quincy says to ENDURE, and ethan almost sobs. hasn’t he endured ENOUGH?
the EMPTINESS. the NEED. can he not see that? can he not see how desperate ethan is? why does he not take pity on him? why doesn’t he give him what he needs? is he enjoying this in some sick, twisted way?
ethan moans. he writhes beneath quincy’s touch, desperate for more.
if ethan was still in the right frame of mind, he’d UNDERSTAND ; he’d know that they’re testing something. never before has ethan been THIS desperate ; it’s something different, something he doesn’t know how to handle. he’d felt as if he were on FIRE earlier, as if he would die from the ACHE, and quincy had promised to help. his head is foggy, clouded by that overwhelming want. that’s all forgotten now. he can’t think about anything but the hand around his cock, the hand on his chest.
are you aware of what your body’s doing?
head is thrown back, teeth sinking into bottom lip hard enough to draw blood. if it weren’t for the SQUEEZE, he likely wouldn’t have even heard him speak. likely wouldn’t have noticed it. ethan barely shakes his head as an answer ; arches his back, thrusts up into quincy’s touch without even meaning to. he’s not consciously aware of it, the black decay that steadily crawls up quincy’s leg, until he asks the next question :
do you feel me through the mutamycete you’re making?
does he feel him? the answer is YES.
ethan thinks he manages to say it aloud, but he’s not positive.
it’s not the same as physically touching him, but it’s THERE nonetheless. he doesn’t know how to explain it, especially not right now, but he can feel him. the mold is an extension of himself. it’s trying to TAKE what it needs. what it wants.
[ GROW. SPREAD. CREATE. ]
it’s like a voice in the back of his head ; a thought that isn’t his own, that he’s barely aware of, but one that his body is BEGGING for. ethan is almost positive that he’ll die if it doesn’t get it, too.
higher the mold goes, a couple inches at a time. ethan’s fingertips are black with it ; the veins of his neck are the same way.
“ don’t tease, quincy, ” he murmurs, eyes squeezed shut. hand rises to grab at the wrist of the hand on his chest. “ please don’t tease. i need you … god, i need you …”
Ethan’s mouth doesn’t move, but Quincy hears that “yes” all the same. It’s a whisper in his ear, a caress-- a word underlined with seduction as Ethan and his Mold try to get him to do whatever they want. He’s felt a bond similar to this before, back when the Grand Sorcerer was still present in his life. Feeling what he feels, understanding instinctively what it was that the man wanted of him... Quincy knows that it’s because magic comes from nature, from the earth, and is older than whatever language man’s created to express himself. It’s more raw, more honest, more real.
That said, he knows that Ethan isn’t magic. But his mutamycete, however corrupt it’s become under Miranda’s hand, comes from nature too.
There isn’t any fear in him even as the Mold starts to engulf the toe of his other boot. The parts that Ethan can’t control want to consume him, but he doesn’t know why.
What he does know, though, is-- “You both need me.”
Ethan’s cock weeps under his hand as a rough palm caresses the curve of it, drawing moisture out the tip. The sounds of it are wet as his fist slides up and down, working Ethan’s dick as his other hand reaches up to grasp Ethan’s jaw. It’s big enough it doesn’t take any effort at all.
Fungi survives as an extant form of life. Quincy’s gemstone, full of magical essence, has made him live forever. Surely that must mean something.
“The megamycete was destroyed,” he murmurs, his posture shifting so he looms over Ethan’s prone body. His hand moves at the same pace, in the same deft motions, and he twists his wrist as his grip tightens towards the head of Ethan’s dick in every upward pull.
“You might be the last of your kind.”
Quincy dips his head, lips brushing Ethan’s flushed ear.
“What would you create if you were full of my seed, Ethan Winters?”
There’s no greater way to imbue your essence in someone, after all.