for so LONG, someone,  who must have been his fan -was LISTENING to us! Said through the wall “Shut up! Gay bitch! You sound like you're getting fucked up the ass! Heha!” We both got mad! But the ~puss~ was too good and he started getting mad at ME! Me! for making him feel this way. So he fucked me till I LITERALLY PASSED OUT, I CAME SO HARD I SAW STARS. I HATE WHEN HE DOES THAT SHINTO SHIT ON ME!!! BUT, while I was passed out, he eventually got up, went to the room next door, grabbed a mop and tried to stick the mop up the guy's ass, as revenge.  The guy got scared, like actually scared, and called the cops, and while I was off, away in a Dreamland somewhere, Chiaki was getting arrested, on the 11 o’clock news. Turns out the guy was a YouTuber so he's pretty famous over there, where we were. Anyway now I need help bailing Chi out.”

They just stare at her. Making her ask “...is that abusive? It's abusive right?”

“What a crazy life.” Amera wanted to say but all she could do was think about how “twin-like” Ember and Kazuma were. While Ember was telling her funny story, Ember was making facial expressions and hand gestures that were very Kazuma-like. Made Amera anxious. “It's the same facial expression, even putting the hand over the mouth in the same place! The only difference is she's telling a true story and laughing about it, but Kazuma only does that when he's lying, and he doesn't have to.”

Her spirit looks up to God, saying, “so they really are brother and sister? I'm really kind of upset about it…it's like they grew up together…”

“It was Ember's wish, to always have an older brother, especially after she could no longer be a sibling to her two sisters. I gave her a younger brother instead, because just in case she might find him sexy, she wouldn't find him sexy, because she doesn't like younger men, even if they're big, tall and strong, like Kazuma. She just loves feeling like she's the little one.”

“But what if I tried to be Chiaki’s sister?”

“He never wanted one. He always wanted to be an only child. Plus, he thinks his real sister is a slut but he can't prove it so he kind of hates her…he might think the same about you, when it comes to Chiaki you should keep the mystery alive.”

“Hmmm.” The Lord says not to worry about it but, some of the psycho traits of her husband were now going into her, it's just natural when you've been one with someone for so long, sexually.

Amera now wishes she could be everything to Kazuma, even his sister, which sounds very gross but that's just how she feels at this moment. Her eye is twitching, thinking of all the women that might be similar to Ember, and therefore are similar to him.

Before she knows it they're turning the limousine around and driving straight to the jail where Chiaki resides. 

Ember goes up to his cell greeting him with a kiss. He ran to her immediately, sorry that he got himself into another mess. “Who would you be if you didn't do stupid shit in that hoodie?” She looks up at him all dreamy-eyed. She is now thinking of her first good female friend, Amera, and how she is not afraid to stare at her husband lovingly like an idiot. She wants to be like this also, but Chiaki keeps pissing her off. She decides to accept it for now. “It's pretty easy to stare at him like a moron in love because he's really handsome now too. Haaahhh…”

When they get out, to the lobby, Ember has Chiaki thank everyone for coming to see him, during his bail out. It made him feel loved. Amera is even carrying some cinnamon rolls with candied rice on them, it's from one of the police officers who goes to Kazuma 's corner stone meet ups. The police officer's wife baked them fresh, even asking God to make them taste good “for human towers.” Unlike their big sister, Taylor, she wants to poison them with kindness instead of hate. 

Meaning these will make them fat if they eat it all in one sitting. 

Of course, Ember and Chiaki have some and Amera feels grateful that she has an aversion to sweets for some reason right now, because it means more for Kazuma, who actually really loves cinnamon rolls AND rice.

The twins are actually wanted criminals so they opted out of actually going inside the precinct and stayed outside. Cold and upset, they were,  because the driver wouldn't leave without Ember or Amera  so they waited a long time.

Clear book

EPISODE XX ; CHAPTER XX

“Chicken Teriyaki”

Ember and Chiaki actually have a HUGE fight! Ember is throwing things at him but not actually trying to hurt him, she just wishes she could go away, because she’s having another episode after seeing one of her siblings trying to move on and POSTING about it on instagram. Her middle sister is getting married! The fact that  anyone could NOT kill themselves after trying to rape their own family member drives her back to her insanity. She’s already not there most days. Loopy, forgetting shit, and Chiaki never judges her for it.

But he does not want to deal with this situation with the “Good old fashioned Dickmatizer.” This time. He prays to Yahweh, asking for a sign. A trigger of some sorts to know when she’s gonna flip out on him and have an episode. God said, “It’s when she starts calling you “Chicken Teriyaki.””

“Today she said that to me, she randomly tries being a racist towards me, but it’s not so offensive. She doesn't know that nothing she could do or say would ever offend me after all we’ve been through…” He’s not lying, most times he does not hear it when she’s being irate. If he does, then he  pretends to be mildly shocked or hurt and she calms down, she does not double down on her illness, saying things like “I can’t help it, I’m bipolar.” She only says that when she says something wildy slutty and he looks at her like she gutted his heart out.

But today, she really was trying to be offensive. She called him a bitch a few times, a hoe, “a threesome waiting to happen.” None of it registered except, when she said “Your dad never loved you.”

She got flipped upside down then. He was across the room listening to her, getting dressed from the shower, but then he ran to her with his towel falling off, jumped on the bed like tarzan, grabbed her by her legs and started arguing back while burrowing violently, his face, into her vaginal canal.

She started screaming, and she noticed how fluffy his hair was, like Esmond’s and she was worried he was doing that weird shit again, where he’s trying to mimic any guy she could like or almost like. 

While his mouth was firmly pressed against “his” clitoris, Chiaki said “How dare you say that to me! I never fucking liked my Dad anyway! I just wanted a mom that wasn’t a demon bitch!!! You can’t hurt me! No woman can!!! AAHHHHHH!!!!”  He literally screams into her like a teenage girl screaming into a pillow.

“FUCK OFF ME!!!!” Ember sounds like she’s laughing but then scratches the shit out of his forehead and he’s actually upset about that and leaves. He’s bleeding profusely, and all his delusional ass can think about now is how good the making up is going to be once she figures out how to apologize.

Because he won’t talk to her until she does.

“Chicken…” She says it by accident, “Wait…” Her voice drops to a whisper and she lays on the bed slightly sexually excited but unable to do anything about it, now.

“Chicken Teriyaki" decides to visit the father in question and he comes into the house already hearing a familiar sound. His sister yelling at his dad. He greets them like he never left and sits down on the living room sofa. Chiaki’s sister still does not want anyone knowing her name, but she is fine with them, now seeing her face, since she believes she is prettier than before.  She actually says “Hi” his sister, and he responds “Whatever.” Which actually makes her laugh and say “Who is this bitch, bruh?” She points to him, as if to say “You seeing this? Like where did he come from?” 

Arthur understands her energy and is all like “I know right? What kind of response is “Whatever?””

Then she gets mad at Arthur and half-way yells “SEE!! That's why I don’t bring guys over here!!You are supposed to be my Dad! Not my- my- my ROOMATE!!”

“Tell em sis.” Chiaki interjects comically.

“Shut the fuck up.” Then she quickly goes back to reprimanding her father. “Look! Look at your hair! What is that? You look like “I fell in love with an emo girl” You are like 40?? GROW UP!!! You’re not supposed to have your emo phase still! You gotta let that shit go after you have kids, that's what all good adults do!”

“Are you dating a black guy? Cuz that’s how you sound, also what up with the tan, I thought you were full goth? It’s gotta be a nigga.” Chiaki interrupted again.

“Can you like…kindly get hit by a bus?”

“Can you kindly fall onto a razor and slit your throat? Imagine you being an old goth grandma, wouldn't be too bad actually, you were so pale you scared elementary school kids, at least being old it'll make sense..”

“Where is your wife? Tell her to come collect her bitch.” 

“Again, I say, WHAT-ever! I’m good, that is correct, I have a wife now. I’m not messing with you two white asses anymore, I’m black now! I’m just chillin.’”

Arthur looks up from his cookbook, “Th, Ohhhh, it's so nice to have the family back.  …You want some Ramen Lasagna?!"

(They did make up afterwards. Ember met Chiaki at the park, and they hugged it out for an extremely disturbing amount of time. They just sat on the park bench feeling everything like an old couple. It was too sweet. Ofuku became diabetic looking at them, because he ships them hardcore, secretly.)

Kazuma Fights A “Hood Butch Bitch” Lesbian

Well it was more like a “One Punch Man” kind of thing. Not really a fight. 

Amera became a hit on American television for her “Nostalgic look” , something an American fashion model named Tyra Banks said to her. They wanted her on “America’s Next Top Model” pretending to be a younger aspiring model but she was already pregnant on “The Great American Bake-Off” She looks old to them, but Tyra hates ageism and wanted her on. But to Amera it’s not that serious. Kazuma is having wedding withdrawals, and now he has a precious baby girl to feed, knowing that for some reason, every person with a penis is now terrifying to him. 

He is acting more like a mom than Amera and she’s worried she’ll grow a penis and become the man, just to accommodate him. But again it’s not that serious. She seeks guidance from her mother and father, who for some reason are starting to look like random strangers she met somewhere at a couples retreat.

They tell her that it’s normal, “It just means he really cares for your daughter.” All Amera can think about is wearing matching outfits with her, and taking her everywhere like a doll. “Am I bad for thinking this way? Are you not supposed to treat your baby like a baby doll that you take everywhere?” 

“NO!! OMG!!”

“Well how else would I protect her, and make her glamorous, like me! At the same time?” 

“Girl….I’ll just pray for you.” PJ pats her shoulder, and Esmond just agrees silently, shocked at how she made it this far.

Later on Esmond says, “We really do have to pray though, the world doesn’t need anymore Hilary’s”

“But I kind of loved Hilary…”

“And that’s the problem right there.”

Elsewhere, Kazuma is walking his daughter in her “glamourous” stroller making people laugh at him as he’s walking by, he wants to be cool about it, but for some reason he cannot and he’s embarrassed, but then he remembers all the times women, and even men were weird to him as a child. “Jesus, what if my daughter comes out too developed like me and then men treat her like she's grown, HUH!!” He gasps dramatically “WHAT ABOUT LESBIANS!!??”

“Do lesbians still exist? How do they have sex? I’ve always been curious about that.” So he pretends to be a woman out of pure curiosity and boredom, thinking he’s convincing because he saw this gay couple once on a Korean TV show called “Hello Counselor” the woman pretending to be a man was really convincing and Kazuma could not tell she wasn't a man at first.

“She had facial hair, bone definition and everything, I’ll just pretend to be that!” He tried to make his voice higher but it just sounded nasally like a pig woman. Now that he was a lesbian, the giggles as he walked by didn’t offend him as much.

He was actually going to bring his daughter around that gay energy to see what it could do to her in her most vulnerable state. He actually met “Lotus” this way and her “sickly green” husband Francis, who did not call himself Francis, but "Christmas Tree Head.” 

Replaying an old scene from when he was a child, he goes into a gay bar with a baby. Lotus sees him first and because her hair is short around this time, he thinks “She’s a lesbian, she got good energy though.” Her husband Francis is right next to her, skinny and also short haired, but it's a bright neon green and he looks insane because his lashes and brows MATCH?? He also looks very feminine and Kazuma thinks he might be a hermaphrodite.

‘Hello fellow Lesbian! I am a new lesbo, and I was just wondering…how do we have sex???”

Lotus looks at Francis.

Francis looks at Lotus.

They both look at God. 

Then back to Kazuma and burst into a fit of laughter that nearly kills Francis, because he is an NPC right now who hasn't finished “uploading” yet. (He stole Gojo’s body. Gojo’s punishment for trying to put a love spell on Ember, and a violent spell on Chiaki, in which both Chiaki and Ember beat his ass, and he disappeared forever.)

“WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU—AHHHHHAAAAAHHAA!!!” Lotus screams as she literally rolls onto the floor. Kazuma is so sensitive these days, he gets psychotic and threatens them, “You really wanna find out if laughter kills?” He breaks out into a dance and he feels his daughter’s spirit energy going down, trying to figure out if “is this  my dad or my brother?” He immediately stops and tries to leave, but bumps into a REAL butch, dike Lesbian, WITH REAL CHIN HAIRS.

She suddenly, like Kill Bill,  gets vivid flashbacks of herself  being in front of her witch friends and saying “I’ll beat Kazuma’s ass,” because they told her “He a pastor. He homophobic.” 

(Lotus thought she looked like a real “Hood Butch Bitch” Lesbian.)

“I’m never scared” She said, “I’ll beat a nigga’s ass, ANY nigga!” They were literally there with her at this gay bar praying for her to somehow, have an encounter with him, some way,  somehow, because they know her.

They know whenever she says, “I’ll beat his ass.” It means her dick turned off and she wants to get fucked by a man again. She always talks like that when she suddenly finds a man attractive again.

Lo and behold, like clockwork she jumps back, at what looks like MILES away, and  tries to put her”dukes” up, but his big, tall self walking directly to her, turns her coochie on, and she immediately tries to grab his penis as a last ditch effort, but as soon as her arm makes a motion downward  towards his pants, he one punches the SHIT -Lotus would say “The absolute ever loving dog SHIT,” out of her head and a spirit comes out. 

The punch was so leisurely. He just balled his fist, swung lazily across her head and out flew a demon dog named “Grim.” Lotus saw it, got so uncomfortable, she left. She thought he was there because of her. Francis died. Without being popped, he just came out because he needs this body to not disappear. This body was made of negative energy and could disappear -while he’s in it.

Kazuma is standing over the butch like an emotionless murderer, trying to see if it really was a man, because “his” face was a little soft, then Kazuma looks up because he hears the closing noise of a finished video. Someone was filming on their phone and he got scared because “OH GOD NO! What if that really was a woman and I brutalized her??!?!? I’M SORRY JESUS!!! PLEASE FIX IT!!!!”

It traumatized him, he was not going to be like The African Pastor. (As awesome as he thought he was.)

THIS IS WHERE A TIMEWARP HAPPENS.

So everything that happens here gets retconned, hence why it’s a deleted scene.

Kazuma Joins CTH, –Against CTH’s Will

After knocking out that “lesbo” he wakes up and needs some fresh air. (He was in the spirit realm?) His wife isn’t there to comfort him. Kazuma goes for a walk outside. He hears Some Beautiful Music From A Park, And Realizes It’s “Lotus” And Her Husband, but this time he does remember meeting them and the green guy looks older with a beard and stache, longer hair, and he’s muscular with no shirt. Lotus looks younger, more petite and has really long hair “like Sailor Mars” something she wished for because that was Francis’ ideal “black monkey woman,” something he wished for when he was becoming a neanderthal, watching “saturday morning cartoons from america.” 

They give him nostalgia from when he was “Puma Paluma.” That version of himself thought liking Japanese anime made him cool. “It is not cool now, with all these posers around, plus it makes you act like a pervert anyway. I’m French, I have enough perversions by default already!” He got the idea to still be a king of France by spiritually harassing the French legislature. His first order of business was “kicking out that damn “Emily in Paris bitch.” She’s ugly and pale! I don’t like the sight of her.” It worked. They remembered his kingship bloodlined energy, it really felt like the original king of france visited them and it was hilarious that he was watching TV!  They exiled her immediately to Africa, “where she will be forced to get a tan.”

It ruined Lotus’ favorite show, “but it had to be done, my dear.” He speaks in “King Mode.”

But to celebrate, and to make it up to her, he hides away in japan with her and they go to that same romantic park Ember and Chiaki were in, looking like a ghost couple that highschoolers keep talking about now. He holds a private concert just for her with actual ghost members and everything! The music can only be heard by actual music lovers, with a SOUL. His words. Kazuma hears it and is inspired to live again after thinking he killed someone, when he’s a father now.

Thus begins the audition. Kazuma, feeling like a kid again, runs up to the stage he’s on and tries to sing, like those boys in the 90s randomly singing at a producer because “Hey! I have talent! Notice me! Sign me!” 

But Lotus says, pretending like she doesn't know him, “Whoa, whoa, whoa, you can’t do that!” But he knows it’s Yurusa and says “Why not? Oini-san, please let me be in your band!!” 

“Ughh, Oini-San…?” Kazuma was too cute, but annoying.

Then Francis remembers this has happened before. 

One time, in the actual future, he was holding auditions for new band members after getting into a fight with one of the ghost members. “I want LIVE members now! I’m not helping out dogs anymore!” He was helping dog spirits stay away from people by simply monitoring them. Kazuma came in loving the entire aesthetic and wanted in. CTH told him “Come back when you look like you’re normal…this is my band and, …I don't want anyone looking as crazy as me, why dye your hair red anyway, kid?”

“That’s just my hair! But I can dye it!” CTH couldn’t believe that was his natural hair color.

The next day Kazuma came in looking completely different. He had his hair colored black, completely, and he had his curls showing for the first time ever. They covered his top face, and he had on a black sleeveless band tee  “I’m sorry who are you?”

“It’s ME! Kazuma! I told you I would change my hair! Now I look like a real rock boy, …but black. My wife said I should try to look black, so she gelled my hair and it's curly for some reason!” Kazuma was really excited.

Amera was giving him ideas and he said, “Maybe it’ll be cool if no one sees my eyes!!” She exclaimed “YEAH!! Like -like the the THE MYSTERIOUS TYPE IN BOY GROUPS!!!”

This worked for him because he did not want his congregation knowing anymore of his private life.

 “I actually didn't know I had this hair! It’s curly! Aw, all I saw all my life was just cloud fluff! I thought the gel would make it lay down flat like it’s straight but it curled up, it’s so cool!!!” He says this while smiling and peaking an eye through his curls, his one brown eye sparkling.

CTH’s eyes widen, and he blushes, ready to worship the cuteness of Kazuma Kuwabara (The Second). A star appears over his head, and he right away screams “YES!!!”

(Kazuma’s last words “I should get a diamond grill, too!” Now people really would not recognize him.)

Blue Book (Lotus)

EPISODE XX ; CHAPTER XX

Arthur Releases An Autobiography To Cash In On His Own “Hidden Travels.”

In the distant future, Kofuku, now,  Ofuku Amane, opens up a book store to sell the physical manifestation of the hidden travel series. 

Yet he gets the urge and idea to write his own story. “These books will give everyone that is like me, autobiography fever, I'm sure.”

So he tries to get the jump on “everyone” by writing about his own life first and he realizes his life has been pretty eventful. It's not at all boring like he thought.

He has a bunch of copies made FOR FREE by sleeping with this girl who works at a printing press and fills the entire store up with them. People walk in and they see it's just a store filled with his face. They all think it's a joke.

The autobiography is called “I'm Just A Guy, Standing In Front Of A God, Asking Them To Love Me.”

“A Christian Book On How To Just Be, After The Age Of The Witch.”

[The long ass name is just a joke…Kofuku would say]

“Are you ready to live, laugh, love again?

Are you afraid of what the future holds?

Did you accidentally commit a heinous crime while under the influence of the Imposter? 

Call some attorneys at law because I can't help you! 

BUT! While you're on trial, this book will give you a good time, like an escort on a Tuesday night. 

It's going to stroke your heart and make your brain orgasm!

Buy this and you'll never have to worry about what it feels like to live, laugh or love again!”

Lotus buys it and actually gets sent “back to the future.” The book has witchcraft on it that attacks wanted criminals of the Imposter age. Her attack came in the form of her being back in the 80s, as a child for just a split second. That was all it took for her. It fucked her head up, so she stopped doing witchcraft for a little while.

It's like everybody died, but at least he lived. 

At least he laughed 

And he fell in love.

After his book got famous on a certain website, he kept meeting thousands of monkey women who weren't just a man in a dress. 

They were all competing for his dick, and he got so happy, he had to read his own book again and it sent him right back to when he first “gave birth” to chiaki.

“A part of me must be depressed, because damn bitch I do need to grow up a little…”

It was one monkey woman whose Spirit looked like she was laying down sleeping, or maybe she was dead? 

He couldn't tell but since she didn't smell like rigoramortis he figured she must be sleeping.

There were others that looked like that but he thinks that they were just sociopathic dogs pretending to be a monkey. (Some of them were.)

This one was special because while she was laying down knocked out she had on a purple top hat with a flower on it. 

“She's from the 90s!!” Arthur got excited and for the first time Kofuku could be a child again, but this time the right way, where his heart will soar up instead of down, and he doesn't have sperm anymore! So no damn kids! Yay!

AAuthor: (This is actually too fuggin funny and I might put it in the book, officially.)

I grew up in the hood where they place immigrants ON PURPOSE, because they can already tell how disruptive they are and we all know the undesirables always go to the hood.

I've seen and heard a lot of reasons to hate them. But I still didn't until today.

When I was in highschool there was this strange influx of Egyptian immigrants coming into jersey.

The first thing we saw happening was classmates disappearing. Kids waiting for their parents outside the school then getting trafficked.

Our gym coach had to hold a special meeting telling us about this, said he was RISKING his family but could not stand by knowing what he knows.

"You are good kids. You don't deserve this." It told me he was into some shady practices too, but he was "one of the good ones." An african immigrant just trying to feed his family.

Next couple of weeks me and my siblings had to watch our backs as vans kept following us home.

One guy, that looked like a fuckin ninja turtle, followed me home really tryna sell modeling to me like his life depended on it.

I guess satan raped his ass because my mom drove away, so he couldn't finish the mission boohoo.

Next thing that happens is our VERY CAPABLE math teacher gets attacked by a virus, that is like covid, and now we have an Egyptian math teacher who PROUDLY, I MEAN HE WAS FUCKING SMILING AND LAUGHING, admitting that he only got this job because of connections through his dad.

Then he takes it further and says, he got BANNED in Egypt FOR LIFE because he robbed SEVERAL banks.

None of us thought it was true. Not with that thick ass goofy ass accent and the fact that he said "nah I did it on a camel! I robbed the bank on a camel! Thats-thats probably how they caught me!"

It's believable now seeing as how Egyptian criminals don't get cars, but back then it just sounded like a racist stereotype he made up to make americans laugh at him. To make himself seem harmless. Same tactic as Hollywood. Its the whole point of the roasts.

Mind you I never learned ANYTHING from him. We were in highschool and suddenly with him, we were doing FIFTH GRADE LEVEL ALGEBRA. He would just give us online work of long division and multiplication. THATS IT.

Its all looking like Hollywood to me now.

Next thing I wanna tell you I didn't witness because I was too young to care, I was a baby. Before that influx of Egyptians in my home city, there was 9/11.

I know, I know, right? But I actually have inside info on that because I grew up right next to new York.

My mom told me a story about how she got to meet the mayor of new York because in her neighborhood there was a huge burst of merriment and partying.

Everywhere in new york people were crying and hugging but in jersey we had an entire neighborhood of muslim immigrants FROM EGYPT, living it up like santa came to town.

My mom knew by their accent and the fact that they kept saying they are "COGIC." No idea what that means, but it's something Egyptian men would always say to her when they would try to "holla."

She told me these things so I can watch out for them because some of them started to lie about where they came from because a lot of people in Jersey were starting to hate them.

So there was a large group of them piling up in this one neighborhood in Jersey and we lived near that neighborhood, I mean right there in it.

So literally every day they were having block parties smiling dancing doing all the things you would do on the 4th of July.... but for 9/11.

And the reason they felt that comfortable was because the black people in Jersey didn't give a shit about 9/11. They thought "good for ya ass, you always terrorize us it's time for you to be terrorized too." They stupidly thought only rich white people had been hurt by this And I literally heard them say this right in front of me when I was old enough to ask them about it.

Anyway, the mayor of new York, for whatever reason came to visit Jersey and heard "all the hubbub" My mom tattled and told the mayor everything they were doing and he threatened to have them all "put away for a long time if they did not put an end to this partying." My mom said he said it just like that, came back with government officials and everything. This was in 2001.

So we've had this problem with Egyptians for a long time.

The mayor should have done more. Because I bet those Egyptians from 2001 had children and those are the guys who came back trying to sex traffick me and my classmates. Because I remember them looking like very young men in their teens or twenties.

Admittedly we thought middle eastern guys are hot, even my math teacher. The girls would talk behind his back and say "I think he lowkey retarded but it's okay because he fine as hell." I agreed, all the girls did. Same shit as Hollywood. Its how they get you.

In fact my math teacher kinda looked like Luigi Mangione. But more tanned and skinnier. He had "blacker features" which made him appealing to the little megan the stallions in my class. The sarah bartmans, I call them.

But after my mom told me this story time and time again I still said we should be kind to immigrants. WELP! Not anymore! Dox those bitches and drive them out they house! Immigrants are evil until proven innocent. I already know they gon try to do it to me for exposing them, but if I as an artist can't create I have nothing to lose bitch!

IT DON'T MATTER IF I'M LEAVING, STAY OUT OF AMERICA'S PUSSY SINCE YALL LIKE MEGAN SO MUCH, I'M TALKING TO YOU JOE ROGAN, YOU RACIST ASSHOLE. I KNOW WHERE YOUR UGLY, MR. NOT CLEAN, DIRTY BALD HEADED ASS IS FROM. YOU AIN'T NO AMERICAN BITCH!

ANYBODY THAT SUPPORTS THE LIKES OF ICE SPICE OR MEGAN THE STALLION IS A RACIST! PERIOD! I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! ITS TRUTH. YOU HATE BLACK PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY BLACK WOMEN AND WANT TO MAKE US LOOK BAD BY FUNDING WITCH BLACK WHORES.

I'm confessing that I want to kill all of the delusional artists who took my jobs away from me through nepotism AND SLEEPING AROUND.

I attacked that ship because it was a swinger ship filled with hollywood fans. If you went to a good school like I did, you had sex ed. Where they teach you that bi-sexual people are the reason why diseases spread, at least that's what my sex ed teacher had to tell me when I asked, "how the hell did MILLIONS of people get this disease?"

That's why I don't believe in bisexuality, i believe in bi-erasure! Because it's just you being a HOE!

WHY GIVE IT ANOTHER NAME? WE KNOW A HOE WHEN WE SEE ONE!

These are also the type who like to call themselves artists!! They think "art is chaos." Then they do stupid shit like they're jules from fuckin euphoria. Drawing dicks all over the place expecting it to go on network television and then walking away from a GOOD thing because "You just don't get me, you can't censor me! IM A REAL ARTIST!!"

NEWSFLASH: ANYONE CAN PAINT AND MAKE IT LOOK LIKE ART DIPSHIT! YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL!

YOU ARE NOT THE MAIN CHARACTER. YOU AINT THE MORAL TO THE FUCKIN STORY.

YOU ARE A FRAUD.

I can't fucking breath until I draw, or write, or sing, your bitch ass can't see straight if you're not taking a dumb demon guy away from his wife! I pray all you fake artists who contribute to mediocracy get the hantavirus and it MUTATES in your body into something physical this time. Because it is spiritual right now, that's why it gave false positives.

But today, I declare war against hollywood AND its horrid fanbase of whores and robbers!

May every TRUE Christian speak this prayer a thousand times when they see this.

May every artist who was pushed out of hollywood because they made taylor swift uncomfortable with how much of a better singer they were, pray this prayer specifically towards her, dua lipa, sabrina carpenter, and every girl who had a will smith pay their way after giving rancid coochie.

I wanted the Christians to see my prayers. They are powerful. A demon will use it for satan and end up killing him.

Now I have a strange fanbase...

What should I call them?

Hidden Travelers?

So hidden they even speak more spiritually than physically.

Y'all know I can't hear you right?

But that's not the point of hidden travel.

Anyway. I've gotten out my grievances towards Hollywood, I'll just have to combat the best way they do!

Entertainment!

This blog will now be about music, instead of me trying to warn you all about the cults of Hollywood.

Bet the villains who secretly like me are happy!

I am the queen of Alt pop (in my mind) so I have to also say that this blog is ALL music, not just pop or even alt pop.

I trust you'll enjoy MY take on your fave artists because since I am a Hollywood insider (I was kinda sorta born into one of the major cults) I'll deliver a nice cool breeze of reviews and news!

So What's Next For Sabrina Carpenter?

Miss Carpenter is having her own set for Coachella.

Anyone still remember and care after how bad the conditions were for non celebrities?

She saying it's her biggest.

"The Most Ambitious Show I've ever done."

The show is SO ambitious, she wants us to get ready by listening to "Tears."

https://youtu.be/V9vuCByb6js?si=3NQwAlpHDSm0belv

But do we actually get wet at thought of her? Hmm.

I'm gonna get ready to post the black book! It's the second installment of the hidden travel series!!!

Yay!!! Yaya that's good news!!!

And after I post it I won't tell you where it is with the link I'll just make you a search for it!

Should be a quick search really.

And since God is in a better mood these days, he wants me to read it to you!

This NEEDS to happen. Not to me, but to the ones who laughed and were delighted by the blood of innocent people being spilled.

Because finally they could get away with it.

Well they thought.

I'm seeing now that my fight is against my own kind.

"The Christian."

I will now take you to a heavenly court of law. And sue you.

Right here, right now, I am declaring a case against every fake Christian who prays for the apocalypse to stop.

Because praying against the Bible is praying against God.

He said it is written so it has to happen.

All of you trying to make it stop.

Why didn't you do that when covid came?

Why didn't you pray for the impocaplyse to end faster??

I remember God telling me "this has to happen now because none of my people seem to care. Because this is finally giving them a chance to sin and I can't say anything about it."

I sinned too, but, as a Christian I still didn't want it to last long.

You never cared until it exposed what you really are.

Some of you can hear me screaming over a video game and wonder "why is she so bitchy!? I hate entitled celebrities."

I'm not entitled.

I'm just wounded.

Severely wounded.

I just watched "Lisa Frankenstein", another movie based on my life, as one of the baby Spirits sacrificed for Kabbalah.

And I'm tired.

If you are new here and you need a refresher.

Hi. My name is Amber.

Kim Kardashian called me "The Recluse," so everyone in the cult did.

I was one of the purest sacrifices for Kabbalah and she tried to help me get more famous because I was good for business.

More so my "energy" was good for business.

Meaning "we don't actually need you or want you, we just like your energy."

[But you do need me.]

Because I was a pure child sacrifice I was unknowingly and illegally inducted into a religious cult known as Kabbalah.

My mom didn't know it either.

But she kept quiet when she would get special things because of it.

She didn't want to understand it.

I reached my twenties, moved, and they found me again, realizing I have the same Spirit energy.

I guess it's because I was a Christian virgin.

They had a problem with that and they let me know that.

Over and over again.

If you want to know exactly how horrific that was, like what was it like?

A neanderthal man took what happened to me and turned it into a K-Drama.

It's called "The Glory."

If you want to know what it was like being attacked by Taylor Swift, Cher Horowitz, Will Smith, Jay-Z, Justin Bieber, Sabrina Carpenter, Dualipa, Jojo Siwa, Jenny Ortega, and the entire cast of euphoria, all of the white legion members sector of Kabbalah, that I named on my Instagram.

Many more who were just low level actors trying to come up. And some YouTuber named Emma Chamberlain.

If you want to know what that looked like or even felt like...

Watch the first episode of "The Glory." Watch it all the way through and that's all it takes.

Then you will know why I'm such a bitch.

In that drama she has scars all over her body and she scratches at them everyday, like I do.

"Lisa Frankenstein"

"Weak Hero"

"The Glory"

Three movies/TV shows based on my suffering and not one of them has given me credit.

I kept hearing about him throughout 2024.

Who is he??

Why does he matter?

They kept saying he was martyred...

But for what?

I'll tell you.

Charlie Kirk.

Was an NPC from hell who only came up from the depths to really "fuck shit up."

He was trying to get "Ultron" to stick around by putting him into the children and their children's children. He really wanted these horrible times to stay forever.

So "Ultron" turned into "Thanos" and killed him.

Demon people were saying he's a martyr, side note? Why is it spelled that way now? That's not how I spelled it back in elementary...

Anyway! To call him that... means you think he was a saint.

The Imposter was destroying everyone's lives including the people that was worshiping him/it.

Yet they still wanted him to stick around. I'm just really angry about this.

I'm watching a YouTube video where a girl asks her viewers to send her videos about "glitches in The matrix."

Or just really weird but true conspiracy theories.

And one of the videos they are just non-stop sending her videos about this guy named Charlie Kirk.

Even my mom was raving about it.

Every time I ask who this guy was they never explained it, it sounded shady,

they never explained what happened to him and why it happened.

All they said was "he got killed."

Bad English by the way.

I now believe that he was a cover-up against that small colony of kids who found out that they should care about Hollywood stealing from them because they might get money from it.

They were trying to form an entire campaign against Hollywood because of Kabbalah and the baby thing.

But what did I tell you in some of my earliest posts?

Everyone in these last days is a villain.

Some of the kids, were like me and grew up. Some of them are actually way too old to ever be considered a baby.

But that's just because some of them were special needs.

The point is I met some of them, most of them didn't even care until they found out they can get money.

That's why I will never say their names because I hate them.

They are the reason why witchcraft cult communities thrive.

There will always be victims because of these never speaking up unless there's money involved because for some reason that's all they care about.

I don't see them as victims anymore. They could have gone online, and exposed her, the witch and her dog.

But because they still kind of liked her in her music they were lenient about it.

"Look just give us the money and we won't have to turn this into a big thing."

Why not though?

Why not turn it into a big thing? THIS OS A BIG THING!!

People are saying to me now

"You need to calm down. The reason why everybody else is so LAX and you're the only one that's upset about it ....it just means that you're supposed to change things! You're the one that's going to do it! You are the city on a hill right now!"

But how can one girl be an entire city?

In my book I said there are FIVE towers. FIVE. I DIDN'T SAY JUST EMBER.

THE GHOST TOWER YURUSA IS FOR OLD PEOPLE YES, BUT BEING A GHOST DOESN'T ACTUALLY MEAN YOU DON'T DO SHIT BUT HAUNT PEOPLE.

It means you overlook, like an elder.

Be an elder and help me out!

Stop allowing your age to make you feel inferior to me because you are not inferior to me.

It's only if you want to be that you are. I know some 40-year-olds were using that, as a tactic, and some of them were baby spirits on dialysis.

No I don't want to play Left 4 Dead with you idiots anymore. All you care about is money.

You're the same as those girls who only care about being pretty, and having sex to get money to become more pretty.

You are useless to me.

I don't know. Everyone now believes I'm supposed to be the hero and that's why nobody seems to care as much.

But I don't have to be the only building in that City on the hill.

Because then I'll look like the Tower of Babel, and God will eventually have to destroy everything.

Let me tell you a favorite Christian mystery:

The tower of babel was destroyed because of beelzebub using pictographs to teach the people how to create a stairway to heaven for her after God kicked her out. Yes you heard that right ladies and gentlemen God actually became so delusional he let that stupid pig into heaven. I told yall, laughter IS a weapon, she made him laugh so much that she got in and when she got in he realized "I actually hate you."

When she left he played this song for her, I'm going to post the song in a separate post, and IT IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PEACE OF MUSIC, God, told me that demons are tone deaf, so I am sorry if you are demon person and you can't hear this,

But the one im about to play here now is the "negative harmony" version, meaning all of the notes are exactly the opposite of what the original one but it's still the same exact song.

If you don't understand that I'll put it plainly: It means that the song sounded way more serious, as it does but it's also very enthusiastic! Very upbeat and giving this connotation of "I'm glad you're leaving."

So she got mad at him for being so glad she left that she created a language called pig Latin and used it to help the people build the Tower of Babel. They were all babeling because they were speaking pig Latin. They sounded like babies.

God thought it was cute, so he waited till they finished the tower or "the stairway." Then as soon as they got done he knocked it down. It actually wasn't even finished, but when it got high enough, she told them to rest, and God said "yeah, take a rest."

They all died because they were resting near the tower and God just let it fall on them. It was of course a bunch of monkey men, neanderthals.

They were going to kill her anyway once they found out that she is a "floater" who at the time didn't mind being outside of her body. She would have just used the tower as a marker for where she would exactly end up and that would be exactly in front of God, and that's what it was for. It was just for HER to get to heaven not for anybody else because the monkeys would have climbed up the tower and found out "we need to jump out of our bodies to actually reach the end of it!" and at the time that was not very appealing because they were fallen Angels who had already been in heaven.

They were trying to be human and she convinced them that there's a way to get to heaven while being physical when God is a spirit and heaven is a spiritual place.

Now some of you may know this song because it was used as a theme song for a medical drama in the '90s.

God started to feel bad for animal people, always trying to be human and fucking their lives up because they were worshipping their animal sister beelzebub.

So God took the song from heaven and brought it down to earth, and as it fell God told me that it started to gain negative notes, changing its meaning entirely.

So the entire song now is in a negative Harmony and to get it to sound like the heavenly one you would have to turn a lot of the minor notes into major notes.

A music producer with a great ear would have to do it. I would like to help. I Absolutely love this piece. And not just because it's about God hating on that pig.

It's just a really beautiful song.

The negative Harmony fits though because it's about how when you're an animal trying to be human you're always going to the ER.

Because you are an idiot who keeps trying to hurt yourself for no reason. Forgive me if I start talking about how wonderful this song is to me by explaining everything, but;

The way a song can change just by its notes it's quite beautiful, I must say it, it now has this message of "you are hurt you are dying, you are injured and we actually give a damn." Like these are serious, REAL doctors and they care about you and they are going to help you any way that they need.

It makes me weep.

Not only because why make that song for an animal?

But also because... beelzebub don't give a shit about that!

I have been gatekeeping the song because I didn't want somebody to remix it and fuck it up but, it's basically already a remix so it doesn't matter.

I'm just really happy that this song came directly from heaven.

God also told me that trance music came from heaven too, I can't believe that because most of it is very very mediocre.

My favorite genre of music is r&B and I found out that just came from black men having sex for the first time, the ones who are descendants of Adam.

Sorry, really I just needed to rant, and then finally share this show because I'm sad right now.

Reading comprehension is low

Extremely so.

I can't post my drawings because I don't want my stuff to be turned into a webtoon.

I knew that shaman Spirit from the "hallyu" wave was being used to turn everyone into a "stupid nigger."

Dumbing us down so that we can all be as stupid as Taylor and Maggie.

A pig and a dog.

I write long posts and I write long books. This is because I want people to learn how to read again and to love it.

There are women who created this thing on tiktok called "booktok" and I found out that they don't even actually read any of the books they just know holding them physically in their hands makes them look good.

Because these women are from Kabbalah.

Because they like to listen to baby spirits talk, They heard me saying that I wanted to see more "analog living."

I meant I wanted people to go outside and touch Grass more and I wanted everything to stop going online.

I did not mean, everyone go offline and become antisocial.

I'm going to expose something that I didn't want to expose because I wanted some of these girls to repent.

But this is a war after all.

Every girl that you saw on YouTube suddenly buying an old phone or an old camera, or just collecting a certain amount of old technology, it was because of me.

And then they only bought PHYSICAL books because I kept saying I want more analog living. To live analog means to do it yourself.

Don't ask some digital being behind a screen to do it for you.

And if you need help, well then that's great because that's how you build a community.

That is how you "human."

That's what Tuscany was. A community of humans.

And Taylor wanted it to be a community of pigs and dogs.

That's why she will never find it, because it is now in me.

There are certain things I leave out and don't say because I want people to learn context clues again.

Understand it on your own.

I want smart people back into the culture!!!

I know women are low-key sociopathic anyway but these types are the worst.

I tell them to read more, they make up some bullshit dark romance genre out of AI, and don't even finish the book but at least the cover is pretty right?

I tell them to build a community. They go around raping men for money, and telling him that they need to put their money towards the baby Spirits that they stole from but they never actually come to me or the others and when they do they act like they hate us.

I tell them "it's better that you don't see me. You need to focus on my talents. Because all throughout the Imposter syndrome age, you were on social media just showing people how pretty you are and how you like to collect useless over consuming beauty products."

Then you wonder why your husband doesn't want you anymore because he finds out what a useless piece of shit he let rape him, because let's be honest men don't have high standards for their own bodily autonomy.

But for the first time it's the woman being the useless piece of shit and not the man.

So you prayed to me, the last baby spirit because Billie and the others don't want to be bothered with you idiots, asking "how can I get a husband?"

Is it really that fucking hard?

Just go to hell!

You seem to be there already in your mind!

I had no idea that those black women were telling the truth. All throughout the "clean girl" shit,

Black women kept complaining that Hailey is a small part of a huge problem.

White women are constantly stealing from black people, just to look human and that's weird.

White men ...they are just men. They might act stupid and ugly behind closed doors but that's just them. I noticed they don't try to hurt people.

I guess that's why whenever I put a white character in my stories it's usually a male one and not a white female.

You guys ever seen the movie single white female?

That movie tells you exactly what white women like to do whenever they find a beautiful black friend that looks like she's Rich healthy and capable... of a sacrifice.

The reason why it's named so arbitrary, is because if she's single if she's white and if she's a she she will do this to you.

She will try to come up in the world by copying you sociopathically.

Whoever made that movie knew it was going to help a lot of white women to NOT do that.

But times have changed. And that movie is now a weapon against us.

Because it's teaching them how to do it in a way that is clean. Like Hailey Bieber, the so called clean girl, who only looked that way because God felt sorry for her being a fucking stalker all her life.

Another white bitch raping her way into a rich man's life because she can't do anything else but look pretty and lay down.

Now I can finally hear you black women.

I admit I didn't hear you before because I thought that was normal for all women to just look at another girl we think is cool and copy her.

I'm wearing a wig that looks exactly like pinkpantheresses wig, as a joke, because someone send it to me in the mail as a joke.

To show them that I didn't give a fuck I wore it but...

Now I have a problem because I think I look pretty with this type of hair.

Obviously if I went outside with it though people would think "is she trying to be pink panther?"

Like I said some of you were cutting your hair because I cut my hair. And you are embarrassed because some of you are older than me.

It's okay to have a pixie cut because you like me. But it's not okay to actually ask me.

What do you like to eat?

What do you like to wear?

What is your morning routine?

What are you doing right now?

I finally recognize that fans ask questions like these during interviews because they're trying to literally transform themselves into the person, STEAL THEIR LIFE, and that's why we end up having impersonators.

I'm afraid I'm going to see a bunch of black women dressing in Rococo Gal fashion now and they won't even talk to me.

I will claim that shit cuz I'm proud of it! Instead of just sociopathically dressing myself with what is popular the time I finally came over my own fashion and it's based in...ME!

My childhood and everything good about it.

That's why I love this fashion sense that I came up with for myself.

If you are going to start dressing like this, and also if you never had chino series furniture in your house and suddenly you feel like buying it don't deny that it's because you like me!

I'm speaking to black women here. I realized I attacked a lot of white people and so I expect white bitches to hate me but not you girls.

I hate the fact that you guys want me to start showing myself and then you start copying me but you won't tell people where you got it from because you have this bitter envying spirit inside of you.

I don't know if it was Ultron or Thanos or what but you guys are some hatin ass bitches now!

Y'all let beyoncé come up off of y'all but you won't let me come up!

"I like her though..."

DO YOU KNOW WHY!?

Find out why, then talk to me.

But like really talk to me. If you live far away that's the point of the digital, it's so you can conversate from long distance.

Don't be a bitch and say "I can't talk to you, I'm living analog." Fucking talk to me you stupid bitch, since you think being mean is nice and being nice is mean.

No I'm serious like why is she still here?

There are some fake white people somewhere still worshiping that bitch and we got to uncover them right now Jesus. I'm letting you all see this prayer.

So if an entire colony of white people die y'all know it was cuz of me praying against them.

I'm not saying it's going to happen but if it does... Y'all know who did it.

...all the way in Japan.

Well guess what?

BRING IT ON!

You retards think that you can use my own teachings against me, TRY ME BITCH! TRY ME.

Let me say this in retarded Japanese so y'all can understand:

私は黒人の植民地全体を混乱させたように見えます。

...日本中ずっとです。

どうでしょう？

スタート！

あなた方は、私に対して自分の教えを使うことができると思い込んでいます。私を試してみてください！私を試してみてください。

なぜなら、言葉がとてもきれいだからです。 私は本当の日本人です。

I'm always fighting with them now because they like me and want me to be famous. These people were sent from Hollywood and yes, some of you may know that one of them is Mark ruffalo. The other is Amy Poehler, and Then taylor Swift, because will and Cher are too old I guess?

Anyway, READ MY BLOG! I'M TRYING TO GET RID OF HOLLYWOOD!!! NOT SAVE IT! By sending me anti-fans trying to make me famous through hatred and thievery, you are continuing the sole trend of Hollywood.

A part of the reason why some of you are so fucked up now is because you had a bunch of niggers yelling and screaming at you in the spirit realm and then making you feel like you were crazy because they acted normal when you spoke to them physically.

You sent me some Asian niggers this time. As long as they're a nigger nothing will change.

Since you guys secretly hate me I want you to ask yourself next time you feel human enough to help me, when you're sending me help, say to yourself "do I like this person I'm about to send the baby spirit? If I like them then it's a no, they are probably going to treat her like shit, because that's what I'm doing right now by ignoring her in physical life but spiritually stanning her like she's the only thing that matters."

I see you struggling to live after Ultron the fart told you to "be as evil as you wanted to be."

And you really ran with that shit.

I see you pretending to be me because it makes you look normal in front of this guy you're stealing energy from.

I see you trying not to rape your own kids.

I see you saying to yourself "I like this. I like being a dog though... Niggers aren't so bad."

I can even see your thoughts... "If I pretend to be her but in a degrading way she'll hate me and tell me to go back to being my REAL self... THEN I'll just tell her that, "but, but, when I'm myself, I'm a bitch, that will really get rid of her."

I can see you using your kids as a come up. A come up from poverty. Desolation and destruction

...all things that you know you love and deserve.

You try to be Christian and you only do it halfway because you like being a demon because you think it's cool.

Then your melanin starts fading and you say "I needa be human now bitch. Cuz ..."

But you can't actually say why, can you?

Are some of you that sick?

You want me to be like you instead of you being like me and being healthy?