Vinca

Hi guys, how's life...?

I'm in college now, and it slightly get better since most of my time i spend outside home, so I can take off my hijab in secret but still my parent very strict about curfew

The way I still stuck on this muslim house.....

My soul and energy are so sucked up when I'm around my family

it's so sad because it's still not getting better, I have to be strong....

I can be such a cool teenager if I were not raised by muslim parents. I'm not allowed to learn instruments, can't wear trendy clothes, can't date, and parents give me a very early curfew. Now, I'm almost 20 with no cool–teenager–experience, I'm so embarrassed by my teenagehood. I always have the gut to get back all of that year, but my teenage years will never repeat again :(

I always mourn the person I could have been if I'm not raised by religious muslim parent. I'm too late to reach my full potential for now.

I wish islam never EVER touch my country. Wearing hijab on this humid and hot weather is SUCKS. My scalp itchy and I hate the sweaty feelings.

If i suicidal enough, I will just tell my mom that I'm a lesbian (she'd kill me)

sometimes I feel like loses lots of pieces of my childhood. Pretending to be something that I never want....forced ro wear something that definitely not what I want but can't refuse it😔

my atheist and queer ass go to muhammadiyah uni (forced), I need to be strong😭😭😭😭