For a moment, Rory couldn't say anything at all. She just looked at him. The fluorescent lights painted everything in ugly shades of white and yellow, the pharmacy sign buzzed overhead, and the slushie in her hand had melted into something barely drinkable. It should have ruined the moment. It should have made all of this feel ridiculous. Instead, it felt painfully important. Because he was here. Not a memory. Not a ghost she'd spent years arguing with in the privacy of her own mind. Not the man she'd built a thousand different endings for. Just Corey. Standing beside her. Choosing to stay.
Rory swallowed hard, emotion hitting so suddenly it almost stole her breath. "You idiot," she whispered, and the words weren't angry. If anything, they sounded heartbreakingly fond. Her eyes burned and she looked away for a second, shaking her head as a quiet laugh escaped her. "You absolute idiot."
Because how was she supposed to be angry at him when he was standing there looking at her like that? How was she supposed to protect herself from this? From him? From the terrible, wonderful certainty that had followed him back into her life? When she looked back at him, there were tears gathering in her eyes. Not falling. Just there. Honest. Unhidden.
"I spent so much time trying to hate you." The confession slipped out before she could stop it. A small, broken smile touched her mouth. "Not all the time. Not even most of the time. But every once in a while I'd get angry enough. Angry enough to remember the empty space you left behind. Angry enough to remember all the questions I couldn't answer. Angry enough to tell myself you didn't get to do this to me. That you didn't get to leave and still matter."
A tear slipped free and she wiped it away immediately, annoyed at herself. "And the worst part?" Her voice cracked around a laugh. "It never worked." The truth settled quietly between them. Rory looked down at their hands. At the way his hand covered hers. At how natural it felt. How unfair it felt. How right.
"I moved on," she said softly. "I did. I loved other people. I built a life. I raised our daughter. I wasn't sitting around waiting for you to come back." Because that mattered. Because she needed him to understand that. "You weren't some unfinished chapter I kept rereading. You were the whole damn book I finally put back on the shelf because I thought the story was over."
Her eyes lifted to his. "And then you came back." Rory laughed shakily. "And now every time I look at you, I feel like I've spent years trying to convince myself I forgot how to read." A car rolled through the parking lot somewhere behind them. Neither of them looked. Rory's gaze never left his.
"You know what really makes me angry?" she asked quietly. "That if you'd walked up to me tonight and told me you were leaving again..." The words caught in her throat and she pushed through them anyway. "It would've broken my heart." There it was. No armor. No jokes. No way to take it back. Her fingers tightened around his just slightly. "Because I don't think I ever stopped loving you."
The confession wasn't dramatic. It wasn't grand. It sounded tired. Like a truth she'd been carrying for so long it had become part of her bones. A fresh tear slipped down her cheek. This time she didn't wipe it away. "God, I wish that wasn't true," she said with a watery laugh. "It would make my life significantly easier."
The smile that followed was small and ruined and beautiful. "But every time I try to talk myself out of it, my heart looks at me like I'm stupid." A breath escaped her. Then another. And suddenly she was smiling through tears.
Because somehow, despite everything, he was standing here. Because somehow, despite everything, he was still looking at her the way he always had. Because somehow, despite everything, she wasn't alone in this.
Rory shook her head softly, disbelieving, and took a small step closer. Not much. Barely a step. But enough. Enough that she didn't have to raise her voice. Enough that the rest of the world felt very far away.
"I don't know what happens next," she admitted. "I don't know how we do this. I don't know what your father does. I don't know what tomorrow looks like." Her eyes searched his. "But for the first time in a really long time..." Her voice dropped almost to a whisper. "...I think I'd rather find out with you than without you."