Simply Vina

Not me accidentally fucking up this ✨intimate✨ conversation by doing too much 🥴😭

I never realized how much of my peace of mind and strength came from knowing I have a parent who is on my side until I didn’t.

My dad and I had a heart to heart today. He told me he feels like he’s responsible for me maturing at such a young age and feels like that affected the way I handle connections and relationships. The fact that other people notice that awful way I handle any type of connection....

I haven’t had a real “I honestly love and care about you” hug in 2 months and it’s starting to show 😕

Christmas is such a weird time for me. My depression pops in and out. Good days are full of finding ways to brighten someone’s day and planning out gifts that’ll make them feel special. Then my bad days push me to go into a detached mode, feeling like no one would be bothered if I wasn’t around, feeling unsettled and unnecessary. I’m always up and down in December and I can’t wait for this month to be over