Welcome To The Alien Abduction Club, Whores.

When their hearts still beat and Vlad had made her his wife, “All of Wallachia is yours” was just one of the many sweet words he had whispered to her, his arms wrapped around her body as he stood behind her.

“And yet you are the only thing I desire” she had replied, the golden evening sun shining upon them both.

The prince and his princess, gazing out from the high balcony of the castle tower over the vast, mist-shrouded, wooded landscape.

Lands that all belonged to him and her…a land of their shared love.

A land that had, however, been plunged into war and death, a battle into which Vlad had been conscripted – was it the last warm kiss between them?

Was it the last time they would see one another?

Back then they did not yet know, yet none of this mattered, for in return for all the suffering and death, he had received eternity and she his bite.

Well, even as stone slowly crumbles, people die, and wars and powers shift, there were Vlad and his princess by his side – in the darkness.

“The world lies open before us, my love” she had told him; the Middle Ages had been over for a century, new orders were emerging.

Vlad’s ice-cold hand lay upon hers, always by her side, always there, never wanting to lose her.

Something that had already been intense during his lifetime seemed to have grown stronger after his resurrection.

“Together, it shall be ours” Vlad merely replied, the kiss on her neck brief and gentle as both vanished into the shadows of the night, venturing into the new world that would offer them more than just the ruins of bygone times.

Yet whilst his shadow always surrounded her, hers was sharp and strong, a being that could be as harsh as it was gentle.

Vlad’s desire for her was boundless; it was she who could set limits for him.

Two shadows intertwined and merged until they emerged once more as prince and princess, just as the letter from society reached them both.

“You’ll have to put up with the lifeless beauties who are there too” the wit in her voice audible to him; she could already see in his gaze that he disliked the numerous other men at the gatherings.

Fingers that threw the letters into the fire as he appeared beside her, cold fingers stroking her, rings that had been on them for centuries

“You know I’ve never shied away from killing for what belongs to me” his words clear; it drew only a smile from her as she pulled him into a kiss whilst the fire of the letters in the fireplace illuminated them both.

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It was almost excessive; they had hired an entire large hotel ballroom and booked everything they could get their hands on to secure the private ferry.

A pretence of a business meeting for those who were gullible enough to believe it.

Yet inside, lit by electricity, chandeliers hanging from the high ceilings, and no dark wine in the glasses – for it was the warm blood of all those who had tried to sneak in here.

“Nothing has changed” her realisation was almost disappointing as Vlad took her hand, both of them looking around.

A few familiar faces from the east and north, new ones from the south and west – rich and poor undead of all kinds. It didn’t matter whether they had noble blood; that was why they were all here to share something, to remember that they would all be eternal.

“I’ll fetch us a drink” she said, pulling away from her husband; yet her gaze silenced him before he could even speak, for he knew better than to rebel.

When she set her mind on something, she did it; she had always been that way in life.

The princess could still see Vlad joining a red-haired lady, a certain connection from days of old, as she looked at the pyramid of glasses on the wooden table.

The scent, overwhelmingly metallic to humans, yet sweet and alluring to her; something different for everyone, yet beguiling in every way.

Just as the two glasses in her hands were about to make their way towards Vlad, someone stood in her path.

Taller, an elderly man in his lifetime, with scattered grey strands in his dark hair, he wore an outfit that seemed almost too old for this century.

“I could not help but notice you, Princess, an enrichment to our kind” he introduced himself, bowing as his dark eyes rested upon her.

She hadn’t noticed him when they’d met before.

“You flatter me, good sir; I’m sure I’m just as fascinated by your equally wonderful stories” she said, trying to brush it off and turn her attention back to Vlad, who, however, was no longer with the redhead.

Instead, she suddenly felt a hand on her hip; someone was holding her tight.

“You’d do well to leave” Vlad’s voice said, always so kind to her, yet now cool and dismissive; she didn’t need to look at him to know that his sharp teeth were bared.

“A prince, and yet so emotional, how uncouth” she murmured, quipping as she felt his grip tighten whilst she sipped from one of the glasses.

She knew how jealous he could become, how he didn’t hold back, overstepping his bounds.

“I think the lady can speak for herself” the dark-haired man replied, returning Vlad’s gaze as he walked towards her unabashedly. With a sigh, she emptied her goblet as Vlad grabbed the man and shoved him several metres away from her.

“I’ll wait outside, dearest” she said casually, setting down the goblets as she stepped outside into the shadows. She was reluctant to take part in the unpleasant affair; Vlad simply had to sort himself out.

For a moment, as the moon emerged from behind the clouds, she could feel his presence, arms wrapping around her body from behind just as they had all those years before.

“You know I can do this alone” words that seemed almost unnecessary as they both gazed at the moon over London.

“I know…and yet you are mine in blood” he murmured in reply, and she could feel the cold blood as his fingers brushed over her, his kiss brief yet loving.

Leaning against him, a sigh escaped her before she smiled again turning around so she could look at her prince.

“We are of the same blood, you possessive bat” she winked at him, watching as the anger he still harboured within him faded as they both decided that this century-long meeting had come to an end.

Hand in hand, the two vampires vanished into the shadows as the moon illuminated them both. 

The bill counter on the table slows as the bills flipped through come to a stop, Fezco takes the stack and fixes it neatly against the surface.

Wrapping a band around the cash, he looks up as you appear from the hallway, your bag being pulled over your shoulder. You and Ashtray, the boy is mumbling something to you, looking miserable. Or as miserable as he can look with the disgusted, upturned nose he's giving you as you give him a big smooch on the cheek.

"Hey!" Ashtray swatted you away. "That ain't right, man! We got peoples comin'!" He made a face at you, Fezco chuckled a bit to himself, this was the first time Ashtray hadn't gone tomato red after a kiss from Ma. He was getting used to it, Fez realized with a laugh.

Luckily, you weren't wearing any lipstick this time, but that didn't mean he didn't try to wipe any potential mama's boy imprints you always seemed to leave on his face.

"I know, I know," you could only smile in your humor, before audibly chuckling. Running your thumb along the area, just for safe measure for him, before cupping his cheek. "I'll see you later, ok?"

His chin upturned with confirmation. "Mmm," Ashtray stayed there, eyes flickering up to yours as he went quiet for your goodbye. "I'll keep him outta trouble."

"Says the trouble," you snickered, to which his lips shifted with glee at, he's the business partner for a reason after all. "You always do, I know you got him," you pinched his chin lovingly, before straightening, bag in hand. "Just be safe, babe. Ok?"

Ashtray nods, sharply, face finally burning red. "Yeah, yeah, yeah." He then half-heartedly shoves you towards the hall, "Now, get outta here, man. We got work to do."

"Alright, alright," you put your hands up, taking a few skipping steps down the hall towards the living room. "I love you!"

Ashtray grumbles, embarrassingly. "Just get out of here!" he disappears back into the hallway, jumping a bit too boyishly back into his bedroom.

Fezco could laugh, but he held it back, he didn't need the boy more embarrassed then he pretended to be during most of your motherly habits.

You chuckled to yourself as you spun around from the hallway, eyes finally landing on your boyfriend, Fezco. Your smile never dampening, only growing bashful as you slowly glide around the couch, tracing your fingers along the fabric.

Fezco clears his throat, breaking eye contact.

Shit.

He didn't want you to leave.

I mean, well, he did. You had to leave, no question.

Mouse was nothing to play with. And Fezco made it perfectly clear he did not trust any of his dealers when it came to being around you. Least of all Mouse.

Its always been out of the question to get you involved in any of this, if he could help it.

He was literally inviting danger to his doorstep, if he could pride himself on anything it was that he'd distanced you from most of it, you couldn't put name to face, you hardly knew the shit he sold. Not that you didn't recreationally partake from time to time, but that was usually with him.

You grew up with smokers, so sharing a stick together used to be the closest thing you had ever came to a type of high.

Fezco wasn't necessarily proud he introduced you to drugs, it wasn't even related to how you met, or why you stayed. Why you stayed... Something that confused him to this day, god, you could be anywhere, be with anyone, BE anyone.

But, you were here. Lighting up the house with love, painting a picture of a family he had to think was impossible until you came into his life.

God, he was absolutely obsessed with the addiction he'd found in you. Easily a pinnacle high.

And so, there was no debate, you can't stay here tonight.

Fezco swallows, thickly.

He glances in your direction, as he tries to get his thoughts together. You're already looking at him, waltzing up casually, as he stands from his chair as you get closer, don't look at me like that, he wanted to say.

You didn't know how easy he gets lost in your presence, time just slipped away. Or maybe you did, maybe you thought the world would slow for the both of you in moments like this, when leaving his side felt like an impossibility.

Sliding your bag off from your shoulder, you let it settle next to your cardigan at the table leg. "Did he have to come today?" you knew the answer, your voice soft but frustrated.

"Yeah, ma. Ain't nothin' I can control right now," Fezco answers quietly, watching as you slide your hand across the table delicately, tracing the grain. "It'd just be us tonight. If I could."

"Business is business," You slide the ring of your keys into your palm, humming your understanding. You glance back from your keys that you slide behind you, back up to him. "Update me, ok? Don't forget." Safety check-ins after deals like this were always your number one rule, no exceptions.

He assures you, "I know, baby," stepping close to run his hands over your arms, his palms are warm and his thumbs dig in with a gentle pressure.. "I ain't forgettin', I gotchu."

"And eat something," you added. "There's leftovers from earlier. You never eat right on days like this."

Fezco chuckled. "You keepin' notes or somethin'?"

"Or somethin'." you teased back.

BZZZZ...BZZZZ...

His phone goes off , you don't turn recognizing the harsh alarm as the one he'd set to give you enough time to rush out before his exchange went down tonight.

They both release a breath, before he turns back at the replicated sound. Straightening to face you again, "Hey," he breathes at your pout.

Fezco lifts his phone, turning off the alarm. "You text me when you're home, ight?" he leans down to take your bag off the floor, his other hand now rested on you hip, held it right. Pinching the skin, tenderly, "Hear me?"

"Mm hmm." You inch into him, brows that pinch when you're about to lean in.

"Ok?" he repeated, he noticed.

"OK."

You had his face in your hands then, kissing him, hard. Breathlessly.

Pulling back to look at him, "And you'll call me when it's over." A reminder, instead of a question, you made clear of that. Pretty eyes that bore into his, easily stealing what little attention he'd given to anything else but you.

You kissed him again, he's pressing his lips to yours just as your pulling away. "Not a second after, ok?" You instructed, sternly. Though the worried crease in your brows made your intentions clear and left no room for debate.

He nodded, thoughtlessly, that was all he could manage. Mouth open and leaning down for another taste even as you blabber out another word. "I will, I will."

Not when you're pulling him down by the collar like this.

Again, your eyes dart to his lips, and unable to help yourselves, he's diving in for another when his alarm goes off again, the two of you pausing and then staring.

Alright, they've got ten minutes to get you out of here. Fuuuck...

Fezco grabs your keys off the floor, fits your cardigan between the holes of your bag and snatches your sneakers up for you to step into as you both rush towards the hallway to the door.

"Text me as soon as you're in, alright?," Fezco jogs after you, as you pepper kisses while backtracking to the gated door. "Come on, ma," he complains, half-heartedly, as you kiss him full on the cheek longer.

"I'm sorry," you apologize, before kissing him again. "Ok, I love you," he opens the door as you step into your shoes. Ashtray presses the release from the security room and the gate clicks open. It's raining, it hits the metal loudly, your car was just in front so there was no need for an umbrella.

Still, enough to get drenched as soon as you step out.

He's pushing open the doors for you, the two of you just stepping out when Rue rushes over. "The fu--Rue?"

The girl's a bit out of breath, curly hair sticking to her face from the rain.

"(Y/n) Baby cake!" she fired hand guns spouting the dumb nickname, before taking both of your hands to spin around and stumble her way into the house.

Pulling you back inside for a hug, she's completely soaked, easily clinging your shirt. "That was fast, came to see me? Or are you leaving already?" Rue gasped. "No, no, I haven't seen you in forever, come back. Distract Fez while I raid, alright? Cool."

"What, no--"

The curly haired girl excitedly runs off then, makes her way into the hallway, "Hold on! Rue!" Fezco doesn't have time to grab her when she's already strutting onto the carpet and around the corner, looking for the usual.

"How'd you guys know I was outside? Shit, I didn't even ring yet," she laughed, impressed. "Oh, that a hickey?" she snickered, pointing nowhere in particular at you, already trapezing through the house.

"Rue! What're you--" you close the doors, the security click sounding, just as Fezco''s rushing after the girl. "oh my, fuck--"

"Nah, Rue, you can't be here right now," Fezco shouts after her. "I need you out!"

Rue scoffed. "Oh, come on, I've seen porno's crazier than what you two get up to. Just act like I'm not even here."

Bursting into the living room, you follow after Rue as she throws off her sweater, looking to get comfortable. "Jesus, Rue," you pick it up off the couch as you follow behind Fezco.

Ashtray's head peeks out from the security room, brows raised in surprise as Rue trudges through the hall, he speaks aloud. "The fuck is she doin' here?" and then he sees you, yelling after you. "What the fuck are you still doin' here?!"

"I was leaving!" you sighed as you rushed past him. "And don't cuss at me!"

Ashtray rolled his eyes, sitting back into his chair, checking the outer camera feed.

"Look, I just need a couple OCs and some socks," Rue plopped down on a bed in the back rooms, pulling off her soaked socks and started opening drawers.

Fezco cornered her in his room, frustrating eating at him. Glancing at the time on his phone. "Yo, for real Rue, you gotta go! I can't help you right now, come back in a few hours, I gotchu. But right now, you need to get up outta here."

You came up next to him, holding her jacket. Throwing it back at her as she pulled on some new socks, "Hey!"

"He's not joking around, Rue," you reiterated. "People are coming. And it'd be better if neither of us were here. You need to come with me."

Rue glanced between the two of you. "This is the weirdest intervention ever," she kicked off her jacket as she pulled on her socks. "Look, Fez, I'm drenched, and I'm out of drugs so...don't be dicks."

You pinched the bridge of your nose. "Oh god," shaking out your hands, you may just have to drag her out, kicking and screaming.

Fezco cursed, tensing up. "That ain't the fucking problem Rue!" they had less than five minutes, he was sure. " I need you to get up out my house right now before theses motherfuckers come through, for real!"

"Look, look, look, all I need are some OCs and a couple of Xanies, that's all," Rue explained.

You hummed, irritated. "Sure," you stepped forward, grabbing her forearm. "At my house. Let's go."

Rue's face pinched in confusion. "The only pill I've ever seen in your bathroom is a Tylenol."

"Uh huh," cause that's is all you had at home. "Well you're a terrible influence."

"Me?!" Rue laughed, appalled. Before glancing back at Fezco, who gave her glare at her clear insinuation. "Wait, wait, my jacket!"

You pulled her back with you, knowing she caught sight of a pill bottle as they passed by the security room. Shrugging off your cardigan, you tossed it over her head, "Here."

She puts it on, but isn't satisfied. "I know you don't got Xanies..."

"And you not hearing me when I say you ain't stayin', Rue," Fezco reminds.

Rue grinds herself to a halt, thinking hard, before she yanks herself through your grip, running around to the couch, flipping onto the cushion. "Prove you got 'em at home, go!" she points.

"Rue! I'm tryin'na tell ya, I ain't got shit right now," Fezco fought the urge to snatch the girl and throw her out. "I got whatever you need , but later. Get out."

"Rue!" your fists ball up, mostly out of your own anxiety. "Please, please, just get out of the damn house. There's some fucking weed to hold you over in the car!"

But Rue, the addict she was, Rue just glared. Staring directly at Fezco, "I know you got something, Fez." He was hiding it from her, he had to be, so why should she leave?

"Jesus Christ..." you ran a hand down your face. "Just come with me. Stay with me at mine, and then in a few hours, we're back here for you to do whatever," coming up to Rue as she braces herself on the backend of the couch. "I'm dead serious, I don't want you here when they get here, ok?"

Rue's brows furrowed at the softened delivery of your last sentence, now you have her attention. Her mouth opening but only a confused, "uhhh..." follows before she's glancing at Fezco, who's staring at the time on his phone. "You said who's coming again?"

Just as Rue's beginning to pull herself off the couch. Fezco opens his mouth to say something, "Rue--" while you're already pulling her to the doorway, and then the phone rings.

Stopping both women in their tracks.

Fezco stares down at the screen, the caller ID, and then sighs.

Making eye contact with you as your shoulders drop, realizing you were out of time, his lips press together guiltily.

His eyes flicker to Rue. "I could fucking kill you right now," he says, walking to the dinner table. He takes the walkie talkie, "Yo, Ash, they're here."

"Crap," the boy responds before the radio cuts silent.

Fezco gathers the money off the table, puts down the radio, walks over to the couch and fishes out the handle to a gun. That he checks for a loaded magazine before shifting the safety.

Rue swallows hard on the couch.

You breath out, running a hand down your hair. "Rue," you start. "Come."

You're already walking down the hallway. Rue swiftly follows, side stepping an angry Fezco.

"Ma," Fezco calls.

"She's not staying out here."

"If they find her..."

"They won't!" you argued. Giving your bag to Rue, pulling your cardigan hoodie over her hair. "They won't, right?" you stop and ask Rue.

Rue swallows, before nodding fast. "I can be quiet. I mean, when it counts, I can be quiet."

Pulling her into the farthest opposing room, you release her to move a few things around in the darkest corner of the room. Which happens to be with Grandma Marie, still sleeping peacefully as she always has in the hospital bed. "Sorry, OG," you whisper, before guiding Rue over.

"Touch nothing, say nothing, keep fucking still," you instruct Rue, pulling her into the corner, as far away from Grandma Marie as possible but in the busier corner of the room where she'd be much harder to spot if anyone were to glance in.

Rue wordlessly fixed herself into place, taking your bag and holding it tight in the corner as you moved a box in front of her to obscure her at least a bit. "Do. Not. Move."

You stepped away as you heard the front door slam shut and Ashtray whispering harshly behind you, "You gotta get over there!" before rushing out the room.

"(Y/n)..." Rue spoke finally as you began to pull the door closed, palms sweating, face flushed with anxiety.

You turned back to her.

"I..." she tried.

"Just don't move. It's ok," you assured her.

Rue watched as the hallway lighting vanished from the room, chest heavy as she recalled the terrified expression on your face as you pulled the door shut.

---

"So, this your bitch, huh?"

Your eyes flickered upwards from beside Fezco, tenses up at the question. You must've zoned out.

"Huh?" you didn't mean to say anything, but it made the man laugh.

Mouse.

As you make eye contact, his smile curls slow, a flash of gold in his teeth and the lighting makes his faded facial tattoos look more intense.

"Nah man, this ma girl, ma wife," Fezco gritted out, but he tried to keep his animosity to a minimum. "Ain't no bitch here."

Mouse snickered, before shrugging as if he could respect that. He drops to one knee to get eye level with you, staring like he's got nowhere else to be. With his palm extended for you to take, "Mmm,' he starts off, getting a good look at your face. "Well, hello there, wifey."

"Um, hi," your mouth dry.

He chuckled, clearly he found you interesting. "Got caught in the rain, huh?"

"I--" you didn't have to look down to feel your wet shirt sticking to you. Enough for the lace of your bra to show through. Fuck me, Rue. "I did."

"Course you did, mamas," Your eyes flicker anywhere but the eyes that haven't stopped trailing you since he'd walked in, extending your hand to shake. He takes it, instead pulling your knuckles up for a kiss, he keeps eye contact every second. "My name is Mouse," he introduced. "It's a pleasure to meet you."

You couldn't seem to find the words, he wasn't waiting for any, he turned his attention to a tight-lipped Fezco, beside you.

"Hmm," Mouse says, before he's pulling you off the couch with a jerk to the hand.

You follow with a surprised sound, pulled right out of Fezco's range just as he reaches out. "Wait--"

"Hey!" Fezco's already standing, hands shaking. "That ain't cool, man! What you think you doin', Mouse?"

"Relax, man," Mouse spins you around, enjoying the view, and sits you down on the opposing couch, facing Fezco. "I ain't know what ya'll got planned sittin' close like that, just precaution. This," he pinches your chin briefly. "Makes the room more...spread out."

Mouse smirks toward Fezco, who's eyes constantly flicker from you to him. "Sit down already. Let's get down to business," he demands. To which Fezco, not wanting the man to be here any longer than he needed, sits carefully. "Alright. Custer toss me that bag!"

The dealer walks around the couch, away from you, and you finally take a breath. Fisting the cushions beneath, you push yourself back onto the couch, eyes flickering up to Fezco, who leans forward at your attention, hands fidgeting and holding tight. You alright?

Your palm spread out wide over your bare thighs, you couldn't believe you wore a fucking skirt today. I'm fine.

But to Fezco, it looks like you were about to be sick.

Mouse took some plastic out the bag Custer provides him. "Alright, check it," he holds out a few things. "I got 100 OP-OC 80s, 500 Xanny bars, 500 20s of Addy," he listed off as the pill bottle clacked and the pills rattled with every push onto the table. "I'm low on Vikes, so if you wanna cop out some Vikes. You better cop 'em today, cause I got 50 left--" he just kept listing and you glanced off to the side, behind you was Custer. From across the room, Ashtray stood at a doorway, you were glad he was far out of interest to the two men.

Ashtray sees the gun in Custer's pocket, eyes pointedly looking to Fezco, communicating that instantly. He watches his brother's jaw flex at the info, before pressing his hand against the crack of the cushion where his pistol laid.

The boy then looks over to you, the woman's that had become his mom in the years they've known you, he hated that you were still here, god, he could kill Rue.

"Custer, what's the math on that?" Mouse finishes up.

"Uh, 25, 15, 1,100, 35, 77 and 25," he counts off. "7,750."

Fezco takes out the paper bag he's prepared. "Here."

He tosses the bag of money up and at Mouse, who tosses it right to Custer after feeling out the stacks.

Mouse steps around from the table. "Sure you don't want no Fentanyl?"

"Nah man, I'm cool off that shit," Fezco rejects. "Too many ODs and I don't want the heat."

Mouse didn't like that much, but he didn't show it. Not as he came around the couch, staring down at you, already peering up at him, "What about you, wifey, huh? Ever tried Fentanyl?" he comes to sit beside you.

"No," you said, your voice much too small.

"She's good, bruh." Fezco didn't like his shift in attention.

But, Mouse pays Fezco no mind, doesn't even look at him as he leans in closer to you. You look away, he's much too close. "Got hub talkin' for you, huh?" his arm comes around the couch bend and fists his fingers into your hair.

That's a question, he needs an answer. You remind yourself, you try to just look at your boyfriend, though seeing his rage and clearly being just as uncomfortable as you were, if not more, didn't help.

"He just, knows more about this stuff..." you say. Mouse's fingers trail your shoulders, near your neck. "...than I do."

"Not more than me, though," Mouse interjects, before shifting over. "Don't look at him. Look at me. You think he knows more than me?"

You're sure it's not wise to say yes, not as he presses you to make eye contact, he stares you down, hard. You shake your head, reluctantly, throat closing.

"That's right. Ain't nobody knows more than me about the game, wifey," Mouse gloats, rubbing your shoulder. "So, you don't got nothing to worry about, do you?"

You didn't answer, and his hand comes up, taking a lock of your hair between his fingers.

He pulls your hair over your shoulder, behind your ear. "You ever try it?" Fentanyl.

Mouse's calloused thumb drags over your check, his hand briefly cupping around your lips to see your pout. You're sure he's just trying to piss off Fezco, who's digging into the arm chair, trying to keep calm.

"Mm mm," you try to shake your head.

"Yo, for real, bruh," Fezco speaks up, voice lifting in his turmoil. "I don't want her fuckin' with that shit. At all, man. She ain't with that."

Mouse leans close, looking to pique your interest. "You know that feeling when you come so hard you can't feel or hear shit?" he questions. "You like that feeling? I know you like that feeling..."

"Sure," You glanced at him. "Doesn't everybody..."

Oh, shit. Was that the wrong this to say?

Mouse immediately grins, bursting out a short laugh, looking over at Fezco, then Custer.

"Mmm, That's a good answer. I like that," he glances over toward Fezco, smirking in his humour. "I like your girl, man. This a good bitch," He then leans down, snatching up the bookbag, "So, you're gonna love this," Mouse fishes through a few of the plastic wraps.

Mouse flipped open a knife then, startling you, unraveling a bag to take out a white packet. He pokes the metal into the bag, ripping it open, a bit of the liquid catches on the knife at the very tip.

He raises the knife in front of you, the sight of it makes your skin grow cold.

"I'm fine, really." Your press your lips closed. "I've never..."

"What?" Mouse chuckled at your flushed face, the color that had left it. "Never what? Come on, take a lick. What, you don't trust me?"

"Come on, bruh," Fezco seethes to the side. "She said she's good."

"Shut the fuck up, bitch," Mouse cursed him, glaring his way. "Ain't nobody talkin' to you!" He then turns to you, whispering close to you ear, knife so close it could cut you instead. "Tell hubby over there, nobody talkin' to him right now."

Your eyes lock on Fezco's right across from you, you hadn't even realized you were shaking. He looks so guilty, eyes much too expressive to be hidden from Mouse's sight, you wonder if he just doesn't like Fezco or if he just likes playing with his dealers.

Or if he just really likes torturing you.

"Come on," Mouse continues. "Tell him to 'Shut the fuck up'."

You don't, eyes flickering down to the knife he'd raised toward your chin, that had begun to graze your bottom lip.

"Don't be scared, mamas," Mouse suddenly snatches the back of your neck, making you jump. "It ain't gonna bit you."

"Bruh, stop touchin' her like that!" Fezco tries not to get too loud, there's a shakiness to his voice that maybe Mouse doesn't notice, but you do. "She don't mess with that shit."

"Yeah," he can tell. The man palms your thigh, maybe to test Fezco further. "Yeah, she don't. So, why not get the experience? Try it." He raises the knife further, this time between your closed lips. "Open, come on, good girl, open up. Try it."

You wanted to cry from the pounding in your nerves, heart beating fast enough to give anyone a heart attack.

Taking a final look at Fezco, who's put a hand up to his head, he runs it down his face, shaking his head, but he knows you don't really have that chocie.

Fuck, you should've just left.

Your lips close around the drop.

Mouse grins, proudly. "There."

The knife sliding from between your lips, you release a shaky breath, that feels more like the beginning of a sob. God, do you feel pathetic.

You inhale, trying to remember to breathe, as you lock your hands between your legs.

And now, he waits. Staring closely. Fezco can't look as you shrink away from Mouse's knife that he still holds at his lap.

You look so scared, and he can't help the sick feeling in his stomach, his throat tightening as he watched the drug you'd never even thought of take effect. He tried to find the words that you needed, he leaned forward as your eyes began to dilate, "I ain't goin' nowhere," he assures you, steadily. "Right here, whole time. You're just gonna ride it out, a'ight?"

You feel yourself nod, but for a second the ground seems to close and you keep yourself steady. Just ride it out...

They don't have to wait long when your hands ball up into your thighs, you lean forward a bit. Releasing a breath, Mouse chuckles. "Yeah, that shit works quick."

You're not sure if you like it...

But, nevertheless, the high catches you pretty instantly.

Blinking once, twice, before its harder to open your eyes. You lift your hand to your face as you feel heavy all of a sudden, your arm never lifts, instead you're following it down to the couch cushion.

Fezco watches as your head lolls, eyes fluttering, breath turned shallow, your body folding into the couch. Hair obscuring your face, your arm sinks to the carpet off the couch, you let out a gasp of a sound before completely slumping into your high.

This is your fault, Fezco says to himself. Your fault.

God, he's never felt more like shit.

But, with you, there’s become a floating calm, heavy and numbing, the world slipping a step farther away with every second.

There's a hand tracing circles on your skin, sending intense signals through your brain, but you just blink slowly, eyes locked on Fezco. Who hasn't looked away since.

One.

Twooo.

Five.

Eight...

Is that right?

Mouse's fingers run down your thigh, his nails biting into you gentle, possessive, pinching your skin as he leans over, his fingers snapping the lining of your panties back to your hip with a laugh. "You like the way that feels?" he asks, looking at Fezco.

"I dunno..." you drawl.

Mouse pulls your legs over his, shifting closer to you. "What's that mean?" he questions. "Don't you want some patches, girl?"

You hardly had an idea of what he was on about. "I don't..th'k I should.."

Mouse wasn't satisfied. "I think you should take a few patches," he surveyed the curve of your ass on the sofa, your skirt having pulled up. "Don't you agree with me?"

"Ok..." you breathed out.

He gave Fezco a humored look, flipping out three patches. "It's gonna cost you $300," he fits them under the band of your underwear. "Come on, pay up, wifey."

"I'm..." you say. He wants money? "I have half..."

Fezco closed his eyes briefly at Mouse's baiting. He kept his eye on the rise and fall of your chest, panic wasn't even close to the feeling he had stirring in his gut.

Mouse's hand climbs up, crawling up her skirt that hadn't done its job tonight. "How you gon' pay the other half, hm?"

"Mouse, man--" Fezco gritted out, violently. Forced to watch as he tapped the blunt of his knife against your ankle at his tone.

"I don't do a lot of...pills," you mewl, letting out a startled noise before sinking into the couch again. "I shouldn't have..." your words get lost in the mist.

"Yeah, well I got a strict no return policy, so get that outta ya head, wifey," Mouse cackled, slapping a palm onto your heated skin. You make no reaction.

And so, he's had more than enough. "Yo, I'm payin' for it man," Fezco held up the cash.

"Thought you were too good for Fentanyl," Mouse scoffed. "What is it? Everybody's changing their motherfuckin' minds on me?"

Custer laughed. "Yeah." He then glanced over at the boy in the doorway, Ashtray wasn't lookin' at him anymore, his eyes on you, slumped on the couch.

"If she can't afford it, she gon' have to find another way to pay me," Mouse said, nose upturned at the young man that clearly thought he was better than him. "Straight up."

Fezco should've shot Mouse in the face with what he was insinuating on doing to you, on the shit he's pulled tonight. But he knew best than to do that with you right in his grip and a knife still in his opposite hand.

"Just let me pay for it, man. She my wife," Fezco takes his hand from the couch, standing. "I got the money right here."

Handing over $300 to Mouse, eyes locked on you as you're quick to knock out now.

"Dang, that's that real marriage shit, huh," Mouse counted, while you moaned at the mention. "But, price just went up. It's $600 now."

Fezco gritted his teeth, but forked over the extra $300. He didn't trust himself to say anything else as he walks to the opposite side of the couch, closest to your head.

"Pleasure doin' business with you," Mouse smirked finally. Taking a last look at you, hands sliding off your thigh, he stands to fix his jacket. "Later, little wifey."

You exhale, heavily. No words leave you for him.

Not until Fezco comes into view. "Fez..." you mewl.

He goes down to his knee in front of you, your eyes had already begun slipping closed, recognizing him briefly as you moaned. "Oh, ma, hey. I'm right here," Fezco whispered, moving your hair out of your face as you breathe slowly against the cushion. "You're ok, I gotchu."

He lifts your hand from the floor holding it tight and letting it settle on the couch by your face.

"I like my bitches lightweight too," Mouse says to Fezco, while lighting a cig between his fingers, before him and Custer make their way out of the house.

Fezco is quick to action as the door slams to a close, fishing the packets off your underwear as Ashtray comes over. A hammer in hand, and an anger he hadn't acted on yet, Fezco's too lost in the moment to see how it's still violently building in his eyes.

"Get the Narcan, just in case, and get rid of these." He hands his brother the packets and points down the hallway.

Ashtray follows his instructions, putting the hammer down on the way.

Fezco turns and returns to your side, a blanket in hand. He pulls it over you, up to your shoulders, you're already feeling feverish though.

He doesn't shift you too much, there's nothing to heave out, or a needle to pull from your skin, there's nothing he can do besides keeping you as comfortable as possible.

All he can do is wait...and watch.

He swallows down the tight pit in his stomach that builds up in his throat, reddening eyes that burn as he settles your head on his lap as you've begun to slip into your slumber.

"I'm sorry..." you drawl, sleepily. "I took it. I didn't..."

The fuck were you apologizing for, he wanted to cry. He stroked your hair, pulling it back and away from you face, holding his palm to the top of your head. "No, ma, it's on me, it's on me," Fezco leaned down to place his lips on your cheek. "It's ok, you're ok. Just rest, ok?"

You're already out.

And with that, Fezco leans back, pinching the bridge of his nose before rubbing his eyes and smearing any evidence of his heartache.

Soon, Ashtray comes to sit on the opposing couch, when he feels a bit composed, Fezco finally looks to his brother.

But, they say nothing, both just sit here, where they both wait together.

A few moments later, Rue comes out of the opposing room.

He had nearly forgotten.

The girl hesitantly enters the hallway, looking into the opposing room before she catches site of Ashtray already staring her down from the living room. She pauses mid stride for a moment at that. "So, your dudes cleared out then, huh?" she awkwardly stepped into the living room.

Fezco hasn't turned to her yet. So, when she's looking around she spots the bags of pills, the drugs unopened, fresh prescriptions, the real, good stuff. "Holy shit..." she breathes out. "What the hell! That's a crazy haul, your guy is the best, oh my shit--"

"Rue!" Fezco lets out an absolutely seething hiss toward her, he doesn't yell or scream, he sneers. Trying his hardest to keep his volume at a minimum, the effort makes him shiver.

Rue's not sure she's ever seen Fezco actually angry. Pissed, yeah. Irritated, definitely, she just tends to have that effect. But, Fezco just wasn't a person she had known to have a real temper, in the way he was glowering at her, she was wrong.

Her voice likes to run away from her despite knowing she should shut up. "What? I was just saying--" she then noticed someone missing. "Did (Y/n) leave already?"

She came closer. Then, seeing you on Fezco's lap, completely out. Beads of sweat already beginning to collect on your forehead.

"Is...everything alright?"

"Ash."

Ashtray lifted himself off the couch, eyes on Rue. He pulls a small bag from his pocket, 4 or 5 pills, the usual. And it's selfish, but she was hoping for more, she doesn't dare say that though.

"Shit, thanks, but..." she dragged. "Um, is she ok?"

"Get out, Rue."

The girl wanted to argue, she also wanted to get the fuck out of here and drown her guilt in the little tablets that put those feelings right to sleep. "I mean, can't I just wait till she--"

"RUE!"

Fezco fumes, enough for a vein to pop. Then he flinches, looking down to make sure he hadn't disturbed you before sighing harshly.

Her hands go up. "Fine, fine! Fuck!" Rue turns quick, making her way down the hall and out the front door. "Fine."

Ashtray locks up behind her, wordlessly. The slam is enough of a tell to his own irritation with her.

Rue clears her throat, walking off the porch and down the walkway, slowly. Her eyes instantly finding your car, she stares at it for sometime, before opening the bag Ashtray had shoved into her hand a moment ago.

She takes a pill, sticking it on her tongue to swallow.

As she snatches up her bike, she waits for the guilt to pass like it always would with every high.

---

An hour or two later, as Ash is beginning to fall asleep on the couch. Fezco decides to move you to the bed, his arms slipping up your knees and around your shoulders, carrying you to the bedroom.

He keeps you turned on your side, his hand braced on your shoulder blade to anchor you there as he blinks back exhaustion. Ashtray crawls onto the end of the bed, deciding to fall asleep there, Fezco tossing a pillow his way.

Ashtray is fast to fall asleep, it was late after all.

Fezco tiptoes around sleep, but he can't.

He has to feel every breath, every shift, every sound, what ifs are infinite right now and he wasn't taking any chances.

He holds you to his chest as you snore quietly, his focus stays locked on the pulse beneath his thumb, on the slow rhythm of your lungs. Every few minutes, placing his lips on your bare shoulder, he whispers small, steady nonsense in case you were listening to him. "You're ok. Stay here. Stay with me."

"You're ok," he mutters against your skin as he blinks slow, the clock glows at 3:40 a.m. when he begins to close his eyes from exhaustion. "I'm here..."

It's 4:12 a.m. when he wakes up to your body tensing up next to him.

"Hey," he rubs your shoulder as you stir to life.

A small, strained sound catches in your throat, a hand clutching at your stomach. Disoriented, you try to lift yourself off the bed, limbs uncooperative, you just slump back to the bed. Fezco quickly leaves the bed, coming around to help you up.

You seemed surprised to see him, hands balled into his sweater as he lifts you. "Fez..."

"I gotchu, ma," he lifts you off the bed. Guiding you forward, he's already sure you'd prefer your first stop being the bathroom. You stumble your way with his help, your weight sagging into him, the ground just won't stop moving!

You drop to your knees in front of the toilet, hands trembling against the porcelain. The first heave hits you hard and sudden, your whole frame shaking with it, enough to make tears sprout. Fez kneels behind you immediately, one hand holding your hair back, the other spread between your shoulder blades, rubbing slow circles along your skin.

“I’m sorry,” he murmurs, barely louder than breath. “I’m so fuckin’ sorry. You’re okay. Just let it out.”

You cough up what you can, choke, tears spilling without you meaning to. The sick feeling wracks through you in waves, leaving you gasping between them. Fez stays exactly where he is, his hand warm against your back, holding you tight with every shudder.

As the worst of it passes, Fezco stands for a towel, wiping off your face after wetting it. "M' sorry, I woke you," you apologized as you pressed your head into his chest.

He keeps one arm around your shoulders as you sag into him, exhausted, shaking, breathing uneven but real and steady against his chest.

"Don't apologize for anything," he holds you tight on the bathroom floor. "Please."

You sink into him inch by inch, the last of your tension finally giving up. His chin rests against your hair. When your body jerks again with a small wave of nausea, he tightens his hold as you try to settle your stomach. "I'm ok," you hiccup.

He strokes your cheek, leaning down to embrace you and shield you as he should have tonight.

Soon, you both make your way back to bed, both sitting upright, you've leaned into his chest, trying your best to rest.

Lying there like this now, tangled and still, both wrung out in different ways. Ashtray at your feet, exhausted himself. The day sits heavy between them, what almost happened, what did happen...

Maybe he really was the bad influence...

And as if you could hear his thoughts, you turn in his arms. "Stay w'me tomorrow.." you huff out. "Don't leave me..." and you say so in a way he could never betray.

He was the bad influence that could never go away.

And he wasn't proud of that...

He kissed your temple, tenderly. "Never."

For now, you're safe and warm and breathing, and he’s here, as if he would ever go anywhere else.

Your breathing evens out as you let yourself rest. His finally does too, but he takes in every moment.

He had listed his spare room on Craigslist, and within the hour his inbox was already filling up. Your message stood out immediately: no profile photo, no personal details, just a brief, polite inquiry about the listing. No context or explanation. He couldn’t help but wonder whether finding your message was a coincidence or something closer to fate.

He practically did a double take when you arrived at his door for a tour of his place. Pretty eyes, dewy lips, even the way your hair fell just so, all spoke of careful thought and intention; a kind of beauty that couldn’t be bought, demanding attention whether you wanted it to or not.

Gerard didn’t expect the silence that followed your introduction. No rambling backstory, no nervous oversharing, just your name offered plainly, like it was enough. It unsettled him in a way he couldn’t quite place. Most people he met nowadays tried to talk louder, make themselves larger, fill up space. You, on the other hand, seemed content to take up exactly the amount of space you needed. No more, no less.

Gerard became painfully aware of himself in that moment. The tightness of his shoulders, the sweat building in his palms, the awkward length of time he spent perfectly still as he rambled on about god knows what. He wondered if his expression had given anything away, if his attention had been visible in the same way yours seemed controlled and contained.

You moved in about a week later, and it didn’t take long for him to piece together little fragments of your life. You were a student, working full-time to push your way through a degree that seemed to demand every spare hour you had.

He’d come home from rehearsal long after midnight, exhausted, keys soft in the lock, and still find you awake, the soft glow of your desk lamp spilling through the crack in your door.

And then there were the days you were barely at home at all, rapid footsteps down the hall, a bag slung over your shoulder. You moved through the apartment like a passing current, present just long enough to prove you lived there before vanishing back into the world that constantly called you elsewhere.

He’d try little things to coax you out, casual invitations slipped into brief conversations, an extra coffee left on the counter, a spare ticket to his show down the road. Most of the time, you turned him down, a quiet excuse slipping from your lips like it was second nature. Always polite, always respectful, leaving no room for misunderstanding: you shared the apartment and nothing else.

You’re so pretty, but always so alone, politely declining advances from anyone who tries to get close to you. You never bring anyone over, never go out, never let anyone linger long enough to get comfortable. It’s a front, the way you keep people at an arm’s length: warm enough to draw them in, distant enough to make them ache for more.

It’s wasteful, the walls you build around yourself, the way you push people away before they can reach you.

You’re a moon without a sun, and he wants to know why.

The idea starts innocently enough, a shadow at the edge of his mind. Gerard lingers outside of your bedroom door, quietly willing himself to step inside while you aren’t home. He rests his hand on the doorknob, frozen in place as he listens to the faint hum of the apartment.

Every rational part of him tells him to stop, to turn away, banish these feelings back into the deepest parts of him. But something stronger chains him in place, his breath caught between guilt and anticipation.

He nudges you door one just a crack, slipping inside without a further thought. The room feels warm, lived-in, a stark contrast to the chilling exterior you wear outside of these walls. He takes everything in slowly: books left open, notes scribbled in the margins, CD’s scattered across the floor, posters lining your walls.

Gerard lowers himself down onto your mattress, heart hammering in his chest as he runs his fingers through your sheets. He presses his face into your pillows, inhaling deeply, the lingering scent of you completely invading his senses.

Gerard’s mind spirals, each thought of you sharp and all-consuming as he ruts his hips into the mattress.

God, it’s almost too much, imagining the image of you splayed out before him, his face buried between your creamy thighs. Your eyes, hazy and lost, begging him to touch you, love you, fuck you.

He’s cumming into his jeans before he even fully realizes it, cock straining against the denim.

Fuck, he’s made a mess, an embarrassingly large wet spot darkening the fabric where you lay. Gerard exhales shakily, glancing at the clock on your bedside table, still hours before you would be home. Moving quickly, he strips the bed, tugging the sheets and pillowcases free. He gathers the damp fabric in his arms, scrambling out into the hallway and tossing everything into the wash as if it was routine.

There.

It’s as if nothing happened.

That doesn’t stop him from slipping a pair of your panties in his pocket on the way back out of your room.

You don’t seem to notice anything off when you get home, offering him a small nod in greeting, keys jangling softly in your hand, expression as composed as ever. No suspicion. No pause.

Then you disappear down the hall, shutting yourself into your room with a light slam of the door.

Gerard watches you for a second too long, pulse thudding in his ears, half-expecting you to reemerge, to do something, say something, look back at him in disgust.

But nothing happens.

The apartment settles into its usual rhythm, and your door stays closed.

Another night, it happens again. Gerard, getting back late from rehearsal, bones weary with exhaustion, trudging down the hall and into his room. He collapses onto his bed, shoes half kicked off, eyes heavy.

But even in that haze, even on the edge of unconsciousness, there’s you, sharp and vivid, slipping in uninvited. And just like that, sleep doesn’t come as easily as it should.

The hours crawl by, thick and restless as he tosses and turns. His room is too cold, too quiet.

His mouth is also painfully dry.

With a frustrated exhale, he forces himself up and out of his room to get a glass of water, eyes heavy, mind foggy.

No.

Oh fuck.

The sounds of wetness hit him like a physical blow, teasing and beckoning him over to your door. Every nerve in his body tightens, adrenaline coursing through his veins as he leans in closer. Just like that, his mouth is no longer dry, tacky with drool and desire clawing straight through him.

It’s almost as if he’s in a lucid state, completely entranced by the soft and breathy moans echoing through the thin walls. He palms mindlessly at the bulge in his shorts, pressing his forehead to your door.

Gerard wants so badly to go in, to show you how it feels to have someone who really sees you, someone who cares, who wants all of you completely. The desire isn’t just physical, no. It’s deeper than that, an incessant ache of wanting to be in your life, to matter to you. He means it with such conviction, even as he’s spitting into his hand and pulling his boxers down to stroke himself in time with your moans.

He sighs to himself, panting softly against the doorframe, his other hand curling into the wood as he lets the fantasies of you run filthy and free.

Your soft lips, tenderly wrapping around the head of his cock, suckling happily, taking him deep down your throat. The positions he could take you in, the speeds; devastatingly cruel, the way you command his affections, keeping him shackled to you.

A soft cry escapes from the inside of your door, the noise dripping with intensity.

“Fuck yeah.”

Gerard bites back a needy moan, eyes rolling to the back of his head at the thought of your cunt clenching and pulsing around him. The very thought has him shooting ropes into his palm, pumping himself relentlessly to coax every last drop out. The scent of your arousal lingers faintly in the air, and damn, you smell sweet. How he’d love to taste you…

He sighs, staring down at the load he just blew. He’s despicable, and he knows it.

The next morning, Gerard forces himself to keep last night’s memories at bay, waking up early to cook breakfast for the two of you.

He smiles as he hears your door creak open, drawn out by the delicious smells drifting through the apartment. You pad into the kitchen, hair tousled, dark circles under your eyes, looking every bit as exhausted as he feels. The unguarded sight of you makes his chest tighten, thoughts of last night gnawing at the edges of his composure. He swallows hard, readjusting, forcing his signature smile.

“Morning,” you murmur, rubbing at your eyes.

“Good morning,” he replies, keeping his tone light, sliding a plate across the counter toward you. “Coffee?”

You nod, sliding into a chair. “Thanks… you didn’t have to do all of this.”

“I wanted to,” he says, forcing a casual shrug, though his fingers twitch as he sets your mug down, betraying the calm he’s trying to hold. “Besides, when was the last time someone cooked for you?”

You pause, a faint flicker of surprise crossing your face. “I… can’t even remember,” you admit softly, eyes downcast as you stir your coffee. “I’ve been so busy studying for midterms that I haven’t had a moment to think about anything else…”

Gerard nods, his expression soft and full of understanding. “I’m sure you’re doing great,” he says, voice steady and reassuring, offering a quiet confidence meant to ease some of the weight he can see pressing on you.

You shrug, a tired edge to your movements. “It’s the same old stuff. Honestly, I just want to finish my degree and get my own place as soon as possible.”

He leans back slightly, nodding again, though a subtle panic creeps in. He doesn’t want you to leave and get your own place, the thought twisting uncomfortably in his chest. Silence stretches between you, thick and expectant, and in the quiet, an idea begins to form in the back of Gerard’s mind.

“We should watch a movie tonight. Get your mind off of things for a little.”

You tilt your head, eyes locking with his, uncertainty flickering across your face before you retreat back into that familiar, stoic composure. The softness vanishes as quickly as it appeared, replaced by the careful restraint you always wear.

He notices immediately. “C’mon,” he says, soft and insistent, leaning a little closer. “You deserve a little break, don’t you think?”

Gerard catches the faintest trace of a smile tugging at your lips, fragile, but nevertheless a crack in your carefully constructed armor.

“Yeah, I guess.”

Night comes sooner than expected.

Gerard picks the movie, a random slasher flick he’s seen dozens of times, loud and familiar enough to blur into the background. It’s not like he’s really watching anyway; his attention locked entirely on you, though he’s an expert in not showing it.

You settle onto the couch beside him, close enough your knees almost touch. Almost. The opening credits roll, synthy music swelling, screams slicing through the room. He pretends to focus, nodding along like this is all normal, like his body isn’t painfully aware of every shift you make.

“Have you seen this one?” you ask.

“Yeah,” he says. A beat passes. “Couple times.”

There’s something in the way he says it that makes you glance at him. His eyes are fixed on the screen, jaw tight, the cold flashes of the movie casting long shadows across his face. When you look away, his gaze slides to you instead, hungry and expectant.

A shrill sound cuts through the movie and you flinch, your arm instinctively brushing against his.

Gerard doesn’t flinch.

Doesn’t move. 

Doesn’t breathe. 

“Sorry,” you murmur, not pulling away right away.

“It’s fine,” he says. Too calm. Too collected.

You laugh at a cheesy line of dialogue, unaware. Comfortable. Safe. 

He notices your shifting, the way you can’t seem to sit still, knees drawing in and then stretching out again relentlessly.

“Are you cold?” Gerard asks, voice casual, almost gentle.

You glance at him, surprised. “A little.”

“C’mere,” he says softly. “I run warm.”

You hesitate, the pause stretching long enough for him to know that your guard is on high alert. Slowly, almost reluctantly, you scooch closer, the faintest brush of your shoulder against his sending a jolt he doesn’t try to hide.

Without warning, Gerard’s arm snakes around you, drawing you fully into his side, the heat radiating from him immediate and inescapable.

“There,” he murmurs, voice low and satisfied. “That’s better.”

You can feel the steady rise and fall of his chest as the movie drones on, blood splattering across the screen, screams echoing. He shifts again, hands on your waist, pulling you fully into his lap. His arms wrap around you, not tight, not entirely gentle either, just enough to hold you there.

“You’ll be more comfortable like this,” he murmurs.

The movie keeps playing, screams and strings swelling in the background, but it’s clear his attention is no longer on the screen. You can feel it in the way his body stills, the subtle quickening of his breath, the slow, absentminded circles his fingers trace on your hips. When you don’t pull away, his hands drift lower, settling on your upper thigh, the same deliberate, teasing rhythm continuing as if testing the space between you.

It’s subtle enough to almost pass for comfort. Gerard’s thumb brushes close enough to make your breath hitch, retreating slowly before returning again, testing, measuring. He doesn’t rush it. He never does. If anything, his grip on you only tightens, anchoring you there, as if afraid you might realize what’s happening and slip free.

You’re well aware of the game at play, shifting around slightly in his lap, the softest grunt escaping him as your cunt brushes the ridge of his hardening cock.

You take it as a sign to push further, hands grazing his chest, playing with the hem of his shirt.

Gerard’s heart is pounding, the feeling of you so impossibly close making his mind spiral. He’s enjoying this too much, hands sliding to rest on the small of your back.

You reach up slowly, brushing the bangs from his face, your fingertips trailing over his temple. You’re fully straddling him at this point, hips flush against his as he shifts around uncomfortably.

There isn’t a need for words between you two, not as you’re grinding down on the bulge in his pants. The sound that escapes him is pitiful, strained, air completely escaping his lungs. You can see it in his eyes, the devotion, the quiet desperation to please. He’ll do anything you want, give anything you want, whatever it takes for you to open up to him, let him be a part of your life, be a part of you.

Your lips brush the corner of his, the tension boiling over, hips slotting against his in another cruel, unforgiving roll. “I’m trying,” he rasps. “Trying so hard to be good for you.”

He leans in so your foreheads touch, eyes boring straight into yours. “Anything. I’ll give you anything you want.”

“Anything?” You tease. He doesn’t waste another second, lips crashing into yours, urgent and claiming.

To his delight, you accept, tongue dancing with his, hands sliding into his greasy hair. Finally, just his like in his dreams, you reciprocate, eagerly at that, moaning into his mouth as he grinds you down onto him. He wanted you to be enthusiastic, but this… this is heaven.

Gerard swallows all of your noises whole, fingers tugging at your shirt. “Get this thing off,” he grunts against your lips. The chill of the room hits your skin in an instant, goosebumps rising along your arms and down your spine, electrifying every nerve.

“Fuck, baby,” he says in quick reverence, leaning foreard to suck one of your nipples into his mouth. “You’re so beautiful.”

Gerard’s hands are rough, calloused, hoisting you out of his lap and onto the couch cushions in one swift motion. He’s back on top of you in an instant, the weight of him warm and heavy, working his lips against the delicate skin of your neck.

“You gonna let me take care of you?” He grunts against your skin, hands palming the swell of your breasts. You nod, head thrown back from the intensity of him, his mouth frantic along your jaw, pulse, anywhere he can reach. His fingers trail lower, hooking on your waistband, helping you kick off your jeans.

Without wasting another second, you grab a tuft of his hair, yanking his face straight into your clothed core. Gerard doesn’t hesitate, greedily lapping at you through the fabric of your panties, his hands snaking around your thighs to keep you spread.

He dips in slowly, his nose brushing up against your clit with every swirl and flick of his tongue. He’s always been proud of the way he eats pussy, and tonight is no exception. Gerard can feel the impatience wafting off of you in waves, but he’s a patient man, kissing and nipping at your folds just enough keep you needy and wanting.

You huff, desperate for more heat, more friction, panties completely soaked through in a mixture of Gerard’s tacky spit and your own slick. You tug at his hair again, unsuccessfully attempting to grind on his face, Gerard’s arms keeping you pinned to the couch cushions, looking up at you devilishly. He stops completely, a wicked grin spreading across his face.

“What is it?” He teases. “Use your words, baby.”

“God, please,” you whine, his lips moving back onto your folds. “N-need your tongue, Gee.”

He hums in approval, the use of his nickname not lost to him, finger hooking on the seam of your panties to pull them down. You’re embarrassingly wet, eyes rolling to the back of your head as his tongue extends a long, flat lick against your slit.

You’re a mess underneath him, lewd curses escaping your lips as he drinks from you like honey, sucking and swirling his tongue with even pressure, devouring in every sense of the word. He moans deeply from the taste of you, head swimming with every candied cry he coaxes from you.

It’s humiliating, the way he works you so well, the speed at which you unraveling under his touch. Sure, you’ve received head a couple times in the past, but never like this. Gerard seems to know this, a smug grin on his lips while his eyes connect with yours. One of his hands leaves your thighs, fisting at the bulge straining against his pants.

Gerard lifts his hips just enough to pull himself free, his cock springing against the cushions in an obscene slap. Pre cum leaks steadily from his tip, seeping out all over his clothes and skin. He wraps his hand around the base of his painfully hard cock, pumping himself in time with the rhythm of his tongue inside of you.

You’re rapidly approaching the edge, vision blurring with every brush of his nose, every curl of his tongue. Gerard is utterly blissed out, every part of his lungs protesting as he refuses to pull back for air.

He doesn’t need it.

He is a singer after all, trained in breath control for months and months now.

“Please,” your voice wavers shakily. “M-make me cum, Gerard.”

Your body nearly double over in pleasure, sinking deeper and deeper into the intensity that is him. Gerard squeezes his palm around the base of his cock to stop himself from cumming, letting his cock twitch against the cushions in anticipation of being inside of you. One look into his eyes is all it takes, juices squirting all over his face, cunt clenching around nothing as you writhe in his arms.

Gerard pushes you through it, keeping his face buried between your thighs until he’s fully satisfied. He slips up from between your legs, crawling over you to kiss you once more. You can taste yourself on him, the flavor salty and incredibly erotic. He wraps you in his arms, hoisting you up and off of the couch, your arms clinging to him in your post-orgasmic high.

He carries you down the hall to your bedroom with ease, not bothering to turn on the lights, lowering you gently onto the bed. Your hands help him fiddle with his belt buckle, the rest of his clothes flying off by the wayside.

Gerard is fast and sure with his movements, his fingers gripping your hips in a vice as he eases himself inside of you. Your cunt sucks him in easily, the filthy noises escaping you pure music to his ears. He gives you time to adjust before moving again, feeling your walls clench and unclench around him.

It’s taking everything he has not to just slam into you, going deeper and deeper with steadfast rolls of his hips. Gerard leans down to capture your lips in a sloppy kiss, bottoming out with a final push. He’s just of a mess as you are, moaning shamelessly into your mouth at the feeling of being buried so deep inside of you.

“F-fuck,” he whines, “Been wanting this for so long.”

Gerard sets a steady pace, canting his hips over and over and over into your gummy core, grunting and nipping at the shell of you ear. You bite down on his shoulder to silence yourself, tilting your head up to suck a thick bruise onto his pulse. His reaction is immediate, his entire body pressing into the warmth of your lips.

“More,” you cry out, nails digging into his shoulder blades. “Need more of you, Gerard.”

“You’re such a fucking tease,” he grunts, picking up the pace with a harsh snap of his hips. “Tasting so good, feeling so good. If I had known you’d behave so well for me I would’ve fucked you last night.”

“Y-you heard that?” You hiss. Gerard digs his fingers into the meat of your thigh, wrapping your leg around his hips to angle you deeper. His other hand clutches the headboard, the bed frame rattling with every fuck of his hips.

“Of course I did,” he coos. “Heard you moaning and begging so sweetly like the desperate little slut you are.”

Gerard’s slamming into you now, one of his hands snaking down and rubbing messy circles onto your clit. His cock touches everything inside of you, the wetness of your cunt a paradise, obsession and devotion clawing its way to the surface as he worships and praises you. Even in the darkness, he can see his length sliding in and out of you, just barely, but the thought has him keening, pressing his hand down to feel himself. Fuck, he’s inside of you, pleasing you so thoroughly you can hardly speak, desperate whimpers grating past your throat.

“You gonna cum?” He moans. “Gonna come from just my cock inside of you?”

Your hands find him in the dark, pulling him down to kiss you as your release rips through you deep and slow. Gerard forces you through it, your helpless cries egging him on, grunting so loudly he’s sure the neighbors will hear. His is fast approaching, cock twitching inside of you with every creamy push.

“No more shutting the door on me, yeah? You gonna let me have you whenever I want?”

“Yes, promise, promise,” you sob, too fucked out to form a coherent sentence at this point.

“Good girl.”

Gerard can feel it coming, and fuck it, he’ll dump his load inside of you, several more intense powerful thrusts and he’s snapping your hips flush against his, shooting straight against your cervix. You whine as he continues shallowly thrusting, prolonging his pleasure, arching your back into him completely at the feeling of him using you. He collapses on top of you, completely spent, and you press close, listening to his heartbeat settle against yours. After a few minutes of heavy panting, he slips out of you with a sigh, streaks of cum coating your thighs from such a heavy load.

Gerard falls to the mattress beside you wordlessly, still catching his breath. You loop one of your legs around his, drawing him closer, pressing your lips softly against his sticky chest.

“I meant what I said, you know,” he mumbles, blowing his bangs out of his face. “This isn’t a one time thing.”

You laugh, voice low and horse, leaning up to kiss him sweetly.

“Anytime you want me to take care of you, I’m here.”

“Mmhmm. I promise, Gee.”

And you keep it.

Little by little, he slips further into your life, until he’s everywhere. You start showing up to his shows, laughing at his jokes, leaving the door to your room wide open so he can come and go as he pleases.

He wanted this once, dreamed about it in quieter moments.