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                « Le  comte  ne  vient-il  pas  de  nous  dire  que  l’humaine  sagesse  était  tout  entière  dans  ces  deux  mots  :  Attendre  et  Espérer  ! »  

                     # VINDICTALEAD  ―  𝐋𝐎𝐖 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐓𝐘   Independent  &  selective  E.DMOND  D.ANTES  /  C.ount  of  M.ontecristo  ( A.venger )  from  the  F.ATE  series  written  by  Smol  (+18;she/her).  For  my  own  comfort,  please  do  not follow  if  you  are  under  18.  Rules under  read  more  !

/  Thinking about how some servants, particularly speaking; avengers, (or well, I will talk about the case of Dantes at least), get to in a way, live through an endless time loop- in the sense that some servants get summoned under quite peculiar times in their lives; as some are a result of having seen all the trajectory of their life and learning things from it (example: caster gil, karna), some others have seen the trayectory of their life yet remain haunted by their pasts and/or have troubles moving on/coming to terms with certain things (example: Arjuna, Artoria), and others are just-- sort of destined to be summoned on a specific time in their lives- where they know how their story will end- yet are unable to reach that point emotionally speaking- when im saying this i’m thinking about Dantes who is basically the personification of the concept of vengeance (At least as how he has been summoned as an avenger) and the thing is;; he is sort of destined to repeat this cycle each time he gets summoned, this loop of feelings that consume him like fire; his anger doesn’t fade away, it doesn’t wash away with time, and so long he remains an heroic spirit, he will be destined as an avenger to live all over again throught those feelings of anger, desire for vengeance, grudges, anguish, etc. as intensely as if it was the day he escaped from the hellish Chateau d'if, as fresh as when he felt those emotions.