Charlie barked out a laugh at that, shaking her head as she looked over at him. “Oh, I don't need to ask the other Lords and Ladies. I've known you long enough to gather that evidence firsthand.” Her tone was dry, but there was genuine amusement underneath it. “You're lucky you've got enough charm to make people tolerate the annoying parts.” The admission about not having children pulled some of the humor from her expression. Not pity. Never pity. Just understanding.
For a moment, she watched the children racing after the ball again, letting the conversation settle where it wanted to. “I'm sorry,” she said quietly, and for Charlie Kenner, those words carried weight. “I know that's not the same thing as understanding it. But I am.” His correction from heir to child earned the faintest twitch of her mouth. “You know, for someone trying not to sound pompous, you really picked the most pompous possible starting point.”
Then came the wicked smirk. Charlie groaned immediately. “See? There it is. I was starting to think we were having a serious conversation.” She pointed at him accusingly before letting her hand fall back to her side. “Your poor mate.” The words carried enough fond exasperation to soften the tease. When he asked if she'd been terrified, though, her smile faded into something more thoughtful. “God, yes.” The answer came without hesitation. “Absolutely terrified.”
Charlie folded her arms loosely across her chest and watched one of the kids trip over absolutely nothing before bouncing right back up again. “I was eighteen when I had Jesse. Twenty-one when I found out I was pregnant with the twins.” She huffed a quiet laugh through her nose. “At the time, I barely felt qualified to own furniture.” Her gaze drifted toward the street, toward memories she'd long ago made peace with but never forgotten.
“Everybody talks about how strong mothers are. Nobody talks enough about how scared they are.” A small shrug lifted one shoulder. “I spent years convinced I was one bad decision away from ruining three lives.” A beat passed. “Then I had kids, and suddenly being scared stopped mattering quite as much as showing up.” The warmth returned to her voice then, subtle but unmistakable.
“Truth is, I didn't have the luxury of figuring out whether I was ready. They showed up, and that was that. So I learned. Badly at first.” Her laugh returned. “Very badly, if Jesse gets a vote.” She glanced sideways at Ronán. “But I'd do it all again.” The answer was immediate. Every hardship. Every sleepless night. Every moment of fear. “All of it.” Her gaze shifted back to the children playing soccer in the middle of a broken city.
“That's the funny thing about loving somebody,” she said quietly. “The hard parts don't disappear. They just stop being the part you remember first.” A smile tugged at the corner of her mouth. “Though for the record, if I'd been responsible for a kingdom at the same time, I probably would've lost my mind.” She nudged his arm lightly with her elbow. “So congratulations. You're either impressively resilient or catastrophically stubborn.” A beat. “Actually, knowing you, it's probably both.”
"Oh, is that so, Chief Kenner?" Ronán questioned with amusement and a look in his eye that was almost certainly used for centuries to make lesser women swoon. He nodded once with a softer smile and followed it up by shaking his head. "Don't worry yourself, love. I appreciate the sentiments all the same. Besides, it is not something I particularly mourn for these days." He explained.
"You see, I am notoriously terrible at sitting still. My mate constantly complains because I am nowhere I am supposed to be whenever she comes calling for me. Sometimes I'll wander to my dockyards and the various ship crews for a few drinks. Sometimes I slip out of the city and into our outskirt settlements. But, lately it appears to be slipping off and coming here to this Broken City." He paused for a breath.
"Were my mate to be with child, I would find myself in quite the paradox - obsessively driven to stay by her side and snarl at anyone and everyone that tries to get near her," He smirked at his own self-teasing, "And endlessly called by the city and lands beyond my palace walls."
The woman's assessment of him - both resilient and stubborn - earned her a wider grin. "Perhaps, you've pegged me more accurately than I thought."















